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Kabanata 14
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2021-08-10 18:18:38Kabanata 14
Akala ko dati, madaling magbasa ng emosyon ng ibang tao. Malalaman mo agad ang tao kapag galit ‘pag hindi ito namamansin, o kaya’y medyo agresibo ang pagtrato niya sa ‘yo. Malalaman mo kapag malungkot ‘yung tao, kapag hindi tama ang ngiti nito. Malalaman mo kapag masaya ang tao sa paraaan ng pananalita nito.
Actually, madali naman talaga, lalo na kapag ang sarili mong naramdaman na ang usapan.
But what I felt right now was beyond unfathomable.
“Nay, dalawang kwek-kwek, tatlong isaw, tapos dalawang buko juice, nga po.”
Nakita kong may maliit na ngiting sinusupil ang tindera. “Jowa mo ba, ‘nak?”
Both Eileer and I got tongue tied about what she said. Unti-unti akong umiling habang si Eileer ay malakas na natawa.
“Naku, nay, hindi po. Close friend lang, ka-banda ko po.&rd
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"Hoy, tangina! Bilisan mo riyan at baka mahabol na tayo ng SSG! Makakaharap na naman natin 'yung balahurang manyak na iyon!"Napabilis ang takbo ko sa sinabi ni Osher. Puta, oo nga pala. Malapit ko na kalimutan na ang balahurang manyak pala ang OIC ngayon! Pinagtutulak ko ang mga estudyante na inosenteng naglalakad sa harapan namin. Ba't ba kasi tanghaling tapat ang napili ng SSG na habulin kami? Pwede naman hapon? Mas mabilis kaya kami hulihinsa hapon! Lasing na kami no'n!"Tangina mo rin Harlett, para kang bakla tumakbo! Pag ikaw nahuli, patay ka sa mama mo, bobo!" sigaw ko nang malampasan ko si Harlett. He laughed evilly and sped his run up. Pinagtitinginan kami ng estudyante na para bang kinokondena na kami sa isipan nila. Bahala sila, nakalibing naman ang pake ko sa ibang tao.And just like the other times, we successfully escaped. Madali lang naman talunin ang bakod ng eskwelahan, eh. I don't know why we spenttoo much for this school, and not h
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Hello! This is HecateAstraea, author of Silence. I just want you to know that I am taking little long break as my tremors of my left hand came back and I have to take medication again. My health has deteriorated a little, the reason why I stopped updating for awhile, as per the Doctor's request. I hated updating when I am sick since my stories would probably go downwards. 5 chapters will be uploaded at the end of the month, and this book should be finished before the second week of August. After that, I'll be uploading another story so stay tuned! I hope you all understand. I'll be back really soonest. Thank you for waiting patiently!
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A knock on the door woke me up. I annoyingly eyed the dark oak wood. Tangina, ang aga, sino ba 'tong nangangatok?!Pupungas-pungas, tinungo ko ang pintuan at maingat itong binuksan. I put myself in a defensive stance and yawned when Eileer's face appeared in front of my face!"Oy, putangina, ingat naman! I might get a heart attack!"I saw Eileerchuckled and opened the door widely for him to enter. May dala-dala itong paper bag galing sa isang mamahaling restaurant. Napakamot siya at pinatong ang paper bag sa isang lamesa. I sat and observed him.As I keep on looking at where his hands are, I noticed that he got a haircut.Undercut?Oh, right. I haven't seen him the whole day. Where could he possibly be earlier?Bahagya akong napailing. It's not that I am curious! I'm just wondering... I heard from Suarez and his friend that he's good in school, so he's probably not that type of student who goes MIA for a day, right?
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If his real name was Ezequiel Alcazar, then why did he introduced himself as EileerMontesclaros to us?Tahimik kaming dalawa ni Keos habang binabaybay ang maingay na daan ng Davao. This city was peaceful, and really, goddamn clean. Wala ata akong nakitang basura sa daan nila. Kung meron man, maliliit lang na dahon."Ezequiel... I mean, Eileer... how long has he been to your school?" basag ni Keos sa katahimikan. Maybe he's uncomfortable with silence. Halata kasing dada ring siyang tao. Kagaya nalang ni Suarez."A month or so... I didn't track.""Pa'no pala kayo nagkilala? Classmates?""Yeah. And club mate. He's a member of glee club.""Oh, wow. I didn't know EJstill wanted music after what happen.""Why, what happen?" I asked. Bigla nalang nito nakuha ang interes kong kanina lang ay umalis."Hindi mo alam? Doesn't he open up to you? Mukha kasi kayong close. He's really worried when he called me and asked
