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Chapter 24
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2021-08-04 12:56:31Markus
I fucked her to oblivion and not ones or twice, four times and all of them were better than the other. To say it was the best sex of my life was an understatement, we fit together like a misplaced piece of puzzle. Moreover, it felt real with her, if it was in my control, I could fuck her all day but she was sore and hurting her was the last thing on my mind. It was almost 3:30 AM when my eyes opened instinctively, my run was at four and I could skip it after the night I’d had but Lizzy couldn’t be late to open her shop. I hated to do this but I had to wake her up because if she missed her regular time, she’d be madder at me when she woke up.
I take a few moments to appreciate her sleeping form, her hair is all mussed up and her lips are red and pouty from all the kissing we did last night, she was naked under the covers and I was tempted to remove them just to get a glimpse of her perfectly pert nipples but it was cold and I do
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