ROSE
The party was tomorrow night and I was still unsure as to whether or not I wanted to attend. I never left my pack... ever. And why would I? Without me I'm sure there'd be chaos. Only I could control this pack properly. Only me.
I sighed, looking at myself in the mirror as I tied my curly, dark copper hair back. I had turquoise coloured eyes just like my mother and apparently, I was as beautiful as her as our facial features were quite similar. But I never saw it. I was an alpha, I wasn't supposed to be beautiful, I was supposed to be feared. The question that Deamian had asked before, however, was still on my mind. I hadn’t found my mate… I had no boyfriend. He seemed to be the only person not satisfied with my current relationship status. Then again, he wouldn’t be, not when he still thought he knew me. He was unfortunately in for a rude awakening.
I then decided to go over my notes on the various reports to get my mind off the invitation and Deamian. Everything seemed in order. Only, repairs were needed for our battle simulation equipment and a few fatalities had occurred in hand to hand combat.
Win some, lose some, that was my motto. This pack wasn't for the weak and fatalities were a norm here. I trained warriors fit to protect themselves against anything. Those who did not survived showed their inability to do just that. Besides, joining pack security was voluntary, those who joined knew of the risks.
The academic results were also quite good in the pre-school, primary school and tertiary education facility and exchange students from allied packs seemed to be fitting in and only a few were required to go back to their own pack.
I also looked through the reports of werewolves who had left the pack to join others or go off on their own, either to join the humans in their mundane lives, or start their own lives. It was always so surprising that, although I was ruthless on my pack members, so few left on a monthly basis. Could it be fear, I always wondered.
Once I was satisfied with all the reports I decided to go and send them back myself because I needed to check up on security. The Moon Goddess always brought the threat of hostile attackers along with her and I needed to ensure my pack’s safety.
"Alpha!" Henry said as he saw me approaching and immediately straightened and placed his hands behind his back. Henry was in charge of training my werewolves who secured the borders. He and I were what you would call “friends”. Well, he was one of the few people to whom I behaved civil with.
I nodded and he relaxed slightly.
"Report's good but stop including information on the omegas. I told you, I don't care about their progress. Make sure warriors are ready tonight for night shift. And please, only the best warriors, you know the enemies we have." He nodded and then seemed to sadden.
"What is it?" I asked.
He kept silent.
"Spit it out!" I said firmly, annoyance creeping in.
"The families of the deceased?" He questioned.
I shrugged, "What about them?"
"Shouldn't they be visited by you, alpha. Shouldn't you pay your respects to them?"
I felt my hands clench into fists and my eyes narrowed at him into a glare. He was yet another person I was beginning to lose patience with.
"Do I look like I have time to go and cry with families who produce wolves not even strong enough to survive a simple training session. I have more important things to get done. The safety of the pack is in my hands and not yours, I don't need you giving your opinion. Do your job and stop telling me how I should do mine. Do I make myself clear, Henry?" I asked glaring at him.
Henry gulped and sighed, "Y-yes Alpha!"
"Good."
I walked away from him, shaking my head. I sighed, stopping the slight remorse which was rising in my stomach. I had no time for this. I had no time nor space for emotions.
Once I'd finished handing the reports in, I went out for a run to blow off some steam. I transformed into the wolf side of myself, my bones cracking and twisting as my arms and legs turned to those of a wolf and my nails painfully elongated into claws. A loud howl ripped from my chest and I snarled as I fell to the ground. It had been a while since I changed. My wolf was half white and half black. I earned my black fur when I became an alpha. A gift from the Moon goddess. Although, I could never really explain the white half. The Moon Goddess refused to tell me why it was so white and eventually, I gave up asking.
I felt the soft sand under my paws and allowed my inner animal to control me, shutting away the part of me which resembled a human. I ran through the wood surrounding my pack grounds. I passed a few wolves- guards and they bowed their heads in respect as they saw me. I practically flew past them I was so fast, just enjoying being who I truly was.
I was eventually so wrapped up in my own world which involved the birds, dirt, trees, and scent of the outdoors, that I lost track of time. It wasn't until I felt my Beta in my head, that I realised I'd wasted most of the day.
Alpha, where are you?
Beta?
Yes, Alpha, you need to come quick... there's been a few rogue sightings.
Don't we have guards for that.
Okay I might have over exaggerated a few. We need you, alpha. There's something strange going on.
It was then that I heard a snapping sound and my head whipped around towards the sound. I was now on high alert, my ears up, eyes wide and stance in a protective position.
I growled lowly, trying to scare whoever it was off. The sound seemed to come from a nearby bush.
I neared it, sniffing the air. There was another werewolf here. I smelled it.
I came closer and closer to the bush, and as the smell grew, I began to realise how strangely familiar it was.
Unable to identify what the scent reminded me of, I pounced on the bush, revealing a large, grey wolf. A rogue... And an alpha at that.
