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Shadows 85: Along The Highway
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2021-10-31 01:17:25Diane’s P.O.V.
“So, where are we going now?” Karen asked me while taking care of her car infotainment system—wiping it with some tissues at her hand.
Ilalagay niya kasi roon ‘yong address na kailangan naming puntahan. Mahirap na, baka kung saan pa kami mapunta at bigla na lang kaming maligaw rito sa Batangas.
“Here,” sagot ko.
Pinakita ko naman sa kanya ang cell phone ko at agad niyang binasa ang address na nakalagay roon, habang nilalagay ‘yon sa touchscreen niyang car monitor. Hindi naman ako mapalagay dahil pagkatapos ng ilang taon ay madadalaw ko na rin ang doktorang naging malapit sa buhay ko noon.
Namamasa rin ang mga kamay ko at bahagya pang nanginginig ang mga ito. Actually, kinakabahan talaga ako and I had to take a deep breath to be comfortable.
Out of all people, I knew that Dra. Ava Manuel was the only person who could
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