He grinned at me, and I pushed my hands into his hair, claiming his mouth as I rocked carefully against the hardness still inside me, enjoying each flutter and spasm of pleasure, and each tiny murmur of the same from Nic.
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ne week later, life had already settled into a predictable routine. I woke in Nic’s arms, offered him my neck, and he fed a little, sometimes while he finger-fucked me, but often while he just created networks of goosebumps over my body by stroking his hands across my skin, weaving a fragile net of bliss around my body. It was almost my favorite part of the day.
Almost. Except our nights were even better. So many orgasms, even more bliss.
I floated from moment to minute to hour to day…thoroughly annoying Aimée every time I zoned out on our conversations, I was sure. But I couldn’t help it.
Nic filled my thoughts and my senses.
“Hellooooo,” Aimée waved her hand over my face. “I assume Flight Nicky-Forever has already departed this morning, with you well and truly onboard?” But she smiled indulgently as she tapped the cover of her book. “We’re supposed to be undertaking a serious discussion into why Mr. Darcy couldn’t reveal his true feelings for Elizabeth and you’re behaving like you’re somewhere in orbit.”
I sighed, trying to release my lingering thoughts of Nic. “Sorry, sorry. I’m back in the game now.” I’d started to treasure my time with Aimée. She was like a sister for me, too, and my first proper friend. “I’ll do better.”
She laughed. “Oh my God, no. You’re going to be insufferable for at least a couple of years. I’m a fucking vampire already, and I was exactly the same over Tomas. I can only imagine how he would have affected me if I’d met him as a human. Plus, you and Nicky have the whole true mates thing going on.”
She fell quiet for a moment then put her book aside. “As much as I love this whole meeting in the library, book club vibe, how about we go poke around Nicky’s big house for a while? I’m sure there are rooms here you haven’t discovered.”
“Sure.” I put my book on top of hers, smoothing my hand over the cover as I did. A fucking first edition.
I could hardly believe he’d let me touch it. But he wasn’t as hot and cold with me anymore—he was attentive and gentle, even though power and authority radiated from him, his presence more commanding now than when I’d first come here. I shivered as I thought of it, and the way he looked at me in the bedroom. Underneath all the command he demonstrated for others, though, he cherished me.
“You’ve gone again,” Aimée said. “Come on, let’s go snoop around.”
“Are you sure Nic will be okay with it? I mean…” I gestured uselessly as we walked up the staircase, taking in the grand furniture and the fittings. “It’s his house.”
“And you’re his mate.” She shook her head, tossing blonde curls from her face before they fell back into the exact same position. “Besides, there are places in this house I’ve been wanting to look for years.” Her clear blue eyes sparkled with mischief, and I huffed a laugh.
“You’re going to get me in trouble.”
She laughed this time. “And I have every confidence you know how to get yourself out of any trouble you find yourself in. Tomas responds very well to certain things when I need to make up for something.” She winked. “I can give you some tips, if you like?”
I stifled a small shudder. “Uh, no thanks. I still have to look at your guy over the dinner table tonight and not think about those kinds of certain things.”
“Okay.” She shrugged. “I think it’s really cute that Nicky arranges dinners for you, and we all just sit around pretending to eat. He’s obviously started to tolerate at least one human very well indeed.”
She pursed her lips like she was considering something and led me to a door I’d never paid much attention to.
“Attic?” She opened the door without waiting for a reply and shot me a wicked grin. “I say totally attic.”
As we walked up the narrow set of stairs, she waved her hand in front of her to clear the cobwebs stretching between the walls.
“What’s up here?” I asked.
“Aside from way too many spiders? Storage rooms full of years and years of useless crap that my packrat brother can’t bear to get rid of, apparently. Well, I hope. How will it be interesting otherwise?” She waved her arm again and coughed. “Maybe servants used to sleep up here? Or should have? But I think Nicky has had the same staff forever, and they’ve never used these rooms. But it gives us lots of scope to explore. Shit, I hate spiders,” she mumbled as she swept away yet more webs. “Too many of them bite.”
