But her expression became sad, her mouth downturned. “It’s you who threatens her, vampire.” She shook her head. “A marked human will eventually fade away, becoming a mere shell of themselves, only finding pleasure in the bite.”
“What?” My ass landed on my chair as I sat down unexpectedly. “But I…I… What the hell? I’ve claimed Leia. She’s mine. She’s my true mate.”
“Yet you know of no human true mates?” The witch’s suddenly clear eyes met mine, intelligence gleaming from her gaze. Then she reached into the folds of her cloak. “I’ve brought something for the girl. It should stave off the worst of the thrall if she wears it at all times.” She handed me a charm bracelet, decorated with small chips of glittering stone. “Each of these has protective and healing properties, but I can’t offer anything more than a temporary solution. You started this chain of events, vampire king. Now to prove your worth.” She bent toward me and lowered her voice. “You must turn her.”
The air around her shimmered, and I leaned forward urgently. “What? But I have questions!”
But she faded as she sat in front of me, only the scent of her herbs lingering in the air and the charm bracelet lying on the desk proof that she’d been here at all.
I reached for the bracelet, but a knock at the door stayed my hand. “Come in,” I called.
Sebastian entered first, closely followed by my uncle. I stood to greet them, and Sebastian’s smile widened. “Well, well.” He grinned.
“What?” My head was still too full of the things the witch had said.
He grinned wider. “Someone finally made his claim. Congratulations.” He and my uncle made themselves comfortable in the small seating area on the other side of my office.
I rarely used it, but I joined them. “I don’t think this is all going to be as straightforward as I anticipated.”
“Oh?” Sebastian cocked an eyebrow. “Why? Is Leia unhappy?” For a moment, his eyes glowed a dull red.
“Far from it,” I snapped.
He held up his hands. “Okay, but a man can dream.”
A growl ripped from my chest. Dangers were everywhere. Francois, other men, the witch. My own damn brother.
“Sebastian,” my uncle counseled. “Be sensible. Don’t provoke Nic. A newly mated male is very dangerous, and I would guess a newly mated—truly mated—king is excessively so.”
I sighed and pushed a hand through my hair.
“I think I have bigger problems than Sebastian.” I filled them both in on everything the witch had said. “Have you ever heard anything like this?”
Sebastian shook his head, but my uncle’s face paled, his lips thinning.
“Thralls,” he whispered.
“Thralls? What the fuck are they?”
Sebastian shuddered. “I thought they were just stories.”
“They’re humans who don’t get turned after they’re marked.” My uncle’s voice was stronger now.
“For fuck’s sake. Why am I only finding out about this now?” I stood and paced away, useless anger humming through every part of me. “Why has no one ever told me this before? I’m the king.”
And fuck, I should have known.
Sebastian shrugged. “Nic, you drink blood baggies. When would you ever have marked a human before? Why would you know the dangers?”
“Fuck,” I barked as I continued to pace. “So the witch was right? I’ve got to go back to Leia and tell her I was wrong? That claiming her wasn’t enough, that it was never going to be enough? That I’ve condemned her to death?”
“No, you haven’t,” Sebastian said carefully, but I rounded on him anyway, looking for an outlet for my anger.
“I might as well have when the only fucking alternative is to turn her.”
9
M
y sides actually hurt. I’d heard people talk about laughing until their sides hurt, but I hadn’t believed it was really a thing.
“What?” Aimée turned to me and made her eyes so wide in protestation of her innocence that her carefully placed slices of cucumber fell away. “Fuck,” she said mildly as she replaced them, smearing Chef’s homemade avocado facemask in the process. “But I am serious. Tomas’s idea of a grand gesture was naming a star after me. A star I’ll probably live to see fucking explode or something.” She sighed and shook her head. “But I love that crazy guy. That’s got us through the first fifty years, right?”
I chuckled again but my mind whirled with thoughts. Fifty years was a hella long time, but it was almost nothing in Aimée’s lifespan—the way she spoke about it, anyway.
“I can’t imagine being with someone for fifty years.” I slid my own cucumber slices into place, grateful for the excuse not to have to meet her gaze. It felt strangely intimate to talk to this other woman about anything more than the weather or current events, but I liked it.
