Chapter Two

[Enna's POV]

"ARAAAAAYYYYY!!!" I cried out to a feel of pain in my breasts and in between my thighs. It was so painful. Ang hapdi hapdi ng dalawang nippies ko at pakiramdam ko hiniwa ang kitty ko sa sakit. And my lips stings too much. Pakiramdam ko, ang dami daming bubuyog na kumagat sa bibig ko.

I broke into tears and decided to open my eyes. May lalaking nakayakap sa'kin. He was sleeping on his side with his head resting sa gitna ng dalawa kong breast. Naka wrapped yung mga kamay niya sa waists ko at nakadantay naman iyong isa niyang thigh sa mga legs ko.

Was he the one who popped my kitty?

I tried to move habang umiiyak parin pero hindi ko makuhang maigalaw ni isang parte ng katawan ko dahil sa pain. Naramdaman ko naman siyang gumalaw.

"Mmmm..." he groaned and fluttered his eyes wide open to look at me.

Sandali akong natigilan sa paghikbi ng magtama ang mga mata namin. Para akong namatanda ng matitigan ang mukha niya. Sobrang amo ng mukha niya at ang gwapo niya! Mapupungay ang mga brown eyes niya na titig palang ay nangungusap na. Matangos ang ilong niya at sobrang cute ng lips niya na mamula mula. Hindi ko tuloy napigilang mapakagat sa lips ko kahit masakit.

What a hottie!

Umalon ang adam's apple niya at napakurap kurap ang inaantok pa niyang mga mata. He looked at me for sometime and blinked his eyes again and then later bigla nalang iyong nanlaki na para bang shock na shock siya.

"Patawarin ako ng Diyos!" sabi niyang napasign of the cross at agad na napabalikwas ng bangon.

He went out of bed with his exposed naked body. Napalunok ako habang tinitingnan siyang tarantang pinupulot ang mga damit niya sa sahig. His body was muscly lean and toned. His stomach washboard. His doggie...uhmm hindi ko makita. Todo takip kasi si Kuya.

But gosh! Those butt cheeks? Were they even real? They were full and undeniably big and they were the sexiest pair of butt I've ever seen in a guy.

Madali siyang nag bihis at ng matapos ay naka tatlong ulit siyang napahalik sa rosary na nakasabit sa leeg niya.

Hala, ang weird naman ni Kuya!Bakit siya may rosary?

Sinubukan ko naman ulit na gumalaw pero lalong kumirot ang pagkababae ko kaya hindi ko na naman napigilang mapahiyaw. Ni hindi ko na alintana na wala man lang blanket na nakabalot sa body ko. Siya kasi ang naging blanket ko kanina.

"Ang sakit sakit!!! Arayyyy!Huhuhu....."

Hindi ko tuloy alam if papasalamatan ko si Mikey for picking a hottie call boy like him or if papatayin ko siya because by no doubt this guy is a monster!

He practically wrecked my body!

"Sa-an ang masakit?" Hindi ko napansin na nasa harap ko na pala siya. Alala niya akong tiningnan na mukhang hindi niya alam kung anong gagawin niya.

"La-hat... ma-sakit lalo na ang kitty ko ang hap--"

"Mahabaging Diyos!" narinig kong sabi niya na napatingin sa kitty ko ngayon. "D-do you... have your pe-riod?" nanginginig ang boses niyang tanong.

I shook my head. "I just had my period last week..." sabi ko at napatitig rin sa tinitingnan niya. Para akong tinakasan ng hininga ng makita ko ang kitty ko. Ang dami daming dugo!

"What have I gotten myself into?" he said to himself then he quickly leaned towards me para ako kargahin.

Lalo naman akong napapalahaw ng iyak. Hindi ko pa naranasang mag bleed ng ganito dati. I think what I have in my kitty was fresh blood.

"Anong ginawa mo sa kitty ko?! Pina-gang rape mo ba ako? Isusumbong kita sa Papa ko! Pwede ka niyang ipapatay! Ang bad bad mo, Kuya! I hate you to the moon and back!" sabi ko habang dinala niya ako sa loob ng banyong nag iiyak. Gusto ko siyang tadtarin ng sapak pero hindi ko maangat ang mga braso ko.

