It's been a couple of days passed by but here I am staring at my sister as she is eating the fruits I gave her. Her innocent look made me realize one thing, I will hurt her once she will know what happened. She only asked once about the whereabouts of our mother, and why she didn't visit her. I just told her that my mother went to my brother for a vacation. She didn't ask after that anymore."Why are you staring at me? Are you sure that you are fine, Tara? Because you don't look fine for me.""How do I look then?" I asked her. "That... You don't ask how you look when I give negative comments about you. You will instantly kill me with those burning stares. Is this for a change? Wow! I just slept for days and... I can't believe I got to see this side of you."I just shook my head at her. "Just continue eating, Jane. Tomorrow you will be discharged. So, you should start living a healthy life.""Who says I am not living a healthy life though? By the way, start putting some make-up on. Y
“Matt?!” I exclaimed when I saw him inside my sister’s room.I couldn’t say a word and stood frozen in my spot, almost dropping the food that the lady gave me. He smiles at me, slowly standing up while I couldn’t even be processed what is happening right now. He is here and he is smiling at me, trying to reach my hands as he stood in front of me.“I missed you,” he softly said.I can see the happiness in his eyes when he stares at me for a moment before giving me a tight hug. “I missed you, babe,” he whispered near my ear, sniffing my scent. He loved my smell and that didn’t change. He put his chin on my shoulder while I couldn’t hug him with the way he is hugging me.“How are you here?” I asked. I couldn’t hear my voice properly because of the loud thug of my heart. It doesn’t beat on him but it beats for some reason. Some reason that I know will hurt Matt.I patted his back before he slowly loosens his tight hug. “You looked beautiful as always,” he says when he got the chance to st
"Aren't we going back to our house?" Jane asked when she realizes that the road we are taking is not the way to our home. Jane just got discharged. Matt and I already talked about this. At first, I don't want to stay at his place because I don't want to bother him but my place has a lot of memories that I know will make my heart ache.Matt wants us to stay at his place. He is alone and wants some company as well. I just answered him "yes" after convincing me the whole night. "We are going to Matt's place, Jane. We will surely come to our house once it is fixed," I said. I planned that while staying at Matt's place. I will get our house renovated. I just don't have the money right now to do it because of the things that are happening right now."Who paid her hospital bill?" Matt asked when Jane slept. We are almost at his place. Jane got bored watching the scenery. That's why Matt asked me what has been bothering him all throughout the ride.He was shocked when the nurse said it is
"Are you going to work?" Matt asked. I woke up before him. We didn't share a room because I need to attend to my sister's needs and it feels so wrong to do it. I am feeling like I need to start being distant from him because I am just hurting him.We both got tired from the shopping yesterday. We didn't do much aside from walking each corner of the mall just to find something important. I didn't even get the chance to buy something for myself because first, I don't have much money and I think I don't need to spend money for myself.Matt was talking about his work. He was talking about his workmates and all the while me, I can't do the same. I will just nod at him while listening to all of his chants even if I don't understand the sequence of his storytelling anymore."I w-will."I am not sure if I will go to Peter for work. He's been calling me since yesterday and I am sure he is mad right now because I didn't answer him. Who wouldn't be mad if I became suddenly unresponsive to him bu
I don't know what to feel right at the moment. I stood frozen watching them from a distance. I couldn't take my eyes off them while my heart starts to become heavy at the sight I am looking at.The woman smiled as she gently stroked Peter's back. The smile didn't leave her face when they decided to go inside the studio. The woman waved at the girls who are giggling while watching them. Sending support to the woman.I shifted my eyes when Peter looked at us, not me. "Are you okay, Tara? I have heard your fiancé is already here. Mind introducing me to him? I want to see if that man got it all," she jokingly said while dragging me to the corner when she saw Peter and the woman approaching us.I smiled at him and nodded. "I will see if he is not busy.""Then I will just leave you here. I will be attending to some queries. Look out for the boys for me, please.""I will."Lena then left without saying goodbye to others. She just left and that leaves me all alone now. The boys were busy talk
"I am fine here," I said to Matt while glancing at the corner of the street that is not far from the company where the boys worked at. I don't have an idea if they are there already but I am just hoping that they are. I don't want to be left alone in their studio."Okay. Take care, babe. I love you."I stopped unbuckling the seatbelt when he touched my hand to stop me from doing something. I raised my brows at him, waiting for him to say something as well.I froze in my seat when he lean closer to me. I stared at his beautiful eyes that is admiring me closely. "You are beautiful," he whispered looking at my lips. I know what he is about to do and I just let my body and mind do what it wants. I slowly closed my eyes because I can't stand staring at him, this close. I can feel his breath, giving shivers to my neck. I felt his lips touch mine and his hands on my waist, pulling me closer to him.I kissed him back but... I can't feel my own sincerity through the kiss. I was the one who
