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Shadows 18: One Last Time
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Liam’s P.O.V.
“I’m sorry, mister… but can you please distance yourself for a while? I’m going to check the patient,” bakas ko ang kaseryosohan sa boses ng lalaking doctor at alam kong hindi nito magugustuhan kung hindi ko susundin ang inuutos niya sa akin.
Wala na akong nagawa pa kung hindi ang kumalas mula sa pagkakayakap ko kay Diane. Iba ang doktor na tumitingin sa kanya ngayon, kung kaya’t hindi ako nito kilala.
Hindi nito alam na mapapang-asawa ko lang naman ang babaeng niyayakap ko… pero ngayon ay malabo nang mangyari pa iyon!
“Doc, please… h-huwag niyo po siyang hahayaang lumapit sa akin. Siya ho ang sumira sa buhay ko. Winasak niya ang buong pagkatao ko! Please… nakikiusap po ako,” umiiyak na pagsusumamo ni Diane, n
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Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 19: Before Her Fall
Liam’s P.O.V.Being the CEO, I pursued my plan of going to the States to fix the bankruptcy issue that we were facing in one of our semiconductor companies. As if I had a choice not to? Kung hindi lang talaga kami naaksidente ay kasama ko pa sana si Diane, at doon na rin sana kami nag-honeymoon. Pero lahat ng plano ko ay binago ng aksidenteng ‘yon.It would have been the right time to introduce her to my parents, and knowing Mom, hindi ‘yon papayag na hindi kami muling magpakasal ni Diane sa States. My face-to-face conversation with Mom was soothing me, though. I was cold before and always coping up with my emotions alone. I never even remembered a time in my life I asked her for comfort.Although I was in the States, I always asked my butler, Janno, to update me regarding the car accident case. It was such a great relief knowing that Leandro was found not guilty with the lawsuit, dahil
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 20: Diane's Miscarriage
Liam’s P.O.V.“Are you the husband of the patient?” the doctor asked me as soon as she went out of the operating room. Agad naman akong napatayo mula sa kinauupuan ko at nagbigay ng respeto sa doctor.“Yes, Doc.” Sa pagkataranta ko ay agad akong napatango, kahit na nagtataka ako kung bakit ganoon na lang ang naging tanong niya sa akin. Hindi naman nakaligtas sa paningin ko ang biglang pagkunot ng noo at pagtaas ng isang kilay ni Karen, na para bang may ipinahihiwatig iyon sa akin.“I’m sorry, mister. We did everything that we can to save the baby in her womb, but it was too late—your wife already suffered miscarriage even before you brought her here. It’s a good thing that she was still able to survive, knowing the complications of her surgery. But another unfortunate event that I would like to share to you is that… she can no longer bear a chi
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 21: Caged In His Arms
Diane’s P.O.V.Kailangan ba talagang mawala ng baby ko? Bakit gano’n? Tanggap ko naman na siya eh. Oo, no’ng una—nag-alangan ako, umiyak ako, at na-shock ako.I even told my friends na nasira na naman ulit ang buhay ko, but it was definitely because I hated the father of my child and not my child itself. Because I really could not accept the fact that I would still be able to have a connection with that Liam again!Pero, bakit naman kung kailan tanggap ko na ‘yong baby ko at kung kailan excited na ako sa kanya ay saka naman siya mawawala? Kasalanan ko ba? Masyado ba akong nagpabaya at nagpadala sa stress nitong mga nakaraang-araw? Anong klase akong ina?Ano bang nagawa kong masama para parusahan ako ng Diyos nang ganito? Hindi lang ‘yon. Napakahirap ding tanggapin na kahit kailan ay
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 22: Grieving Hearts
