"Buy new clothes. Don't wear those kinds of clothes, that's for teens." She was specific to my dress. "Buy revealing clothes." She said and looked again at the paper in front of me. No turning back.
I signed it and gave it to her again, she released another so I signed it too. Then she stood up and told me what to do.
"That's your copy. Start on Monday." She said and left. It is also stated in the contract that no one should know about it.
I did what she advised, I bought what I knew men would like. I don't wear it but I know I need to wear it.
I will do everything to make him a man.
I go to the Market next day. I will also tell Yunard that I will stop working there and I will tell him that I found a better job and a bigger income. I know Yunard will understand.
"Why were you fired from the restaurant?" He asked while waiting for the customers. I did not tell him about what I do. I also don't want him to know because I know he will scold me.
"Because... they say they're reducing people to the night shift." I don't want to lie but I have to, I can't tell him what happened
"Where will you work?" He asked again.
"In Villa Company." He faced me and stared. Surprisingly, I, who did not graduate, became an employee of a large company. Even the janitor there must have a diploma, according to the rumor.
Although he was surprised, he just nodded.
"And this is also my last time here." I said
He nodded and handled a customer. He said that he would tell his mother.
He said he understood because he knew my salary was low. I told him that the salary is not low and the work is not heavy here, but I can't say what is the reason why. I really want to be here.
"So we will no longer be a beautiful muse here?" Brother Din said when Yunard mentioned it.
"I'm here, Brother Din!" Judy replied while still waving like a Miss universe. We laughed because of that.
"Why, stop that, Judy. If you keep doing that maybe all the customers will leave. That kid!" Brother Din said so Judy frowned and stared at Brother Din.
"They'll miss you." I faced Yunard when I heard him saying something.
"Huh?" I was surprised when Yunard whispered to me. He teased our colleagues. I also fell in love with the people here. If I will choose, I would prefer to stay here but ... because of the money I can't stay here.
"I'll miss them too." I said watching them while joking.
"I feel like you're going to be busy. How about me?"
"Huh?" I looked at him and he just stared at me. What did he say?
"How about me? Will you miss me?" He said so I avoided looking at him.
"Well! You too, I will always miss you." I was accompanied by laughter.
I don't know what to wear. I'm not used to such things. It's too fitted to my body, it's awkward to wear it!
My dad might be surprised when I come out of this room like this!
I looked at the clock, it was close to 7 o'clock. I'm not allowed to be late, that's what Madam Anastasia told me.
I just took a bath and wore a tube, skirt and a black coat. Maybe this is okay, I'll just cover it with a coat, so that it's not obvious that I am only wearing a tube inside.
When I came out, Nica looked at me. She's ready to leave for school, but for a second she stops.
“Sister, you're so beautiful." Nika said.
Dad glanced at me after hearing what Nika said.
“Isn't that too short?” Dad asked.
I nodded, “No, Dad. This is what we should wear. We need to be presentable.” I said so and he nodded.
I was able to breathe well when she nodded. I took a taxi as Madam Anastasia said. She doesn't want me to commute or anything. I said It's ok for me to commute, but she glared at me and said that's not a good Idea. I need to be fresh when her son sees me.
She also said that I would use the remaining money she gave for a taxi. How easy it is for them to throw away money.
“Haist! I'm late!” I said while looking at my Watch. I quickly entered. Madam Anastasia gave me an I.D. that I will use when I come in.
I walked fast, and I asked where the elevator was and what floor was on the CEO. The run because I prefer not to be late, but due to the rush, I didn't notice that the floor was wet, so I slipped.
I close my eyes. I can't believe this! It's my first day and I think I will get embarrassed. I was ready to fall to the floor, but suddenly, someone pulled my hand, that hand immediately pulled my waist so that I would not slip completely.
I heard a voice and suddenly let go of me.
I quickly straightened up and apologized.
“My goodness. Be careful. Do you want to ruin my beautiful morning?” A handsome man was standing in front of me, but the hand gesture did not match his manly figure.
I covered my mouth when I saw who the man was … no … I mean … the gay here in front of me. He is the gay son of Madam Anastasia. He is the gay CEO of this company, and he is the gay I will seduce.
To my surprise, he suddenly stood up and looked at me badly. I thought he was going to scold me, but I couldn't believe it because he said something different than I thought.I thought he was going to scold me!"Oh, I like your confidence, but, dear, you should know that in this whole building, I am the most beautiful and hot. Understand, secretary Gillian." He said that with a gay voice. I almost coughed when I heard what he said.I know he’s gay, but is this serious? He was very gay when he said that.
