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82. He loves me
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Second Fated Mate 83. His Pregnant Fiance
Esmeralda's POVI didn't know how I was feeling, but I knew there was an immense sadness within me. I was attacked by a great feeling of regret and woe. I felt guilty too. For the things I had done, for each day my lips claimed Killian's own. I felt guilty for the feelings I possessed for him.He was the father of the child and I, indeed I am a homewrecker. I was going to ruin the home of an unborn child. Though I had never even thought of the possibility of Killian having a child with her. I had caught them having sex but I never thought he would be so careless as to get her pregnant.I was stupid.In hindsight, I couldn't believe I had caught them having sex, yet I kissed him that night.I wanted to die.I was such a fool. Killian never loved me. Killian never saw me as something more than a plaything, a child he could use to while away time.I was disgusted at myself. I felt like a pile of shit, a carcass that should be buried in the dirt. I was not worthy to see the sun. I had
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 84. Where is Izan
Esmeralda's POV.The drive was stuffy, the air was so thick I could hardly breathe. Killian was sitting so close to me all I had to do was stretch my hand out and I would touch him. However, if I made that decision to do so, I knew that I was really irredeemable and I was the spawn of the devil.I kept my hand away.My conscience was eating at me but I was more focused on the overwhelming smell he was emitting.He still smelled like apples. Delicious.Fuck!Fuck!!I still had lewd thoughts about him, allowing myself to be clouded with lust. Shameless. Though the AC jn the car was on, I still pressed the button that brought the car window down and kept away. The wind was in my hair and the smell of apples was far gone. I kept my face facing the window and I leaned into the seat in a relaxing position. If i didn't think about it, then I could get it out of my heart.Throughout the drive, he didn't say anything to me only when he asked if I was still leaving. He didn't even think to
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 85. The Strange Man
Esmeralda's POVI ignored the vehicle and ran around it, though I had no idea what Killian wanted to talk to me about, I just didn't want to see him and if he had news about my family, it still wouldn't be pointless to find Donna.However, the car stopping in front of me delayed me and even though I tried to catch up to her, she was already far from the school's premises.I didn't know why she was avoiding me like a plague. Ever since I was thrown out of their house, this was the first time she was running away from me. It wasn't like she was just simply avoiding me, it was as if she was terrified and I know she wasn't terrified of me.I wasn't the problem but rather it was what was going on with Izan that made her like that. It was what was happening with him that she was thinking about.I didn't know what was going on and I prayed that Killian would be able to find out. He was behind me, I heard him climb down from the car but I didn't want to turn to face him just yet. I don't wan
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 86. The Strange Man II
Esmeralda's POV.I cleared my throat. I had nothing to say to what he had just said. The only thing in my head was that Killian was right, people would be able to smell my blood and they would find out that I was different. Not that I was only a wolf but that I was a pure blood wolf.He moved closer to me and I could tell he was taking a big whiff of my smell, he found it exciting. He liked it and it terrified me.He kept walking behind me, I was scared that he would suddenly just jump and attack me. It would be impossible though because we were in school and he would be risking a lot by doing such a thing.There was no way he would just attack me. There was no reason to even kill me. I was a pure blood wolf and I had no idea what that even meant but from the many warnings I've gotten from Killian, people could use it for their gain.Which reminds me, did he really think I would just follow whomever and allow them to use me for whatever?Did he see me as such a weakling that I would b
Last Updated : 2023-03-04Second Fated Mate 87. Mother
Esmeralda's POVHis eyes were boring into mine and I couldn't understand how any of this was any business of his. He had said his goodbyes to the principal but he was standing by the door looking at me, whispering to me so that only I could hear the seduction in his voice.His accent made him sound poetic which I can reckon he uses to trap women. Well, he didn't have to speak much if trapping women was what he wanted. He was already very good looking and any woman would want him.Any woman but me.I could feel the pressure he was releasing onto me, it was like a rock was on top of me, crushing me to smithereens or else I gave him a befitting answer only then would i be free.He was powerful.Compelling. Sexy and very villainous.He was standing close to me, and was scared he would hear my heartbeat or something. I was just terrified of him, he was too close to me and he had an eerie feeling about him that made me want to take for the hills.It was like no matter what I did he was alwa
Last Updated : 2023-03-05Second Fated Mate 88. The announcement
Killian's POVAfter Paula left my room to hers, I kept thinking about what she said. She wanted me to do some things for her, she wanted me to choose her over Esmeralda.It was impossible.I couldn't make that choice, I couldn't choose between the two of them because I loved Esmeralda but Paula was pregnant with my child. It was a hard choice and I couldn't do what she wanted.I lay in bed all through the night thinking about what Paula had said. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't even try to get myself to focus on other matters like the issue with Mikel and the snitch in my company.I was thinking of Esmeralda, of Paula.A knock came from my door. I thought it could be Esmeralda so I opened the door.It was Paula and she was in tears."I just had a terrible dream, I dreamt that you left me, that you abandoned us and I can't sleep". She wrapped her hands around me in that instant and I carried her into my room."Please Killian," she said to me, "send her away Killian, please send her away"
Last Updated : 2023-03-06Second Fated Mate 89. Her Family
Killian's POVI stood there focusing my attention on them, I was ready for anything they were to say or any slightest reaction from them.Esmeralda had been right to be worried about them. From the last time I saw the woman, something had changed with her, she wasn't as attractive as she once was and her eyes held fear. She was scared of something and I needed to know what.I remembered the day I had first met her at school when she was told that Esmeralda and her daughter had been in some kind of a fight.She had looked at Esmeralda like she wasn't the one who took care of the child for years. It was as if she didn't even care about her and that all these years they spent together were all for nothing sake.This woman wasn't a good mother. She would have listened to Esmeralda, helped her or found someone to tell her what was going on with her child but she didn't. Instead, the first thing she did was to send Esmeralda out of her house, cutting off all ties with the girl.What if Esm
Last Updated : 2023-03-07Second Fated Mate 90
Hearing that from her made me very happy, but of course, I couldn't twirl and dance over the piece of news. I turned my head away from her and glanced at izan who was on his knees looking at me. From where I stood, he looked like a lost puppy who was pitiful and abandoned. I knew I could help him but I didn't want to involve myself without Esmeralda's knowledge. It made me begin to wonder where exactly he must've gotten bit. I wondered if it was done by Mikel or not, or if there was another scumbag in town trying to build a pack by biting innocent teenagers like Izan. The woman looked a bit calmer, her franticness from before had dissolved greatly and she looked better now. Her husband made his way over to where we all stood. He had a frown on his face on seeing me but as he entered the room and saw that Izan was better and that his wife was hugging and smothering Izan whilst crying, his frown softened and he also went ahead and pulled them into one big hug. Looking at the
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Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
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Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
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Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
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Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
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Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
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Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
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Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
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Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
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Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e
