Zachary's POV"So... don't be surprised when I suddenly kiss you."I leaned my head on my chair. I closed my eyes and sighed. She quickly turned and left after saying that. She fucking left me after saying those words. Kiss? damn her!I didn't know it was such a headache to have a female secretary. What's wrong with that girl to make my head hurt for thinking like this? She's just a lowly secretary!What's wrong with her? and she's messing with my mind. I have to remember the secret I'm keeping and why I'm doing it. I don't want her to kiss me; I'll just push her away.Hell, I don't care if she's going to kiss me; she's not the only one who kissed me first, but hell! When I think of the word kiss, I feel like I want that to happen too, and it's like I feel excitement.Why is it that, when I think about her lips, I also like what she said? I have never been thirsty on the lips of any woman. I've kissed many girls before when I wasn't pretending to be gay, but I never thought about it.
"S-Sir? Why here?" I suppressed the impending smile on my lips when I saw the shock on her face while staring in front of her.Why is she so beautiful when she is surprised? Damn! I smiled but tried to be serious."I need to have a pedicure and manicure," I said in a gay voice. I gestured and even showed her my nails. She stopped looking at me and looked at the salon, then back at me as if she still couldn't believe that we were here because I wanted to have my pedicure and manicure. "Si--" she couldn't finish what she was going to say when I walked closer to the salon. It opened, and a gay man greeted me with a smile.This is where I come to get manicures and pedicures, so when they see me coming in, they know right away. I don't want to do this, but I can't do anything but do it, so even if I don't tell the person I'm talking to or the person I'm in front of, they'll know right away who I am. As long as I wave my finger in the air and wipe my painted nails, they'll know immediately
Zachary's POVI glanced at my cellphone as I entered the condo, to see if there was a typhoon. I let out a breath when I saw that there was indeed a typhoon, which explains why it's raining so badly.I put my phone in my pocket when I got to the door, and I entered the pass code for Zeyo's condo. Yes, I was in Zeyo's condo; his condo is within walking distance of the company, so I thought of spending the night here.I wouldn't be sleeping here if it weren't for my secretary wanting to go to the office. Zeyo rarely uses it, and fortunately he hasn't changed the pass code yet. Zeyo knows that I sleep here when I don't want to go home or there is an emergency.I just texted him that I will sleep there now because the flood is rising and the rain hasn't stopped yet. While waiting for his reply, I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. I leaned my head against the wall when that girl entered my mind.I felt like I was crazy when I suddenly smiled as I let the shower travel down my
Gillian's POVThe rich are really rich. It can be a room, it's too big for a bathroom.It also has a bathtub and is fully equipped. I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I don't fit in this place. I sighed because of the thought.Instead of overthinking, I undressed to take a shower. This is the first time I will take a shower in a place like this. I can't deny that I'm happy. I am happy with this temporary feeling.I didn't take a long time in the shower; I finished it right away.I looked at myself in the mirror. I tried to pull the clothes I was wearing, hoping that it could be longer. I am now wearing shorts and a crop top. I would have liked the shorts to be high waisted to cover my belly, but no.I'm still annoyed because the crop top I'm wearing is really a super crop top. The distance between the shorts and the hem of the crop top I'm wearing is four inches. I have no right to choose clothes, but why is it like this?"Don't he have any other clothes?" I frowned and said. I
Gillian's POVWhen I woke up the next day, I was surprised to find myself already in bed. I literally held my body and the clothes I was still wearing. I breathed a sigh of relief when I was still wearing it.I looked around; where is he?I quickly went out to see where my boss was, but instead of seeing my boss, I saw someone else wearing an apron and holding a spoon.Just like when I first saw him, he waved and smiled at me again. I glanced outside and almost fainted when I saw that it was sunny, and I think I sleep too much!How did I sleep so well? Is it because the bed is too soft? Haist!"Sir Zeyo, I'm sorry. I overslept," I said shyly when I remembered that this condo was his. It's a shame.I waited for him to say something, but he didn't speak and continued to place the spoon on the small round table. When he finished, he took off his apron. He smiled at me again, so I could see the dimple on his cheek.Why are all gay men handsome and hot?"Let's eat. Zachary went first. He t
I breathed a sigh of relief when I finished my work that day. I couldn't believe that I made it through that day. I looked at my phone, and there I read Madam Anastasia's text again.Madam:It's just a show, so he won't doubt you. Good job, I found out you slept in the same condo. I hope that something will happen to you so that I can be sure that my son will turn into a real man. Give yourself to her.Give? Yes, and many times I have thought of giving myself to him so that he will turn into a real man and so that my work with Madam Anastasia will be done.But it's hard. Madam Anastasia also messaged that the clothes she was talking about will be available on Monday.I sighed again. I didn't even realize I was outside now. My eyes widened when I saw Yunard standing in front of me while leaning on the motorcycle."You okay?" He stood up straight and came a little closer. Instead of speaking, I hugged him. If I had to choose between this job and my job in the market, I would prefer wor