"You are just saying that to calm me, Tara. I am good now. You don't need to comfort me anymore. I will just admire you from afar even though it fucking hurts seeing you with another man. It really hurts."I shook my head while looking at him. "You are a fucking coward, Peter." Those words were meant to hurt him because he is not that brave enough to face the confession he just told me. That's all? After telling it to me he will just leave it like that?His mouth formed an O shape. He can't believe the words that I have just said to him. I can hurt you even more if you won't wake up from that cowardness of yours."A fucking coward," I repeatedly said looking deep into his drowning eyes. He blinked twice, asking himself silently if I really did tell him that words but I just stared at him, hoping he would get what I wanted to say.He looked away after meeting my stare. "I tried, Tara. I tried so hard to fight my feelings but I realized I can't break your relationship with him. I can'
"Fuck! Faster, Peter!" I demanded when I was about to release. He is fucking me from behind and I can't keep up with his fucking too slow thrusts. He is trying to make love with me but we both know that's not what I wanted right now. I love that he wants to make love to me but I want him to fuck me and fill my needs. I want him to fuck me harder than before.One more hard thrust before he finally releases all of his juices inside me. I didn't move a bit to let him finish off loading all of the juice inside me. "Fuck," I whispered after the hot liquid went inside me it started to make its way down to my thighs when I tried to make a move. I can feel my legs shaking as I tried to calm my breathing. He let out a growl before he collapsed on the bed and my body followed him. It instantly fell onto the bed. Too drained from the session that we just had. Fuck. I really love how he put his hard thing inside me. I love the feeling of fullness of it."I love you, my lady," he whispered. He ki
Tara's Point of ViewI looked at my little angel. A beat skips my heart as he smiles at me. He always touches my heart. His smile makes me smile. His tiny touches touch my soul. I would love to stare at him all day."Why do you have to be this handsome, my baby?" I asked him and he just giggled at me.I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Terrence is the name of our baby boy. He loves to giggle everyday. He got his dad's killer smile. I wonder if he would end up being like his father. Roaming all day and night with different girls by his side. If ever that would happen, then that would be my cause of death.Terrence is still 8 months old yet his built looks matured than normal 8 months old baby. He got his features from his dad and the build of his body. I don't know what he got from me. Each day passes by, I can see Peter's features on him more.It has been a year when Peter take over to their company. He is busy most of the time but he always make sure that he get to spend time with u
Cindy's Point of ViewThe smell of cigarettes inhabited my body and alcohol through my system. The chaotic scene of the bar and the different smell of people with alcoholic drinks in their body. The people dancing, swaying their hips to the music, drinking until they can't move anymore because of the alcohol in their system.I turn the glass upside down. It is empty again. Another empty glass yet I can still feel the pain in my heart. I smiled in the air with a bitterness in my fucking heart. What is this? What alcohol could possibly make my heart numb? To not feel any pain again... To stop loving from someone that I know couldn't love me back... To stop myself from hoping... To stop feeling anything...I put my hand up in the air. "Another glass of w-whiskey!" I said but my voice is too low that it could almost whispered into the air.I smiled when I saw another five glasses of whiskey. They are too good at this one. They know how to spot people that are heartbroken and just give th
Peter’s Point of View“Are you sure this is enough? Should I put carpet all over this room? You know, she might slip accidentally and---”“You are becoming a paranoid, man. She is not clumsy and minds you, she didn’t even agree to the setup you are plotting yet. You didn't ask her to stay with you and yet, you are already doing this. She would be furious if she hears that you moved everything of her belongings to your place,” he said. He sat on the bed and I immediately pulled him.“Don’t you dare stain our bed with your sweats! Stand on the corner if you want to rest,” I told him. He chuckled but his face didn’t even smile. What a fucking asshole. “I will be leaving now. Jane requested me to bring her out today. I am going to go. Take care of her you fucking moron,” he said before he went out of the room and closed the door with a force that made me almost jump off at my spot. Fucking asshole.I looked at the place and saw the slight satisfaction from the view. Everything is settled
