Home / MM Romance / Secret Infatuation / Alex- Occupational hazard

Share

Alex- Occupational hazard

Author: Lovebug
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-22 05:43:14

The evening shift had started quietly, the usual mix of gym-goers trickling in—some after work, some trying to squeeze in a late workout. I was checking someone’s form on the bench press when the door swung open, and like clockwork, Liam walked in.

But tonight, something was different.

He wasn’t his usual composed self. His broad shoulders were tense, his jaw set in a hard line. The golden fire in his eyes burned hotter tonight, an intensity that seemed to darken his whole demeanor. Whatever it was, he was radiating frustration, and it hit me the moment he stepped into the room.

Liam didn’t waste time. He walked straight to the corner where the boxing bag hung, barely acknowledging anyone when he slipped his hands into the gloves he’d brought with him. His movements were sharp, almost aggressive, and when his fists started hammering the bag, the raw power in each strike was enough to make my chest tighten.

The chain holding the bag groaned under the force of his punches, and the bag swung wildly, each hit a blow that seemed fueled by whatever storm was raging inside him. For a second, I just stood there, transfixed, feeling a strange mix of concern and admiration.

I didn’t even realize I’d moved until I was standing in front of him, holding the bag to steady it. The impact of his next punch nearly knocked me off balance, but I braced myself, gripping the bag tightly to stop it from swinging.

"Hey," I said, my voice steady but soft. "Do you want to talk about it?"

Liam froze for half a second, his fist hovering mid-air. Then, he shook his head, his lips pressing into a thin line.

"It’s nothing," he muttered, his voice low and rough.

"It doesn’t seem like nothing," I replied, keeping my tone gentle. His shoulders were still tense, his breathing heavy. Whatever had gotten under his skin, it was eating at him. "Sometimes it helps to let it out."

He didn’t answer right away. Instead, he threw another punch, this one slower, less forceful. Then another, and another. His strikes began to even out, their rhythm steadying as I kept the bag still.

I watched his face while he worked through his frustration, the anger slowly bleeding away. The lines around his eyes softened, and the rigid set of his jaw relaxed. His breathing slowed, the wild intensity in his eyes fading into something calmer, more controlled.

"You’re good at this," he said suddenly, his voice quieter now.

"Good at what?" I asked, surprised.

"Talking people down," he said, throwing another light punch. This time, I barely had to brace the bag. "Making them feel like they’re not… spiraling."

I gave a small shrug, feeling the heat rise in my cheeks. "Occupational hazard, I guess. People come here to blow off steam, and sometimes that means more than just lifting weights or hitting a bag."

He nodded, his gaze flicking to mine for a brief moment before dropping back to the bag.

"It’s been a long day," he admitted after a pause, his voice barely above a whisper.

"Work?" I prompted, not wanting to push but hoping he’d open up a little more.

He hesitated, then nodded again. "Something like that."

I didn’t press further. Instead, I held the bag steady and let him keep working through whatever was weighing on him. His punches had lost their anger, each one now deliberate, focused. The suffocating heat of his earlier frustration had dissipated, leaving a quieter, steadier presence in its place.

After a while, he stopped, stepping back and pulling off his gloves. He ran a hand through his dark hair, damp with sweat, and let out a long breath.

"Thanks," he said, his golden eyes meeting mine. There was something raw in his gaze, something unguarded that made my chest tighten.

"Anytime," I said, managing a small smile. "That’s what I’m here for."

He nodded, his expression softening just a fraction before he turned and headed toward the water fountain.

I watched him go, my heart still racing, though I wasn’t sure why. Liam Kane was a mystery. A storm contained in a man who looked like he could conquer the world. For some reason, I couldn’t stop myself from wanting to be the calm in his chaos.

Liam grabbed a drink from the water fountain, his broad shoulders rising and falling with deep, steady breaths. The tension had drained from his frame, but I could still feel a lingering heaviness around him, like the storm hadn’t completely passed.

I busied myself putting the boxing gloves back on the rack, trying to give him some space while my thoughts spiraled. I didn’t know much about Liam outside of the gym.

He wasn’t the kind of guy who chatted idly or offered up personal details. And I wasn’t the type to push. But tonight, I’d seen a side of him I didn’t expect. The anger, the frustration, and it wasn’t just work stress. It was deeper than that.

