*Meadow*We sat there in silence, and even though we were calm and enjoying the moment, I could sense there was something that had been troubling him for a while. I was not sure how long I would be holding quiet about it before I asked him what was wrong, but then he cleared his throat and brought my attention to him."Meadow... I have been failing you on something that should have been of great importance... and that is, communication. I owe you some explanations and answers I guess... so please ask away, I really want to take a chance now and mend this for you," He surprised me and I was caught a little off guard for a while.He waited for me patiently until I gathered my thoughts and looked at him. "I guess, I had been learning a little from here and there..." I started, a little nervous, then he shook his head."It should have been from me. I should have been the one explaining things to you, but I had forgotten over time how to deal with this. I didn't have anyone human I care
*Meadow*He released a breath I never noticed he was holding; he laid on the blanket and looked up to the sky. "Sometimes I feel like I am not worth it. Like any moment you will tell me you had enough and you are tired of trying... I struggle thinking I might be pushing you too much or not giving you enough space. I guess, deep down inside, I am still more human than I want to admit," He closed his eyes and I felt a different connection growing between us, one that it was likely to pull us closer."I am glad you feel like that..." I said as he opened his eyes to look at me with some fear. "Because I feel the same... I am afraid of not being worth it, of making you bored or tired of waiting for me. I fear I am pushing you, or not giving you enough of what you want, all at the same time. I am human, so knowing you have similar fears only makes me understand 'us' better," I sighed and he smiled, his fingers caressing my back gently.He smiled at me and kissed my arm. "Thank you for tel
*Caleb*She moaned as I licked her neck and I felt her quiver; the sensations ran through my skin as well. No one ever prepared me for what it would be like. I growled lowly and contained myself from taking her as she grinded against me and we kissed passionately. She felt like she was on drugs; all the different enhancements that came with the marking were rushing within her; making her ready to explode. I had to be careful with her, I never expected she would awake all the bondings together and so quickly.She nibbled my lower lip and I lost control briefly, sinking my teeth into her lips and making her whimper. "I am sorry," I whisper to her but she already moved on to my neck."I am not," She replied and I closed my eyes, letting her explore anything and everything she wanted. I growled louder as I felt her kissing my chest and removing my shirt in the process; she grasped her teeth on my skin and I felt myself on the edge. "I think I have found my new addiction..." she said alm
*Meadow*I quivered, a wet tongue brushed me. 'Stay... still...' he ordered me and I swallowed hard, remaining motionless while I felt his firm rough tongue tease me more. My breathing running wild as I shuddered and felt my lust build up, just like my need. I could only hold a bit longer as my own desire became clouded with his. 'Take me...' I begged him and he growled in lust.'Open your eyes... look at me...' He said again and I gasped as soon as I did. He was there, on top of me, eyes full of love and lust.He took me to the limits and beyond, I cried as I felt him open that door to his feelings and emotions again, I could see the lust in his eyes. I sank my fingers into his skin and screamed as he thrusted deep and hard, I felt as if I was about to break in half, then he licked gently my mark and once again I abandoned myself to him; I felt him merge with me as he kept going again and again, deep and long strokes that drove me to the edge. And then, with one last deep thrust,
*Caleb*I was watching her sleep while I carried her back to the house. It was the middle of the night and she was completely drained, yet she shivered when I brushed my lips against her forehead. I was proud of how she handled everything, my wolf laid relaxed with his eyes closed for the first time after who knows how long, the whole experience has taken us by surprise.I saw Cara approaching. She walked right up to our house entry and she smiled looking at Meadow. "So you finally mated... I am happy for you, Alpha."I smiled at her and nodded. "She was brave, so incredibly brave. Thank you so much for explaining things to her when I lacked the guts to do it myself.""It was my duty to our future Luna, and my pleasure as well. She is your perfect match," She said with a smile."You did well, Cara, and I won't forget it. You can start making the preparations for our ceremony after you talk to her tomorrow." I replied before dismissing her and with a nod she left us alone.As I la
*Caleb*"How do you feel?" I asked her and she opened her eyes, revealing a calmer state."Better... thank you..." She whispered and tried to get up but I didn't let her. I lifted her in my arms, still wrapped in the towel, and took her to bed, where we both laid one next to the other. "How... how do you manage to control it?" She asked while I chuckled, pulling her closer, her face inches away from mine."I was born with it… unfair, I know. It takes a long time and a lot of willpower. You will learn slowly, and I will be right here with you during the process. I am so proud of you, so... so proud... thank you for trusting me," I whispered to her as I caressed her back gently. She smiled and closed her eyes."So... what happens now? When and how do I shift into a wolf like you?" I chuckled as she said it with a giggle."Will that terrify you?" I replied. She opened her eyes and shook her head."No, it wouldn't, I just want to understand how it will happen," She admitted."You ha
*Meadow*I was so excited: it had been a week since we mated and completed the cycle and I had finally learned to turn down or off the voices and thoughts of the pack members on my own, without Caleb's help. And this particular night, the pack was holding an official ceremonial for me, and I was kind of nervous, but Cara assured me it would only be words and celebration, so I didn't have to worry.Caleb and I had been talking about our next steps, we were planning to go back to the city the day after, and pay a visit to my mother… a week late, but that didn't bother me anymore… I knew she would be there for me always, and I will have her in my heart forever. I made him promise we would go see her often though, and he made a vow to take me to her once a month.Three more weeks, I was keeping a count. Just twenty one more days and I could attempt my first shift. I could already feel her waking up, like a ghost inside me that was looking closely, watching everything I do. She was quiet
*Meadow*I looked at our entwined fingers and smiled; then I looked at him and saw him staring through the window with his mind on several things. We were driving to my office to have a meeting with Carter at first hour.Ever since we walked out of the airport he was going through many things all at once. I peeked into his mind and left quickly when I got dizzy in the vortex of his thoughts; a meeting with Alpha Demark, who I still haven't met, a visit to the Smithson Pack to catch up on the status of their recovery from the horrible attack of Cornelius and Agape.On that note; Caleb was worried that he sent his best trackers, who were truly remarkable, yet they came back empty-handed. Cornelius and his pack had vanished. He even tried to track them with satellites with no results. He had rejected that idea at first because in a forest area there would not be many chances to detect them, yet he still tried it as a last resource and it also failed.I closed my eyes and tried to rela