He glanced over my lips because I bit my lip inadvertently.He stared at me for a few seconds. When he registered in his mind what had happened and our awkward position, he put his hand on the floor to keep his face away from me.At that time, my work with Madam Anastasia was on my mind. I need to seduce him. And I promised myself that I would do everything. Even if I give myself to him.I need to seduce him. Gillian, You need to seduce him.
I'm holding the high heels I was wearing earlier. My work is done for today, so I'm going to the elevator now. This is annoying! It was embarrassing. All I can do now is sigh.It's my first day, but I want to stop now. I'm already tired of doing this because I know that this is not what I want, but I also know that even if I would rather not do this, I still need to do it. This is for my brother. I need to seduce him, but I don't know what the right thing to do is or what I should do first.When the elevator door opened, I entered. There were two employees inside, and because I was new here, I didn't know any of them, especially since I didn't have time to socialize at all. I just had lunch earlier and came back quickly. I don't have time to talk to some employees and make friends.I can say that the work here is good, especially the salary, but I can feel that I do not belong here.I miss my colleagues at the market; it's different around here than there. Here, people are serious whi
The sandals he lent me were a bit loose, but while looking at them and thinking about a few things, I wondered, would they fit his feet? His feet are small. I took a deep breath before opening the small gate to our house. I couldn't help but smile when I saw Papa, Nika, and Zaji waiting for me outside. “Your sister is here; let's fix the table,” Dad said while smiling at me. Zaji ran to me, and I sat down and embraced him. Nika came over to take the sandals I was holding as well as my bag. The coat I'm wearing is also buttoned. I fixed the buttons on my coat earlier because I knew they wouldn't like it when they saw me wearing them on the back of the coat I was wearing. “Does anything hurt?” I asked, and he just shook his head, making me smile again. Just seeing them is okay; I'm happy. Even if I get into trouble, it's okay, as long as they're happy, and I'm with them. He pulled me in, and when we entered, I smiled again because I saw Yunard. He is fixing the dishes. “You're here
Zachary's POV"Haist! What is happening to me?" I quickly said as I entered and returned to the office.I don't know what came into my mind, but I suddenly thought of chasing her to give her a heel. The heel is not mine; of course, I'm not gay!That heel belongs to Nheya, my friend's sister. Her foot hurt, so while he and his siblings were here in my office, she made Cardo buy a pair of slippers, so her heels are here. Cardo is my former secretary. Only Nheya, Zeyo, who is his brother, and Cardo know about my true personality.I didn't want my former secretary Cardo to know about who I really was, but since he was my constant companion in the office, I didn't do anything because whether I didn't want to or I did, he would know. He will know because he is the only one who is close to me.Now that I have a new secretary, I tried to get her to admit that my mother ordered her to seduce me, but I got a different answer from her.He has a crush on me; that's what she said. I can't deny tha
"I still don't understand why you are doing this, Zachary. Pretending to be gay? I don't think I will understand you, even if you will say the reason behind it." Nheya said and went back to laying on my lap. They are my friends, but I still don't have the guts to tell them why I'm doing this. All they knew was that I was a real man and not gay, as others knew. All they know is that I have a big reason. They just don't know what it is.Later, I was able to get Zeyo to agree too; of course he would agree. His desired car is what he will get. He wanted to buy it first, but I got ahead of him. That design was the only one, so he was very upset when I was the first to buy it."I'm going to rest; just lock the door when you go out," I said. I stood up and put my hand in my pocket. After getting a key, I quickly threw it to Zeyo, who was surprised but caught it."Parking lot," I simply said and turned away.When I got inside, I unbuttoned my buttons one by one. I wasn't surprised when a han
Gillian's POVI couldn't help but smile when I saw Yunard leaning on his motorcycle. He smiled and waved at me."Oh? Why? Did you forget to tell me something last night? What was it? I'll get it," I said to him as I got closer. Instead of speaking, he suddenly put on his helmet."I'll take you to your work," he said, and he also put on a helmet for me. I watched him ride his motorcycle, and when he noticed that I was just watching him, he looked at me. "Let's go," he said while signaling me to get on his motorcycle."You don't have to take me, but I won't refuse." I saw his smile. "Thank you," I said with a smile. He didn't say a word and took one of my hands to hug his waist. I let him do that."Hold tight," he said.Because I was wearing short clothes, the way I sat was tilted. One of my hands was holding my bag, which was now on my lap.While he was driving, I couldn't help but smile. Actually, I have a crush on my best friend, but it's just a crush. Yes, and I'm not young for that
Zachary's POV"Sir, Yunard is handsome, I don't know what's in your eyes, and you said Yunard is ugly, but I know Yunard is handsome. What's wrong if we date in a cheap place? Tsk! Such judgmental!" I couldn't help but close my eyes when I heard that from him.Handsome? Is that handsome for her? I am more handsome than him! I was about to speak when she suddenly closed the door.I put my tongue on the side of my cheek because of what she said. Date? So, is that her boyfriend? I thought I was her crush. Why can't she stand what she said? If she likes me, she shouldn't be dating another guy! I am more than handsome!She couldn't stop coming into my mind, and then she had a boyfriend? Is that girl playing with me?!I closed my eyes again. This is not fucking good. Wake up, Zachary! "Damn that girl!"In less than 10 seconds, the door opened again. I thought it was her again, but Zeyo appeared while smiling. It felt like seeing something good. I couldn't help but frown. What's with him?"
