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78. Traitor
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Second Fated Mate 79. Lost
Killian's POV.I was flabbergasted. I couldn't move. My palms were sweating and my heart was racing. I couldn't say anything or even do anything. My heart was racing fast and my head felt light.Paula was pregnant.How the hell did this even happen?She was too cruel, she could've at least let me settle before telling me something like that, opening her mouth and spilling such from it.I had nothing to do and i felt kike I was trapped in a dark small room and everything was moving in the room other than me. They were moving against me but I was pinned to the ground, I couldn't move, I couldn't breathe, I could only stare and watch how the objects inside the room all penetrated me one by one.It was suffocating.I was suffocated. I didn't know how or when or why but my hand moved to my tie and loosened it.Okay, i knew why, i was too suffocated.I couldn't breathe and I felt like curling up in a corner and thinking about all the mistakes I've ever made.No matter how cruel this would s
Last Updated : 2023-02-27Second Fated Mate 80. Missing
Killian's POVI left Paula. I had left Paula.I ran away from the hospital even though Paula needed me. I left her because I needed to get to Esmeralda. I was a jerk. A bastard. An idiot. Stupid.There was nothing in the dictionary that I could find that would describe how insane and humane I was to Paula. I stood there speechless after she told me she was pregnant with my child but I couldn't say anything. I was such a coward.Paula needed me around, Paula needed me to say something, to tell her that I wasn't going to abandon her but I didn't say anything. I left her there to take care of herself, I left her there abandoning her and our unborn child.I was saying these words, scolding myself but I was still in my car, driving like a maniac to my house to see Susan, to get told to my face that Esmeralda was missing.I can't even weigh the importance of those two things. Paula announced to me a new child and Esmeralda was missing, probably in danger or something.No, the only reaso
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 81. Threats
Killian's POVI was worried. Beyond worrying.I couldn't figure out what was going on. Pauka had left standing there with the notion that Mikel was no different from Frederick.Would it be weird if I said that I didn't care?I didn't care if Mikel was leading them all to their deaths, I didn't care if Frederick came here and started a war. As long as it had nothing to do with me, as long nobody came to my doorstep, as long as they didn't come for Esmeralda and anyone else I cared about. I had no problem.I didn't care about the war, I didn't care whether Mikel was a good leader or not and I gave zero shits about Frederick.What I cared about was Esmeralda.I was only worried about her well-being. Mayne paula was right when she had said that if I cared about the city I should worry about Mikel becoming an alpha.Did I care about the city?Yes.However, not the way Paula wanted me to. I cared about the city, not to the point where I'd wield a sword or climb on a horse to defend it. Hu
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 82. He loves me
Esmeralda's POVKillian did not say anything about helping me but I didn't need him to spell it out before I knew he would help with it.At first I had no.intention of allowing him find out about what happened, I thought i could do it myself, I could find out what was wrong with Izan and help him out on my own but from what i saw back at the house, with my mom, i knew i was helpless without Killian and I knew I would always be helpless without him when i broke down and cried, begging him to help me.I didn't want to always go to Killian for help but I had no.other choice, I had no other person in my life who would be willing to help me.I had no home.And I was holding on to the one I grew uo in. I was holding on to people who don't think twice before dropping me.Was that foolish, could that be regarded as me being extremely stupid or was that love?I didn't know, I only knew that I loved them with a pure heart, one that could go beyond everything else and do something for them.I lo
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 83. His Pregnant Fiance
Esmeralda's POVI didn't know how I was feeling, but I knew there was an immense sadness within me. I was attacked by a great feeling of regret and woe. I felt guilty too. For the things I had done, for each day my lips claimed Killian's own. I felt guilty for the feelings I possessed for him.He was the father of the child and I, indeed I am a homewrecker. I was going to ruin the home of an unborn child. Though I had never even thought of the possibility of Killian having a child with her. I had caught them having sex but I never thought he would be so careless as to get her pregnant.I was stupid.In hindsight, I couldn't believe I had caught them having sex, yet I kissed him that night.I wanted to die.I was such a fool. Killian never loved me. Killian never saw me as something more than a plaything, a child he could use to while away time.I was disgusted at myself. I felt like a pile of shit, a carcass that should be buried in the dirt. I was not worthy to see the sun. I had
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 84. Where is Izan
Esmeralda's POV.The drive was stuffy, the air was so thick I could hardly breathe. Killian was sitting so close to me all I had to do was stretch my hand out and I would touch him. However, if I made that decision to do so, I knew that I was really irredeemable and I was the spawn of the devil.I kept my hand away.My conscience was eating at me but I was more focused on the overwhelming smell he was emitting.He still smelled like apples. Delicious.Fuck!Fuck!!I still had lewd thoughts about him, allowing myself to be clouded with lust. Shameless. Though the AC jn the car was on, I still pressed the button that brought the car window down and kept away. The wind was in my hair and the smell of apples was far gone. I kept my face facing the window and I leaned into the seat in a relaxing position. If i didn't think about it, then I could get it out of my heart.Throughout the drive, he didn't say anything to me only when he asked if I was still leaving. He didn't even think to
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 85. The Strange Man
Esmeralda's POVI ignored the vehicle and ran around it, though I had no idea what Killian wanted to talk to me about, I just didn't want to see him and if he had news about my family, it still wouldn't be pointless to find Donna.However, the car stopping in front of me delayed me and even though I tried to catch up to her, she was already far from the school's premises.I didn't know why she was avoiding me like a plague. Ever since I was thrown out of their house, this was the first time she was running away from me. It wasn't like she was just simply avoiding me, it was as if she was terrified and I know she wasn't terrified of me.I wasn't the problem but rather it was what was going on with Izan that made her like that. It was what was happening with him that she was thinking about.I didn't know what was going on and I prayed that Killian would be able to find out. He was behind me, I heard him climb down from the car but I didn't want to turn to face him just yet. I don't wan
Last Updated : 2023-02-28Second Fated Mate 86. The Strange Man II
Esmeralda's POV.I cleared my throat. I had nothing to say to what he had just said. The only thing in my head was that Killian was right, people would be able to smell my blood and they would find out that I was different. Not that I was only a wolf but that I was a pure blood wolf.He moved closer to me and I could tell he was taking a big whiff of my smell, he found it exciting. He liked it and it terrified me.He kept walking behind me, I was scared that he would suddenly just jump and attack me. It would be impossible though because we were in school and he would be risking a lot by doing such a thing.There was no way he would just attack me. There was no reason to even kill me. I was a pure blood wolf and I had no idea what that even meant but from the many warnings I've gotten from Killian, people could use it for their gain.Which reminds me, did he really think I would just follow whomever and allow them to use me for whatever?Did he see me as such a weakling that I would b
Last Updated : 2023-03-04
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Second Fated Mate 150
Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
Second Fated Mate 149
Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
Second Fated Mate 148
Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
Second Fated Mate 147
Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
Second Fated Mate 146
Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
Second Fated Mate 145
Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
Second Fated Mate 144
Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
Second Fated Mate 143
Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
Second Fated Mate 142
Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e
