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82. He loves me
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Second Fated Mate 83. His Pregnant Fiance
Esmeralda's POVI didn't know how I was feeling, but I knew there was an immense sadness within me. I was attacked by a great feeling of regret and woe. I felt guilty too. For the things I had done, for each day my lips claimed Killian's own. I felt guilty for the feelings I possessed for him.He was the father of the child and I, indeed I am a homewrecker. I was going to ruin the home of an unborn child. Though I had never even thought of the possibility of Killian having a child with her. I had caught them having sex but I never thought he would be so careless as to get her pregnant.I was stupid.In hindsight, I couldn't believe I had caught them having sex, yet I kissed him that night.I wanted to die.I was such a fool. Killian never loved me. Killian never saw me as something more than a plaything, a child he could use to while away time.I was disgusted at myself. I felt like a pile of shit, a carcass that should be buried in the dirt. I was not worthy to see the sun. I had
Second Fated Mate 84. Where is Izan
Esmeralda's POV.The drive was stuffy, the air was so thick I could hardly breathe. Killian was sitting so close to me all I had to do was stretch my hand out and I would touch him. However, if I made that decision to do so, I knew that I was really irredeemable and I was the spawn of the devil.I kept my hand away.My conscience was eating at me but I was more focused on the overwhelming smell he was emitting.He still smelled like apples. Delicious.Fuck!Fuck!!I still had lewd thoughts about him, allowing myself to be clouded with lust. Shameless. Though the AC jn the car was on, I still pressed the button that brought the car window down and kept away. The wind was in my hair and the smell of apples was far gone. I kept my face facing the window and I leaned into the seat in a relaxing position. If i didn't think about it, then I could get it out of my heart.Throughout the drive, he didn't say anything to me only when he asked if I was still leaving. He didn't even think to
Second Fated Mate 85. The Strange Man
Esmeralda's POVI ignored the vehicle and ran around it, though I had no idea what Killian wanted to talk to me about, I just didn't want to see him and if he had news about my family, it still wouldn't be pointless to find Donna.However, the car stopping in front of me delayed me and even though I tried to catch up to her, she was already far from the school's premises.I didn't know why she was avoiding me like a plague. Ever since I was thrown out of their house, this was the first time she was running away from me. It wasn't like she was just simply avoiding me, it was as if she was terrified and I know she wasn't terrified of me.I wasn't the problem but rather it was what was going on with Izan that made her like that. It was what was happening with him that she was thinking about.I didn't know what was going on and I prayed that Killian would be able to find out. He was behind me, I heard him climb down from the car but I didn't want to turn to face him just yet. I don't wan
Second Fated Mate 86. The Strange Man II
Esmeralda's POV.I cleared my throat. I had nothing to say to what he had just said. The only thing in my head was that Killian was right, people would be able to smell my blood and they would find out that I was different. Not that I was only a wolf but that I was a pure blood wolf.He moved closer to me and I could tell he was taking a big whiff of my smell, he found it exciting. He liked it and it terrified me.He kept walking behind me, I was scared that he would suddenly just jump and attack me. It would be impossible though because we were in school and he would be risking a lot by doing such a thing.There was no way he would just attack me. There was no reason to even kill me. I was a pure blood wolf and I had no idea what that even meant but from the many warnings I've gotten from Killian, people could use it for their gain.Which reminds me, did he really think I would just follow whomever and allow them to use me for whatever?Did he see me as such a weakling that I would b
Second Fated Mate 87. Mother
Esmeralda's POVHis eyes were boring into mine and I couldn't understand how any of this was any business of his. He had said his goodbyes to the principal but he was standing by the door looking at me, whispering to me so that only I could hear the seduction in his voice.His accent made him sound poetic which I can reckon he uses to trap women. Well, he didn't have to speak much if trapping women was what he wanted. He was already very good looking and any woman would want him.Any woman but me.I could feel the pressure he was releasing onto me, it was like a rock was on top of me, crushing me to smithereens or else I gave him a befitting answer only then would i be free.He was powerful.Compelling. Sexy and very villainous.He was standing close to me, and was scared he would hear my heartbeat or something. I was just terrified of him, he was too close to me and he had an eerie feeling about him that made me want to take for the hills.It was like no matter what I did he was alwa
Second Fated Mate 88. The announcement
Killian's POVAfter Paula left my room to hers, I kept thinking about what she said. She wanted me to do some things for her, she wanted me to choose her over Esmeralda.It was impossible.I couldn't make that choice, I couldn't choose between the two of them because I loved Esmeralda but Paula was pregnant with my child. It was a hard choice and I couldn't do what she wanted.I lay in bed all through the night thinking about what Paula had said. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't even try to get myself to focus on other matters like the issue with Mikel and the snitch in my company.I was thinking of Esmeralda, of Paula.A knock came from my door. I thought it could be Esmeralda so I opened the door.It was Paula and she was in tears."I just had a terrible dream, I dreamt that you left me, that you abandoned us and I can't sleep". She wrapped her hands around me in that instant and I carried her into my room."Please Killian," she said to me, "send her away Killian, please send her away"
Second Fated Mate 89. Her Family
Killian's POVI stood there focusing my attention on them, I was ready for anything they were to say or any slightest reaction from them.Esmeralda had been right to be worried about them. From the last time I saw the woman, something had changed with her, she wasn't as attractive as she once was and her eyes held fear. She was scared of something and I needed to know what.I remembered the day I had first met her at school when she was told that Esmeralda and her daughter had been in some kind of a fight.She had looked at Esmeralda like she wasn't the one who took care of the child for years. It was as if she didn't even care about her and that all these years they spent together were all for nothing sake.This woman wasn't a good mother. She would have listened to Esmeralda, helped her or found someone to tell her what was going on with her child but she didn't. Instead, the first thing she did was to send Esmeralda out of her house, cutting off all ties with the girl.What if Esm
Second Fated Mate 90
Hearing that from her made me very happy, but of course, I couldn't twirl and dance over the piece of news. I turned my head away from her and glanced at izan who was on his knees looking at me. From where I stood, he looked like a lost puppy who was pitiful and abandoned. I knew I could help him but I didn't want to involve myself without Esmeralda's knowledge. It made me begin to wonder where exactly he must've gotten bit. I wondered if it was done by Mikel or not, or if there was another scumbag in town trying to build a pack by biting innocent teenagers like Izan. The woman looked a bit calmer, her franticness from before had dissolved greatly and she looked better now. Her husband made his way over to where we all stood. He had a frown on his face on seeing me but as he entered the room and saw that Izan was better and that his wife was hugging and smothering Izan whilst crying, his frown softened and he also went ahead and pulled them into one big hug. Looking at the
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