Chapter 15Gillian's POVNow that I know that Zeyo is not gay, I'm suddenly confused. I used to feel comfortable humming because I thought he was gay, but now I'm a bit hesitant to be around him. I said I don't want to waste time because of the man, I agreed to come here as a friend and because he was kind to me."Sorry, I thought it was---" I was stunned when he put his finger on my lips to stop me from speaking."If you're the type of girl who isn't innocent, I won't use my finger to silence you," said Zeyo, "You know what, I want to kiss you now to prove that I'm not gay."I'm too stoned to speak. Kiss? I secretly glanced at my boss, who was sitting in front. He was looking at me. Wait a minute. I think no. I think he was looking at my lips with Zeyo's finger. Is what I see right? Why does he look so angry? What did I do?I hovered over Zeyo when he asked to dance. He grabbed my waist to pull me closer to him when we reached the middle. He came closer and whispered."Don't be shy t
Chapter 16I could hear nothing but screams. I don't know what kind of kiss it was, or if a kiss has any kind, I just know that I'm drowning in the way he kisses. He sucked on my lips, and our tongues fought.I caught my breath when he walked away. He was still holding my neck. Before walking away, he whispered."A gay man can kiss a woman, Secretary Gillian," he whispered and walked away. In an instant, his gayness returned."Eww! I'm not going to kiss a girl anymore," he said in a gay voice, and he sat down as if nothing had happened."You, okay?" Zeyo came and sat next to me."I want to go home," was all I said. He still wanted to take me home, but I said my friend would pick me up, and luckily he believed me.I want to get away from there. I can't breathe anymore because of the force of my chest's pounding.I quickly messaged Yunard to see if he was free because it was already 10 o'clock and I had been there for a few hours. I breathed a sigh of relief when he called and said he w
"I thought he was just your friend?" I frowned when I heard that from him.As soon as I got home, the phone that I use for work rang. I even thought about not answering that when I saw Sir's name, but I couldn't do anything but answer that because there's a big possibility that it might be about work."Si--" but before I could speak, the call was cut off. What is his problem? He called, but suddenly he cut it.Again, because of that call, I felt like I had lost myself. How many times did I turn that phone back and forth, trying to call him again? But even though I called him many times, I failed because he didn't answer. The night ended, and I didn't get a call from him.***"You still won't talk to me? Why are you so cold, Secretary Gillian?" I stopped turning when he suddenly asked that.For a few days, he didn't seem to care about it, so it was surprising that he suddenly asked me about it. After the call he made, he didn't call me again, so it was very surprising when he told me t
34(eng)"Don't be hardheaded!" I felt the annoyance in Yunard's voice when I pulled the hand that he was holding.I looked at Yunard."It's so hurt!" I said, but his attention was on my finger. He was removing the little broken bottled that had sunk into my finger with the needle.I couldn't look at it, so I just closed my eyes and waited for him to finish.I breathed a sigh of relief when he had already removed the small broken bottle from my finger. But I moaned again when he suddenly poured alcohol on it."Yunard, are you angry or something?" I said, annoyed, and pulled the hand that he was holding."When are you going to tell his mom about the secret of your boss?" I looked up when I heard his serious voice.Even if I didn't ask, I immediately knew what he was talking about. I looked around before answering; fortunately, almost all the employees were doing something, so no one could hear us."I'm not in the place to say that to Madam. I-I can't say it." I looked away as she sudden
I was taken aback when I felt like I was floating and like someone was lifting me. I slowly opened my eyes. I smiled bitterly when I saw Sir's face."Zachary," I said. He frowned at me. I raised my hand to touch his face. "I'm dreaming," I said with a laugh.I held his nose and lowered it to my lips. "Dream, dream, dream," I kept saying, trying to open my eyes."I don't know where's your address, so you're here at my condo now," my spirit woke up and my eyes widened when he spoke at the same time as he laid me down on the bed.My alcohol-related headache temporarily vanished as a result of the shock of realizing that it was actually him and that I wasn't dreaming."S-Sir?" I asked in shock. He just looked at me, annoyed, and turned away. I quickly got up but sat down again when I felt dizzy."Alright, drink more! Why are you with Dexie? She's a bad influence!" He said he was annoyed."W-Where is Ma'am Dexie?" I asked in confusion: Is it right for him to tell his sister that she is a b