"I'm sorry...hindi ko sinasadya...God, it was all my fault..." sabi niyang pumiyok pa ang boses ng mailapag niya ako sa maliit na tub ng banyo.

"Hindi mo sinadyang ipasok yung doggie mo sa kitty ko eh ginahasa mo nga ako!" I said habang binubuksan niya ang faucet sa harap ko. "Ipapakulong talaga kita at ang mga kasama mo sa Papa ko!"

He gasped at nag angat siya ng mukha para tingnan ang mga mata ko. "W*-la ka bang maalala kagabi?"

Napalunok ako at hindi siya sinagot. I tried to close my eyes at sinubukan kong inalala ang mga nangyari. There were images in my mind pero sobrang vague. The pill, my body being set on fire inside the car and there were different hazy clips of images...

"Ganyan.... sige pa..." I whined, feeling a hand lusciously stroked my kitty. I bit my bottom lip and writhed my hips to meet the stranger's fingers. Ang sarap!

"Ganito ba?" a deep husky, man's voice answered and the next thing I knew, his fingers were inside the crater of my kitty. He teasingly moved them inside out. Tapos, something wet was laving and flicking the bud of my poor kitty. It feels like a tongue and it felt so so good...

...

"Uhmm...ohhhh..." I whimpered feeling someone else's lips and tongue greedily sucked and licked one of my n*pples. Nang hindi pa siya nakuntento ay naramdaman kong pinanggigilan niya iyong kinagat kagat. I cried out and tugged on his hair. Masakit siya but it was also pleasurable at the same time...

...

"Masakit ba?" I heard a raspy voice whispered in my ear. Ramdam kong may kamay na humihimas sa mga n*pples ko and something so hard and so...big was moving inside my kitty, begging for entrance.

...

"You like it hard hmmm...?" came a soft whisper from behind me at natagpuan ko nalang ang sarili kong napatango. And after that, naramdaman ko siyang gigil na gigil na gumalaw. He moved roughly inside me from behind and then I felt his hand cup my chin to claim my lips into a gaping hungry filthy kiss...

Gosh! Nangyari ba lahat ng iyon? Bakit parang totoo na parang hindi?

Napailing akong napalunok muli habang tumutulo ang mga luha ko. Ang amo amo ng mukha niya pero manyak naman! He had a face of an angel pero deadly naman sa bed!

Siya lang ba lahat 'yun? O may mga kasama siya?

"Naghubad ka sa harap ko kagabi sa loob mismo ng sasakyan," sabi niya at napailing na nagbaba ng tingin. "I don't know what came over me last night...I ruined everything. Damn, this might be the end of my life..." dagdag pa niya na mukhang ang sarili naman niya ang kinakausap.

"This is the end of your life dahil ipa-papatay talaga kita kay Papa! How could you ruin me too! Buti sana kung ikaw lang ang g******a sa'kin! Bakit nagtawag kapa ng kasama?" I shouted habang hindi parin maampat sa pagtulo ang mga luha ko.

He sighed breathlessly and looked at me. "Walang ibang gumalaw sa'yo. Ako lang, okay?And I'm sorry..." he despairly said na para bang sising sisi talaga siya sa ginawa niya and then he took the shower spray to sprinkle it over my kitty. "Pwe-de ko bang hawakan?"

he asked habang nakatitig sa kitty ko.

"Magpapaalam ka pa eh ginahasa mo na nga ako! Just get rid of the blood please...ayoko ng dugo..." napasinghot kong sabi at ginawa niya naman.

Carefully with gentleness, he ran his fingers on my folds to get rid of the blood. Sa sobrang dami ng dugo hindi ko na halos makita yung serpent tattoo ko sa left bikini line ko. I and Mikey had the same identical tattoo. Pinatattoo namin 'to just for fun. Sa bikini ko lang pinagawa para hindi makita ng parents ko.