"I thought he was just your friend?" I frowned when I heard that from him.As soon as I got home, the phone that I use for work rang. I even thought about not answering that when I saw Sir's name, but I couldn't do anything but answer that because there's a big possibility that it might be about work."Si--" but before I could speak, the call was cut off. What is his problem? He called, but suddenly he cut it.Again, because of that call, I felt like I had lost myself. How many times did I turn that phone back and forth, trying to call him again? But even though I called him many times, I failed because he didn't answer. The night ended, and I didn't get a call from him.***"You still won't talk to me? Why are you so cold, Secretary Gillian?" I stopped turning when he suddenly asked that.For a few days, he didn't seem to care about it, so it was surprising that he suddenly asked me about it. After the call he made, he didn't call me again, so it was very surprising when he told me t
34(eng)"Don't be hardheaded!" I felt the annoyance in Yunard's voice when I pulled the hand that he was holding.I looked at Yunard."It's so hurt!" I said, but his attention was on my finger. He was removing the little broken bottled that had sunk into my finger with the needle.I couldn't look at it, so I just closed my eyes and waited for him to finish.I breathed a sigh of relief when he had already removed the small broken bottle from my finger. But I moaned again when he suddenly poured alcohol on it."Yunard, are you angry or something?" I said, annoyed, and pulled the hand that he was holding."When are you going to tell his mom about the secret of your boss?" I looked up when I heard his serious voice.Even if I didn't ask, I immediately knew what he was talking about. I looked around before answering; fortunately, almost all the employees were doing something, so no one could hear us."I'm not in the place to say that to Madam. I-I can't say it." I looked away as she sudden
I was taken aback when I felt like I was floating and like someone was lifting me. I slowly opened my eyes. I smiled bitterly when I saw Sir's face."Zachary," I said. He frowned at me. I raised my hand to touch his face. "I'm dreaming," I said with a laugh.I held his nose and lowered it to my lips. "Dream, dream, dream," I kept saying, trying to open my eyes."I don't know where's your address, so you're here at my condo now," my spirit woke up and my eyes widened when he spoke at the same time as he laid me down on the bed.My alcohol-related headache temporarily vanished as a result of the shock of realizing that it was actually him and that I wasn't dreaming."S-Sir?" I asked in shock. He just looked at me, annoyed, and turned away. I quickly got up but sat down again when I felt dizzy."Alright, drink more! Why are you with Dexie? She's a bad influence!" He said he was annoyed."W-Where is Ma'am Dexie?" I asked in confusion: Is it right for him to tell his sister that she is a b
I was dumbfounded while they were talking to Joy. I can't get out of my mind his sudden leave after receiving a call from Mandy. Who is he? Why is Sir in a hurry?"What happened? What did he do to you?" Yunard asked seriously, causing Joy to glance at us."Huh? He just asked something about work," I said quickly."Sir was so something earlier; he looks so manly. I was shocked when he spoke without gayness in his voice. Sir is hot when angry, huh," Mira suddenly said with a laugh."You said it. He was very different a while ago. I only saw that side of him now.""That's the true him. I'm sure of that," Lheny suddenly said while taking a bite of food. "I'll need to go. I'll only spend half a day today at work because my friend from Paris is coming," she added with a glance at me."Man?" Mira asked with a dog smile, and she received a slap from Joy."You're thirsty for a man, Mira," Joy said, laughing."Woman," Lheny said curtly."Too bad, I thought it was a man," Mira laughed.Until the
31(english) When I went in, all I wanted was for my brother to have surgery. I have no intention of ruining a relationship. Yes, and Sir said that he and Ma'am Nheya had nothing, but I couldn't help but blame myself when I saw the hurt and pain in Ma'am Nheya's eyes. As I saw in Yunard's eyes, I saw the same in Ma'am Nheya's eyes. They are hurting, and I know it's because of me. "That's not what I'm asking, Gillian." I closed my eyes when I heard her call my name. He just called me that, and I couldn't hide my nervousness. He stood up and approached me. Since he came back after talking to Ma'am Nheya, I didn't have the energy to ask about it. That made me feel guilty, especially for what Ma'am Nheya said. "Sir, I want to say something." I preceded him in what to say. I've been thinking about telling the truth. Because of what Ma'am Nheya said, I suddenly got nervous. What if Sir finds out that his mother just sent me? That he was right in his suspicions about me in the beginning