I was dumbfounded while they were talking to Joy. I can't get out of my mind his sudden leave after receiving a call from Mandy. Who is he? Why is Sir in a hurry?"What happened? What did he do to you?" Yunard asked seriously, causing Joy to glance at us."Huh? He just asked something about work," I said quickly."Sir was so something earlier; he looks so manly. I was shocked when he spoke without gayness in his voice. Sir is hot when angry, huh," Mira suddenly said with a laugh."You said it. He was very different a while ago. I only saw that side of him now.""That's the true him. I'm sure of that," Lheny suddenly said while taking a bite of food. "I'll need to go. I'll only spend half a day today at work because my friend from Paris is coming," she added with a glance at me."Man?" Mira asked with a dog smile, and she received a slap from Joy."You're thirsty for a man, Mira," Joy said, laughing."Woman," Lheny said curtly."Too bad, I thought it was a man," Mira laughed.Until the
31(english) When I went in, all I wanted was for my brother to have surgery. I have no intention of ruining a relationship. Yes, and Sir said that he and Ma'am Nheya had nothing, but I couldn't help but blame myself when I saw the hurt and pain in Ma'am Nheya's eyes. As I saw in Yunard's eyes, I saw the same in Ma'am Nheya's eyes. They are hurting, and I know it's because of me. "That's not what I'm asking, Gillian." I closed my eyes when I heard her call my name. He just called me that, and I couldn't hide my nervousness. He stood up and approached me. Since he came back after talking to Ma'am Nheya, I didn't have the energy to ask about it. That made me feel guilty, especially for what Ma'am Nheya said. "Sir, I want to say something." I preceded him in what to say. I've been thinking about telling the truth. Because of what Ma'am Nheya said, I suddenly got nervous. What if Sir finds out that his mother just sent me? That he was right in his suspicions about me in the beginning
30(english)Gillian's POVBefore entering the office, I first went to Yunard's house. I want to talk to him and make everything clear to him. His mom greeted me with a smile. She let me in before heading up the stairs to call Yunard upstairs. I'm sure that his mother didn't know anything.Their house is big, with a second floor. I just sat on the sofa and waited for him to come here."He's coming down, Iha. Please just wait for him," I nodded and thanked Aunt Jev, Yunard's mom.It didn't take long for him to come down. His face was serious as he came down. I held my breath and didn't waste any more time; I stood up and approached him."What? I'm doing something," I hung up the word I wanted to say when he spoke before me. I nodded before continuing what I had to say earlier."Let's talk. About what you saw earlier," I bowed and said to him.He didn't speak, so I looked up at his face. He stared at me, and when I looked at him, he looked away.He turned and went up. I quickly followed
29Zachary's POV"Sercetary Gillian!" I shouted so that she could hear it.They both stopped and looked at me. I looked seriously at Secretary Gillian and looked away. This is insane! I'm so irritated, but not at her. I am irritated with myself!"Stay there! I'll get your sandals," I said seriously before turning my back to her. Because she was fast and in a hurry earlier, she even forgot to wear her sandals.I quickly walked back to the hut and took off her sandals. She also left his bag and phone on the side, so I took everything. I just hung the coat I was wearing yesterday in my hand before going back to where they are.Why am I doing this? I stopped and looked at my hand. Why am I doing this? I closed my eyes and sighed because I knew why I was doing this!I was annoyed with her and all, but I still managed to worry on her. What if her feet gets injured because she didn't use her sandal to walk here?! I should not care! But why am I doing this?!When I got closer, I saw that Secr
28(eng ver)He's already asleep, while I'm still awake. I sat on the edge of the bed while holding my face with my hand. It's over; I've already given myself to him. I can't believe what happened. I can't believe that I let myself enjoy everything that happened last night.I'm trying to find regret and remorse in myself, in my heart and brain, but I want to hurt myself because I can't feel even a little remorse or even regret. Now that I have done giving myself to him, Papa entered my mind with his angry face when I said that the man he saw kissing me was not my boyfriend.I am sure that when he finds out that I have given everything to someone who is not my boyfriend, he will be even more angry with me.I'm also sure that when he finds out, he will blame himself for the mistake, and that's what I don't want most of all, for him to blame himself, because I know he's innocent. This is all because of me.I bowed again, remembering that I never said I wouldn't go home. That's worrying,
I bit my lip because, when I got up, Sir was already right in front of me. He is not wearing any clothes. He just stared at me seriously, and his eyes are already on fire. I bit my lips, and while my eyes were in shock,"Ah, Sir, it's a joke--" But it was already too late.He grabbed my chin and lifted it up. I couldn't speak anymore when he kissed me lightly. I let him, let my own eyes close, and enjoyed how he kissed me right now and how he owned my lips right now. I could only hear my heart beating, except for the splash of water coming from the falling water."Say yes, and I will not stop myself again. I won't hold back," he said softly while staring into my eyes, his hand still holding my chin.I didn't say anything; all I did was put my lips close to his parting lips. I put both hands on his arm. I'll admit, the water was cold, and I regretted swimming, but now the cold feeling was replaced by warmth—warmth that I just now felt and that only he made me feel. Damn! I was in dange