“Stay awake Lana, and ” Logan says tapping my face.“I can feel them” I mutter, regret kicking in as I feel myself slipping into darkness.Logan grabs me pressing my face into his neck, my body heavy and going limp before running his claws down his skin, I could smell his blood, feel it on my face.“Feed Hazel ” Logan says frantically, his hand in my hair.“If not for me, for them” He whispers but even feeding felt like too much of a struggle, my body to heavy to move when I feel Elias' hand move under my face pulling my head back, he runs his hand across Logan 's neck before jamming his blood coated fingers in my mouth. Elias fingers moving in my mouth before I feel my fangs slip out and he jerks his hand back. A growl escaping me as a primal urge kicks in and I sink my teeth into Logan’s neck.Logan flinches holding me there and I feel Elias grab my arms. “She is healing” I hear him murmurs before my surroundings become clearer,everything sharpening while I feed on him.Hazel Three
“Do you worry about him?” I ask. He nods before sitting up on one elbow looking down at me.“His decision to leave, he did that, that’s his loss. He knew what he was leaving behind, so yes I worry but nothing we can do about it. He will come back when he is ready or not at all. I can live with that” Logan says. I think over his words, he was right Lucas left knowing I was carrying his children, so that is on him. He chose not to be a part of their lives so I won’t force him.“We need to start getting baby stuff soon” I tell him and his face lights up.“And pick names” He says,“I will pick one and you can pick the other” I tell him and he smiles down at me, his excitement infectious and I find myself smiling back at him.“Stop smiling like that you’re creeping me out” I tell him and he drops his face into the crook of my neck inhaling deeply.“You need to stop eating bugs bunny, I can smell it on you”“You offering?”“Always” he says, pulling back. I lean up kissing him, he freezes fo
"What are their names?" I ask curiously."That you would also know if you were there when they were born" he says simply. I sigh before jumping in the water, the cool water soothing the ache of my muscles. I wash my face and realise how long my hair was and how filthy I am." May I ask why you are so far from your pack?""Only if you tell me why you left my sister"" I don't know why, because I didn't want to admit I was wrong" I tell him not having a reason that would be good enough to explain, me walking out on them."Hazel tried to kill herself after you left, and she and Logan are doing good. They are a proper family, word of advice"" What's that?"" If you choose to go back I would think twice about leaving again, her mate or not I will kill you""Noted" I nod my head."So why are you here?"" I used to come here with her," he says."Who Hazel ?"" No my mate"" Your mate? Where is she then?""Dead, I killed her?" He says like she meant nothing to him yet why was he here. His an
"So you're going back?" He asks when I say nothing, like what do you say to that, the horrors he suffered and inflicted."I could always make you" he says “but honestly I don't believe you deserve them""Do you deserve a second chance mate?" I ask, his tone irritating me." If the goddess granted me one, she wouldn't be trusted easily. That's if I let her live, I don't need a mate. They make you weak, blind you and in my position I can't afford weakness" he says."How did you do it, survive after I mean?""I never marked her, Avery took the remnants of the bond away""Huh she would do that for you but not me"" Aamon and I are best friend's, for over a decade when my father introduced us. Avery knew what she was capable of""How so?""Because she saw it" He says, getting up and dusting his pants off."Come I have spare clothes, I will shout you lunch and later maybe beat some sense into you"I stayed with Clan for a few more hours, not that I had much choice, he could literally comman
“I let you in, whatever baggage from the past gets left at this fucking gate, you don’t bring your problems with you, we have started over I won’t have you bring us back down. So you need to choose because I can tell you right now Hazel won’t put up with your shit not no more, not now that we have kids”“There mine too Logan” I tell him.“Really? because where the fuck were you when they born? Where were you when Hazel tried to kill herself, they don’t know you and I sure as hell won't allow you to come and go as you please, or when you feel like being a dad” He says. Guilt smashing into me violently.“I don’t want to disturb anything, I just want to see them”“Well that’s up to Hazel ” Logan says before walking off. I wait wondering if I should follow him, wondering if I was allowed to.“Leave your problems at the gate Lucas or don’t come with me” He calls over his shoulder. I let out a breath before following him, Titus in my head wagging his tail, he wanted to come home for a while
