As I got off the plane, I inhale the scent of the air here in the Philippines after 7 long years of being nowhere to be found.
I escape reality... I had no connections with my friends except Alondra, Sebastian, and Light, and to my fellow brothers, Kuya Veron and Von. Same as my cousins.
When I was living in the United States of America, they often visit me almost every week during weekends if they don't need to attend their work, even during their day off too.
After 7 long years with nowhere to be found, I got no news from my closest friends, Avianna, Veronica, Dark, and to the others. As I left the country 7 years ago, I told Kuya Veron, Von, Alondra, Sebastian, and Light to keep my identity lowkey privately. That they shouldn't tell anyone the main reasons why I left the country.
I held Aurora Constanciandra's left hands while walking in the middle of the airport. Light also held Aurora's right hands. We look like a happy family, but I know that Light really likes the other girl.
Aurora is my 7 years old beautiful daughter. I didn't mind the media that's asking me if Aurora's my daughter and if Light the father of my daughter is.
When I was in America, I didn't deny that I have a daughter. So, I'm not surprised when all of the interviewers were asking about it. I feel that Aurora held my hand tightly. Light look at her too, maybe she did the same thing to her Uncle.
I stopped walking to be able to carry her, she immediately buried her face in my neck. I heard Light's chuckle beside me, he held my waist for support.
He also didn't mind the media approaching us. There are many bodyguards are protecting us until we reach our black limousine car where it owns my parents.. they're still currently in New York for Company Businesses. The day after tomorrow, they will also be here in the Philippines to visit my brothers, my friends, me and my daughter.
Mom and Dad said that they will throw a small party exclusive only for my friends, I didn't mind though. My friends didn't know that I came back here to the country today.. they also didn't know that I already have a daughter.
We rode on our way in our house, still Kuya Veron, I, and Von's house. I look up with our color cream and black house, it's still the same as before, it looks new painted. We entered the black big gate and stop in front of the big door with a green roof and dirty white tiles.
I reach for Aurora's left hand as got off the car and on my right hand is my luggage. I open wide the big doors... I saw Kuya Veron, Von, Sebastian, and the Castels with a smile on their faces.
I felt Lights' presence behind me. Aurora runs quickly towards Kuya Veron and Von, she also hugged her Uncles.
"Dada!" She ran approaching Light. She spread her arms looking up to Light, she then wrapped her arms around Light's nape in conjunction with wrapping her small legs around Light's waist. In all of her Uncles, she likes Light a lot. She's even calling Light 'Dada'.
Light whispered something to her causing her to giggle, crowd, the silence.
"I'm hungry, what's our lunch?" I said looking at them. They all look at me with a frowning face, "Don't tell me you all still don't know how to cook?"
"I can cook... but they said that you should cook our lunch and dinner. They all miss your Filipino cuisine." Sebastian said and cross his arms in his chest.
I just shook my head and look at Grant, "I'll cook, bathe Aurora." I smirk at him, and he rolled his eyes and carry Aurora towards my room. Sebastian also put my luggage in my room while my brothers together with Light and I proceed to the kitchen. Ang mga pinsan ko naman ay naiwan sa living room, naglalaro ng kung ano-anong pang-batang laro na mukhang laruan ng anak ng iba sa kanila.
"What do you want me to cook?" I said while looking at the raw dishes in the refrigerator, "Adobo, sinigang, bicol express?"
"We'll go for spicy bicol express."
I nod and ready the ingredients for the bicol express they want. I remove my pumps and leather jacket leaving only my black tube and wear a yellow apron. I cooked barefoot, nice.
After I cook, I call Sebastian, Grant, and Aurora who's just chilling inside my room. I said I would wash up before going down. I take a quick bath and just wear shorts and a sando before going down. We started eating since I have a bikini runway next week, I started eating lightly.
The day ends well, I let Aurora sleep beside me. Since she has her sleeping and morning attitude, she's crying when she doesn't see me beside her when she woke up.
I sat beside her, I saw her sleeping peacefully. I lost my eyes on her when my cell phone rang.
"Hello?" I answered without looking at the caller.
[Hello, Mave, anak?"]
"Hey, Mom, what's up? How are you and Dad?"
[We're fine here, anak. You? How's Aurora there?"]
"We're fine, as well as Aurora. Why did you call in the middle of the night, Mom?"
[I see. Anak, since your Daddy has a problem with our Company here in New York, we can't go home yet there. Continue the party tomorrow night that I told you. And, there's one more thing..."] She sighed heavily.