“It doesn’t look like Nic’s been up here for a very long time.” I took in the dust-coated surfaces in the first room we stepped into.
Aimée grinned. “Then it’s perfect for looking around.” She made her way to the back of a room and opened a box. “Lots of dust.”
I sat in a rocking chair off to the side and watched her systematically open and discard boxes, not even fastening them closed again when she shoved them aside. “There has to be something more interesting up here than 1980s technology,” she muttered. “Let’s check one of the other rooms.”
“Aimée?” I asked her name as a question as she opened the doors of a large cupboard in the farthest room from the stairs. A dim bulb glowed and flickered from the ceiling, and half-light made its way through a shaded window.
“Hmm?” She was almost bent into the box she was searching, and that made it easier to talk to her.
I could say almost anything while she wasn’t looking. “I overheard Nic talking to some of his guys the other day…”She lifted her head, her face now streaked with grime, and raised an eyebrow. “You overheard?”My face heated. “Yeah. He was on the phone in the other room…”She’d disappeared back into the box and started taking out books that looked like they needed delicate handling and just allowing them to thump to the floor. “You were waiting outside a room while he was on the phone?”“Yeah.” I’d been eavesdropping—Aimée and I both knew it—but I just needed to style it out. “And it sounded like the war with New Orleans, against Francois, is escalating. Do you know anything about what’s going on?”She paused again, long enough to cast me a skeptical glance, her eyebrow raised. “Don’t you think that might be a question for Nicky?”I huffed out a sigh. “He won’t tell me anything. Just keeps saying to stay out of it and let him handle it. But…”“But what?” Her tone was muffled now. “You
He hissed a breath and closed his eyes. “Leia.”“Do you need blood to help you heal?” I automatically offered myself to him as I leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his tattoo then followed the paths of some of the lines with my tongue.“Leia.” He groaned my name and cupped the back of my head, his fingers threading into my hair. I kissed his chest gently before sucking experimentally at his nipple, probing the tiny nub with my tongue, and he hissed again. “We’ll never make it down to dinner with Aimée and Tomas, if you keep teasing me.”I glanced up at him. “Do you think they’d mind?”He chuckled. “I’m pretty sure Aimée takes very little pleasure in nursing a goblet of warmed blood while we watch you eat. She’ll take even less in nursing that goblet and simply looking at your empty place.” He dropped a kiss into my hair. “Raincheck on the teasing and the blood?”I nodded. “I guess.”He strode to the closet and shrugged out of his jacket and shirt as I tried to ignore his obvious aro
“But I said thank you.”Nic grumbled but didn’t chastise him further.“I came to see how you are, to see how you left things…” Sebastian glanced at Aimée and Tomas and me. “Earlier.” Then he looked at Aimée again and inclined his head. “Sister.”It was a very polite, neutral greeting and I filed it away as one of the things to explore about this mysterious family one day. None of them seemed to truly get along, but then how could I expect them to if they’d all been plucked from their human lives and just lumped together?I shuddered at fresh thoughts of becoming a vampire. So far, nothing I’d seen presented it as a good lifestyle. They couldn’t enjoy Chef’s food, for a start.“I found Nicky’s Book of Gray,” Aimée said conversationally as she watched Sebastian.Nic rolled his eyes. “Aimée,” he started.“No, no, I think that’s a really good idea. Well done, Aimée.” As Sebastian praised his sister, she preened a little, and I held back a chuckle. Their family dynamics really were insane.