When I turned back, Liam was still standing by the water fountain, staring at nothing in particular. His golden eyes had lost their earlier fire, replaced by a distant, almost haunted look.

Before I could second-guess myself, I found my feet moving toward him. "Hey," I said softly, coming to a stop a few feet away. "You okay?"

Liam blinked, like he’d forgotten where he was, and turned to look at me. For a moment, he didn’t say anything, just studied me with that intense gaze of his. Then he sighed, running a hand through his hair again.

"Yeah," he said finally, though the word felt hollow. "I’m fine."

"You don’t have to lie to me," I said gently, crossing my arms and leaning up against the wall. "I’m not going to pry, but if you need to talk, I’m here. Sometimes it helps to let it out, even if it’s just to someone who doesn’t know the full story."

His lips twitched, almost like he wanted to smile, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. "You always this persistent?"

"Only when I think someone could use a little help," I said with a shrug.

He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. "You’re something else, you know that?"

"I’ll take that as a compliment," I said, giving him a small grin.

That earned a low chuckle from him, the sound warm and rough, and it did something to my chest I wasn’t ready to acknowledge.

Liam leaned back against the wall, crossing his arms. For a moment, he seemed to debate whether to say more, his jaw working like he was chewing over the words.

"It’s… complicated," he said finally, his voice quieter now.

"Most things are," I replied, keeping my tone light.

He glanced at me, his eyes narrowing slightly, like he was trying to decide if he could trust me. The silence stretched, but I didn’t push. If he wanted to talk, he’d talk. If not, I’d let it go.

"I don’t usually let people see me like that," he said at last, his gaze dropping to the floor. "I’m not the kind of guy who loses his cool."

"You didn’t lose your cool," I said. "You just needed an outlet. We all do, sometimes."

He huffed a laugh, shaking his head. "I don’t think you get it, Alex. For me, it’s… dangerous."

The way he said it sent a chill down my spine, but I pushed it aside. "Dangerous how?"

Liam looked at me then, and for a second, I thought he might actually tell me. But just as quickly as the moment came, it was gone. His expression shifted, the walls going back up, and he straightened, pushing off the wall.

"Forget it," he said, his tone clipped. "I’m fine."

Before I could respond, he grabbed his bag from the bench and slung it over his shoulder.

"Thanks for holding the bag," he said, his voice softer now. "I’ll see you around."

And just like that, he was gone, leaving me standing there with more questions than answers.

I didn’t know what Liam was dealing with, but whatever it was, it ran deep. There was a weight to him, a heaviness that I couldn’t ignore. And as much as I wanted to respect his boundaries, part of me couldn’t shake the feeling that he needed someone to remind him that he didn’t have to carry it all alone.

But who was I to be that person? I was just his trainer, a guy who barely knew him outside of his gym routine. And yet, there was something about him that pulled me in, something I couldn’t explain.

Shaking my head, I turned back to the boxing gloves I’d put away earlier, running my fingers over the worn leather.

"Careful, Alex," I muttered to myself. "Getting involved with someone like Liam Kane is probably the last thing you need."

Related chapters

  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- Just get it over with

    The gym had always been my sanctuary, the one place I could let it all out without anyone asking questions. But tonight, even the punching bag wasn’t enough to shake the frustration clawing at me. It had been building all day—a mix of work stress, a headache that wouldn’t quit, and, of course, my mom’s relentless meddling. She’d called me this morning, cheerful as ever, to inform me she’d set me up on a blind date. “It’s time you meet someone, Liam,” she’d said in that sing-song tone she always used when she thought she was doing me a favor. “You’re not getting any younger, and I want grandkids someday. She’s a lovely woman. She's smart, successful, and has a good heart. You’ll like her.” I’d barely managed to swallow my irritation long enough to thank her and hang up. She meant well, I knew that, but she didn’t understand. She didn’t know about the part of me I kept locked away, the part of me that made any kind of normal relationship impossible. So, yeah, by the time I wal