Aimée and I had an almost instant connection, and I hadn’t even found the energy to be mad at Nic when he left me with a complete stranger.
“I miss him,” I blurted out. “I feel like something has been taken from inside me.”
Aimée didn’t even ask who. “Of course, you do,” she said. “You’re true mates. That’s one stage up from what most of us get.”
“But you and Tomas…” I let my question trail away, no idea what I’d even been about to say. I didn’t know the first thing about vampire relationships, and it wasn’t my place to ask.
“We’re together by choice. Not by some sort of biological compulsion.” She chuckled. “I can’t imagine that at all. A need to be with someone else? What about free will?”
“It’s not really like that.” I shifted and smoothed the fluffy bathrobe Nic had provided for me, my skin heating even as I thought of him. “I don’t feel like it’s a lack of choice. The world feels opened up. Like I can feel more, see more. Like I’m somehow doubled through Nic.”
“Tell me, tell me, tell me, because I’ve always wondered… What’s he like in bed? There has never even been the smallest of rumors. He must have been very selective in the past.”
I lifted myself onto my elbows and removed one of my slices. “Uh, Aimée. He’s your brother,” I said like she might have forgotten.
“Meh.” She waved a careless arm and the whole mattress shifted with the gesture. “There’s no true biology. Nicky’s natural and the rest of us are made.”“Oh, yeah. I forgot. I think Nic mentioned something like that. It’s more like being adopted, right?”She grinned and more of the avocado face mask shifted out of position. I stuck my finger in my mask and then into my mouth. Oh, who the hell was I kidding? I was lying on a bed next to a vampire, with guacamole on my face. Hello, Twilight Zone.“Yeah, I guess it’s like being adopted?” She made it into a question. “I mean, if being adopted comes with immortal life and family members who drink blood to survive, then it’s a hell of a lot more like being adopted than I thought.”I chuckled but there was a little more tension in the room, and she was quiet for a long time. I almost thought she’d fallen asleep or gone to a quiet meditative place, or whatever vampires did.“I was human once,” she said.I jumped at the sudden words.“It was a
As the afternoon continued, we moved our tiny party to the cozy den, but no farther. Curled up on the soft, brushed fabric, still wearing my pamper-day robe, a fluffy blanket over my knees, glass clutched in one hand, a palmful of peanuts in the other, I surrendered to the warm feeling spreading through my body. As I grew sleepier, though, Aimée remained unaffected, her grip on the conversation as bright as it had been before we even popped the cork. Meanwhile, my limbs had all become floppy and vaguely Jell-O-like.“Mr. Baldwin?” I called, and two of him glided through the doorway. Glided? I giggled. Glode, right? Glidden? Well, something like one of those, but I blinked and he solidified into just one-and-a-half butlers. “Hey, uh, please could I have, like, some, uh, coffee?” I was too sleepy.Aimée laughed, a deep, throaty chuckle. “Oops. I shoulda remembered human tolerance. It’s just been so long since I hung out with one. Damn, Baldwin, can we get some water for Leia, too? Maybe
His words were a confession, and I moved to help him as he pushed my robe from my shoulders. He immediately cupped my breasts, kneading them softly under his palms as I watched him, arching into his touch, pressing wantonly forward.“I could torture you,” he murmured softly. “Make you want me until you’re as half-crazed with it as you make me feel.”I laughed at the sudden rush of power his words gifted me. “I make you crazy?”“Fuck, yes.” He lapped his tongue over my nipple, watching it harden beneath the wet fabric of my bra. “You make me so crazy,” he murmured. “So hard…” He fisted his cock through his pants as if to demonstrate and groaned before letting his hand drop away. “Fuck. So ready.”My body throbbed with awareness of him, and I wriggled, grinding teasingly against him as I reached between us to release his button and zipper, setting his cock free.I was so greedy for him, touching that soft, hot skin with my fingertips and taking the hard shaft in my hand, smoothing up in
