Lately Zen has been busy with his phone 24/7, I often see him giggling and laughing on the phone. I wonder who’s on the other side of the call. I won’t lie but something inside me burns. My heart, it hurts, I feel jealous and I feel like I should be the reason behind his precious laugh. I should be the one he should be with, I should be the one he says ‘I love you’ to. I’m being too selfish aren’t I? But I guess I am selfish when it comes to him. No matter how much I try, my love for him only gets deeper and deeper. It’s getting very difficult for me to see him just as my friend. I won’t lie, but when he said that night was a mistake, it hurt. Because for me it wasn’t a mistake it was something I longed for.
Life has been hard lately, incident from that night keeps replaying inside my head. Hearing Zen say that ‘I’m just a maid’ has gotten me back to my senses. I was flying high up in the sky all these years, now suddenly it feels like someone ripped off my wings. I fell so hard on the ground that all my dreams, my wishes shattered into million pieces. Never in my life had I thought, out of all the people, Zen will talk to me in this manner. My heart is broken forever now, I don’t know if I will ever be able to collect the broken pieces of my soul.The smile from my lips has go
I sat by the main entrance of the house and waited for Zen. They can’t throw me out of the house for something that I didn’t even do. The sun is about to set, it’s going to get dark. I feel lost, hurt but mostly I'm scared; thinking, what is about to come my way next. Not once did he try to stop her, does he hate me that much now? Just because of my stupidity? I know, they want me to g
It has been few days since I have been staying in this park. Somewhere deep inside, I thought Zen would come looking for me, or else send someone to look for me; but nothing happened. I must be a very big idiot that I’m still waiting for him to come and save me like always.Every day I go around looking for a job, I have visited every restaurant place around, every store to get a job but no one helped. Some of them said no nicely, but some of them pushed me out and behaved so badly. Life took such a turn, that with every step I’m breaking down.
Loud booming noise starts ringing in my ear, I try to open my eyes but the lids feel so heavy that it starts closing on its own. I touch my body to feel my clothes to see if they were still on me or not. And luckily my clothes are on, they are just very wet. Finally I open my eyes wide a
“No I won’t! I don’t want to strip in front of all these men! No!!” I scream trying to push Jake off me.He is trying to take my clothes off my body to get me to wear that god awful piece of lingerie. It looks so provocative, I have never seen one in my life and let alone wear one. My hands are pinned up above my head with one of his large hand tightly holding them in place. I scream and try to push him off me with all the force that I have but I fail miserably. He pushes his left knee in between my thighs to spread them apart. With his other hand he starts pulling off my trousers; a loud
It’s been a few weeks since I have been stuck here; I’m kind of getting used to it. Free food, free shelter and shit tonnes of cocaine to snort. My arms were getting really bruised by the needle poking, so Jake decided to make me snort them up; well he didn’t have to make me, I did it on my own. He showed me how to do the first blow; he took out a dollar bill and rolled it up. Next he took out a visiting card of the club and lined up the white powder he poured on the floor and the next thing I saw blew my mind; in one go he snorted the line up his nose using the rolled up dollar bill. Trust me I tried to fight myself from taking anymore, but my body craves it. To be completely ho
“I don’t want to.” I stare at myself in the mirror of the dressing room. Jake, who is sitting on a chair behind me, has been ogling at me ever since I have put on the lingerie set Cheryl gave me. It is a red two piece; it has detailing of flowers that are embroidered on both the bra and the thong. Most of it is made out of mesh fabric, only the risky parts are hidden behind the flowers. Why did they even bother hiding those; might just have exposed them all at once. She gave me a pair of red thigh garters to go with the set and a very high pair of heels.
“Finally found you, Isabelle Davis.” It’s Joe, my high school bully, the guy who got beaten up by Zen because he was trying to sexually harass me. Now, he is sitting in front of me, with a cigarette in his hand, man spreading, with a smirk on his face. By reading his face, I can tell the awful things that are going to go down. I know he will take his revenge, as much as I know him from my high school days he’s a very ‘an eye for an eye’ type of guy. I was the reason he got beaten up so badly, he will make sure he puts me back to my place. And I don’t even have Zen around to save me this time. I don’t know whether I