As the afternoon continued, we moved our tiny party to the cozy den, but no farther. Curled up on the soft, brushed fabric, still wearing my pamper-day robe, a fluffy blanket over my knees, glass clutched in one hand, a palmful of peanuts in the other, I surrendered to the warm feeling spreading through my body. As I grew sleepier, though, Aimée remained unaffected, her grip on the conversation as bright as it had been before we even popped the cork. Meanwhile, my limbs had all become floppy and vaguely Jell-O-like.
“Mr. Baldwin?” I called, and two of him glided through the doorway. Glided? I giggled. Glode, right? Glidden? Well, something like one of those, but I blinked and he solidified into just one-and-a-half butlers. “Hey, uh, please could I have, like, some, uh, coffee?” I was too sleepy.
Aimée laughed, a deep, throaty chuckle. “Oops. I shoulda remembered human tolerance. It’s just been so long since I hung out with one. Damn, Baldwin, can we get some water for Leia, too? Maybe some food or something to help soak everything up? Nicky might make himself responsible for my final death if I get his mate totally wasted our first afternoon together.”
I giggled again. “Mate totally wasted. That’s so funny.”
Aimée petted my hair. “I’m glad you think so, sweetie. But we need to see if we can get you a little more alert.”
I laughed again and pointed at the door. “Two Nics!” I yelled. “Yay!” Two of him suddenly sounded like a fucking awesome idea. Two tongues, two sets of fingers, two amazing cocks… Mm, mm, mm. “Fangtastic, right?” I swayed against Aimée. “Get it? Fang.”
“Everything okay, Aimée?” The Nics strode toward us, and I pouted a little as two of him became one.
“Aww. Where did the other you go? I was looking forward to two of you… Hubba hubba!” I wiggled my eyebrows so he’d understand my meaning and reached out to stroke his hair but poked his eye as he leaned toward me.
He chuckled and took my hand then pressed a kiss to the back of it. “Hubba hubba, huh?” He laughed again, and the sound warmed me. “Let’s get some coffee into you,” he murmured before lifting me into his lap and cradling me against him. “Can I trust you to at least pour the coffee, Aimée?”
Amusement mingled with censure in his tone, and I giggled again as I nuzzled against his shirt.
“So soft. Why are you so soft?”
He didn’t answer. Instead, he shifted and slid his hand into his pants pocket. “I’ve brought you a present. Although it isn’t really from me. I had a visit from Lettie, and she said for you to wear this.” He held up a charm bracelet that held chips of stone and crystal. “And don’t stop wearing the pendant.”
Then he gently took my hand and clasped the bracelet around my wrist.
I held my arm up, watching the light play across the colors. “Oh, it’s beautiful. Tell Lettie… Tell her…” I threw my arms around his neck and pressed my lips to his as I ground against him a little bit.
He pulled back and laughed. “That’s what you want me to tell the witch?”
My face heated. “Oh, I meant to say thank you. The kiss part was for you.”
“And the part where you rubbed against me so beautifully?” He dropped his voice but Aimée made a retching noise then laughed.
“I’d say get a room, but this is technically a room, and you own it, Nicky, so I’m going to make myself scarce. The coffee pot’s on the table. I already filled one mug.”
Nic waved then reached forward before handing me the mug. “Let’s sober you up a little, mate. I want you to remember everything we do together.”
Then he sat, arm around me, stroking my hair while I sipped my coffee.
Eventually, I looked up at him. “Hey.” I swept the hair that had tumbled over his brow.
“Well, your aim’s a bit better at least,” he said, but he kissed the back of my hand again anyway. “Are you hungry at all? Need a painkiller?” Then he glanced toward the door. “Baldwin? Can I get some pretzels and sliced apple?”
When Baldwin brought the tray, Nic fed me some of the pretzels. “Carbs and fruit help to slow the absorption of alcohol. If you were serious when you were grinding on me, I want you right here with me when I accept your invitation… Because you know I’m never going to turn you down if I know you mean it, right?” His eyes glowed the familiar dim red, and my heart rate increased.