He growled lowly, staring at me. As though I wasn't any match for him. He degraded me just by looking at me the way he did. Almost amused. There was also something that was familiar about him… I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. It was as though I had seen him before. But the memory of him seemed to be locked away, hidden in a dark place.
I growled back at him, baring my teeth and made the first move. I jumped towards him, claws out. He moved away from me, with a sort of amusement. Idiot actually thought I was aiming for him, internally I smiled at his stupidity as a huge cracking sound was heard making the alpha look at me confused. Seconds later he was in the air, hanging by a thick, large rope which tightened around his hind legs. Animal trap, courtesy of the very clever Alpha Rose.
I looked at him, the animal part in me wanting to rip him to shreds. I was actually seconds away from it when I began smelling something... interesting. I inhaled sharply, savouring the odd, addicting smell which invaded my nose. What was it? Whatever it was, I needed to find it...now.
I turned, following the smell through the wood, completely forgetting about the rogue alpha who was now seconds away from breaking free. My brain was unable to comprehend and understand what was going on. Eventually I arrived at the source of the smell... It seemed to be emitting from a small, weak looking werewolf. He was a pure white colour with grey markings here and there. He was a pitiful sight. He was so underfed and malnourished that his ribs stuck out from under his fur. But I couldn't see his face... He seemed to be looking for something as well.
I moved closer, wanting to see what he held in his possession which smelled so... amazing. His head snapped up as he heard me and immediately my brain decided to fail me and shut down. His deep, luminous blue eyes, probably the only thing which stood out about him, froze me in place. What black magic was he using on me? I was so confused.
He slowly neared me, and I swear I could feel our skin emitting sparks. Was he burning me? Is that how this weak, useless omega intended to kill me?
He was soon just inches from me. We stared at each other. Even though he looked so skinny and weak, his wolf structure still was larger than mine. Nothing I wasn't used to.
He growled slowly and I had the urge to do the same, but I was paralysed by this extremely intriguing being. Despite him looking so weak, I found him mesmerising.
He then shifted into his human form, bones cracking, but he uttered no sound. Almost as if he didn't feel the pain. Once he was human, he fell to the ground, slightly weak from his transformation preventing me from really seeing his human form. He then slowly looked up through his caramel hair and uttered the one word I never thought I'd ever had been said to me.
"Mate?"
ROSEI sat opposite my mate who was clearly very interested in me. We sat in my office, the only place which could offer us a bit of privacy.He was in an oversized shirt of mine to cover up and sat there playing with the hem of it, and occasionally relishing in the remnants of my scent which lingered on the material. Creep.Unfortunately It turned out that my mate belonged to a pack of rogues and as per the agreement between the Moon Goddess and my pack, if an important pack member is to have a mate from a rogue pack, our pack must welcome the rogue pack in. It was their choice to stay or not.But that wasn't the problem. The problem was that my mate existed. What was worse was the he was an omega, the symbol of weakness in any pack. I was a strong alpha, there was no way I could have such a weak werewolf for a mate."Why don't you just reject him," Carina, my Beta whispered in my ear. She was the only one who actually knew
ROSEI woke up the next morning, hoping that last night's events were all just a dream. Unfortunately, reality came in the form of a brunette with green eyes- Carina. She insisted on "talking" with me about throwing my mate in the basement. I truly didn't see what was wrong with it. I just threw my mate into the cold, windowless, foodless basement along with his pack. Absolutely fine. I mean, it wasn’t as though I’d let him die or anything.Of course, Carina harboured something called compassion. A horrid thing to harbour, if you ask me. It made one quite weak! She went on and on about how mates are amazing and how my mate will make me stronger and take some of my work load off because I was, and I quote, "cranky"."I'm not cranky. I'm just...""You're just lacking love. And a mate comes with that!" She said as she sat on my bed and watched me search for a pair of shoes in my cupboard.I turned around and sighed, "
ROSELater on, in the day, after checking up on Ryker again and then again- it was just because of Carina, at least, that’s what I told myself- I decided that I would in fact go to the party after a heated argument with him. He just couldn't stay out of my business and the troubling part of it was that I was slowly becoming addicted to our little quarrels... And it was only day 2 of knowing the idiot. So, I told him I'd go to this party and just to tick him off, implied that I would be dancing in the arms of strangers. The downfall of many mate pairs was their jealousy and possessiveness. All I did was use that to get under Ryker’s skin.That however was not my actual plan. My actual plan was to-"Are you done yet? I want to see what you look like!" Carina yelled. I just groaned, irritated by her childishness, and continued to run the straightener through my copp
