"My family heard the news about our marriage."
I slowed down my pace of chewing and looked at Kadmiel. We are having our breakfast together. It's been days since I moved in here. He always drives me to school but rarely fetches me because of his schedule. The news about our secret marriage also already broke out and it shocked a lot of people.I'm sure girls are now crying because they had no zero percent chance now to Kadmiel. Well, unless of course, they're desperate enough to chase after a married man."And?" I asked, after swallowing the food in my mouth."They have been wanting to meet you ever since they found out about our relationship. Especially my dad. . ." He paused as if he remembered something. "He idolizes your mom so much. And he can't wait to meet the daughter of his greatest idol.""Mommy?"He nodded. "Yup. He loves watching her films.""Wow. My mom is really popular, huh."Mom was a great and known artist during her time. Well, up until now, her name is still popular. And I'm also always compared to her. People always make a fuss about my huge differences with her. People always expect someone's child to inherit everything from the parent. Their mindset is so fucked up. Poor them."Is it okay to bring you to our house this Saturday?"I choked up. Today is already Thursday. That is fast!Kadmiel was alert to give me a glass of water. He even stood up to caress my back while I'm drinking."T-That fast?" I asked as I looked up to him.He looked down at me. He nodded in pursed lips. He put some of the strands of my hair behind my ear while waiting for me to speak again."Do you think they'll like me?""More than like," he replied."Don't fool me!""I'm not, Katriel. I'm telling the truth, okay? They'll love you. That's for sure." He pulled the chair and put it beside me. He sat there and softly held my cheeks. "You're the first woman I'll introduce to them. No one set the standards for my family. You are the standard."My lips curved downwards as I felt my heart slowly melted. He's so good with words, huh. I might tighten the security of my heart. He's dangerous!I sighed. "Fine.""Don't overthink. It'll be fine." He smiled at me.What Kadmiel said didn't help me. I still feel anxious about it. Even though what we have is fake, it's clearly not on the papers. And I need to at least get liked by his family. It's for… validation. This is one of the rare times I will seek validation from other people.When I'm inside the campus, I can feel people's hesitation to even lay their sight on me. I also noticed that gossip about me died down. Even Anna finally shut up about her arguments against me. She now realized Kadmiel and I are real together, huh? Only marriage will shut her up, wow."Katriel!"I looked back to see who called me. It was Dennise, she's half-running to reach me. We've been blockmates for awhile now but I just recently got along with her because of a certain activity we paired up for. She's very hyper and I can't keep up with her energy sometimes. She's also friends with everyone, but she told me she has no main circle.She kind of reminds me of myself before. I get along with everyone. At every party, I am always greeted by someone. But at the end of the day, only Noreene is who I have. Now that I lie down going to parties, my interactions with people also decrease. I'm not complaining though, it's really peaceful when my life is not crowded by unnecessary people."Hey, Dennise." I greeted back with a grin."Let's have lunch together? I'll introduce you to my main," she wiggled her brows. I just smirked and agreed.Of course she has like Noreene in her life too.We went straight to the cafeteria. Her neck is long, looking for that person she's pertaining to. Dennise is a petite girl. She's actually cute."Zico!" She waved her hand at the guy sitting alone at one table. He has tanned skin that matches the strong features of his face and body. "Hey. I'm with a new found friend."Zico arched his brow before I saw him scan me wholly. He smirked at Dennise and shrugged."A new friend again. Probably someone you'll end up just saying a hi to when walking along the corridor then never hang out with her again," Zico scoffed.I laughed. That surely always happens with Dennise. She's that friendly. She knows almost everyone in the campus. May it be in the lower year or higher."Well, sorry to say but your accusation will remain just an accusation." Dennise rolled her eyes and pulled me closer to her. "We're blockmates, we'd hang out now everyday.""So you'll replace me now?" Zico smirked."I don't know. It depends on your performance," Dennise teased. "Kidding! You two can be my main friends. We can be a trio.""Whatever, Ms. Congeniality."I laughed at how Zico called Dennise by that. That suits her well!After Dennise introduced me to him, we bought our lunch and started eating together with Zico. I like their humor. Especially Zico. He's effortlessly savage and funny. How I wish we could be with Noreene, too. However, Noreene's schedule doesn't match mine. Her lunch break is a bit later than mine.As my classes ended, I was surprised to see Kadmiel waiting for me. And I was more shocked with my reaction and how I welcomed him.I ran like a kid and immediately encircled my arms around him, not minding the people around us. I felt him chuckle as he hugged me back."Look at this baby being happy to see me," he whispered.I