Diane’s P.O.V.Hindi ko alam kung gaano kami katagal sa posisyong ‘yon ni Liam, basta ang alam ko lang ngayon ay mahigpit ko pa rin siyang yakap… at mas humigpit pa ‘yon… habang malaya lang akong umiiyak sa kaliwang balikat niya. Hindi ko alam, pero sa mga oras na ‘yon ay ayoko na siyang bitiwan pa.Why does it feel that I have just found my comfort zone in him? Sigurado ako na ngayon ko lang naramdaman ito… pero naguguluhan ako.“Hush now, sweetie. It’s okay, I’m here… and I promise that I won’t ever leave you again.” Ramdam ko ang sinseridad sa bawat katagang binitiwan niya habang dahan-dahan lang niyang hinahaplos ang likod ko. Ramdam ko rin kung paano niya hagkan ang buhok ko. Pero…Sweetie?Sa sinabi niyang ‘yon ay tila may rumeh
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 23: Touch To Crave For
Diane’s P.O.V.Isang linggo rin akong naka-sick leave nang dahil sa nangyari. Pagkatapos mailibing si baby, isang linggo lang akong nasa bahay at pilit na nagkukunwari na okay lang ang lahat—sa kabila nang patuloy ko pa ring pag-iyak tuwing gabi.Lorenz was asking me and my siblings to go out and have some fun together, but I declined his offer. I was still mourning the loss of Baby Cairo and it looked like this grief would stay within me forever. Alam kong ayaw niya lang naman akong magmukmok mag-isa… but in the end, ang mga kapatid ko na lang tuloy ang sinama niya.David even contacted his new friend and classmate, whom I had known to be Chad, to join them. Like my brother, Chad was also a smart teen and I guessed he would be a good influence to David. Madalas ko rin kasi itong nakikita rito sa bahay at gumagawa ng project.While I got busy rebuilding my life and
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 24: Black Hoody Jacket
Diane’s P.O.V.“Sir Liam and I were not close as what you think, Sharmaine… so huwag ka ngang paranoid diyan, okay? I didn’t even know him… and since he looks like a CEO, I think we should call him with honorifics.” I raised my eyebrow at her too while still mentioning her real name. Then, I inputted something in the balance sheet before opening my mouth again.“So, gustuhin ko mang ipakilala ka sa kanya… I’m sorry, but I wouldn’t be able to do that. Anyway… OT ka rin, ‘di ba? Magtrabaho ka na nga lang!” I faked a smile as I found this conversation way too awkward.“Hmm, gano’n ba? Sige, okay lang. At least, nalaman kong wala naman pala talagang namamagitan sa inyong dalawa! I’m good with that. Sa susunod na pupunta siya rito, I’ll grab my chance para makilala ko na siya nang lubusan! I’m so ex
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 25: A Brink Of Death
Diane’s P.O.V.“Ano bang kailangan mo sa akin, ha?” sigaw ko sa kanya.Ipinagpatuloy ko pa rin ang pagpupumiglas, kahit na namimilipit na ako sa sakit dulot ng braso kong kulang na lang ay durugin niya sa higpit ng kanyang pagkakahawak. I was already wincing in pain but as much as possible, ayoko pa ring ipahalata ‘yon sa kanya.“Nakalimutan mo na ba? Na kayong dalawa lang naman ng kaibigan mo ang dahilan kung bakit ako nawalan ng trabaho, ha? Ngayon, naaalala mo na?” Zander roared back.“Hindi namin kasalanan ang pagiging manyak mo!” matapang na sigaw ko sa kanya kahit natatakot na talaga ako ngayon. “If you really loved your work, sana ay ginawa mo ang lahat para hindi ‘yon nawala sa’yo. Hindi ‘yong para kang baklang susulpot sa harapan ko ngayon, blaming other people to your sudden misfortune!”&n
Huling Na-update : 2024-10-29Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 26: Her Teenage Crush
Diane’s P.O.V.[June 2004]“Nakaka-inis naman! Hay, kung bakit naman kasi kailangan pang magpa-surprise quiz ni Miss Reyes? Na-zero tuloy ako! Tsk, makauwi na nga lang!” nagdadabog na reklamo ko sa sarili ko. Two weeks pa lang ng college life ko at wala pa akong gaanong kaibigan kaya wala man lang akong mapagsabihan ng sama ng loob.Sa sobrang inis ko ay hindi man lang ako tumingin sa aking dinaraanan.Wala pa rin sa sariling lumabas ako sa gate ng university namin nang bigla akong may makabungguan.Huli na para makaiwas ako dahil natapunan na ako ng soft drinks. Basang-basa ‘yong uniform ko at hindi maiwasang bumakat ng aking dibdib. I cringed.Shit, ang malas ko naman talaga! Kung bakit naman kasi ‘yong manipis pang bra ‘yong gamit ko, eh ang nipis na nga ng uniform ko! Hay, ano bang meron