Tara's Point of View"Do you need anything? Are feeling fine? Do you want some fruits? I can peel some for you, Tara. Is your body hurt? Do you want me to give you a massage?"I stared at Peter. He looks so concerned and worried at the same time. There is not even something to be worried about. He didn't leave since he came here earlier. He just let Cindy left. He didn't even walk her out. He didn't want to leave me.The doctor says I am fine already and I can discharge now but Peter didn't want me to leave and wanted me to stay for another day. He wants me to have my rest here. He doesn't want me to stress about something in Lester's house. "I want burger and fries," I said, almost whispering because I am shy to request something to Peter. I feel like I can't boss him around because of his facial expression. And, it is Lester's fault. He was the one who made me crave for burger and fries and now, I am looking for it every meal time.My mind won't be at ease if I won't eat burger and
Cindy’s Point of View“What are y-you saying?” I asked him.What? Tara is pregnant and Peter is the father? How can it be? Is he really testing my patience with her? If that's what he wants then I will make sure that her child can’t see this fucking world. That child deserves to die and Tara deserves to die! I calm myself down looking at her. You fucking deserve to die, Tara! You shouldn’t be here! I have done enough with you. I can't stand with you anymore. You got Peter's heart and right now? You let yourself be impregnated by him? What kind of friend are you to do that to me? You already know that I love Peter so much yet you still you still give another reason for Peter to stay with you?I looked at Peter and his dark eyes reached into my soul. He didn’t move nor talk but his expression says he is not pleased with everything that is happening right now. I looked at Lester again. I know him by his name and clearly because he is the most aloof in the band.“Peter is the father of m
Tara’s Point of ViewI tried to cover my mouth, tears falling. I felt my heart tighten hearing them, talking about their baby. Cindy is pregnant? He fucking lied to me. I thought they didn’t sleep and right now they are going to have a baby? I thought he didn’t sleep with her? But why? Why did he impregnate her? How can I fucking trust him if he fucking lied to me? “Tara… calm down,” Lester whispered. No. I won’t calm down. How can I be fucking calm down? His eyes met mine and I saw anger in his eyes. “Hush now. Let’s leave them,” he whispered. He is trying to lower his voice, afraid that we might get caught but I don’t fucking care if they will see us.I don't care if ever they will see us here. I just want to know why Peter did it. I just want to hear it from his mouth. I want everything to be heard by him. I don't want to listen to anyone like he did to me. I don't want to listen to them when I can give him time to explain himself because I fucking know how it hurts when you don
Tara’s Point of View“What happened, Lester?” I asked him. He just went home because he went out to buy something and yet he didn't give me some information about Peter. I am waiting for Peter's call but still I didn't receive any calls from him.I can’t reach Peter’s phone. He didn’t answer my calls since last night. I have been worried thinking what happened to him. I couldn't sleep since last night because I have been waiting for him to call me back. I can't close my eyes for even a minute because all I think about is him. He told me that he will give me a call after an hour but I received no calls at all. He is making me worry. He should at least give me some calls or just texts if he couldn't give me some calls so I wouldn't be worried at all. I wonder what happened to him right now.Lester handed me a glass of milk. “Stop thinking about him for a second, Tara. Think of yourself and that little human inside you. Don’t stress yourself out there thinking about him. He is safe so w
Cindy’s Point of ViewI took a peek at him when I heard his light snore. I couldn't help but smile while staring at him. He is sleeping on the sofa and I can clearly see him in his position. I didn’t request another bed because I want him to lay beside me but he didn’t do it. Instead he lay down on that sofa.I wanted to take that sofa away from here as well if only I can. I don't want him to be there because I want him to stay beside me. I want him to accompany me in my sleep. I want his warmth but he doesn't want to be with me.That bitch! What did he do to him that made him like this? Why is he so whipped with her in those three months of being together? Did that fucking bitch do something to him to make him be a fool to her? Did she bewitch him?Well, even if she did something to him. She will still don't have Peter. They still can't be together because Peter will always be mine. She can't have him. She will never ever have him. And I will make sure of that.I stretched my body an
Peter Point of View"How is she? How is my lovely daughter?" A man in suit rushed in. He hurriedly pushed the door and searched for her daughter. His eyes just passed by me. He didn't even ask if who I was. His eyes quickly searched inside the room to look for her daughter.Cindy is sleeping right now. She couldn't sleep without me that's why I need to keep her company while she is here. The doctor said she is fine. I should be glad that I quickly ran her here. The doctor said the cut was too deep and tells me to be careful with her.That's the second reason why I stayed here as well and couldn't leave her. Cindy needs me now. She may be pregnant or not but I need to keep her in my sight. I was the reason who caused her to almost end her life. It is my responsibility to be here.I left my phone in my car. I couldn't go there because Cindy don't want me to leave even a second while she is sleeping. She sleeps so lightly that even my lightest actions could wake her up but this time she