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Shadows 55: She Liked Leandro
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2021-10-29 17:50:21Liam’s P.O.V.
“He was my ultimate crush in college, but it was already years ago…” sagot ni Diane bago niya kinuha ang isa sa drumsticks na binigay ko at kagatin ‘yon.
Okay, Liam. Diane used the word ‘was.’ It already happened years ago, remember that!
Kung nagustuhan man niya noon si Leandro, posibleng nawala na ‘yon ngayon at ako na ang mahal niya. Still, I was bothered. I wanted to convince myself that it was all in the past now, but I still couldn’t be pleased with that. Hindi pa rin ako matatahimik dahil may gusto pa akong malaman. Gusto ko pa ring marinig ang lahat sa bibig mismo ni Diane.
“I see, but you didn’t answer my question. If that infatuation was already a part of your past, is there a way that you could fall in love with me again? May lugar pa ba ako sa puso mo, Diane?” I asked
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