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2024-10-29 19:42:56Disclaimer: This book deals with mature content, eg: drug addiction, rape scenes. While the author has taken great lengths to ensure the subject matter is dealt with compassionately and respectfully it may be troubling for some readers. Discretion is advised.
Ivanna
It’s the 10th day of my marriage. And the 10th time he showed his so-called rights on me. He says he loves me, he can do anything for me. In return, he wants me every day, or I can say every night. Is it love? Is this how a man defines his love?
He never asked me what I wanted, he never tried to find the pain behind my moans. He never realised how much hurt I was, he never noticed my tears which were not of pleasure.
He thought I was enjoying his acts but I didn’t. I bleed every night, he didn’t care. I cried in pain, he didn’t care. I hissed when he treated me roughly, he didn’t ask me how I am feeling.
Is this the definition of his love?
I struggle to get up from the bed. It is hurting like a hell, I cry out louder. But the man who claims to love me has already left after fulfilling his desires. Will I be able to spend my whole life with this monster? Should I give up on my pain? I’m not born to be owned by anyone. However, no matter how much I try to escape from him, will I be able to save myself or destiny will play its game against me?
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She Denied Chapter 1 [ CHRISTIAN - MY LIFELINE ]
IvannaThere's one more year left to complete the final semester. I'm trying my best to work on my studies and job both at the same time. Still, I'm lagging in studies because of my shift. I work in a call centre in the night shift, most of the time I'm found yawning in the class and sometimes sleeping on the last bench. I had good grades until my father died. He was the only support system for us. I never had to think about money and expenses. My mum never had to worry about monthly expenditures. Life became a complete mess after dad was expired.I'm counting the number of days that are left to finish my studies. I'll have to focus on my job completely to support my family. I tear down the page of my journal where I was making a plan of upcoming days. I knew making a timetable is useless when I have to spend half of the day in college and half
She Denied Chapter 2 [ STRANGER ]
IvannaWe chatted for an hour. He talked about his graduation, failed attempts at getting a job, new pieces of tunes for this week. I too shared everything I went through the whole week.He drops me at my place by the afternoon. I get down from his car which he bought a few months back, it is a secondhand one still works well. I had convinced him to buy one so that he doesn't miss his piano classes since it's a long way from his college to piano classes. "Wait for me tomorrow", he says, hugging me gently. "I'll be waiting", I smile and we share a short kiss. I hope we will get time a have a deep one tomorrow. I'm craving for it.I walk into my home as he leaves for his place.
She Denied Chapter 3 [ HIS DOMINANCE ]
Ivanna "Where are you going?", the stranger inquires. "No.. Nowhere", I stammer, being confused about what I should answer. He keeps looking at me with his strange gaze which is making me uncomfortable with every passing second. "Babe", I hear Christian's voice as he joins me, holding my waist. I feel relieved to get him by my side. I don't have a habit of meeting people, especially strangers haunt me. "Good Evening, Mr Adavan", he greets the stranger. "Good evening, Christian", Adavan smirks as he finally drives his eyes away from me. I sigh, he better not to do that again. I'm not gonna stay here if he keeps doing it. "Here's my girlfriend Ivanna", he squeezes my shoulder.
