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Shadows 47: Euphoric Thoughts
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2021-10-29 17:45:36Diane’s P.O.V.
“Hey! What’s with that precious smile, huh?” I was on the process of finalizing the payroll accounts of rank-and-file employees when someone suddenly showed up. “Mukhang maganda ang araw ng sissy ko ngayon ha?”
Hindi ko namalayan ang mabilis na takbo ng oras at nandito na pala si Karen sa loob ng cubicle ko. Naku, ang alam pa naman niya ay sasabay akong mag-lunch sa kanya. Hindi pa naman ako nakapagpaalam at ayoko namang mag-isa lang siyang kumain sa labas.
Pinipigilan ko ang sarili kong ngumiti, but in the end, my lips only betrayed me. I felt euphoric—like nothing, or no one, could ever delete this happiness. “Hmm, nothing. Ganito naman ako palagi ha?” I said, pero halos umabot na sa dalawa kong tainga ang mga ngiti ko.
Teka, bakit parang nagtunog-pabebe naman ako?
“Don
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Diane’s P.O.V.[Flashback about what happened last night…]“Liam…” tawag ko sa pangalan niya.Lumingon siya sa akin at mabilis pa sa alas-kwatrong tinawid ang pagitan naming dalawa. Siguro, dapat ko nang putulin ang kung ano mang pangit na nakaraan na nag-uugnay sa aming dalawa. Dapat ko nang matutunan ang magpatawad.“Diane? T-Totoo bang tinawag mo ako?” hindi makapaniwalang tanong niya. Kitang-kita ko ang biglang pagkislap ng mga mata niya kahit gabi na.Tumango ako. “Baka gusto mong pumasok muna sa loob para… makapag-usap tayo nang maayos?” patanong kong sabi sa kanya.Sa mga sandaling ito ay alam kong handa na akong makipag-usap kay Liam. Handa na akong pakawalan ang lahat ng lungkot at sama ng loob na dapat sana’y matagal ko nang ginawa.
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Diane’s P.O.V.[Back to the Present]Ngayon, oras naman para hampasin ‘yong kaibigan ko. Mas kinikilig pa siya kaysa sa akin eh—grabe, daig pa talaga ako!“Ano ka ba, Karen? Kung makatili ka naman diyan, wagas! Dadaigin pa ng sigaw mo ‘yong lakas ng lindol, sa totoo lang. We only agreed to be friends, ‘no? Nothing more and nothing less! Kung pinapatapos mo muna kasi ako at hindi ka agad nag-a-assume ng kung ano-ano riyan!” I rolled my eyes after I reminisced what happened last night.But above all, I couldn’t help but smile and be happy. Pakiramdam ko ay ang gaan-gaan na ng aking dibdib. Parang wala nang bigat at unti-unti na ring nawawala ang sakit.Ngumuso naman ito. “Eh sorry naman po! Kung wala ka lang kasing amnesia eh maiintindihan mo kung bakit ako nagkakaganito! Baka nga nandoon ka pa rin sa E
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Diane’s P.O.V.Maya-maya ay nagbeso na kaming dalawa ng kaibigan ko para magpaalam sa isa’t isa. Tinungo ni Karen ang lobby samantalang tinungo ko naman ang shortcut papuntang parking lot—iyong hindi na ako lalabas pa ng kumpanya.While walking, I was busy searching my cellular phone inside my bag and it didn’t take long before I finally saw it. Hindi pa ako nakakapunta sa parking lot and I was about to check my phone, nang maramdaman kong may taong para namang sumasabay sa aking kaliwang bahagi.Tumingin ako sa kanya at nagulat pa ako nang mabungaran ko ang dimple niya sa kanang pisngi. I must say, it was stunning, breathtaking, and it made my heart race for a moment. Ganito ba talaga ang epekto niya sa akin?“I was wrong when I said that I’ll just wait for you in the parking lot. I’m not sure kung alam mo ‘yong itsura ng kotse ko, so
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Diane’s P.O.V.Masuyong inangkin ni Liam ang aking mga dibdib at halos ayaw niyang pagsawain ang sarili. But eventually, his lips moved downwards leaving a trail of excitement from my breasts until he reached the mysterious triangle in between my legs.I just moaned with pleasure when he licked my clit down there. He took his time to explore until he fingered me with intensity. For that, I felt my own tightness.Never in my entire life had I thought that this kind of carnal thing would happen to me in reality. I was gasping for air while my fingers grabbed the white sheets hard, at the same time, driving me like I was about to pee.“Ah… I love you, Liam! Please, d-don’t stop… ah!” I arched my back while squealing with desire.Hindi ko
