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74. Excuses
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Second Fated Mate 75. Sworn Enemies
Killian's POVAfter I came back from the office, I realized that I haven't seen Esmeralda since the morning. It was the weekend so there was no way she would be going to school.Initially I had no plans to leave the house but if Fowler hadn't called I would've stayed in with Esmeralda.Esmeralda's question this morning had been on my mind throughout and even when the police came looking for proof against Mikel, the thought came back.She had brought up Paula, my marriage with Paula and that made me think of a lot of things. The same way I was supposed to be married to Paula, Mikel was meant to mark Esmeralda.I didn't want that, I don't even want to marry Paula. Mikel wanted to use Esmeralda before anyone even found out that she was a pure blood wolf. I wonder what he would do if he ever were to find out.I could imagine, he would make sure he did everything possible so that she would become his, so that he would be the one to benefit from her powers.Mikel waa a psychopath and Esmera
Last Updated : 2023-02-23Second Fated Mate 76. Home
Esmeralda's POV.I opened the door, waiting for him to say those same words to my face. I opened the door, opened my ears and opened my heart waiting for him to give me a faint idea of what he waa feeling. I knew he liked to kiss me and to sneak into my room at night to sleep beside me, these are hints that I purposefully ignored because we're not children that cannot express our emotions through our words.Being man enough to tell the other what was in our hearts.However, it seemed like I was the only one who thought this way. I had expected that a grown man like Killian would be able to think the same thing.But as he stared at me with soft eyes, he stared at me with hesitant eyes, with eyes that looked so deep and so emotional, I knew he was too scared to admit to his feelings, I knew it.But then he opened his mouth and said, "Esmy," he said, "I don't want you to go".Maybe all I wanted wasn't plain and simple, maybe what I wanted was just a tiny bit of affirmation that in fact
Last Updated : 2023-02-24Second Fated Mate 77. Something's Wrong
Esmeralda's POVI didn't know what was happening or if the scream I heard came from the room or my own mouth, but I found myself on the ground.I had fallen down from the tree.It wasn't a good feeling. The collision of my back and the ground left a very painful throbbing on my back.My head was also feeling very light and I must've lost ky for a second there. I remained on the ground trying to remember little details about myself.I'm a girl.My name's Esmeralda.I'm a high school student.Killian.Fuck.Why him?Everything about this day was going sideways. I didn't understand what Killian was doing in the little details about myself?That fucking piece of shit.I continued to lay down on the grass with the sun on my face because at that moment, it all seemed so peaceful, except the pain in my back that was slowly fading away.Maybe what I waa doing on the ground was getting mentally prepared for the sharp pain I was going to get when I finally decided to stand up.Lying there I gaz
Last Updated : 2023-02-25Second Fated Mate 78. Traitor
Killian's POVThe police left the office leaving advice behind. I had known beforehand that detective Wesley was not a fan of mine and for him to suddenly take up this case actually kind of made me edgy.What I didn't understand waa how he believed me without me having to give him a full detail of what had happened. He was understanding and even made me believe we could turn out to be friends.There was no proof of the claim that Mikel had killed those people and set my warehouse on fire but he was willing to believe me. Maybe it was his gut sense or maybe it was the realization that of course I wouldn't kill people who worked for me or even blow up my own warehouse.However, I tried to believe that it was just his gut sense.He had even advised that I catch the snitch as soon as possible without even hearing from me whether there was a snitch or not.Fowler joined me in the office after they left. He was sure to close the door behind him."What are we going to do?" He asked me.I sat
Last Updated : 2023-02-26Second Fated Mate 79. Lost
Killian's POV.I was flabbergasted. I couldn't move. My palms were sweating and my heart was racing. I couldn't say anything or even do anything. My heart was racing fast and my head felt light.Paula was pregnant.How the hell did this even happen?She was too cruel, she could've at least let me settle before telling me something like that, opening her mouth and spilling such from it.I had nothing to do and i felt kike I was trapped in a dark small room and everything was moving in the room other than me. They were moving against me but I was pinned to the ground, I couldn't move, I couldn't breathe, I could only stare and watch how the objects inside the room all penetrated me one by one.It was suffocating.I was suffocated. I didn't know how or when or why but my hand moved to my tie and loosened it.Okay, i knew why, i was too suffocated.I couldn't breathe and I felt like curling up in a corner and thinking about all the mistakes I've ever made.No matter how cruel this would s
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Second Fated Mate 80. Missing
Killian's POVI left Paula. I had left Paula.I ran away from the hospital even though Paula needed me. I left her because I needed to get to Esmeralda. I was a jerk. A bastard. An idiot. Stupid.There was nothing in the dictionary that I could find that would describe how insane and humane I was to Paula. I stood there speechless after she told me she was pregnant with my child but I couldn't say anything. I was such a coward.Paula needed me around, Paula needed me to say something, to tell her that I wasn't going to abandon her but I didn't say anything. I left her there to take care of herself, I left her there abandoning her and our unborn child.I was saying these words, scolding myself but I was still in my car, driving like a maniac to my house to see Susan, to get told to my face that Esmeralda was missing.I can't even weigh the importance of those two things. Paula announced to me a new child and Esmeralda was missing, probably in danger or something.No, the only reaso
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 81. Threats
Killian's POVI was worried. Beyond worrying.I couldn't figure out what was going on. Pauka had left standing there with the notion that Mikel was no different from Frederick.Would it be weird if I said that I didn't care?I didn't care if Mikel was leading them all to their deaths, I didn't care if Frederick came here and started a war. As long as it had nothing to do with me, as long nobody came to my doorstep, as long as they didn't come for Esmeralda and anyone else I cared about. I had no problem.I didn't care about the war, I didn't care whether Mikel was a good leader or not and I gave zero shits about Frederick.What I cared about was Esmeralda.I was only worried about her well-being. Mayne paula was right when she had said that if I cared about the city I should worry about Mikel becoming an alpha.Did I care about the city?Yes.However, not the way Paula wanted me to. I cared about the city, not to the point where I'd wield a sword or climb on a horse to defend it. Hu
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 82. He loves me
Esmeralda's POVKillian did not say anything about helping me but I didn't need him to spell it out before I knew he would help with it.At first I had no.intention of allowing him find out about what happened, I thought i could do it myself, I could find out what was wrong with Izan and help him out on my own but from what i saw back at the house, with my mom, i knew i was helpless without Killian and I knew I would always be helpless without him when i broke down and cried, begging him to help me.I didn't want to always go to Killian for help but I had no.other choice, I had no other person in my life who would be willing to help me.I had no home.And I was holding on to the one I grew uo in. I was holding on to people who don't think twice before dropping me.Was that foolish, could that be regarded as me being extremely stupid or was that love?I didn't know, I only knew that I loved them with a pure heart, one that could go beyond everything else and do something for them.I lo
Last Updated : 2023-02-28
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Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
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Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
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Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
Second Fated Mate 147
Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
Second Fated Mate 146
Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
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Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
Second Fated Mate 144
Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
Second Fated Mate 143
Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
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Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e