He grinned at me, and I pushed my hands into his hair, claiming his mouth as I rocked carefully against the hardness still inside me, enjoying each flutter and spasm of pleasure, and each tiny murmur of the same from Nic.10LeiaOne week later, life had already settled into a predictable routine. I woke in Nic’s arms, offered him my neck, and he fed a little, sometimes while he finger-fucked me, but often while he just created networks of goosebumps over my body by stroking his hands across my skin, weaving a fragile net of bliss around my body. It was almost my favorite part of the day.Almost. Except our nights were even better. So many orgasms, even more bliss.I floated from moment to minute to hour to day…thoroughly annoying Aimée every time I zoned out on our conversations, I was sure. But I couldn’t help it.Nic filled my thoughts and my senses.“Hellooooo,” Aimée waved her hand over my face. “I assume Flight Nicky-Forever has already departed this morning, with you well and
I could say almost anything while she wasn’t looking. “I overheard Nic talking to some of his guys the other day…”She lifted her head, her face now streaked with grime, and raised an eyebrow. “You overheard?”My face heated. “Yeah. He was on the phone in the other room…”She’d disappeared back into the box and started taking out books that looked like they needed delicate handling and just allowing them to thump to the floor. “You were waiting outside a room while he was on the phone?”“Yeah.” I’d been eavesdropping—Aimée and I both knew it—but I just needed to style it out. “And it sounded like the war with New Orleans, against Francois, is escalating. Do you know anything about what’s going on?”She paused again, long enough to cast me a skeptical glance, her eyebrow raised. “Don’t you think that might be a question for Nicky?”I huffed out a sigh. “He won’t tell me anything. Just keeps saying to stay out of it and let him handle it. But…”“But what?” Her tone was muffled now. “You
He hissed a breath and closed his eyes. “Leia.”“Do you need blood to help you heal?” I automatically offered myself to him as I leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his tattoo then followed the paths of some of the lines with my tongue.“Leia.” He groaned my name and cupped the back of my head, his fingers threading into my hair. I kissed his chest gently before sucking experimentally at his nipple, probing the tiny nub with my tongue, and he hissed again. “We’ll never make it down to dinner with Aimée and Tomas, if you keep teasing me.”I glanced up at him. “Do you think they’d mind?”He chuckled. “I’m pretty sure Aimée takes very little pleasure in nursing a goblet of warmed blood while we watch you eat. She’ll take even less in nursing that goblet and simply looking at your empty place.” He dropped a kiss into my hair. “Raincheck on the teasing and the blood?”I nodded. “I guess.”He strode to the closet and shrugged out of his jacket and shirt as I tried to ignore his obvious aro
“But I said thank you.”Nic grumbled but didn’t chastise him further.“I came to see how you are, to see how you left things…” Sebastian glanced at Aimée and Tomas and me. “Earlier.” Then he looked at Aimée again and inclined his head. “Sister.”It was a very polite, neutral greeting and I filed it away as one of the things to explore about this mysterious family one day. None of them seemed to truly get along, but then how could I expect them to if they’d all been plucked from their human lives and just lumped together?I shuddered at fresh thoughts of becoming a vampire. So far, nothing I’d seen presented it as a good lifestyle. They couldn’t enjoy Chef’s food, for a start.“I found Nicky’s Book of Gray,” Aimée said conversationally as she watched Sebastian.Nic rolled his eyes. “Aimée,” he started.“No, no, I think that’s a really good idea. Well done, Aimée.” As Sebastian praised his sister, she preened a little, and I held back a chuckle. Their family dynamics really were insane.
I never actually wanted to be alone again.So I needed to turn her.But how could I talk to her about that? She’d allowed my claim, but we’d never discussed her being anything other than human. I didn’t know what she wanted. I wanted her with me forever, but I couldn’t force that on her.I looked away. At first, I’d thought I just wanted power. The power a virgin could bring me, then the extended power of a true mate by my side.But by the time I’d claimed her, it had been about more than power. And a true mate turning, according to the Book of Gray, was about love. It was the biggest gift I could give. It was immortal life.Of course, it was also a selfish vampire gift—a lover and true mate, by my side, for eternity. But it was a commitment. A choice. A wedding. The most insane version of marriage ever—where as long as we both should live took on a whole different meaning.It would mean giving all of myself and accepting all of Leia, too.Which I wanted with a yearning that surprised