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Diane’s P.O.V.“Oh, sorry… M-Mommy A. I honestly forgot but I remember it now,” atubili kong tugon. If my memory was right, I used to call her Mommy A before. The moment I struggled from being a rape victim, I suddenly had two mothers.That time, Dra. Ava was persistent enough at ayaw niya talaga na tinatawag ko siyang Doktora o Dra. Ava. I lived with her for a few months while continuing my psychotherapy sessions at kapag nga may nagtatanong kung bakit ako nakatira sa dating bahay niya, she would often joke around na anak daw niya ako sa pagkadalaga.“Perfect! I could say that you now fully remember me.” Dra. Ava pleasantly released me from her hug and diverted her attention to my best friend.“And also, Karen, right? I’m glad to meet you. Diane has been talking a lot about you over the phone. Please, make yourselves comfortable. You
Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 89: Dra. Ava Manuel
Diane’s P.O.V.Glossy white walls surrounded with landscaped paintings, double-floating bridal staircases with exotic brown columns, sophisticated elevators, and high ceilings with cascading chandeliers and remarkable drapes, greeted us from the inside. All furniture varieties were properly placed at its own position creating a minimalistic style.The mansion’s interior bespoke amenities that were even imported from other countries. It was truly breathtaking and I could say that the mansion had more than ten enviable rooms in it, other than the living room space and what I pictured out to be a chef-inspired kitchen.There was still a huge space for decorations, and generally, the overall mansion provided a natural light and ventilation. What we were breathing was indeed fresh air and there was no need for an air-conditioner. Kahit sino naman ay bigla na lang mapapanganga sa l
Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 88: Nashville Estates
Diane’s P.O.V.After buying some treats and fruits sa nadaanan naming convenience store, it didn’t take long for Karen and I to finally reach Dra. Ava’s house. But it was an understatement to only describe it as a house. Hindi na pala ‘yon ang dating duplex townhouse ni Dra. Ava and little did I know na mansiyon pala ang aming pupuntahan.It was indeed a celestial and luxury house of about five thousand square feet—built with three stories and it even had what I thought were some attic levels. The exterior alone of modern peach-colored bricks casts a shadow of lavishness and makes a sassy statement in the entire place.The terraces were boldly overlooking and could already satisfy a visitor, who was just eyeing the second and third levels. Sky-rocketing French-designed and prostyle-fiberglass columns were dominatingly crafted at their finest.Fr
Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 87: Karen's Fragility
Diane’s P.O.V.“Best, if you really have to pull-over for us to better talk about it, it’s fine with me. I can wait. Isa pa, hindi naman aalis si Dra. Ava sa bahay niya at makakapaghintay naman siya sa akin,” I told Karen while gently wiping the tears on her right cheek using my handkerchief.Karen just nodded and parked at the right side of the road kung saan walang gaanong tao at mga sasakyan. She then pushed the ‘hazard’ button, alerting those within the perimeter that we were on a hazard—either having a mechanical problem, a flat tire along the way, or whatever they think was wrong with us.In this case, Karen should pacify herself first. She was overwhelmed by too much emotions and it wasn’t good for her. Lalabo lang ang mga mata niya habang nagmamaneho and I couldn’t afford to be in another car accident. That was the last thing I could have ever
Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 86: Denial And Grief
Diane’s P.O.V.“Don’t lie to me, sissy. More than anyone else that surrounds you—well, even your siblings—it was me who can read you from head to toe. I can see right through you. Malakas ang pakiramdam ko na alam mo ang totoong dahilan kung bakit nagkaganoon si Liam at hindi lang ‘yon basta allergy lang. Don’t worry, I’ll seal my lips and whatever you share will only stay between the two of us. Deal?” Tumitingin-tingin si Karen sa’kin ngunit agad namang bumabalik ang atensiyon niya sa daan.“In three-hundred meters, turn left.” It was the female voice of Qooqle map on Karen’s infotainment system.I pursed my lips because I should have known her better. Karen wouldn’t share any of her secrets nang walang kapalit. She was quite clever… and most of the time, unpredictable.But being my most trust
Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 85: Along The Highway
Diane’s P.O.V. “So, where are we going now?” Karen asked me while taking care of her car infotainment system—wiping it with some tissues at her hand. Ilalagay niya kasi roon ‘yong address na kailangan naming puntahan. Mahirap na, baka kung saan pa kami mapunta at bigla na lang kaming maligaw rito sa Batangas. “Here,” sagot ko. Pinakita ko naman sa kanya ang cell phone ko at agad niyang binasa ang address na nakalagay roon, habang nilalagay ‘yon sa touchscreen niyang car monitor. Hindi naman ako mapalagay dahil pagkatapos ng ilang taon ay madadalaw ko na rin ang doktorang naging malapit sa buhay ko noon. Namamasa rin ang mga kamay ko at bahagya pang nanginginig ang mga ito. Actually, kinakabahan talaga ako and I had to take a deep breath to be comfortable. Out of all people, I knew that Dra. Ava Manuel was the only person who could
Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 84: You Are My Cure
Diane’s P.O.V.Kung makikita lang ni Lorenz ang eksenang ito ay tiyak kong magseselos talaga ang kumag. But as much as I wouldn’t want to hurt him, I wouldn’t want to betray Karen too. I couldn’t say that I entirely knew her feelings, pero ayoko namang pangunahan ang kaibigan ko.I would want her to decide for herself—to decide who she would choose to be with in the end. It doesn’t matter who Karen would choose, as long as she would follow her happiness.“What can you say?” I asked Liam. “Mukhang nagkasundo na ang dalawa. I guessed there was something deeper between Karen and Chef Sam… at mukhang higit pa ‘yon sa kung ano mang pagkakakilala natin sa kanila.”“Hmm, I guessed your instincts are right. But anyway… si Lorenz ‘yong ka-video call mo kanina, ‘di ba? Did you mention to him anyth
Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 83: A Grand Proposal
Diane’s P.O.V. “Hmm… h-hindi pa kasi gising si Karen, Lorenz eh. You know her, right? It was still earlier than six and she’s not a morning person at all,” maang kong sagot while shrugging off my shoulders. “C-Can you call again later? Or… do you want me to relay your message to her?” I even straightened my posture para naman kahit papaano ay maging kapani-paniwala ang alibi ko. Sobrang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko dahil kahit ayokong magsinungaling sa kaibigan ko, ginagawa ko na iyon ngayon. Namamasa rin ang mga kamay ko. Ang lakas ng boses ko kanina habang pinagagalitan ko si Lorenz, ngayon naman ay halos bumulong na ako. “Oh! I get it now, Diane. Was it Liam who called you? My bad! Sorry for being insensitive here. I forgot that you’re also busy rebuilding your own love story.” Then, he smiled. “No, it’s fine. I’ll call her again later. Or maybe, I could set a date and tell Karen everything I neede
Shadows of My Dark Past (Book 2) Shadows 82: Lorenz's Video Call
Diane’s P.O.V. “And how would you expect me to react, ha? Magpa-party dahil lang tumawag ka? Kung nandito ka lang eh baka nahampas pa kita!” gigil na sabi ko, pero hindi pa ako nakuntento roon. “You know what? Nagulat nga ako eh! Pagkatapos mo kasing hindi magparamdam sa amin nitong mga nakaraang araw, eh bigla ka na lang tatawag ngayon at malalaman kong buhay ka pa pala?” I contemptuously snapped at him. It was harsh, but I had to do it. Naiirita ako sa kanya, but at the same time… hindi ko mapigilan ang maawa. Pero, kasalanan naman niya ang lahat. “Hey! Do you have your monthly period, Diane?” natatawang buwelta niya sa lahat ng sinabi ko. “Can you please relax, take a deep breath, and hear me out first, okay? I’ve been trying to reach Karen ever since last night, but her cellular phone was damnably unattended. Hindi rin siya online eh, so I had no other choice but to call
