Today was the end of summer celebration and surprisingly the weather was actually warm enough for Amelia and I to wear summer clothes. I had on a sky-blue dress that reached my knees and brown strappy sandals. I was originally going to go with Samantha and Jason, but Shaw insisted on going together. I wasn't complaining, we had been seeing each other almost every day since our beach date a couple weeks ago. He would stop by after Amelia went to bed or he'd come over and cook for us. It was like he suddenly integrated into our lives with seamless transition. If he went too long without coming by Amelia would even, ask about him. It was then I knew we needed to establish what exactly it is we are doing. I didn't want my daughter being disappointed.
"Are you finished with your lunch?" I asked Amelia. Shaw would be arriving any minute and I was eager to get to the celebration.
"Almost mama."
"Okay good. We're going to have so much fun today!"
"Yeah, we are." She nodded her head.
Knock Knock.
"Hey come in Shaw." I called loud enough for him to hear through the door.
"Hey, you girls ready to go?"
"Almost." replied Amelia.
"Almost." I repeated laughing at the toddler.
He looked so good today with his long hair pulled into a man bun and his white t shirt hugging his toned body. It damn near made my mouth water at the sight. He looked at me like he knew exactly what I was thinking. I was leaned against the kitchen counter, and he walked up to me boxing me in with his frame. I peeked over at Amelia to see if she was looking, but she was oblivious.
He bent down and whispered in my ear
"I know what you're thinking. Save that for tonight." He lifted my chin and pecked my lips quickly before moving away. My cheeks were hot, and I felt like I might start to sweat any second. He had never done anything like that before, but I wanted him to do it again. He was the perfect size to pick me up and-
"Okay mom I'm all done."
Snapping back to reality I looked at Ame and grabbed a paper towel to clean her face. She wore denim capri pants with a sky blue short sleeved shirt to match. I'm not sure if I dress her in the same colors as me intentionally but she's my mini.
As we walked out the door my phone began to ring, but I decided to ignore it and leave it home today. I could call my mom back another time, no reason to ruin a perfectly good day by talking to her. We rode in my Jeep to the open park in town where there were all sorts of games and small rides set up for the day.
"How cute is this!" I say as I find a parking spot.
Shaw shook his head at my reaction. As we walked toward the entrance, he grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers. I looked up at him and smiled. Once we were in, I spotted Sam and Jason with their boys at a large picnic table. We made our way to them, and we all greeted each other. The kids were eager to play, and they all took off to the merry go round. The best part about this small town is everyone knew everyone, and I didn't have to worry over Amelia here in the open.
Sam's reddish-brown hair was pulled into a high ponytail, and she had her usual smile on her lips.
"You two sure look cute together Kat." She teased wiggling her brows.
The men were engaged in their own conversation about a potential bear in the area.
"I think so too." I responded to Sam.
"I would have never thought Shaw would find someone that caught his eye. God knows Jovanni has been trying for years." She chuckled.
"Jo from the diner?"
"Yeah, she was sure he would pick her eventually. Guess she can kiss those dreams goodbye." She shrugged her shoulders.
I looked at Shaw and he looked right back at me as if he didn't miss a word of our conversation.
Later that evening a large canopy with a dance floor had been pitched and there was a DJ playing music. The kids had settled down and were sitting under the canopy at their own little table. When a slow song came on Shaw pulled me to the dance floor and began swaying with me in his arms. I glanced over at Amelia and saw her watching us before she turned away smiling.
"I wanted to talk to you about something."
He hummed in response "I was wondering when you would say what was on your mind."
He looked down at me with a serious look in his eyes. The scar on his face was old and smooth as I ran my finger along it. I got on my tip toes and kissed his cheek where the scar ended. He gripped my waist tightly.
"You're distracting me Kat." He loosened his grip on my waist.
"I'm sorry." I laughed and shook my head.
"I just wanted to define what this is between us. What are your intentions?"
He stopped swaying and looked me in the eyes before saying
"My intentions?" He repeated back.
"Yes. Do you want to be with me or are you looking for something casual I guess?"
"Of course, I want to be with you, and only you. I thought I made that clear these last couple weeks."
"Well yes, we see each other every day, but I didn't want to assume anything especially since you only kissed me for the first time today."
A look of realization passed over his features.
"I didn't want you to think I was only after sex. I wanted to get to know you and I wanted you to be comfortable."
"I appreciate the sentiment. Will you stay with me tonight?" I fluttered my long black lashes at him, and I actually heard a growl rumble from his chest.
He leaned down and kissed me for the second time today, gripping my small waist in his big hands. We pulled away and continued to sway to the music. When we were done we made our way back to our table and I couldn't help but notice Jo glaring at me from across the way.
'Opps guess I won't be eating at the diner anymore she might fuck with my food' I laughed to myself.