Napakagat labi ako at napatitig sa mukha ng lalaking g******a sa'kin. Titig na titig siya sa bikini ko habang marahan niya lang itong hinahaplos, its as if he was soothing me. Buti nalang talaga at every month akong nagpapalaser ng bikini kaya hairless yung kitty ko.

Weird, pero parang wala naman akong nakakapang hiya habang hinahawakan niya ako. I was always confident with my body and I'm used to flaunting my skin by wearing skimpy clothes pero wala pang guy na humawak sa'kin ng ganito. Kahit ang mga ex boyfriend ko ay hindi ko hinayaang hawakan ako sa mga privates ko.

At sa totoo lang, may pakiramdam akong hindi naman talaga niya ako ginahasa o pina gang rape. It seems like he's telling na truth naman.

Maybe, he's just used to rough pound for pound sex.

Mukha nga.

Sayang nga siya eh, he was too good looking for a call boy at mukhang may pinag- aralan naman siya. Ang taray nga niyang mag English at may twang pa.

Bakit kaya ito ang trabahong pinasok niya?

"Masakit pa ba?" maya maya ay malambing niyang tanong at kumuha siya tuwalya para na ako punasan.

"Ma-hapdi pa, Kuya..." napa labing sabi ko saka ko tiningnan yung kitty ko. "Hala, bakit ganyan...." kinakabahan kong sabi at napatitig muli sa mukha niyang namumutla na ngayon.

[ Mikho's POV]

P're asan kana? Kanina pa kami tumatawag! Muntikan na kaming mahuli kanina na wala ka sa kwarto buti nahila namin si Black Jack. Kung saan kaman nasabit ngayon, please lang, P're, umuwi kana. Mag over the bakod ka nalang doon sa back gate malapit sa puno ng akashia. Sinabi naming may sakit ka at si Black Jack parin ang naka higa roon sa kama mo. Alam mo naman yung mga groupie mo dito sinisilip ka at pati na iyong mga superior natin. Umuwi kana bago pa nila mabuking na apat na talampakan ang liniit mo at naging sing itim kana ng puwet ng kaldero.

I put a hand to my head and frustratedly raked my fingers through it after reading Evo's message. Nag reply ako at sinabing uuwi na agad kahit na hindi ko alam kung makaka uwi ngaba ako.

Isinilid ko ang cellphone sa bulsa ng pantalon ko at nasapo muli ang ulo ko.

Ten years! I spent almost ten years inside the seminary but I could blow my chance to priesthood with this stupid mistake! Just one night and everything that I worked hard for, lived for, dreamed for could turn into a shred of particle in thin air, dusted, wasted! It even disgusts me to think that I was in my sane self last night and she wasn't. I knew everything that I did. I could vividly recall every touch that I made, every kiss, every feel of her inside me, every irrational deed that I knew I should've not done but I did.

God, what have gone through me last night? I have the logical rational mind to decline the forbidden food that was served right in front of me but I submerged myself to taste the food. I inclined myself to sin and dejected the free will that was given to me by God. He gave me the sign. He knew that I will be tempted and I knew that I would. Only, I was not prepared for the kind of temptress that was served to me last night. She was too potent, too hard to ignore and it was so hard not to sin when she was just too irresistible. Hindi na ako nakapag-isip ng matino ng magsimula na siyang maghubad sa harap ko.

I was even too hard to her last. Akala ko gusto niya iyon. Did I just rape her like what she said? Pakiramdam ko tuloy sobra pa sa isang makasalanang kriminal ang tingin ko sa sarili ko ngayon.

I was even worst than my brother Raf for doing this.

Inis kong sinabunutan ang buhok at napatitig sa kanya. She was crying while a nurse was taking her vitals and a doctor was examining her womanhood.

"Please be careful po....masakit...huhuhu..." she blubbered and bit her swelling lips, tilting her head to my side and closing her eyes.

Gusto ko siyang hawakan at aluin ngayon pero hindi ko alam kung paano. I don't even deserve to touch her after what I did.