    Last Updated : 2025-01-22
  • Secret Infatuation    Alex- New trainer

    The second I walked into the dining area and saw Liam sitting at a table with a woman, I felt something twist in my chest. Jealousy, maybe? No, that couldn’t be it. I barely knew him. He was just a guy from the gym, someone I had a good rapport with. Someone who’d looked like he needed a friend a few times, and I’d stepped up. That was it. But still, seeing him with her. The way she leaned in close and her perfect smile directed at him; hit me harder than I expected. My stomach churned when I approached their table, and I hated myself for feeling this way. I didn’t even have a right to be jealous. When I got closer, I forced my face into a neutral expression. This was my job, after all. I was here to work, not to overthink what was going on between Liam and his date. But when I stepped up to their table, my heart skipped a beat when Liam’s eyes met mine. “Good evening,” I said, keeping my tone professional, even while I felt the weight of his gaze. “Hey, Alex,” he said, his vo

    Last Updated : 2025-01-28
  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- Dark Corner

    The week dragged on like an endless loop, each day blending into the next. Normally, my gym sessions were the one thing I could count on to clear my head, to keep me grounded. But not this week. Not with Alex avoiding me at every turn. I wasn’t stupid. I knew what he was doing. The sudden switch to Brandon as my trainer, the polite but distant way he addressed me when we passed each other, and the way he always seemed to find a reason to stay on the opposite side of the gym. It was deliberate. And it pissed me off more than it should have. I didn’t understand why it bothered me so much. Alex was just a trainer, someone I worked out with a few times a week. It wasn’t like we were friends, and we certainly weren’t anything more than that. But every time I saw him laugh with another client or walk past me like I didn’t exist, it felt like a punch to the gut. By Friday, I was ready to snap. I’d finished my workout with Brandon. It was not that it had done much to improve my mood

    Last Updated : 2025-02-02
  • Secret Infatuation    Alex- Did he like men? Women? Both?

    What the hell was that about? I stood frozen, my heart pounding against my ribs and I stared at the dimly lit corner where Liam had kissed me and then bolted like a man possessed. My mind raced, trying to make sense of what had just happened, but I couldn’t. I raised my fingers to my lips, half-expecting to find some kind of evidence to prove it had actually happened. The warmth of his mouth was still there, lingering like a brand, and my stomach twisted at the memory. Did he really just kiss me and then run away like a goddamn coward? The faint thrum of the gym’s speakers and the clinking of weights seemed distant now, muted compared to the chaos in my head. I replayed the moment over and over, trying to decipher the look in his eyes before he ran in desperation, maybe? Fear? I wasn’t sure. What I was sure of was that it was al

    Last Updated : 2025-02-03
  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- 24 hours

    When I woke, the soft fabric of lounge pants and a tank top clung to my skin, the comfort a stark contrast to the exhaustion still coursing through my body. The smell of perfume—delicate, floral, and unmistakably feminine—invaded my senses. Did my mom find me passed out again? I wouldn’t be surprised. It wasn’t the first time she’d stumbled upon me in less-than-ideal circumstances, and it likely wouldn’t be the last. She never asked questions, though. Not about the exhaustion, the disappearances, or the wildness that sometimes slipped into my eyes. But I knew she was suspicious. It always felt like there was an unspoken agreement between us to leave the past untouched. My father was the topic she avoided most, shutting down every conversation the moment I brought him up. Maybe it was his blood running through my veins, his genes that gave me this curse. The wolf that lingered just ben

    Last Updated : 2025-02-04
  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- He's my friend

    I stormed back into the club, my mind clouded with rage and jealousy. The lights and music blurred around me while I searched for Alex. I found him in the corner, draped over another man, his laugh soft but visible even from where I stood. My blood boiled. My wolf growled within me, clawing at the surface, begging for control. I couldn’t stop myself, and I pushed through the crowd, my focus locked solely on Alex and the man he was with. Without thinking, I ripped Alex away from the guy’s grip, pulling him behind me protectively. My body tensed when I came face-to-face with the man. A familiar figure from my business world. Of course, it had to be him. Nathan Cross. A rival CEO whose shady tactics had always been at odds with mine. His smug expression only fueled the fire raging inside me. Tonight wasn't my night at all. Nathan’s dark chuckle broke the tense silence between us