“I mean it.” My words came out breathy, but I wasn’t sleepy any more. I was almost wired, hyper aware of Nic’s muscular thighs and the arm wrapped around my waist, irritated by the clothes we were still wearing. “We need to be naked for this part, though.”
He laughed and raised an eyebrow as he glanced around the room. “Here?”
I shrugged. “It seems pretty comfortable.”
He lowered his lips to my neck and I arched away, allowing him better access. “It’s very comfortable,” he murmured as he placed his first kisses. His hands rested lightly on my hips and he urged me to turn, drawing my thigh across his lap so I straddled him.
As I moved, I brushed his cock where it pressed against his pants, and he groaned, his hips pushing him closer to me.
“You always feel so good, Leia.” He placed his palm over me, cupping my core. “How are you? Are you sore?” Worry creased his brow and flickered through his gaze.
I leaned forward and touched my lips to his. “Hmm? More in danger of forgetting what you feel like when you fill me, I think.”
He chuckled and it was dark and delicious and full of promise, and it rolled right through me, spreading heat through my limbs, and making my clit pulse.
He dropped his head forward to nuzzle at my neck and his fingers toyed with the low neckline of my robe. “I’ll never be able to resist you.”
His words were a confession, and I moved to help him as he pushed my robe from my shoulders. He immediately cupped my breasts, kneading them softly under his palms as I watched him, arching into his touch, pressing wantonly forward.“I could torture you,” he murmured softly. “Make you want me until you’re as half-crazed with it as you make me feel.”I laughed at the sudden rush of power his words gifted me. “I make you crazy?”“Fuck, yes.” He lapped his tongue over my nipple, watching it harden beneath the wet fabric of my bra. “You make me so crazy,” he murmured. “So hard…” He fisted his cock through his pants as if to demonstrate and groaned before letting his hand drop away. “Fuck. So ready.”My body throbbed with awareness of him, and I wriggled, grinding teasingly against him as I reached between us to release his button and zipper, setting his cock free.I was so greedy for him, touching that soft, hot skin with my fingertips and taking the hard shaft in my hand, smoothing up in
He grinned at me, and I pushed my hands into his hair, claiming his mouth as I rocked carefully against the hardness still inside me, enjoying each flutter and spasm of pleasure, and each tiny murmur of the same from Nic.10LeiaOne week later, life had already settled into a predictable routine. I woke in Nic’s arms, offered him my neck, and he fed a little, sometimes while he finger-fucked me, but often while he just created networks of goosebumps over my body by stroking his hands across my skin, weaving a fragile net of bliss around my body. It was almost my favorite part of the day.Almost. Except our nights were even better. So many orgasms, even more bliss.I floated from moment to minute to hour to day…thoroughly annoying Aimée every time I zoned out on our conversations, I was sure. But I couldn’t help it.Nic filled my thoughts and my senses.“Hellooooo,” Aimée waved her hand over my face. “I assume Flight Nicky-Forever has already departed this morning, with you well and
I could say almost anything while she wasn’t looking. “I overheard Nic talking to some of his guys the other day…”She lifted her head, her face now streaked with grime, and raised an eyebrow. “You overheard?”My face heated. “Yeah. He was on the phone in the other room…”She’d disappeared back into the box and started taking out books that looked like they needed delicate handling and just allowing them to thump to the floor. “You were waiting outside a room while he was on the phone?”“Yeah.” I’d been eavesdropping—Aimée and I both knew it—but I just needed to style it out. “And it sounded like the war with New Orleans, against Francois, is escalating. Do you know anything about what’s going on?”She paused again, long enough to cast me a skeptical glance, her eyebrow raised. “Don’t you think that might be a question for Nicky?”I huffed out a sigh. “He won’t tell me anything. Just keeps saying to stay out of it and let him handle it. But…”“But what?” Her tone was muffled now. “You
