Shaw's POV
All this time I thought I was doing everything I could to show her how I felt and yet she had been waiting for me to make a move. I'm such a fucking idiot. I was too busy trying to keep my wolf under control that I didn't realize she wanted me until this afternoon when I kissed her in the kitchen. I parked the Jeep and got Amelia out of her seat.
A while later Amelia was finally asleep in her room Katherine came downstairs. I watched her from my seat on the couch with hungry eyes, she had taken off her dress and now wore a silk robe. Her scent was so alluring I felt my canines extend. Fuck this would not be easy to pull off. Focus Shaw Focus. She made her way to me, and I pulled her into my lap cradling the back of her head as I kissed her deeply. She opened her mouth, and I pushed my tongue in twirling it around hers. She clenched my shirt in her hands before encircling her arms around my neck. I reached my hand between us and untied her robe without breaking the kiss. She pulled back and looked into my eyes, hers held so much trust that I knew she could feel the bond between us.
"I haven't been with anyone in a really long time. It's actually embarrassing." She blushed.
"Don't be embarrassed. It's nothing to be ashamed of." My voice didn't even sound human to my own ears. My wolf had taken over, however he was taking his time and enjoying every moment. He was controlled and I was proud of that fact. He knew more than anyone how important she is to us, and I can trust him to be gentle. I traced my hands down her shoulders where the robe still held on and gently pushed it away from her body. She wore a simple black bra with matching bikini cut panties and she looked exquisite. I leaned down and placed a kiss on her collarbone and she threw her head back bearing her neck to me. Fuck I was going to mark her tonight and I had accepted that, but I knew she didn't understand what showing her neck in submission to an alpha meant.
From her collar bone I made my way down to her breasts. They were soft and perfectly filing the cups, but I wanted it gone. I used my claw to cut her bra loose at her back. I stood up keeping her in place while wrapping her legs around me. She clung to me with a nervous giggle surprised by the sudden move.
"Up the stairs at the end of the hallway." She instructed me.
I laid her down in the middle of the bed as I hovered over her on my forearms. I left open mouth kisses along her torso and abdomen slowly making my way down to taste that which I longed for most of all. I looked up at her asking permission one last time. She nodded with hooded eyes. I ripped the bikini style panties away easily and dived in. She tasted exactly as I imagined she would. She was sweet with a slight tang, it was intoxicating. I ran my tongue along her hot slit and found the bundle of nerves I refused to neglect. She whimpered in the back of her throat as I suckled gently. I was using every ounce of self-control I had for this moment. I felt like I was on the brink of insanity. She reached her hand down into my hair ripping the hair tie, freeing my hair.
I slowly inserted my index finger into her wet opening. She moaned lowly in time with the strokes of my finger. I found her g spot deep within her, I knew what it was because the texture was different from the smooth walls gripping my finger like a vice. I stirred her up intentionally rubbing against that spot every time I sucked her clit. There was a rhythm I followed, and she let me take the lead. Before I knew it, she came hard around my finger with a gush of fluid. I lapped it up eagerly like a dying man in a desert finding a pool of water. I knew she was keeping quiet, so she didn't wake Amelia, but fuck I wanted to hear her scream my name.
Kat's POVI came so hard tears were rolling down my cheeks as I laid flat on the bed. He was still between my legs drinking me like he was on the brink of death and my nectar held the key to immortality."Shaw" I whisper out feeling too dazed to form any other coherent thoughts. I had never been eaten like that before and I certainly hope it's the first of many. He looked up at me licking his lips clean. I pulled him towards me pulling his shirt off of his bulky frame. I fiddle with the button on his pants as he kisses me. The taste on his lips is heady and warm and very me."I need to be inside you." He grumbled out against my neck as he bit and sucked on my brown flesh. I nodded my head and spread my legs to accommodate him. He slid his bottoms off and I laid eyes on his length for the first time. I immediately felt nervous. It was big. Too big. There was no way after so many years of celibacy that would fit inside of me. He read my face like
Kat's POV"I want you to cum again Kat." He rumbled out in his deep baritone."I can't." I shook my head no. Those two intense orgasms were enough for me."You can. Just once more baby I know you can take it."He gripped my neck and pulled my face away from his chest. He kissed me with every stroke."Cum for me baby." He kissed the sore aching mark on my neck.It was like he pushed me off the edge of a cliff. I came suddenly and violently as if I couldn't deny his command.My moan sounded gutteral and feral like I was no longer human."Can I cum inside you?"I hesitated, but it was long enough becuase he pulled out and came on my stomach. His cum was thick and hot and damn I wish I said yes, but I'm not on birth control and I refuse to get pregnant."I'm sorry, I'm not on birth control or else I would have agreed.""Shh. Don't apologize, I understand." He kissed my forehead affe