30(english)Gillian's POVBefore entering the office, I first went to Yunard's house. I want to talk to him and make everything clear to him. His mom greeted me with a smile. She let me in before heading up the stairs to call Yunard upstairs. I'm sure that his mother didn't know anything.Their house is big, with a second floor. I just sat on the sofa and waited for him to come here."He's coming down, Iha. Please just wait for him," I nodded and thanked Aunt Jev, Yunard's mom.It didn't take long for him to come down. His face was serious as he came down. I held my breath and didn't waste any more time; I stood up and approached him."What? I'm doing something," I hung up the word I wanted to say when he spoke before me. I nodded before continuing what I had to say earlier."Let's talk. About what you saw earlier," I bowed and said to him.He didn't speak, so I looked up at his face. He stared at me, and when I looked at him, he looked away.He turned and went up. I quickly followed
29Zachary's POV"Sercetary Gillian!" I shouted so that she could hear it.They both stopped and looked at me. I looked seriously at Secretary Gillian and looked away. This is insane! I'm so irritated, but not at her. I am irritated with myself!"Stay there! I'll get your sandals," I said seriously before turning my back to her. Because she was fast and in a hurry earlier, she even forgot to wear her sandals.I quickly walked back to the hut and took off her sandals. She also left his bag and phone on the side, so I took everything. I just hung the coat I was wearing yesterday in my hand before going back to where they are.Why am I doing this? I stopped and looked at my hand. Why am I doing this? I closed my eyes and sighed because I knew why I was doing this!I was annoyed with her and all, but I still managed to worry on her. What if her feet gets injured because she didn't use her sandal to walk here?! I should not care! But why am I doing this?!When I got closer, I saw that Secr
28(eng ver)He's already asleep, while I'm still awake. I sat on the edge of the bed while holding my face with my hand. It's over; I've already given myself to him. I can't believe what happened. I can't believe that I let myself enjoy everything that happened last night.I'm trying to find regret and remorse in myself, in my heart and brain, but I want to hurt myself because I can't feel even a little remorse or even regret. Now that I have done giving myself to him, Papa entered my mind with his angry face when I said that the man he saw kissing me was not my boyfriend.I am sure that when he finds out that I have given everything to someone who is not my boyfriend, he will be even more angry with me.I'm also sure that when he finds out, he will blame himself for the mistake, and that's what I don't want most of all, for him to blame himself, because I know he's innocent. This is all because of me.I bowed again, remembering that I never said I wouldn't go home. That's worrying,
I bit my lip because, when I got up, Sir was already right in front of me. He is not wearing any clothes. He just stared at me seriously, and his eyes are already on fire. I bit my lips, and while my eyes were in shock,"Ah, Sir, it's a joke--" But it was already too late.He grabbed my chin and lifted it up. I couldn't speak anymore when he kissed me lightly. I let him, let my own eyes close, and enjoyed how he kissed me right now and how he owned my lips right now. I could only hear my heart beating, except for the splash of water coming from the falling water."Say yes, and I will not stop myself again. I won't hold back," he said softly while staring into my eyes, his hand still holding my chin.I didn't say anything; all I did was put my lips close to his parting lips. I put both hands on his arm. I'll admit, the water was cold, and I regretted swimming, but now the cold feeling was replaced by warmth—warmth that I just now felt and that only he made me feel. Damn! I was in dange