rolled my eyes and pulled away a bit from the hug."That's a natural reaction to see from a baby who missed her Daddy," I teased. "Miss you, Daddy.""Daddy, huh?" he scoffed, which made me laugh even more.I asked Kadmiel why he was able to fetch me today and he said he got off from work early. I also thought he would immediately drive us home but I just found him driving to a mall."We'll date?" I arched my brow."Why? You don't want to?""Did I say I don't? I was just asking," I replied.I saw his lips curved and didn't say anything. As he parked his car, I immediately unbuckled my seatbelt and straddled him. He could only widen his eyes and held my waist for support. He looked confused at first, but immediately smirked and laughed."I missed you." I pouted. "We live under the same roof but ever since I got back to school and you went back to working, we rarely see each other.""We always eat breakfast together?""Yeah and never see each other again the rest of the day!"We're both tired," he laughed."I know…" I sighed. "I've been so kiss deprived, Kadmiel! Oh my God, I almost broke my drought by finding someone.""Katriel," he warned. His hold tightened as he glared at me."Just kidding." I laughed.He pulled me closer to him and gave me a fleeting lip lock. I groaned and punched him. That's not what I wanted. It wasn't enough! It will never be enough.Kadmiel laughed at my reaction. He neared his face again as his lips journeyed from my nose down my lips. Unlike the first kiss he gave me, his kisses now are deep enough to make my head spin all over. As thoroughly and as passionate, I returned his kisses.I moved a bit to fix my position and almost gasped when I felt his huge bulge in between his thighs. I heard him groan and pull me a bit away from it. As our kiss reached the deepest core, I felt him pull a handful of my hair, making me gasp in a little pain it gave me.We were both panting hard as we stopped the kiss to look for air to breathe. I rested my forehead on his shoulder as he pulled me closer to him for a hug. I gulped when the material of his shorts brushed against my sensitive area. I feel so heated right now that deep kisses won't be enough to make me calm."Kad…" I called softly."Hmm?" His hand traveled from my back to my hair and gently caressed it."I'm so turned on," I whispered.He chuckled huskily and tightened his hug around me."I know, baby. I am too," he whispered back. "But we can't do it here. We won't do it here.""But…" I protested. I rose up and eyed him. He looks drunk from the kisses. And I know I am too. "Kad, I don't think I can go around the mall while I am this turned on.""Babe…" He sighed. "Kadmiel, please?" I kissed his cheek. "If we can't do it here, let's just go home."Kadmiel held both of my cheeks to pull my face up. "Fine. If that's what my baby wants," he whispered and kissed me on the lips."Kadmiel!"I stomped my feet as I became more problematic. We're about to leave and visit his family yet he's still not giving me any idea on what to bring as a present that his family would like."I said anything will do, Katriel.""I want a specific one." I groaned.Kadmiel sighed and held my waist as he pulled me closer to him. He's sitting on the couch while I'm standing in front of him, in between his thighs."My family won't mind whatever you will bring, Katriel. It's the thought that counts. They will be happy with anything. I swear," he calmly told me as he softly kissed my tummy."You better be right," I warned. I just felt him chuckle and didn't say anything more.We stopped by the mall as I opted to buy cake for his family. As we're heading to their house, my heart won't stop beating loudly. I am really nervous for some reason! "Relax." Kadmiel held my hand and kissed it. I didn't say anything. No matter how he tries to say it many times, my nerves won't just calm down!My
I froze on my spot upon hearing it. For some reason, my heart ached. Being unliked by the mother of your husband is disheartening. Even if my relationship with Kadmiel is only on paper, it still hurts."Don't worry, I just told you that but I can't do anything about it because you two are already married," she added.I swallowed the lump in my throat as I tried to speak."M-May I know why?""Because of your past," she answered straightforwardly. I only nodded and didn't wish to prolong the talk with her about that matter. That's enough reason to hear from her. And no matter how I boost myself with confidence, I can't really deny the truth that I'm not an ideal wife for anyone's son given my past controversies.I kept that talk with Kadmiel's mother to myself. I don't want to tell him that and create fuss in their relationship. Her mom's reaction is valid so I would take that."Why are you awake this early?"I jolted on my spot when I felt Kadmiel's hand on my belly."It just happened
I went home with a heavy heart. The maid welcomed me with a smile and somehow, it warmed my heart. She asked me what I wanted to eat but I refused. I don't feel like eating snacks.I went to my room and changed my clothes immediately. I want to do something that could take away the heaviness from my heart. Something that would push and stretch me to continue life despite how fucked up it's getting be. It's draining at the moment, but hopefully worth it in the end.I went straight to the kitchen and saw the maid cleaning the counter. "Hi…" I smiled. "Can you teach me how to cook Adobo? I want to cook it for dinner. I really want to learn and cook for Kad.""Of course, Ma'am!""Thank you!" I beamed.She started preparing the ingredients we need for the Adobo. Adobo is a Filipino dish I've been wanting to learn ever since. I don't know but it feels like you're such a good wife if you mastered cooking it.I watched and listened to the maid as she started teaching me how to slice the ing