"What, Mom?"
[Since we agreed the auction to be held on Friday night, you need to be there.. represent our family. You can go with Light or Sebastian since your brothers are also busy taking care of our company there. No buts, anak. I already talk to your secretary to clear your schedule on Friday. Goodnight, anak. Send my greetings to Aurora.]
She then ended the call! I didn't have the chance to talk, what the hell... Like she already knew that I'm going to say no.
After I do my skin care, I lie down beside Aurora and the drowsiness pulled me back.
I woke up when I feel someone's poking me cheeks and someone flick my forehead. I slowly open my eyes and I saw Aurora and Light's figure.
"Wake up, Kisha!" Light's voice thundered the whole room. Makasigaw naman 'to, mas malakas pa sa alram ko!
I also know that Light is after a girl, his sister's best friend. But they split apart, I think. But Light and I we're just friends for good. I was with him when we were growing up, and he's also there when Aurora's growing up. I owe him a lot because he was with us for 7 years straight in America. He handled their company there but he left for the Philippines one week before we went home.
"Good morning, Mommy! Let's have breakfast, Tito Grant cooked our breakfast!" I sleepily laugh because of her Filipino words. She doesn't know how to speak Tagalog well but she can understand.
Light and Aurora waited for me in my room while I just finished taking a bath. Light is tickling Aurora while I walk inside my walk-in closet and choose a fitted maong shorts and a black spaghetti strap. As I finished blow drying my hair, all three of us went down to the kitchen where I saw Kuya Veron, Von, Sebastian, and the Castels.
After we finish eating our breakfast, Tyron talks to the manager of the restaurant where we are going to rent their cater.
"Hey, Kuya Veron, I think you should contact the boys and invite them to the party later. They should know that I came back," I said while we are watching the boys he hired for fixing the tables and chairs that we are going to use later.
"Are you sure about that, Markisha?" His eyes were compulsive, I rolled my eyes.
"Do I look like I'm joking?" I look at my phone to check what time is it. It's already 2:15 in the afternoon, and Aurora and I should sleep this time. "Aurora and I will just take a dip, I still have jetlag." He just nodded and proceeds to the girl who's talking to some men, doing the small stage with black and blue designs on it. I wait for Aurora to sleep first before me.
While looking at Aurora, I can see someone else's features. The eyes and lips that I owned before, the eyes that are craving to see me every time and everyday... the lips that I wanted to taste the most. Before my tears flowed, I close my eyes and fell asleep.
I woke up when someone's shaking my left arm causing me to fell my back on the bed. Based on its perfume, I already know who it is.
"What the.. hell, Light?" I said almost a whisper
"What the hell too, Baby Kish? It's already 6:50 in the evening and your party will start at 8 o'clock. At alam kong maliligo ka pa, mag-aayos ka pa, mamimili ka pa ng damit, magme-make up ka pa. What the hell talaga 'yon, 'no?"
I just rolled my eyes and put a sign him to leave my room. I take a cold shower and blow-dried my hair inside the bathroom.
I sat on the chair in front of my big mirror to put my make upon. I do light makeup and a put my nude nuance lipstick, I curled the ends of my hair to make it look wavy.
I remove my robe leaving only my black lace bra and black undies on. I walk towards my walk in closet and get the new dress I bought when I was living in America. I wore a navy blue velvet maxi dress and black suede leather pumps. I wear complete accessories.. a necklace, earrings, ring, and a bracelet.
The dress I'm wearing reveals my tattoos including on my left upper chest a typewritten font it says, 'there's no love that ends well'
All in all, I have 2 tattoos, the one with on my left upper chest. A cursive on my middle finger 'aurora'.
After I finished fixing myself, I wake Aurora up. We only have 20 minutes left, as she finished taking a bath, I let her choose her own dress and I choose her shoes. I saw Light on the door walking towards us. I'm still finishing her hair, I also curled her hair so we can match.
"Wow, mother like daughter like father." He said. I look at his dark blue polo and a black slack partnered with black shiny shoes. And Aurora wears a shiny glittery dark blue dress above her knees, Aurora is also tall like me at the age of 7 years old.
"Anong father? Baka pasuin kita ng hawak ko?" I said while glaring at him holding my curler.
"Joke lang, hindi ka talaga marunong tumanggap ng joke pero ikaw mismo napaka-pangit mong mag-bitaw ng jokes."
"Ganon talaga kapag maganda." I said and smile.
