I froze on my spot upon hearing it. For some reason, my heart ached. Being unliked by the mother of your husband is disheartening. Even if my relationship with Kadmiel is only on paper, it still hurts."Don't worry, I just told you that but I can't do anything about it because you two are already married," she added.I swallowed the lump in my throat as I tried to speak."M-May I know why?""Because of your past," she answered straightforwardly. I only nodded and didn't wish to prolong the talk with her about that matter. That's enough reason to hear from her. And no matter how I boost myself with confidence, I can't really deny the truth that I'm not an ideal wife for anyone's son given my past controversies.I kept that talk with Kadmiel's mother to myself. I don't want to tell him that and create fuss in their relationship. Her mom's reaction is valid so I would take that."Why are you awake this early?"I jolted on my spot when I felt Kadmiel's hand on my belly."It just happened
I went home with a heavy heart. The maid welcomed me with a smile and somehow, it warmed my heart. She asked me what I wanted to eat but I refused. I don't feel like eating snacks.I went to my room and changed my clothes immediately. I want to do something that could take away the heaviness from my heart. Something that would push and stretch me to continue life despite how fucked up it's getting be. It's draining at the moment, but hopefully worth it in the end.I went straight to the kitchen and saw the maid cleaning the counter. "Hi…" I smiled. "Can you teach me how to cook Adobo? I want to cook it for dinner. I really want to learn and cook for Kad.""Of course, Ma'am!""Thank you!" I beamed.She started preparing the ingredients we need for the Adobo. Adobo is a Filipino dish I've been wanting to learn ever since. I don't know but it feels like you're such a good wife if you mastered cooking it.I watched and listened to the maid as she started teaching me how to slice the ing
I was silent the whole time we’re eating breakfast. Every time I swallow food, it gets stuck in my throat. I don’t know why I feel frustrated, hurt, and confused while seeing Kadmiel laugh comfortably with this woman. “Last night, Alliana needed…” “Kad.” I stared at Alliana as she blankly stopped Kadmiel from telling the story of what really happened last night that made her sleep in here. Her eyes turned to me and smiled. I can’t decipher her smile, whether it’s a smile for good or the other way around. “I’m not… ready to tell it to someone I barely know,” she started. “But what I assure you, Katriel, is that I’m a good friend of Kadmiel. We’ve been friends for so long. Nothing less… nothing more. You have nothing to worry about my existence.” She looked away as she sipped from her coffee. I gulped. “I’m not worrying over anything. I have no issue with regards to your friendship, too. I also respect your privacy with what happened last night. I’m not gonna force you to tell m
Having that talk with Noreene was badly needed. I stayed there until 7 PM before she decided to drive me home. When I arrived at the penthouse, Kadmiel was not there. I just shrugged it off. It’s better anyway, I don’t think I can face him right now with how my own feelings are overwhelming me.I changed into my usual sleeping attire before I decided to go out and have a walk. There’s a park just near this condominium. I need fresh air to breathe. My thoughts are suffocating me.The cold breeze immediately welcomed me as I stepped outside the building. I walked to the park, letting my loose hair dance along the swirling wind. The stars are like sly pearls that adorn the dark blue night sky, and are no less inferior to the bright moon.As I was about to sit on one of the benches, I froze on my spot. I just stare with wide open eyes and cannot shut, like the whole world is breaking and crumbling apart around me… My heart is aching at the sight.Alliana, tiptoeing while her arms around t
"How was your day?""Good."Kadmiel fetched from the school. I didn't welcome him with a hug nor a kiss, he didn't say anything about it though so I guess he's fine with it. He literally just sighed and watched me go inside his car independently."Really? You seem off…""I'm really fine," I replied, eyes on the road.I felt his hand travel from my lap to my free hand. I didn't budge with his touch, I just let him hold it and kiss it softly."Do you wanna go somewhere else? It's still early. Let's date.""I'm a bit tired from school." I shook my head. "And we don't need to date. Remember, Kad? We aren't real. We don't need to publicly show our relationship. The news about our marriage is enough."Kadmiel sighed. His hand squeezed my hand before he put it on his mouth again to shower soft kisses."Tell me what's our problem, Katriel.""What problem? Nothing. We don't have a problem here."He softly nodded. "Okay…"My heart clenched. I feel bad for acting that way towards him. But this i
While waiting for the ride I booked online, I received a message from Dennise. She sent me the name of the club where she's currently waiting. She also informed me that she's with Zico.I don't really believe they're just friends. I'm just honestly waiting for one of them to break the shell and confess.It took me 20 minutes to get to the club. The loud music, the entrancing lights, and the wild people sent me back to those good old times when my life revolved around only my studies and parties. Even though my name was very controversial, I can't deny that that was one hella moment of my life I never regret having."Is that Katriel?""Yeah. She isn't with her husband. This is my first time seeing her again in a club after a long time! She had fun with her life after getting married, huh?""You think she will create a scene here?""I don't think so. She's already married.""You never know. Once tempted, she can easily forget she's married."I scoffed. Guess people are still waiting for
I squinted my eyes when I felt the sun rays on my face. I slightly moved from my position. My eyes opened wide when I realized I was hugging a body. I got up from the bed and almost lost my balance when I felt pain in my head."Shit," I whispered."Are you okay?"My brows knitted when I saw Kadmiel's face so close to mine. He held my body, restraining me from falling. I looked at my own body and saw what I'm wearing. It's not my clothes. It's his fucking shirt!Did something happen again between us?Oh God, what happened to my Kadmiel-free last night?"Stay here. I'll prepare soup for your hangover."I watched him leave me on the bed. He was just wearing his usual sweatpants without a cloth on top. I scanned my body using my hand. I'm still wearing my undergarments under his big shirt that appeared like a dress to me.I can feel no pain in my center which gave me a sigh of relief.I don't remember anything last night except for the fact that I got so drunk.I sighed and forced myself
“Katriel.”“What?” I irritatedly asked.“I’m asking you what happened last night.”I saw him clench his jaw several times. He’s wearing a white shirt and cotton shorts, hir is still a bit damp.“You got drunk. I went there to fetch you. We went home. That’s it.” I even shrugged to show him what happened last night is not really a big deal.“Did… I say something?”I cocked a brow. “Why? Is there something you should have not said?”“Did I?” he asked sternly.I smirked as I gave him another shrug. Besides telling me he misses me, there’s none. I don’t know why he’s so worried. I wonder what it is that he shouldn’t have said to me.I shrieked when he pushed my body on the table. His eyes narrowed, giving me hostile glares. His face contorted with rage, as his curled lip moved along his clenched jaw. His hand started to travel from my arm, down to my waist to pin my back harder on the table.“What are you doing?” I asked while hissing.“I’m trying to show you that I am pissed,” he replied