ROSEI woke up the next morning with a killer headache and Carina laying at the foot of my bed. Idiot.As I looked at her weirdly positioned self, an evil idea made its way into my mind. So, I slowly crept out of bed, tiptoeing and allowing the wolf side of me to take over. I then went to the bathroom, filled my water jug with some water, snuck back into my room and dumped it all over Carina. She awoke with a loud scream while I just stood there, arms crossed and an evil smirk on my face."The other day you questioned my maturity. This would be revenge!" I said.Carina looked up through her soaking red strands of hair. She was drenched with theicy water which made her poor, expensive, navy dress cling to her body."Rose! I hate you!" She yelled.I shook my head and tisked."Th
ROSEDeamian looked at me curiously. He knew I was lying but didn't say anything as he just smiled and attempted to hook our arms together. I pulled my arm away and shook my head at him. This happened multiple times."So where to first?" He asked me.I sighed and told him that I'd take him to the training grounds. By this time, it was midmorning and the sun shone brightly in the sky making the cut green grass appear shimmery. The place was large and divided into sections through the use of white paint, fences and some places even covered in netting. Each specific place had a specific purpose. The netted sections covered muddy terrain for training in rainy weather. Others contained deadly obstacle courses, combat grounds, gymnastic areas, open space for running, sections containing small pools for underwater training, sports grounds toward the end of the large field, bordering the woods, and finally, the large indoors training building.As soo
ROSEDead was an understatement. As soon as the brunette with grassy green eyes looked at me, I saw her smile for Deamian turn to a scowl of resentment for me."You. What are you doing here?" She spat, crossing her arms over. Although she had every right to be angry, she was still talking to her alpha and I was not one for letting others disrespect me."Excuse me, but I am not a dog that you can just speak to like that." I said. It was then that Deamian spared the both of us confusing glances."You sure do act like a dog! And you look like one too. Like a mutt." And that was it. That was a boundary she overstepped... not even overstepped, she leapt across it and stomped on it.I could feel my claws elongate and my fangs as well. I let out a low, angry growl which ripped from my chest. But she didn't look like she was scared.
ROSEI sat across from the Moon Goddess who sipped her tea and then looked up at me. I'd asked her a question and yet she still refused to tell me the answer."How familiar are you with your pack’s history?" She asked me as she daintily placed her teacup back on her saucer and cleared her throat.I shrugged, "I don't remember much. I was young when my parents told me about the pack."She shook her head in disappointment."You never even tried to find out?" She asked.I sighed, not in the mood to be lectured, "Look, I didn't have time to go and find out okay? Now if you would please enlighten me, Your Greatness!"She leaned back and placed her cup beside herself on the coffee table. She then crossed her legs over like a lady and interlocked her hands.
ROSE"What do you mean I will be living in your house? And what about my pack?" he said.I rolled my eyes at him as I led his dirty, smelly self to my house."People are trying to kill me and if they get to you, I'm definitely dead." I said.He huffed and stayed quiet until we reached the house. He looked up at the large light grey painted home surrounded by rose bushes of every colour and I swear for a second a smile made its way into his face. But it was gone too soon to be certain.We went inside and he ogled at the interior. The soft, blue couches, the black Coffee table, the big television against the wall, the fireplace and the white carpet underneath a small table which stood systematically around the lounge.We then went upstairs to the rooms and I led him to his."Your room. Ther
ROSE"Grayson, get off your phone and help your baby sister get the cereal from the cupboard... I'm not joking Gray! Right now!" I yelled as I put the kettle on.Grayson, the young boy I'd rescued nine years ago had grown into a handsome, healthy and very grumpy teenager. I treated him as I did his younger sister, my own biological child and expected him to take the role of alpha... After I transformed him into a werewolf (it was a promise I made to him). I absolutely adored both of my children."Mom, can't she use a ladder to get it down herself." Gray yelled as he took his headphones off.I shook my head at him, grabbed the cereal and handed it to the copper haired girl with piercing blue eyes."Here we go Rachel."She smiled and sat next to her brother, sticking her tongue out and teasing him. I chuckled. Soon Deami
ROSEI was lying on the floor, winded and in shock. What kind of sick and twisted person was she? She must have been a teenager when she'd instructed Adamson to do such a thing... How sick was Scarlett... And how sick was Adamson to obey her. A young girl giving a slightly older boy such an instruction. It was then that I remembered it all. Adamson. He was why I became what I became. He was ruthless when it came to my torture and the deaths of my parents, an older teenage boy. That's what he was back then. A teenager committing acts of terror. And if he was so young and could do such horrible things, what stopped me. When I'd finally escaped, he'd left.It was then that I grew angry. I felt my bones begin to crack and I howled out as fur began to sprout from my skin. I was turning."What?" Scarlett gasped. I guess she forgot about my little unusual ability to transform.