"Tulad n'yan, napaka-pangit na joke na 'yang sinabi mo." I glared at him and he just burst into a laugh. "Bilisan mo, nandyan na ang lahat. They still have no idea why is there a party though." Light waited for us until I finished fixing Aurora.
"Hey... Light, how do I look?" I asked nervously as he stands behind me and glanced at me while I'm looking at the big mirror.
"You look dangerous, well... I don't know what to say but... you look dashing," he smiled sweetly... and so do I.
"I'll take that as a compliment." I walk towards Aurora, she's putting a lipstick, "Not too dark, baby," she nodded and held my left hand, and on her right hand is Light's. We walk down the grand staircase.
see you in my next one, :))!
The sound of my heels on the tiles gave me a wrecking nervousness, we are walking on our way to the backyard where the party goes. I stopped walking as I can't resist the temptation... Light looks at me with worried eyes."I can feel your heartbeat from here.. face the crowd, Kish.. you don't have to hide your identity anymore.. you can live again peacefully." I just nod and walk strongly but I can still feel my knees trembling.I see the people looking at my brother's together with Alondra and Sebastian. They're smiling at the people.. our friends. Nakauwi na nga pala si Alondra, nauna nga lang kami."I'd like
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I open the door before putting back the keys in the vase and proceed to the kitchen, Light put his arm around my shoulders. I saw Kuya Veron, Von, Avianna, Alondra, Veronica, Sebastian, Dark, Axon, and Valentin. The girls are on their phone and the boys are holding a can of beer."It's late, why are you all still here?" I ask, breaking their silence. I took the pitcher out of the refrigerator and put a pour on a glass of water, I straightly drink it and put it in the sink.I look at my phone and it's already 8:30 in the evening. God, ganon pala kami katagal magkasama ni Light.I walk out in the kitchen because n
"Number 1!" Biglaang sigaw nito sa amin kaya madalian kaming naglabas ng yellow pad at nagsimulang mag-long quiz. Shocks, hindi ko alam na pati pala sa subject na ito ay may quiz kami! Mabuti na lang at advance ako mag-basa kahit papaano. After our 50 items long quiz, our prof announces the scores from highest to lowest. Of course, I'm the highest! Nahirapan din ako don kahit pa nag-review ako. Long quiz lang 'yon, hindi 'yon tinuturing na long test dahil kung mahaba na ang long quiz namin, mas mahaba talaga ang long test. The school bell ring, tinali ko ang buhok ko bago ko kinuha namin ang gamit ko. Binitbit ko ang 2 na libro ko sa kanan na braso ko at isinabit ang bag ko sa kaliwa kong balikat.
What's the big deal if Light feeds me? Duh, as if he's my boyfriend. But base on his last message, he clearly said that he's watching me. So maybe he's somewhere here in the cafeteria.I look around the cafeteria, he's not here. I look outside and look down on the field, he's not also here. I was about to look up when I felt my phone vibrated again.Valentin Constantine:looking for me?To: Valentin Constantineyou're so hangin! I'm not kaya!
Pinunasan ko ang gilid ng labi ko bago tumayo pagkatapos niya akong itulak paupo sa malamig na sahig. Palagi akong nasa tapat ng bahay nila, kung may lalabas man ay halos makipagaway na ako habang tinatanong kung saan ko maaaring makita si Mave at masundan.On the cliff, we can see the skyscrapers here. Nakikita ko ang ibang tore'ng ginawa ko noon. Habang pinagmamasdan ang anak kong nakaluhod sa harap ng lapida ng kaniyang kapatid at naglapag ng dalawang bouquet ng bulaklak doon ay hindi ko maiwasang hindi maalala ang nakaraan kung saan nangnginginig ang kamay ko habang tinatabunan ng mga rosas ang maliit na kabaong at ang loob non ay ang jar na puno ng dugo ni Mave.When I lost my child, I also lost myself. I feel like
"We broke up years ago. And I know that she's not low to have a child with Light Sanchez!"Tumawa si Axon Hidalgo, "Angelic girls still have bad sides. Based on experience, though.""Sigurado ka ba? Baka nagkakamali ka lang?" kalmado kong sinabi pero mariin."Dude, it's all over the news, internet and magazines. Noong una ay hindi din ako makapaniwala, but when I heard Alondra talking to Mave.." nagkibit siya ng balikat.May punto si Axon Hidalgo dahil magkasama sila ni Alondra sa iisang bahay. Nagagali
Thank you for being with Markisha and Valentin's journey of love and sorrow. This is the epilogue of Bons Amis Series 1.Markisha taught me many things in life. She taught me that I'm capable of loving someone else. And that's her.Markisha taught me how to love. She taught me to love everyone without asking anything in return. Her loved soothed me from the bad things that haunted me. She take all the demons and monsters inside me by her lips and her eyes.She married Light Sanchez, my best frien
It was so hard.. long.. thick! I've seen this before but it's too.. oh my gosh!Bumangon siya at sa isang iglap, siya na muli ang nakaptong sa aming dalawa. Napalunok ako pero bahagyang natawa bandang huli dahil sa pinaggagawa namin. Natigil lang ako sa pagtawa nang dumampi na naman ang kaniyang labi sa akin."Which one do you prefer? Below or above?" tanong ko bago pa malunod sa makamandag niyang halik sa akin.Napalunok siya. Tila hindi inaasahan ang tanong ko. Mapang-akit na ngiti ang iginawad ko sa kaniyang habang tinititigan siyang nahihirapang sumagot.