It was now November and winter had come on strong. Shaw special ordered coats and boots for Amelia and me, apparently the stuff I had wouldn't work for us here. The coats and boots he ordered could withstand the most frigid temperatures and I was appreciative, even though I didn't plan on spending a ton of time outside. The residents of Lake Orion did not celebrate Thanksgiving as most of them are indigenous peoples either mixed or full blooded. However, there was some excitement about the ice fishing competition coming up. I was both curious to see how it was done and dreading being outside in the cold for hours just for fish.Shaw kept telling me "The shanty will keep you warm." I had a hard time believing that a piece of thick plastic would keep the cold at bay considering the temperature has regularly been in the low twenties all month. Amelia was across the street bundled up in her winter gear playing with Zachariah and Jeremiah in their yard. I was folding laundry and t
I still held Ame in my arms and she never stopped shivering. Sam's boys both seemed very calm almost as if this is a normal occurrence. I set Amelia down in front of me and looked her in the eyes."What happened?" A puddle formed around her feet as the snow on her bright pink boots melted where she stood."I saw a big wolf. It wanted to bite me, mom." She sniffled as she began to cry.I pulled her in for a hug. Wolves were common in Alaska I knew that much."Were you watching them?" I questioned Sam. I didn't want to point fingers."I stepped inside to grab them some snacks I was gone for less than two minutes when I heard her scream.""Did you see it?"She nodded and averted her gaze. She looked like she knew more than she was letting on."Why do you have that look on your face Samantha?" She was supposed to be my friend. I trusted her to look after my daughter and now she's keeping secrets. I was five seconds away from gettin
Shaw's POV'Lying by omission was still lying.' That phrase kept repeating in my head as I walked across the street back to Jasons house. I went into the back yard sniffing the air as I went. The stink of the rogue wolf lingered in the air, and it sickened me. We hadn't had a rogue enter our territory in over eight years. Eight years ago, when my father was killed, and I earned this scar on my face I also earned the title alpha of my pack. I was only twenty years old when it happened. A group of rogues had been hitting our borders for months testing our weaknesses until they found one and got through. My father was the first one to realize what was happening and he got there first, no back up or help when they jumped him. He took out as many as he could before he succumbed to his wounds. The ones that got away didn't last long, I hunted them down one by one until I had satisfied my need for revenge. Jason was my right-hand man in all decisions pertaining to t
Kat's POV He just turned into a wolf. Shaw just shifted into a fucking wolf! I feel like my eyes might fall out of my skull. I looked at the dark brown bear sized wolf and instinctively took a step back. For lack of a better word this is obviously a surprise, a shock or any other word that means I was not aware my boyfriend could shape shift into an apex predator. "So, this is the big secret huh?" I try to keep my voice even and calm even though I feel like I could literally drop dead any moment from the shock alone. "Did you choose to be this way?" Can he understand me? He moved his big head side to side signaling a no. I nodded my head and tried to find some part of him that was familiar, and despite everything you hear in movies I looked this wolf right in the eyes. His honey brown eyes looked back at me glowing bright with moonlight. It was then that I recognized him. I knew those eyes and right now I recognized fear within them.
Kat's POV The smell of bacon pulls me from my deep peaceful slumber. I look at the empty space beside me taking in the crumpled white sheets. Over these last few months he had taken to cooking breakfast whenever he stayed over. The memory from last night skated across my brain and I sat up abruptly. He's a wolf, an alpha wolf. I had to admit the news though shocking seemed relatively easy to accept. The real challenge would be adjusting to seeing wolves in my everyday life. How would I know the difference between a familiar wolf or a threatening one? I shake my head feeling the tangled clumps of curls against my shoulders. I decided to shower and get dressed for the day. Shaw mentioned introducing me to the 'pack' today. As I was descending the stairs I could hear Amelia and Shaw in conversation. "How come you always sleep in my mom's bed? Don't you have your own bed?" My eyes doubled in size at the question presented by my daughter. I internally giggle at the in
Kat's POV I get up on my knees before him on the bed. Slowly and delicately I lift his shirt exposing his lower abdomen before lifting the shirt over and off his frame. Looking into his golden eyes one last time I lean forward and kiss him right above his jeans. I unbutton them and slowly push them down his legs and he steps out of them. I beckon him forward onto the king sized bed along with me. He follows my silent instructions without hesitation. He looks intimidating in all his glory. His firm chest flexed with each movement and I found myself under his spell. Even on his knees he was tall, too tall for what I need of him now. I push him backwards with my hands on his shoulders. Again he follows my silent command obediently. With his back flat against the bed I climb over him and kiss him deeply on the lips before making my way down to his chest and then his abdomen. The rippling muscles of his abdomen are firm against my lips and I lick the ridges seductively. His huge hand crad