Shaw's POVAll this time I thought I was doing everything I could to show her how I felt and yet she had been waiting for me to make a move. I'm such a fucking idiot. I was too busy trying to keep my wolf under control that I didn't realize she wanted me until this afternoon when I kissed her in the kitchen. I parked the Jeep and got Amelia out of her seat.A while later Amelia was finally asleep in her room Katherine came downstairs. I watched her from my seat on the couch with hungry eyes, she had taken off her dress and now wore a silk robe. Her scent was so alluring I felt my canines extend. Fuck this would not be easy to pull off. Focus Shaw Focus. She made her way to me, and I pulled her into my lap cradling the back of her head as I kissed her deeply. She opened her mouth, and I pushed my tongue in twirling it around hers. She clenched my shirt in her hands before encircling her arms around my neck. I reached my hand between us and untied her ro
Kat's POVI came so hard tears were rolling down my cheeks as I laid flat on the bed. He was still between my legs drinking me like he was on the brink of death and my nectar held the key to immortality."Shaw" I whisper out feeling too dazed to form any other coherent thoughts. I had never been eaten like that before and I certainly hope it's the first of many. He looked up at me licking his lips clean. I pulled him towards me pulling his shirt off of his bulky frame. I fiddle with the button on his pants as he kisses me. The taste on his lips is heady and warm and very me."I need to be inside you." He grumbled out against my neck as he bit and sucked on my brown flesh. I nodded my head and spread my legs to accommodate him. He slid his bottoms off and I laid eyes on his length for the first time. I immediately felt nervous. It was big. Too big. There was no way after so many years of celibacy that would fit inside of me. He read my face like
Kat's POV"I want you to cum again Kat." He rumbled out in his deep baritone."I can't." I shook my head no. Those two intense orgasms were enough for me."You can. Just once more baby I know you can take it."He gripped my neck and pulled my face away from his chest. He kissed me with every stroke."Cum for me baby." He kissed the sore aching mark on my neck.It was like he pushed me off the edge of a cliff. I came suddenly and violently as if I couldn't deny his command.My moan sounded gutteral and feral like I was no longer human."Can I cum inside you?"I hesitated, but it was long enough becuase he pulled out and came on my stomach. His cum was thick and hot and damn I wish I said yes, but I'm not on birth control and I refuse to get pregnant."I'm sorry, I'm not on birth control or else I would have agreed.""Shh. Don't apologize, I understand." He kissed my forehead affe
It was now November and winter had come on strong. Shaw special ordered coats and boots for Amelia and me, apparently the stuff I had wouldn't work for us here. The coats and boots he ordered could withstand the most frigid temperatures and I was appreciative, even though I didn't plan on spending a ton of time outside. The residents of Lake Orion did not celebrate Thanksgiving as most of them are indigenous peoples either mixed or full blooded. However, there was some excitement about the ice fishing competition coming up. I was both curious to see how it was done and dreading being outside in the cold for hours just for fish.Shaw kept telling me "The shanty will keep you warm." I had a hard time believing that a piece of thick plastic would keep the cold at bay considering the temperature has regularly been in the low twenties all month. Amelia was across the street bundled up in her winter gear playing with Zachariah and Jeremiah in their yard. I was folding laundry and t
I still held Ame in my arms and she never stopped shivering. Sam's boys both seemed very calm almost as if this is a normal occurrence. I set Amelia down in front of me and looked her in the eyes."What happened?" A puddle formed around her feet as the snow on her bright pink boots melted where she stood."I saw a big wolf. It wanted to bite me, mom." She sniffled as she began to cry.I pulled her in for a hug. Wolves were common in Alaska I knew that much."Were you watching them?" I questioned Sam. I didn't want to point fingers."I stepped inside to grab them some snacks I was gone for less than two minutes when I heard her scream.""Did you see it?"She nodded and averted her gaze. She looked like she knew more than she was letting on."Why do you have that look on your face Samantha?" She was supposed to be my friend. I trusted her to look after my daughter and now she's keeping secrets. I was five seconds away from gettin
Shaw's POV'Lying by omission was still lying.' That phrase kept repeating in my head as I walked across the street back to Jasons house. I went into the back yard sniffing the air as I went. The stink of the rogue wolf lingered in the air, and it sickened me. We hadn't had a rogue enter our territory in over eight years. Eight years ago, when my father was killed, and I earned this scar on my face I also earned the title alpha of my pack. I was only twenty years old when it happened. A group of rogues had been hitting our borders for months testing our weaknesses until they found one and got through. My father was the first one to realize what was happening and he got there first, no back up or help when they jumped him. He took out as many as he could before he succumbed to his wounds. The ones that got away didn't last long, I hunted them down one by one until I had satisfied my need for revenge. Jason was my right-hand man in all decisions pertaining to t
Kat's POV He just turned into a wolf. Shaw just shifted into a fucking wolf! I feel like my eyes might fall out of my skull. I looked at the dark brown bear sized wolf and instinctively took a step back. For lack of a better word this is obviously a surprise, a shock or any other word that means I was not aware my boyfriend could shape shift into an apex predator. "So, this is the big secret huh?" I try to keep my voice even and calm even though I feel like I could literally drop dead any moment from the shock alone. "Did you choose to be this way?" Can he understand me? He moved his big head side to side signaling a no. I nodded my head and tried to find some part of him that was familiar, and despite everything you hear in movies I looked this wolf right in the eyes. His honey brown eyes looked back at me glowing bright with moonlight. It was then that I recognized him. I knew those eyes and right now I recognized fear within them.
Kat's POV The smell of bacon pulls me from my deep peaceful slumber. I look at the empty space beside me taking in the crumpled white sheets. Over these last few months he had taken to cooking breakfast whenever he stayed over. The memory from last night skated across my brain and I sat up abruptly. He's a wolf, an alpha wolf. I had to admit the news though shocking seemed relatively easy to accept. The real challenge would be adjusting to seeing wolves in my everyday life. How would I know the difference between a familiar wolf or a threatening one? I shake my head feeling the tangled clumps of curls against my shoulders. I decided to shower and get dressed for the day. Shaw mentioned introducing me to the 'pack' today. As I was descending the stairs I could hear Amelia and Shaw in conversation. "How come you always sleep in my mom's bed? Don't you have your own bed?" My eyes doubled in size at the question presented by my daughter. I internally giggle at the in