Nasa gitna ako ng pag-iisip nang biglang tumunog ang cellphone niya sa side table katabi ko. Kakatapos ko lang patulugin si Aurora so she moved a bit.Kinuha ko ang cellphone at nakitang Unknown Number ang tumatawag, kinatok ko si Valentin na nasa loob ng bathroom."What?" he shouted from inside."Uh. Someone's calling.." marahan kong sinabi."Who is it?""Unknown Number
And yes, I have a driver just like what he said. Sinamahan pa nila ako ni Aurora pababa ng basement. Before I leave, I looked at Valentin who's already looking at me darkly. I feel like if Aurora's not here, he would have his initiative to drive me to work. Iniwan ko sila roon.Habang papalayo ang sasakyan, tinignan ko silang dalawa sa rear mirror. They were just standing there while looking at the car leave. Nandoon naman si Anna, kaya pwede siyang tanungin ni Valentin tungkol sa mga hilig at gusto ng anak ko. Or he can just actually ask Aurora about it.There were familiar faces for me. Habang nasa cellphone ko ang paningin ko, nakikita ko sa gilid ng mata ko ang pagtingin sa akin ng mga iilang modelo.
For a moment, I felt him behind me. I turned slowly. Ganoon na lang ang panghihina ko nang makita siya. He looked so hurt with bloodshot eyes. His eyes were weak and in pain. It tells me how he longed, regret, loved, begged.My heart is falling for the image of my daughter as I looked at him. I was about to say something when he suddenly pulled me for a tight embrace. The embrace I longed for years.Napasinghap ako nang isiksik niya ang mukha niya sa aking leeg. My eyes widened more as I watched his shaking hands clutched my shirt so tight and pulled me softly.I wanted to push him away, but I'm too weak t
Busy si Aurora at Valentin mag-usap kaya hindi nila napapansin ay pagsisipaan namin ni Light sa ilalim ng lamesa dahil halos lahat ng salita ni Valentin ay inirorolyo niya ang mata niya. Kinagat ko ang bahagi ng labi ko nang mariing pumikit si Light dahil napalakas yata ang pagkakasipa ko.When Valentin noticed our weird stuff under the table, he turned to me first. I became serious but he still caught me laughing a bit. Sunod siyang tumingin kay Light na nakapikit pa rin. Nag-iwas na lang ako ng tingin.Labag man sa kalooban ko, tinulungan kong mag-ayos ng damit si Aurora. Pagkatapos kong mag-ayos ng gamit ni Aurora habang busy silang mag-usa ni Valentin sa kama habang nakatanaw sa ginagawa ko ay pumunta na ako sa kwart
Gusto ko ring sabihin na pati ako ay gusto ng separate room. Kung ayaw niya, sa tabi na lang ako ni Aurora. Mas gusto ko pa iyon. Before, I was expecting him to shout at me again and burst out with his anger at me like last night.But now, I can't believe that were both calm while talking. Hanggang ngayon ay natatakot pa rin ako sa maaaring mangyari. Kung magagalit siya sa akin ng habang buhay, I'll understand that. I deserve that dahil alam ko ang kasalanang ginawa ko.May punto rin siya kagabi. I know I should have told him about my pregnancy before. But I chickened out. Natakot at nasaktan ako dahil buong akala ko sa mga nagdaang panahon ay may pamilya na siya na bubuoin kasama si Amara.