    Last Updated : 2025-02-05
  • Secret Infatuation    Alex- Mixed Signals

    I left him just as he did me. Liam Kane and his mixed signals weren’t going to consume my thoughts anymore. I was done. The other trainers brought over more drinks, and I threw myself into the chaos of the night. The music was loud, the energy electric, and the alcohol flowed freely. It didn’t take long before I was dancing, flirting, and losing myself in the sea of bodies. I didn’t care who I was talking to, as long as they could distract me from the ache in my chest. Then he caught my attention—a tall, broad-shouldered man with piercing eyes and an air of dominance that made my pulse race. He had this confidence, this magnetism, that drew me in immediately. I smiled at him, and he returned it with a smirk that promised trouble. He leaned in, his deep voice sending a shiver down my spine as he offered to buy me a drink. For a moment, I thought I’d found my one

    Last Updated : 2025-02-06
  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- Boy Toy

    Friends. That sounded perfect. It gave me time to deal with my mom’s expectations, Olivia’s meddling, and the chaos swirling around me. With Alex as just a friend, I could keep him close without complicating things any further. Or so I told myself. Now, sitting in a high-stakes conference room with Nathan Cross, the arrogance radiating from him was testing every ounce of patience I had left. We were negotiating a multi-billion-dollar contract—a deal that could solidify my position as one of the top players in this city. All I needed was for Nathan to sell me his land, and the numbers spoke for themselves. But his smug demeanor was driving me up the wall. “I’ll sign this contract,” Nathan said, his tone as casual as if he were discussing the weather, “if you let me have your boy toy.” The blood in my veins boiled. My wolf growled low, clawing at the edges of my control. Alex was my bottom line, the one person

    Last Updated : 2025-02-08

Latest chapter

  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- The Hunt for Alex

    The next morning, I went back to the gym as usual, half-hoping—no, expecting—to find Alex there. I needed to talk to him. To explain. To fix the damage before it was too late. But when I walked in, Brandon was standing by the weights instead. Not Alex. Brandon gave me a polite nod. “Morning, Mr. Kane. Ready to get started?” I frowned, scanning the gym, my wolf restless beneath my skin. “Where’s Alex?” Brandon hesitated, adjusting the strap on his gloves before answering. “He… requested a leave of absence. Said there was a family emergency.” I stilled. A family emergency? Bullshit. It was too convenient. I clenched my jaw, inhaling deeply to steady myself. I knew Brandon wasn’t lying. He had no reason to; but Alex was. He was running. Again. And I had no intention of letting him slip away this time. I went through the motions of my workout, but my mind wasn’t in it. My body burned from the exertion, but it was nothing compared to the frustration clawing at my chest. As

  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- Silence Speaks Louder than Words

    Damn it. Why was it so hard to just tell Alex the truth? He had asked me point-blank, and all I had to do was say it. Nathan Cross is my brother. But the words never came out. Instead, I stood there like an idiot, choking on my own damn secrets, and watched him walk away. And when he walked away this time, he wasn’t just angry. He was done. The second the door slammed shut, I bolted. I ran down the hallway, through the lobby, and straight out onto the quiet, empty streets, searching for any sign of him. But Alex was gone. The night air was cold, thick with the scent of rain, and the eerie silence of the city at this hour only made the weight in my chest worse. He was just gone. I exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down my face. His whole mood had shifted after tal

  • Secret Infatuation    Alex- Shattered

    I could feel Emma’s heated stare burning into me, her fingers gripping the steering wheel tighter than necessary while we drove in silence. Just say it already, Emma. “You’re not gonna talk?” she finally snapped, her voice sharp with frustration. “Fine, I’ll do it for you.” I swallowed hard, already bracing myself. “Is he the reason you dropped everything and moved three states away?” she demanded. “Where you didn’t know anyone? Where you didn’t even have a pot to piss in? Was it because of him?” Her voice trembled on the last word, anger barely concealing the pain beneath it. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Because everything she said was true. My silence was her answer. The car was too quiet, save for the occasional sound of the road beneath us. And then, like a dam breaking, tears bega