“I didn't know how to tell you he was back” He mind links back and I nod to him. Lucas watched us knowing we were talking through the link.“Why are you here?” I ask Lucas .“I wanted to see you, see our kids” He says looking at the wall and not meeting my gaze. I make the coffee setting out five cups.“Can you take these up to mum and dad?” I ask Logan and he nods grabbing their two mugs and walking upstairs.“Are you staying or are you planning on leaving again?” I ask, sliding his cup to him where he stood on the other side of the counter.“Am I allowed to stay?” He asks.“Depends if you plan on leaving again, I won't have you walking in and out of our children's lives Lucas , either stay or don’t but if you leave, don’t come back” I tell him and he growls low.“Don’t growl at me, I won’t tolerate that shit, you were gone for months. Just left didn’t even ring, not even to check on your own kids” I tell him.“Can I see them?” He asks just as Logan walks in with Titus in his arms, h
“I am fine with it” I tell them before Logan’s voice flits through my head.“Do you want him to go or not? If you don’t want him here Lana, I will make him leave” He says and I could feel Lucas watching us again.“It’s fine but he sleeps on the couch” I reply and Logan nods before kissing my cheek.“Come, I will get you some clothes so you can shower” He says, grabbing Ashley off him. Logan nods before standing with Titus in his arms, he comes over handing him to me. I take him before walking into the kitchen and placing him in his high chair, Logan doing the same with Ashley while I make their lunch. Both of them walk upstairs while I remain a little uneasy about the situation. I was glad he was okay and as much as I hate to admit it I do miss him, but I refuse to be hurt by him again, refuse to let him hurt our kids.Hazel I mulee up the babies food before sitting down on a chair in front of them, feeding them their carrot and pumpkin puree. I could hear the shower running upstairs
“You don’t need to worry, I have gotten used to sleeping in that form” Lucas says behind me before reaching around me to grab his shorts. I keep my back to him.“Hey little man” He says kissing Titus' head before grabbing him and I know he is dressed. Titus squeals clapping his hands excitedly as his father takes him.I follow them into the kitchen turning the kettle on."Can I ask where you have been all this time?" I ask him.Lucas looks over at me before looking down at Titus again and I hand him his bottle."Mostly in rogue camps" he says and I shake my head annoyed that he would rather live with rogues than be with his mates."Just say it Hazel stop holding back, I know you want to say something just say it"" I am not holding back Lucas , I don't feel the need to yell at you" I tell him."You don't?""Why would I? You made your decision to leave and that's on you not me. I don't care if you're in my life or not. The only thing I care about is making sure you don't fuck up theirs
“You will never have her” The man spits at my feet.“You do know who I am looking for then?” He smiles and I tug on his mates hair again and she lets out a cry, his eyes darting to her.“Where is she?” I ask him.“Screw you” He says, glaring at me. I would have commanded them to tell me but I was enjoying playing with them, nothing better than watching the fear in another's eyes, before watching the light leave them completely I had no intentions of letting them live they helped hunt my family and they would pay for that mistake, and this would ensure Tim comes running when he hears anything.Standing up, I drag the woman with me, Josic trying to stand but his injured leg preventing him as he falls back on the cave floor, his blood pooling onto the floor more from the movement. I force her on her knees, in front of her mate, clamping my hands on the side of her head before giving a sharp twist, her neck snapping as I turn her head so it now faces me and I relish the sound of her neck
Chase is excited they are leaving, keeps telling Janet l he is going to lock them in cages if they keep cling wrapping the toilet bowl on him, or super gluing his stuff to his desk.Mum and Arial have even clashed after Janet dished out the spanking mum wouldn't give them when Tyson shaved off Chase's eyebrows while he was asleep.Sitting on the lounge with my cup of tea. Lucas comes out with a load of laundry that needs folding."Can you fold these? I hung out another load, just need to help Elias with training" he says. I nod and he bends down giving me a kiss. Ashley and Titus sitting on the rug in front of the TV playing with their blocks.Janet sits on the floor and grabs an article of clothing and starts helping me fold."Goddess, I hope Chase and I get along well after I have this baby like you three do, you guys make it look easy" she says. They still have been having issues but not as bad and once mum and dad are out of the pack house I am sure things will get better not havi
"You're pregnant? What answering was too hard, instead you hand me your piss stick?" He says shiver and handing it back. "Look at the other one," she tells him excitedly. He opens the piece of paper."woohoo he fucking did it, she is 6 weeks a long" Lucas says holding the paper up. "I'm gonna be an uncle" he says excitedly in a sing-song voice. "And I don't have to listen anymore about ovaries, ovulation, periods or any of that other nasty shit you've been telling me anymore," Lucas says. Lucas wanders off into the kitchen and I hear the tap running and know he is washing his hands. I walk over giving her a hug. "Congrats we can be fat together" I tell her "Doc reckons I will start showing more next week" she says and I look down to see her tiny baby bump showing. "I was wondering if Chase tossed all your clothes, now I know why have been wearing his shirts" "He smells nice and I didn't want to get my hopes up, doc says I am safe to announce it now" she says. "You told mum and