"You have a vaginal laceration, dear. This is almost a second degree tear. Kailangan lang natin ng minor suturing para madaling mag-heal at tumigil ang bleeding. It's not too serious. Boyfriend mo ba iyang kasama mo?" napalingon ang doktor sa'kin na mukhang may pang aakusa akong tiningnan.

"Uhm ano po... uhmmm fiance ko po..." she lied and I don't know but I was at least relieved that she did. I breathed out and closed my eyes to whisper a little silent prayer for sinning again.

"He's your fiance? Ilang taon ka na ba?"

"I just turned nineteen po."

Nineteen? She was just nineteen?!

"Ang bata mo pa, hija. Sana hinintay nalang ninyong maikasal kayo bago niyo 'to ginawa," tiningnan muli ako ng doktor. "Ilang taon kana ba, hijo?"

Napalunok ako. "T-twenty eight."

The middle aged lady doctor shook her head. "You're too old to be careless, hijo. Maiintindihan kong magiging sabik ka dahil napakaganda nitong fiancee mo pero hindi sa puntong ganito," she sighed. "Sa susunod dahan dahanin mo lang ang batang 'to. At hindi mo pa siya pwedeng galawin ngayon hanggang isang buwan o hanggang sa maghilom ang sugat niya. Mas maganda kung pagkatapos na ng kasal ninyo ito gawin. Mas lalo ninyong mai-enjoy ang sex kung ginawa sana ninyo ito sa gabi ng kasal ninyo. I don't want to say this but I have the need to. Pre- marital sex only spoils the intimacy and the excitement that the two of you could have enjoyed on the night after your wedding. Sex is created by God only for married couples. Pasensiya na pero I have always been against pre-marital sex. Sana ay maisaisip rin ninyo ito."

"I'm sorry..." mahina kong sagot.

"Flee from sexual immorality. Every other sin a person commits is outside the body, but the sexually immoral person sins against his or her own body." I remembered this verse from the bible and it makes me a lot more guiltier of my deed. I couldn't agree more to this doctor at nahihiya akong ang isang tulad ko na halos sampung taong nasa loob ng seminaryo ay nagawa ito. Kahit nga siguro isang taon akong maglakad na nakaluhod sa kumbento ay hindi parin maiibsan itong guilt na nararamdam ko ngayon. God always forgives but I don't know if I could ever forgive myself.

"Dito ka dapat sa fiancee mo mag sorry, hijo, at hindi sa'kin," sagot ng doktor at binalingan niya ang nurse. "Paki prepare nalang ng kakailangan ko para sa suturing."

The nurse nodded and left and the doctor also excused herself. Now we're left on our own.

"I'm sorry..." sabi ko ulit at napatitig sa mga mata niyang umiiyak parin. I had the urge to dry her tears pero hindi ako lumapit.

"Pasalamat ka pinagtakpan kita! Ano na ang mangyayari sa kitty ko ngayon? Magkakaroon na ako ng peklat for the first time at sa kitty ko pa! Pa'no na ako nito? I haven't been into a laser scar treatment pa naman! Now would probably be my first!"she hissed while sobbing.

Seriously? Was that what she's only concerned about? I was about to open my mouth to say something when somebody barged inside the curtain. It was her weird looking gay friend.

"Amega!!! Oh my gosh! What happened? Anong nangyari sa'yo? " lumapit siya sa gilid ng kama. "Nagpasobra ka siguro 'no? Gaga!" He said angrily and gazed at me. "At ikaw naman! Sabi ko dahan dahanin mo lang 'to kasi virgin pa 'tong babaetang 'to! Ano bang ginawa mo?"

"I'm sorry..." I said again. What was I supposed to say? I was sorry, I terribly am.

"Sinasabi ko na nga ba iyang mga mukhang tulad mo ang mahilig sa hardcore!" sabi niya at napatingin muli sa kaibigan niya. " Hay, but anyway, Amega? Na-enjoy mo ba? Jumbo malamang ang kay Kuya kasi napunitan ka. Bongga!"

Napapikit ako at napasapo muli sa ulo ko.