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Alex- Morning after Choas

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last update Last Updated: 2025-03-24 08:58:34

The fire between us had simmered down into something quieter, something softer. After the kiss, neither of us spoke much. Liam just pulled me back onto the couch, tucking me against him like he was afraid I’d disappear if he let go.

I let him.

His arms were warm around me, his heartbeat steady beneath my ear. Every so often, his fingers would trail over my back, absentmindedly tracing little circles, like he needed to reassure himself I was still there.

I felt safe.

And maybe that was dangerous.

Because I could feel myself sinking into him, into this moment, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to claw my way back out.

At some point, I must have dozed off again because the next thing I knew, I was waking up to the smell of coffee and something distinctly… burnt?

Liam groaned behind me, his voice still thick with sleep. “Tell me that’s not your sister trying to kill us.”

I blinked a few times, adjusting to the morning light streaming through the windows. “It’s possible.”

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