I never actually wanted to be alone again.So I needed to turn her.But how could I talk to her about that? She’d allowed my claim, but we’d never discussed her being anything other than human. I didn’t know what she wanted. I wanted her with me forever, but I couldn’t force that on her.I looked away. At first, I’d thought I just wanted power. The power a virgin could bring me, then the extended power of a true mate by my side.But by the time I’d claimed her, it had been about more than power. And a true mate turning, according to the Book of Gray, was about love. It was the biggest gift I could give. It was immortal life.Of course, it was also a selfish vampire gift—a lover and true mate, by my side, for eternity. But it was a commitment. A choice. A wedding. The most insane version of marriage ever—where as long as we both should live took on a whole different meaning.It would mean giving all of myself and accepting all of Leia, too.Which I wanted with a yearning that surprised
“Nic.” Kyle stepped inside, a box in his hands, and his face immediately paled. “Uh, shit.”He covered his mouth and nose with one hand and moved his head to beckon me over before backing out the door.“What’s up, Kyle?” I glanced at Leia before I joined him in the corridor and closed the door.His cheeks reddened, something I’d never seen from Kyle, who was one-hundred percent pure soldier, cold mercenary, and always completely unflappable. “I just… I, uh… I didn’t expect her scent to be so…” He squared his shoulders and looked at me, his eyes the usual harsh clarity I’d come to expect. “I’ll be prepared next time.”“What?” My hand itched as my fingers formed a fist. My mate’s scent had affected him? “She’s claimed,” I ground out.“But not turned,” he replied, his voice even.I sighed. For fuck’s sake. Another person to make me feel guilty—like I didn’t feel guilty enough already. And how the hell did every other fucker know this very important detail?“Is that a problem?” I kept my
“Witch?” Leia struggled against Kyle, and a growl rumbled through me at the sight of his hands on her as he tried to remove her from the room.“Release her,” I snapped.Immediately, Kyle raised his hands and backed away from my mate.She whirled toward me and crossed the room before I could stop her. “Oh, Lettie.” A tear ran down her cheek even as she looked into the box. Then she raised her pale face to me, her eyes dark. “Who would do this?”I shook my head. “Perhaps Francois suspected…”“I should check on Temple.” Kyle hurried from the room.“She died because of me?” Leia kept looking at Lettie’s head in the box and I gently closed the flaps back up before handing it to Jason.I shook my head. “No, Lettie didn’t die because of you. She died because of what Francois did, because he took you, because of the decisions she made, maybe. But make no mistake, Lettie died because of Francois.” Even if he hadn’t been the bastard to rip her apart.Although it had definitely looked like the w
She nodded and cleared her throat as she patted her hair back into place. “Got it.”I broke into a jog as I headed toward the high roller room. Damage control. Shit. Had the main door to the casino been closed soon enough? Locked? I fucking hoped so. I couldn’t allow anyone out onto the streets with tales of a vampire on the loose in my casino.Okay, so chances were, no one would believe a day-drinking gambler, but there were always people who followed up on shit like this, and the red-topped tabloids that printed the stories. It would always be too big a risk to take.Shit.Valérie had been right. The room where the vampire had attacked his victims was a bloodbath. Red blood spatter stretched from floor to ceiling, and the four dead victims lay brokenly over tables and chairs. A group of survivors huddled in the corner of the room, and I made my way over to them, already talking in my most soothing voice.It was going to be a long fucking day.12LeiaAimée’s eyes widened. “Some fuc
He sighed and scanned the paperwork he was holding, barely sparing us a glance. “What?”Sebastian looked at us briefly too, before looking fixedly at a device in his hand. He didn’t meet my gaze. Kyle hadn’t even acknowledged our presence, even though he stood like a shadow in the corner.“Oh, good, you’re all here.” Aimée almost yawned as she spoke. Then she examined her nails.“That doesn’t tell me why you are here.” Nic’s tone spoke to how busy he was, and his eyes narrowed slightly as he rested his gaze on Aimée, but his gaze softened a little when he transferred it to me. It gentled and his mouth curved in a smile meant just for me.My stomach fluttered in response, and his nostrils flared.“Why have you brought Leia in here, Aimée?”“Why not?” she asked, but her tone was far too innocent, and I shifted uneasily.“Because she’s a distraction.” Sebastian didn’t even lift his head as he spoke, and Nic rumbled a noise in his chest that sounded a lot like a warning. “I’m sorry.” Seba