I was silent the whole time we’re eating breakfast. Every time I swallow food, it gets stuck in my throat. I don’t know why I feel frustrated, hurt, and confused while seeing Kadmiel laugh comfortably with this woman. “Last night, Alliana needed…” “Kad.” I stared at Alliana as she blankly stopped Kadmiel from telling the story of what really happened last night that made her sleep in here. Her eyes turned to me and smiled. I can’t decipher her smile, whether it’s a smile for good or the other way around. “I’m not… ready to tell it to someone I barely know,” she started. “But what I assure you, Katriel, is that I’m a good friend of Kadmiel. We’ve been friends for so long. Nothing less… nothing more. You have nothing to worry about my existence.” She looked away as she sipped from her coffee. I gulped. “I’m not worrying over anything. I have no issue with regards to your friendship, too. I also respect your privacy with what happened last night. I’m not gonna force you to tell m
Having that talk with Noreene was badly needed. I stayed there until 7 PM before she decided to drive me home. When I arrived at the penthouse, Kadmiel was not there. I just shrugged it off. It’s better anyway, I don’t think I can face him right now with how my own feelings are overwhelming me.I changed into my usual sleeping attire before I decided to go out and have a walk. There’s a park just near this condominium. I need fresh air to breathe. My thoughts are suffocating me.The cold breeze immediately welcomed me as I stepped outside the building. I walked to the park, letting my loose hair dance along the swirling wind. The stars are like sly pearls that adorn the dark blue night sky, and are no less inferior to the bright moon.As I was about to sit on one of the benches, I froze on my spot. I just stare with wide open eyes and cannot shut, like the whole world is breaking and crumbling apart around me… My heart is aching at the sight.Alliana, tiptoeing while her arms around t
"How was your day?""Good."Kadmiel fetched from the school. I didn't welcome him with a hug nor a kiss, he didn't say anything about it though so I guess he's fine with it. He literally just sighed and watched me go inside his car independently."Really? You seem off…""I'm really fine," I replied, eyes on the road.I felt his hand travel from my lap to my free hand. I didn't budge with his touch, I just let him hold it and kiss it softly."Do you wanna go somewhere else? It's still early. Let's date.""I'm a bit tired from school." I shook my head. "And we don't need to date. Remember, Kad? We aren't real. We don't need to publicly show our relationship. The news about our marriage is enough."Kadmiel sighed. His hand squeezed my hand before he put it on his mouth again to shower soft kisses."Tell me what's our problem, Katriel.""What problem? Nothing. We don't have a problem here."He softly nodded. "Okay…"My heart clenched. I feel bad for acting that way towards him. But this i
While waiting for the ride I booked online, I received a message from Dennise. She sent me the name of the club where she's currently waiting. She also informed me that she's with Zico.I don't really believe they're just friends. I'm just honestly waiting for one of them to break the shell and confess.It took me 20 minutes to get to the club. The loud music, the entrancing lights, and the wild people sent me back to those good old times when my life revolved around only my studies and parties. Even though my name was very controversial, I can't deny that that was one hella moment of my life I never regret having."Is that Katriel?""Yeah. She isn't with her husband. This is my first time seeing her again in a club after a long time! She had fun with her life after getting married, huh?""You think she will create a scene here?""I don't think so. She's already married.""You never know. Once tempted, she can easily forget she's married."I scoffed. Guess people are still waiting for
I squinted my eyes when I felt the sun rays on my face. I slightly moved from my position. My eyes opened wide when I realized I was hugging a body. I got up from the bed and almost lost my balance when I felt pain in my head."Shit," I whispered."Are you okay?"My brows knitted when I saw Kadmiel's face so close to mine. He held my body, restraining me from falling. I looked at my own body and saw what I'm wearing. It's not my clothes. It's his fucking shirt!Did something happen again between us?Oh God, what happened to my Kadmiel-free last night?"Stay here. I'll prepare soup for your hangover."I watched him leave me on the bed. He was just wearing his usual sweatpants without a cloth on top. I scanned my body using my hand. I'm still wearing my undergarments under his big shirt that appeared like a dress to me.I can feel no pain in my center which gave me a sigh of relief.I don't remember anything last night except for the fact that I got so drunk.I sighed and forced myself