  • Secret Infatuation    Alex- The Weight of Betrayal

    Dragging both Liam and Olivia into the hotel suite had been a struggle, but adrenaline had pushed me forward. My heart pounded while I maneuvered them onto the bed and chair, my mind racing to figure out what had happened. One minute, they were fine; laughing, drinking, and blending seamlessly into the charity event. The next, both of them were barely able to stand, their limbs heavy, their eyes unfocused. It didn’t make sense. Thank the Goddess for Liam’s assistant. They had stepped in without hesitation, helping me get them out of there before things got worse. Now, sitting at Liam’s bedside, I watched him carefully. His breathing was steady, but his body still looked tense, like he was caught between wakefulness and unconsciousness. Olivia, across the room, stirred slightly, her fi

  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- Letters

    I decided to stay in the pack’s territory for a few more days, immersing myself in a world I had never been a part of yet was undeniably connected to. Walking through the village nestled within the dense forest, where homes blended seamlessly into nature, built from stone and wood, reinforced with the strength of a pack united. Despite my initial reservations, I saw how deeply the people respected Marcus. Wolves of all ages greeted him with deference, their gazes full of admiration. Elders approached to share stories of battles fought alongside my father, of victories that ensured their survival. Children peeked out from behind their mothers’ skirts, their eyes filled with innocent curiosity as they sensed something different about him. I found myself studying them, trying to understand this life that had been meant for me to inherit. They lived by rules, rituals of unity, training regimens, and the unspoken

  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- Nathan Cross was my brother

    The resemblance had always been there, but I had never thought much of it. Nathan—Caleb—had has always been an enigma, a powerful force that moved through the city with precision and dominance. I had spent years at odds with him, clashing over land, business, and influence. Now, knowing he was my brother? It changed everything. I didn’t know how to process it, but I also didn’t have the energy to fight the storm brewing in my mind. Marcus, sensing my inner turmoil, invited me to stay the night. “Let everything settle,” he said, pouring me another glass of whiskey. “Tomorrow, I’ll show you the pack. I want you to understand what you’re part of.” I wasn’t sure what I was feeling. Was it anger, resentment, or maybe even curiosity, but I agreed. The next morning, I woke up to the sound of birds chir

  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- Truth behind my existence

    “When I met your mother, I was already bound to my pack’s laws,” he began. “Our kind, Liam, we don’t just marry who we want. We don’t love freely without consequences. Wolves are bound by rules and traditions that go back centuries. And one of the biggest laws of all?” He met my gaze, his golden-hazel eyes burning with something unreadable. “We don’t mate with humans; however, your mother was my fated mate.” I tensed, my grip on the glass tightening. “So, what? You knew that and still pursued her?” He nodded. “I did. Because I was selfish. Because I thought I could have it all. Your mother was unlike anyone I’d ever met. Strong, beautiful, intelligent. She challenged me in ways no wolf ever could. I loved her, Liam.” “Then why did you treat her like she was less than you? Like she was property?” Pain

  • Secret Infatuation    Liam- State your business

    The next morning, I set out for the address on the back of the picture. I had tossed and turned all night, my mind filled with questions about my past, my father, and the brother I never knew. Now, it was time for answers. Driving through the countryside, I eventually reached the location. To only realize that it was right in the middle of the land I had been trying to buy from Nathan. The irony of it all didn’t escape me. The very land I wanted for my waterpark and casino resort held ties to my bloodline. The entrance to the gated community was heavily guarded, with tall iron fences and security cameras at every angle. The guards, dressed in black tactical gear, looked more like mercenaries than simple security personnel. One of them approached my car, peering through the tinted window with a scrutinizing glare. “State your business.” I kept my expression neut

  • Secret Infatuation    Alex- Not with me

    Last night, I don’t know what came over me. Maybe it was the rain, the warmth of Liam’s presence, or the way he looked at me like I was the only person in the world. But for the first time, I let go of my reservations and showed him a side of me I usually kept hidden. Now, staring at the note he left behind—See you next week. Be ready for the charity ball. I couldn’t shake the feeling that Liam was up to something. Was he planning to show up and rescue me from Nathan? The thought sent a rush of anticipation through me, but at the same time, it left me uneasy. Nathan had been relentless since last week, constantly finding ways to be around me—whether at the gym or the restaurant where I worked. At first, I thought it was a coincidence, but I wasn’t naive. He was trying to wear me down, to make me see him as an option. I wasn’t going to lie—Nathan was a generous tipper. But money wasn

Scan code to read on App
DMCA.com Protection Status