She Denied Chapter 4 [ ESCAPED? ]
Ivanna"Excuse me?", I bark while Christian is still confused with his behaviour. "You have just styled your hairs. They shouldn't get ruined", Adavan finishes his drink. Now he is getting on my nerves. I have just met him 30 minutes ago and he is behaving the way as if he owns me. I don't mind Christian touching my hairs or anywhere in my body. But I do have a problem with Adavan making me feel uncomfortable. "You don't need to worry about my hairs. And it doesn't look good to speak between a couple. I hope you know that", I harshly tell him, shooting him a glare. But he smiles mysteriously. Is he a psychopath or what? "Baby, that's ok. Don't be hyper", Christian pats my back. Adavan leaves the place taking another glass fro
She Denied Chapter 5 [ CLAIMED ]
Ivanna"Sorry. I didn't get you", Christian says in a confused tone. "Chris!", I grab his shoulder. "Should we leave now?" "Yeah. But we…" "Please, don't take more time. I'm feeling sleepy", I tell him, trying to ignore Adavan as much as I can. "Ok. I need to take your leave", Christian tells Adavan. "Sure. See you soon", Adavan shakes his hand with Christian then turn to me. "Sleep well, Ivanna"I look at him for the last time and walk away with Christian. I walk faster to leave that place as soon as possible. I don't wanna see his creepy face ever in my life again. We walk to the car and Christian opens the door for me. I hurriedly get inside and fasten the seatbelt.&nbs
She Denied Chapter 6 [ GROWING OBSESSION ]
IvannaA new morning, a new day, a new hope but the same old schedule of mine. I'm tired of all shit. I'm hating weekdays now. There was a time when I used to hate weekends because it kept me away from my school, friends and obviously Christian. I send a 'Good Morning' message to him before leaving the bed. And yeah, now I love weekends since it gives me some rest. My last weekend ended with a horrible experience in the firm. Thankfully, Christian was there for me. Otherwise, I would've died there. While thinking about it Adavan's face flashes into my mind. Ugh! His creepy face. I don't wanna imagine. I better focus on my classes now.I put my casual outfit and get ready for college. Meanwhile, mum calls me to have breakfast. I rush to the dining room with my backpack.
She Denied Chapter 7 [ TRAPPED AGAIN ]
Ivanna "What?", I scream at Christian on the call. "They dumped my dress? Are you kidding me?"I realise I'm in the classroom and everyone is looking at me since I yelled inside the classroom like an idiot. "I'm sorry", Christian mutters. "I didn't know they would do something like this", his voice shakes. "Why are you being sorry? I had told you to leave hurriedly. It was my stupidity that I didn't change. Moreover, what kind of behaviour is this? How can they throw away my dress? They forced me to change, they have no right to do something like this", I am fum
She Denied Chapter 8 [ FIRST MOVE ]
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She Denied BOOK 2 [ His Irrepressible Rejection ]
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She Denied Volume II Chapter 34 [ EPILOGUE ]
IvannaIt's time for the recessional now. Christian and I walk out of the church when the guests follow us. We reach the cars and talk to a few of the guests.Christian opens the door for me as I get inside. He has just bought this new car a few days back. He stands there, holding the door as mom leans to me. "Have a safe journey", she caresses my hairs as I give her a confused look."Mom, you're not coming?", I exclaim."You'll get to know later", Christian chuckles. "Bye, Auntie""Bye", mom beams and I'm hell clueless.Christian gets inside the car and closes the door, holding the steering. "How are you feeling, Mrs Ivanna D'costa?", he giggles as I shy away.He immediately touches my chin and makes me look at him. "I couldn't kiss you well there. So, may I?""No", I strive to tease him. He always does that with me. Now it's his turn."Why?", he frowns in disbelief."I'm not feeling like to kiss",
She Denied Volume II Chapter 33 [ THE WEDDING ]
Ivanna"You're looking the best beautiful bride, Ivanna", Ava tells me, holding my shoulders from behind.I look at myself in the mirror. This is the second time I'm standing as a bride. But today it's different, it's precious. Today, I'm actually feeling like a bride since I'm his bride today.I blush at Ava's words. Christian has made it designed especially for the wedding, keeping my pregnancy in mind."You know why?", she says while setting the white net veil with my bun."Why?", I ask her looking at the mirror."Because you have this cute baby bump", she giggles. "You're such a unique bride"I blush the hardest. It's true that our princy is the most precious jewellery I'm carrying on our wedding. Nothing can beat the charm of her."Christian is gonna faint today", she chuckles, putting my earnings."Stop, Ava", I urge."I won't let you stop blushing, girl. You are the bride and you are here to b