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Liam’s P.O.V.Nagising akong wala na sa loob ng kuwarto ko si Diane. Kahit medyo nanlalabo pa ang paningin ko ay nagmamadali akong bumangon, tumakbong tinungo ang balcony, mabilis na hinawi ang kurtina at binuksan ang glassdoor sa pag-asang makikita ko siya roon na nagpapahangin lang… pero wala siya.Then, I hurriedly strode to the comfort room. “Diane, are you there?”Ilang ulit ko siyang kinatok doon. Nag-aalala ako na baka kung ano nang nangyari sa kanya hanggang sa namalayan kong hindi ‘yon naka-lock mula sa loob, pero wala rin namang tao roon nang pinasya kong pasukin ‘yon.Did Diane leave me alone? I pressed my lips together. There was a swift stab of grief in my chest because I couldn’t accept that ‘yes’ would be the answer to my question.Wala na rin ang bag niyang nasa bedside table
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Liam’s P.O.V.I was so overwhelmed with my feelings for Diane that I wasn’t able to fully notice how she would feel right now. All I knew was she somehow stiffened from my touch.Sunshine flooded through my soul and I could barely conceal my delight. I felt pumped and had gotten even more alive. Our combined heartbeats seemed to make me feel giddy with excitement. It appeared that my dull worries about Diane leaving me earlier had been automatically muted.Adrenaline was gushing through my veins and I was vibrating with so much anticipation in our present situation. There was no worrying about the past and no anxiety about the future. Diane only mattered and I could say that she felt the same attraction towards me too.“Hmm, L-Liam… wait lang, ‘yong niluluto ko. Baka mawalan ng sabaw,” alanganing sabi ni Diane, bago niya unti-unting kinal
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Liam’s P.O.V.“Ewan ko sa’yo! Hmm, okay lang ba talaga sa’yo kung ikaw na lang ang maglilipat ng mga ‘yan?” Diane placed her hands and began to loosen something from her back.“Yup, easy-peasy… you already cooked for these. Now, let me give you my service.” I even held my chest and slightly bent my back to bow at her like a servant.“Hindi lang ako makapaniwala na ang sikat na CEO na si Liam Arthur Evangelista ay pagsisilbihan lang naman ako ngayong gabi. Okay, if you insist. I’ll just wait for you there.” Diane smiled before she removed the white apron, placed it on the rack, and went out of the kitchen with her things.It didn’t take long for me to assemble the stainless food cart and transfer all the foods while Diane was patiently waiting there. This would be our very first time to eat together after D
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Liam’s P.O.V.“He was my ultimate crush in college, but it was already years ago…” sagot ni Diane bago niya kinuha ang isa sa drumsticks na binigay ko at kagatin ‘yon.Okay, Liam. Diane used the word ‘was.’ It already happened years ago, remember that!Kung nagustuhan man niya noon si Leandro, posibleng nawala na ‘yon ngayon at ako na ang mahal niya. Still, I was bothered. I wanted to convince myself that it was all in the past now, but I still couldn’t be pleased with that. Hindi pa rin ako matatahimik dahil may gusto pa akong malaman. Gusto ko pa ring marinig ang lahat sa bibig mismo ni Diane.“I see, but you didn’t answer my question. If that infatuation was already a part of your past, is there a way that you could fall in love with me again? May lugar pa ba ako sa puso mo, Diane?” I asked
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Diane’s P.O.V. “And how would you expect me to react, ha? Magpa-party dahil lang tumawag ka? Kung nandito ka lang eh baka nahampas pa kita!” gigil na sabi ko, pero hindi pa ako nakuntento roon. “You know what? Nagulat nga ako eh! Pagkatapos mo kasing hindi magparamdam sa amin nitong mga nakaraang araw, eh bigla ka na lang tatawag ngayon at malalaman kong buhay ka pa pala?” I contemptuously snapped at him. It was harsh, but I had to do it. Naiirita ako sa kanya, but at the same time… hindi ko mapigilan ang maawa. Pero, kasalanan naman niya ang lahat. “Hey! Do you have your monthly period, Diane?” natatawang buwelta niya sa lahat ng sinabi ko. “Can you please relax, take a deep breath, and hear me out first, okay? I’ve been trying to reach Karen ever since last night, but her cellular phone was damnably unattended. Hindi rin siya online eh, so I had no other choice but to call
