When I woke up, Damien had already left.I lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, but all I could think about was how rough Damien had been on me last night during sex.I still didn't understand why he was doing this to me. Was it Alex's reappearance that upset him?I guessed so, but I thought it was definitely not because Damien cared about me, but because he felt angry that his mistress was coveted by others.I looked at my skin. Because of Damien's roughness last night, there were many hickeys on my body.Damien didn't care about Allison Claire. He just wanted his swan, an obedient and obedient puppet in sex.I gathered my emotions and put on a high-necked top to make sure the marks on my body weren't seen.Although I was very tired and my mind was very weak, I needed to restrain my sadness and continue to attend class training in school.Six months from now was going to be my graduation solo performance. I had already given it up once because of money issues, and I didn'
That feeling of ease vanished the moment I saw Damien again.Damien stood at the entrance of my place, witnessing Alex dropping me off.I saw him standing in the doorway. He seemed to hesitate, not going inside.As the sound of the car pulling up reached the door, Damien turned around, sensing something.What a terrible situation it was for Damien to see his mistress getting out of her ex-boyfriend's car.I felt foolish for accepting Alex's invitation earlier, even though I didn't regret the ease I felt being with Alex.Now, with a clear mind, I knew I had to leave that ease behind."Alex, thanks for driving me back. You can go home now," I said before getting out of the car.I hoped Damien didn't recognize who was driving me home.Alex noticed I had moved to a new address. This upscale neighborhood was not somewhere I could afford to live after going bankrupt.He looked quite downcast.I figured he had guessed Damien provided this new place for me."Please, Allison, let me
When I woke up, Damien hadn't come back all night, and the room was exactly as he left it.I felt exhausted, lying in bed with my face buried in my hands, feeling helpless.Damien's warning before he left left me unsure what to do next.His possessiveness was overwhelming, making me afraid. How could I possibly break things off with Alex?Maybe I should just forget it all, pretending Alex never existed in my life?That sounded like a fantasy.Today, I needed to focus on rehearsing with Mia, and nothing else could get in the way.I shook my head, trying to clear thoughts of Damien and Alex from my mind.To hide my awful complexion, I applied some makeup, making myself look a little better.When I got to school, Eleanor had been waiting in the rehearsal room for a while.Mia and I changed into our ballet clothes and shoes, did some warm-up exercises, and decided to run through our parts separately first.Eleanor set up a video camera to record us so we could review and see whe
That evening, after I returned home, I got a call from Mia. She told me she had contacted Eleanor.Mia thought our ballet skills were good enough and that instead of practicing repeatedly, it would be better for me to adjust my state before rehearsing again.Of course, she didn't say that to Eleanor. She told our coach that we had trained enough on the first day and needed a break, so we wouldn't be rehearsing tomorrow. Eleanor, as usual, complained that we hadn't restrained ourselves as she advised, but she granted us a day off."I'm really grateful, Mia." Mia had given me the chance to adjust myself."Save your useless gratitude. I hope next time I see you, your condition won't be so bad that I feel the urge to change partners." Mia's teasing now seemed endearing to me.Before hanging up, she asked if I wanted to go shopping with her, saying it was a good way to relieve stress.I declined."I think I'll visit my adorable little siblings tomorrow. That will help me.""Alrigh
I sent Olivia and Daniel to Susan's early.The day was still young, and I decided to call Damien.As the phone rang, I felt a surge of anxiety. I feared he might see my call and ignore it, but thankfully, he answered."Damien... I was hoping you might be willing to talk to me again," I said softly, trying to make my voice sound as fragile as possible.I hoped this would work on Damien.It seemed he was in a meeting. I heard him say a few words to someone nearby, likely his assistant, Stephen, and then he moved to a quieter place."I'm glad you reached out, but Allison, I hope you thought this through before contacting me," he said. Despite claiming to be glad, his tone was calm, revealing nothing of his true feelings.This made me even more nervous.Biting my lip, I quickly replied, "I think I have, Damien.""Then I'll come to see you. I hope you're sincere. I don't want to be angry with you anymore."With that, Damien hung up. I instantly understood his message. He would be
I only relaxed when Damien held me in his arms and kissed me.I thought it meant he was still willing to help pay for my mother's medical bills."Allison, I'm so happy." Damien kissed my forehead and the corners of my mouth. "Is there anything you want me to do?"Still in a post-orgasmic daze, I looked at Damien with dreamy eyes and told him, "I took Olivia and Daniel to see my mother. She hasn't woken up yet.""Allison, don't be sad. Maybe we just need to wait a bit longer? She'll wake up." Damien's chin rubbed against the top of my head, his voice gentle."But the medical report includes a recommendation from the doctor to give up on my mother's treatment. That day, I also met my aunt, who almost immediately chose to give up on my mother after seeing the doctor's suggestion..."I felt my eyes heat up and begin to sting but to get Damien's help, I had to keep talking."Damien, I don't want to give up on her. I want you to help me again."Saying such words might be a bit embarr
After Damien helped transfer my mother, besides rehearsing for my personal performance at school, I visited my mother more frequently, eagerly hoping her test results would come out soon.I pinned my hopes on this.It made me look much more energetic these past few days, and Mia noticed, saying I seemed full of life.I told her about my mother's transfer. I had no one else to share my joy with. I wanted to wait until my mother's test results were out before telling Olivia and Daniel the news.I was merely a kept woman to Damien, and the hug from last time was just out of my excitement. The only person left to share my joy with was Mia, who was the most aware of my emotional shifts. I couldn't hide anything from her."This is really good news! Maybe Mrs. Claire will be able to make it to your graduation performance.""From your lips to God's ears, Mia," I shrugged.After our rehearsal, Mia pulled out three tickets from her backpack in the locker room and handed them to me."Mayb
Damien POVWhen I received that photo, I was listening to Stephen's report on recent work arrangements.I felt somewhat bored. I was more interested in finding out where Allison was. Ever since we reconciled, I found myself wanting to spend more time with her.I thought maybe she was trying to transform the person she fell in love with into me. She learned to be proactive, to compromise, and to focus on my preferences to better please me.It was a wonderful thing. Her choices made our lovemaking session on the day we reconciled enjoyable for both of us.Then, as I was pondering where my little swan might be today, I received that photo from an unknown sender.As soon as I opened it, I instantly realized who the sender was. It was Alex, smiling like an idiot in the photo, attempting to provoke me.After I had persuaded his father to send him to Silicon Valley in California under the pretense of honing his skills, Alex, unable to see Allison, decided to retaliate in other ways. It