Hazel One week laterLogan and I hadn’t heard from Lucas in a week, his phone not even ringing just going straight to voicemail. Logan wasn’t talking to me and I had heard from no one, not a soul. The house is becoming lonely. Logan always left before I got up in the morning and always came home after I went to bed. It was like living with a flat mate you never see because you work opposite shifts. On the seventh day, my depression came back in full swing so I decided to go see the pack doctor. Sitting in the waiting room I wait for my name to be called. A woman walked out with a noteboard in her hand, she had long blonde hair pulled into a high ponytail, her glasses sitting on the bridge of her nose as she looked down at the notepad before calling my name.Standing up, I followed her to her room sitting in the cold green seat next to her desk as she looked at my file.“What can I help you with Luna?” She asks.“I need a script for pristiq” I tell her.She looks at my file before loo
“Stay awake Lana, and ” Logan says tapping my face.“I can feel them” I mutter, regret kicking in as I feel myself slipping into darkness.Logan grabs me pressing my face into his neck, my body heavy and going limp before running his claws down his skin, I could smell his blood, feel it on my face.“Feed Hazel ” Logan says frantically, his hand in my hair.“If not for me, for them” He whispers but even feeding felt like too much of a struggle, my body to heavy to move when I feel Elias' hand move under my face pulling my head back, he runs his hand across Logan 's neck before jamming his blood coated fingers in my mouth. Elias fingers moving in my mouth before I feel my fangs slip out and he jerks his hand back. A growl escaping me as a primal urge kicks in and I sink my teeth into Logan’s neck.Logan flinches holding me there and I feel Elias grab my arms. “She is healing” I hear him murmurs before my surroundings become clearer,everything sharpening while I feed on him.Hazel Three
“Do you worry about him?” I ask. He nods before sitting up on one elbow looking down at me.“His decision to leave, he did that, that’s his loss. He knew what he was leaving behind, so yes I worry but nothing we can do about it. He will come back when he is ready or not at all. I can live with that” Logan says. I think over his words, he was right Lucas left knowing I was carrying his children, so that is on him. He chose not to be a part of their lives so I won’t force him.“We need to start getting baby stuff soon” I tell him and his face lights up.“And pick names” He says,“I will pick one and you can pick the other” I tell him and he smiles down at me, his excitement infectious and I find myself smiling back at him.“Stop smiling like that you’re creeping me out” I tell him and he drops his face into the crook of my neck inhaling deeply.“You need to stop eating bugs bunny, I can smell it on you”“You offering?”“Always” he says, pulling back. I lean up kissing him, he freezes fo
"What are their names?" I ask curiously."That you would also know if you were there when they were born" he says simply. I sigh before jumping in the water, the cool water soothing the ache of my muscles. I wash my face and realise how long my hair was and how filthy I am." May I ask why you are so far from your pack?""Only if you tell me why you left my sister"" I don't know why, because I didn't want to admit I was wrong" I tell him not having a reason that would be good enough to explain, me walking out on them."Hazel tried to kill herself after you left, and she and Logan are doing good. They are a proper family, word of advice"" What's that?"" If you choose to go back I would think twice about leaving again, her mate or not I will kill you""Noted" I nod my head."So why are you here?"" I used to come here with her," he says."Who Hazel ?"" No my mate"" Your mate? Where is she then?""Dead, I killed her?" He says like she meant nothing to him yet why was he here. His an
"So you're going back?" He asks when I say nothing, like what do you say to that, the horrors he suffered and inflicted."I could always make you" he says “but honestly I don't believe you deserve them""Do you deserve a second chance mate?" I ask, his tone irritating me." If the goddess granted me one, she wouldn't be trusted easily. That's if I let her live, I don't need a mate. They make you weak, blind you and in my position I can't afford weakness" he says."How did you do it, survive after I mean?""I never marked her, Avery took the remnants of the bond away""Huh she would do that for you but not me"" Aamon and I are best friend's, for over a decade when my father introduced us. Avery knew what she was capable of""How so?""Because she saw it" He says, getting up and dusting his pants off."Come I have spare clothes, I will shout you lunch and later maybe beat some sense into you"I stayed with Clan for a few more hours, not that I had much choice, he could literally comman
“I let you in, whatever baggage from the past gets left at this fucking gate, you don’t bring your problems with you, we have started over I won’t have you bring us back down. So you need to choose because I can tell you right now Hazel won’t put up with your shit not no more, not now that we have kids”“There mine too Logan” I tell him.“Really? because where the fuck were you when they born? Where were you when Hazel tried to kill herself, they don’t know you and I sure as hell won't allow you to come and go as you please, or when you feel like being a dad” He says. Guilt smashing into me violently.“I don’t want to disturb anything, I just want to see them”“Well that’s up to Hazel ” Logan says before walking off. I wait wondering if I should follow him, wondering if I was allowed to.“Leave your problems at the gate Lucas or don’t come with me” He calls over his shoulder. I let out a breath before following him, Titus in my head wagging his tail, he wanted to come home for a while
“I didn't know how to tell you he was back” He mind links back and I nod to him. Lucas watched us knowing we were talking through the link.“Why are you here?” I ask Lucas .“I wanted to see you, see our kids” He says looking at the wall and not meeting my gaze. I make the coffee setting out five cups.“Can you take these up to mum and dad?” I ask Logan and he nods grabbing their two mugs and walking upstairs.“Are you staying or are you planning on leaving again?” I ask, sliding his cup to him where he stood on the other side of the counter.“Am I allowed to stay?” He asks.“Depends if you plan on leaving again, I won't have you walking in and out of our children's lives Lucas , either stay or don’t but if you leave, don’t come back” I tell him and he growls low.“Don’t growl at me, I won’t tolerate that shit, you were gone for months. Just left didn’t even ring, not even to check on your own kids” I tell him.“Can I see them?” He asks just as Logan walks in with Titus in his arms, h
“I am fine with it” I tell them before Logan’s voice flits through my head.“Do you want him to go or not? If you don’t want him here Lana, I will make him leave” He says and I could feel Lucas watching us again.“It’s fine but he sleeps on the couch” I reply and Logan nods before kissing my cheek.“Come, I will get you some clothes so you can shower” He says, grabbing Ashley off him. Logan nods before standing with Titus in his arms, he comes over handing him to me. I take him before walking into the kitchen and placing him in his high chair, Logan doing the same with Ashley while I make their lunch. Both of them walk upstairs while I remain a little uneasy about the situation. I was glad he was okay and as much as I hate to admit it I do miss him, but I refuse to be hurt by him again, refuse to let him hurt our kids.Hazel I mulee up the babies food before sitting down on a chair in front of them, feeding them their carrot and pumpkin puree. I could hear the shower running upstairs