ROSEScarlett stood there in shock. She still couldn't believe it. However, in a matter of minutes her face grew to desperation and she grabbed a nearby rogue."This will have to do!" She said. She cut him, bled him into the ceramic, recited something in ancient tongue and then drank the mixture. It honestly happened so fast that I had no time to react and in a matter of moments, her body began thrashing forward and back, her eyes rolled back, and she fell to the ground. Horrified but still aware of her growing threatening presence I inched closer to her now still body which lay on the ground. Suddenly, her eyes darted open, her hair immediately changing into a dark silver colour and her eyes started becoming a reddish colour. This didn't feel right. What did she do to herself?She stood up so quickly I barely saw her, and then smiled. What the hell."See I may not be
ROSEI didn't know how to feel or how to act. By this time, Deamian had explained everything to me and I was in a state of utter shock. Apparently, Scarlett was taking her revenge on Deamian because she expected to become the next and final moon goddess since they were in love. Now she had a whole revenge plan calculated and constructed to perfection. She was the one who dragged him out of the place but could not bring me along because they hadn’t had enough time. They needed Deamian's Moon blood seeing as he was half of his mom's species. They also needed me for the moon flower essence which I had absorbed, which meant I walked right into their trap. They needed to do it now, before the essence integrated with my DNA and it became impossible to extract. That meant, they only had today. I wish I'd known. I wish I'd been more aware, less naive and gullible. I wish I were alpha Rose and not Rose, Moon Goddess with actual emotions.
ROSEScarlett and I were quiet as we drove. We both knew that when push came to shove, I'd have to use what little power I had... And that would leave me vulnerable and ready to be caught, just as they wanted. There was no denying that this was a trap, that they knew I would stop at nothing to find Deamian who was currently more important than I was when it came to fulfilling their plans.Soon we passed a sign that read "Nightfall Valley". The infamous public werewolf graveyard. Although it was now old and abandoned, there'd been rumours of ghosts at night haunting the place. That was probably true... But I highly doubted they were ghosts. We passed the entrance and I parked on the pavement, next to a pile of rotting wood. Once we exited the car, I felt it. The lingering feeling of the bond between Deamian and I."He's here!" I said, and then grabbed the rifle and swung it around me. It would
ROSEThe next morning, I woke up to the feeling of a cold and empty bed with nothing but a scribbled note next to me. It read:Would have grabbed you too but your boyfriend gave us quite a struggleImmediately goodebumps formed on my flesh and I began shaking. They had taken Deamian in our sleep. They had taken him, and I had no clue where the hell he was. Immediately I jumped out of bed, following his scent out of the house and towards the centre of the pack grounds, not caring that I was in pyjamas because the place was practically deserted with all the killings that had happened the previous night.Panic ran through me as I reached the end of the pack grounds at the gate and the scent of Deamian just disappeared. I even tried to tap into our mind link, try to enter his mind, but I felt still so weak, like a new-born baby.&
ROSEI never felt so cold before. So cold it felt as though melted ice flowed through my veins."Rose?" that voice. I knew that voice anywhere."Deamian?" I muttered out my eyes were still shut, unable to open."Rest. You overused your magic abilities." he whispered. But I didn't want to rest. I wanted to go after Adamson and stab him multiple times in the neck with a pen. That's what he deserved after all.Slowly I fought the invisible force preventing me from opening my eyes.Eventually, I managed to pry my lids open, hissing as the light poured in.Deamian looked down at me, disappointed that I didn't listen.I can't just rest. Not after Adamson. Not after he tried to take someone important away from me... Again. I mind linked him this he sighed, giving up.
ROSEAdamson glared at me. His wolf form was intimidating yes, almost enough to intimidate me. To have me cowering, shaking. He had grown more powerful from the last time I’d seen him. Why was he here… was he in charge?"I see now that I shouldn't have let you live. No, not at all my thorny Rose." he said. That name, that name shot chills through my spine and almost had me absolutely in a state of panic. But I couldn't back down. Despite the flashes of memories of this monster torturing me, laughing at my screams, and humiliating me." What do you want, Adamson?" I asked. I noticed now how his pack had changed thanks to my killings years back. Now his pack was filled with rogues of different rankings, and humans. They were even larger than before."wouldn’t you like to know, my pet?" another demeaning name that made me shiver. But I had to stand my
ROSEAir... I needed air.That was the only thought ringing through my mind as I awoke. My throat was dry, and my ears rang. Was I supposed to feel this way after the memory ceremony? Like I'd been hit by a truck and then smashed continuously by the hulk?I slowly moved my head around and my breath hitched. There was no one here. Not a single soul in the silent, dark place."Hello?" I called out. I then began to hear violent whispers in my ear. I couldn't quite decipher what they were saying."All hail her majesty, Rose, the new Goddess." they screamed in my ears making me cover them with my shaking fingers.Then silence and darkness.Slowly, I began to hear distorted yells and my eyes began to flutter open."…whatever it takes, don't let them near her!" Mr Gimmw