She Denied Volume II Chapter 32 [ WILL YOU MARRY ME? ]
"Thanks for the invitation, Christian", Ava beams, taking the seat beside us in the award-giving ceremony. "It's really my honour"Christian smiles at her. I had an awkward experience when he held my hand brought me inside in front of a lot of cameras and a bunch of people. I witnessed some reports were left jaw dropped watching us together. But Christian was so confident while holding my hand. He didn't care for anything else.I roll my eyes around the massive hall when Christian and Sunny are chatting. I'm so happy for him today. And I'm just hoping for him to get this award. He has worked so hard for it.The function starts at a specific time. After a few performances, the nominations are announced and his name was among them. Damn! I can't breathe. I'm more nervous than him."Nervous?", he giggles, giving a squeeze to my hand."Like hell", I stammer. "I want you to win", looking at him I pray hard."Relax", he nuzzles my shoulder as we b
She Denied Volume II Chapter 31 [ BLESSINGS ]
IvannaChristian took me to shop the next day. I had already told him that he would be shopping according to me and I would be the boss while shopping since I knew how much excited he was for his princess. He would have bought the whole shop if he could.I had decided on a fixed budget for shopping. His first income from the first album is enough for us to spend the whole year. He had explained to me that I can do whatever I want since he is earning for us. But I couldn't do that. I'll have to be conscious while spending.We bought a few baby clothes and baby accessories like baby soap, powder, shampoo and everything that I would need for her.Among everything, I was still not coming into the spotlight with him. I avoided going out with him in the day time. He insisted but at a moment he got really busy. After the success of the first album, he is getting more offers and he can hardly give me time. I don't mind. Because when he is home, all his attention
She Denied Volume II Chapter 30 [ FIRST LOVE MAKING - II ]
ChristianI wanted all the obstacles to vanish from her body so that I could explore more. I badly wanted to taste her, feel her and make her mine. She must be having this feeling for a few months but I was waiting for like a whole year."I want you too, Chris", she moaned as I placed a deep love bite on her neck while taking off her t-shirt over her head. She makes it easy for me by hoisting her hands up.My eyes stuck on her. For the first time, I was watching her in inner garments. She had so perfectly shaped breasts. I kissed her again, pinning them against the wall and squeezed her upper body gently. She continued to moan into my mouth.The next moment, I picked her up to my arms in a bridal style while kissing and headed towards the bed. Making her lay on the bed, I kissed her bare chest, rolling my tongue when my hand traced down to her bare belly. I caressed her belly with my knuckles and watched her moaning for me. She parted her lips while closi
She Denied Volume II Chapter 29 [ FIRST LOVE MAKING - I ]
IvannaI can never forget that birthday night which is one of the most memorable days in my life.Flashback5 years agoI put out my regular jeans and t-shirt to meet Christian on my 18th birthday evening. He wanted to celebrate it on the terrace of his home. We had a small get together at my place. However, we were getting a little serious about our relationship then. Things were not the same like our 16s'. After dad's demise, we spent a lot of time and he was always there for me. And I finally could decide that he was the one with whom I wanted to spend my whole life.I take out my inner garments when I remembered the incident which happened six months back.4 months ago from my 18th birthday.We were deep into a kiss in my room. He kissed my neck while kneading my upper body. I was desperately moaning in pleasure. His hand trailed all over me, giving shivers down to my spine. My hands automatically moved to the buttons of his shirt a
She Denied Volume II Chapter 28 [ FIRST KICK & GENDER REVEAL ]
Christian"Will you please drive a little faster?", I yell at the cab driver as I can't be able to find Ivanna on call. Her number is unreachable and Auntie's also. My heart is pounding with all the negative thoughts. I keep trying her number."Please drive faster or else let me drive", I am literally out of control. I just hope she is fine. Anxiety is taking over me with every passing second.I'm trying my best to erase all the negative thoughts from my mind but all are in vain. If something happens to her again, I'll literally go crazy, I'll lose my senses.As the cab halts near home, I immediately come out and rush inside. My heart is beating faster when I make my way towards the room."Baby", I cry out as I enter the room and find her sitting on the bed."You come?", she beams as I take a deep breath and sigh of relief."Are you okay?", I immediately run towards her, sit on the bed and take her face into my hands. "What happened?