He hissed a breath and closed his eyes. “Leia.”“Do you need blood to help you heal?” I automatically offered myself to him as I leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his tattoo then followed the paths of some of the lines with my tongue.“Leia.” He groaned my name and cupped the back of my head, his fingers threading into my hair. I kissed his chest gently before sucking experimentally at his nipple, probing the tiny nub with my tongue, and he hissed again. “We’ll never make it down to dinner with Aimée and Tomas, if you keep teasing me.”I glanced up at him. “Do you think they’d mind?”He chuckled. “I’m pretty sure Aimée takes very little pleasure in nursing a goblet of warmed blood while we watch you eat. She’ll take even less in nursing that goblet and simply looking at your empty place.” He dropped a kiss into my hair. “Raincheck on the teasing and the blood?”I nodded. “I guess.”He strode to the closet and shrugged out of his jacket and shirt as I tried to ignore his obvious aro
“But I said thank you.”Nic grumbled but didn’t chastise him further.“I came to see how you are, to see how you left things…” Sebastian glanced at Aimée and Tomas and me. “Earlier.” Then he looked at Aimée again and inclined his head. “Sister.”It was a very polite, neutral greeting and I filed it away as one of the things to explore about this mysterious family one day. None of them seemed to truly get along, but then how could I expect them to if they’d all been plucked from their human lives and just lumped together?I shuddered at fresh thoughts of becoming a vampire. So far, nothing I’d seen presented it as a good lifestyle. They couldn’t enjoy Chef’s food, for a start.“I found Nicky’s Book of Gray,” Aimée said conversationally as she watched Sebastian.Nic rolled his eyes. “Aimée,” he started.“No, no, I think that’s a really good idea. Well done, Aimée.” As Sebastian praised his sister, she preened a little, and I held back a chuckle. Their family dynamics really were insane.
I never actually wanted to be alone again.So I needed to turn her.But how could I talk to her about that? She’d allowed my claim, but we’d never discussed her being anything other than human. I didn’t know what she wanted. I wanted her with me forever, but I couldn’t force that on her.I looked away. At first, I’d thought I just wanted power. The power a virgin could bring me, then the extended power of a true mate by my side.But by the time I’d claimed her, it had been about more than power. And a true mate turning, according to the Book of Gray, was about love. It was the biggest gift I could give. It was immortal life.Of course, it was also a selfish vampire gift—a lover and true mate, by my side, for eternity. But it was a commitment. A choice. A wedding. The most insane version of marriage ever—where as long as we both should live took on a whole different meaning.It would mean giving all of myself and accepting all of Leia, too.Which I wanted with a yearning that surprised
“Nic.” Kyle stepped inside, a box in his hands, and his face immediately paled. “Uh, shit.”He covered his mouth and nose with one hand and moved his head to beckon me over before backing out the door.“What’s up, Kyle?” I glanced at Leia before I joined him in the corridor and closed the door.His cheeks reddened, something I’d never seen from Kyle, who was one-hundred percent pure soldier, cold mercenary, and always completely unflappable. “I just… I, uh… I didn’t expect her scent to be so…” He squared his shoulders and looked at me, his eyes the usual harsh clarity I’d come to expect. “I’ll be prepared next time.”“What?” My hand itched as my fingers formed a fist. My mate’s scent had affected him? “She’s claimed,” I ground out.“But not turned,” he replied, his voice even.I sighed. For fuck’s sake. Another person to make me feel guilty—like I didn’t feel guilty enough already. And how the hell did every other fucker know this very important detail?“Is that a problem?” I kept my
“Witch?” Leia struggled against Kyle, and a growl rumbled through me at the sight of his hands on her as he tried to remove her from the room.“Release her,” I snapped.Immediately, Kyle raised his hands and backed away from my mate.She whirled toward me and crossed the room before I could stop her. “Oh, Lettie.” A tear ran down her cheek even as she looked into the box. Then she raised her pale face to me, her eyes dark. “Who would do this?”I shook my head. “Perhaps Francois suspected…”“I should check on Temple.” Kyle hurried from the room.“She died because of me?” Leia kept looking at Lettie’s head in the box and I gently closed the flaps back up before handing it to Jason.I shook my head. “No, Lettie didn’t die because of you. She died because of what Francois did, because he took you, because of the decisions she made, maybe. But make no mistake, Lettie died because of Francois.” Even if he hadn’t been the bastard to rip her apart.Although it had definitely looked like the w