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Shadows 13: Pregnancy Journey
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Diane’s P.O.V.
One month had passed and thank God dahil hindi na gano’n kalubha ang paglilihi ko. Nagsusuka pa rin naman ako, but not to the extent na isinusuka ko ang lahat ng mga kinakain ko. I also experienced mild spotting. I was alarmed at first, but my *Ob-Gyn said that it was just normal and not a cause for concern.
Fortunately, Luke had stopped bothering me too. I didn’t care about him but when Kuya Greco visited our house two weeks ago, I overheard his conversation with my mother while I was on the second floor and they were in the living room. He told my mom that his son went back to Belgium since Luke was only here for a short vacation.
At doon nga ay inatake na naman ako ng pagsusuka. Sa halip na pumasok na lang ako sa kuwarto ko ay tumakbo pa talaga ako pababa sa hagdan at dumiretso sa kusina. Dahil busy si Mama sa pakikipag-usap ay hindi naman niya ako nakita.
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