"Oi watch it, you could poke out an eye with that thing" I tell him and he shivers."What?""Literally watched someone have their eye removed today" he says before turning on his heel and marching us up the stairs."Huh""Nevermind just get your clothes off" he says walking in the bathroom and flicking the light on. He started the shower and I was tangled in my jumper trying to pull it off when I heard fabric tearing, my cotton shorts disappearing from my body. As soon as my jumper was off I found myself slammed against the sink basin, Logan's lips crashing against mine.His tongue demanding as it plunges into my mouth, his arousal hitting me painfully, and I wrap my legs around his waist, his cock pressing between my legs before he lifts me, his hands squeezing my ass, my own arousal coiling within me at his manhandling of me.Water running down and drenching my singlet, which is the only article of clothing on me before I feel myself pressed against the cold shower wall tiles. Logan
Stepping in the living room I find Lucas and Hazel both passed out cold, Luca's head resting on the back of the lounge with his mouth wide open tempting me to go drop my aching balls that he caused in his mouth.Hazel had her head in his lap fast asleep and I could just make out the sounds of my little ones breathing and the soft thuds of their heartbeats upstairs sleeping peacefully.Stripping my pants off that were cutting off the circulation of my manhood I stand in front of the couch watching them sleep.Hazel sniffs the air slightly in her sleep subconsciously picking up my scent as she turns slightly snuggling into Luca's lap. Lucas 's hand moved, caressing her hair in his sleep and I chuckle softly at how cosy and relaxed they looked. I missed them being like this, comfortable in each other's embrace.I clear my throat loudly, both of them stirring and Hazel's eyes flutter open sleepily."So which one of you wants to be responsible for the embarrassment you caused me today?" I
“They’re dead” He cowers next to me and I step back not wanting to get his disgusting scent on me.“How many?” Reid asks him. The rogue shakes his head.“I am all that's left besides the girl and her parents, the humans fled, said they need to regroup and come up with something, that they would let me know when they recruit others to help” He says. Clan claws slash down his face so fast the rogue didn’t even see it coming. He screams clutching his face before Clan kneels before him. The rogue scrambles back and Clan examines his claws that were covered in the man's blood.He then grabs the rogue’s hair holding him steady before using his index finger and claw and jams it in his eye socket. His scream makes the bile rise in my throat as I watch as he scoops his finger around his eye before ripping it out. The rogue thrashing and clutching his eye.“Now I let you live you are going to let me know when they regroup and plan anything” The rogue nods his head. The man’s eye hangs by the n
“No this is bear territory not even a rogue wants to take on a bear” He says.“What do you want to do?”“Head back, she is long gone” He says and I could see the tremble in his hands as he clenched his fists. He runs his hands through his tousled hair pushing it back from his eyes.He chuckles lightly shaking his head.“What?” I ask.“She thinks she can hide from me, she will be in for a shock when I find her, I don’t like having to chase what is mine” He says and a shiver runs up my spine at how cold his words were.“You wouldn’t hurt though?” I ask now petrified for the poor rogue he is determined to catch.“No, but she doesn’t know that?”“What are you going to do if she is one of them?” I ask. It was a little odd for a rogue to be lurking so close especially given she was in the vicinity where the rogues we were hunting are.He growls making my head snap toward him and I nearly trip over a fallen tree branch. He grips my arm before I faceplant. “Sorry” He says realising he startle
“You done father, or do I need to break your arms again, this time I will shove up your ass for mum to remove” Clan says, stepping forward making his father look up at him. Clan must be close to 7 feet tall now, how is it possible that he is still growing he is the same age as me. Or maybe it's because he was Alpha of Alpha’s now. I step between them hoping they don’t start swinging at each other. Chase grabs Reids arm and he shakes him off before straightening his shorts and walking out. Clan notices Chase and growls at him.“Got a bone to pick with you later” Clan says, his eyes flicking black for a second and his aura rushing over me. My stomach turns filled with dread as a sickening feeling swirls in my stomach. Chase nods turning his neck in submission and Clan smirks.“Come I want to check this rogue camp down by the stream,” Clan says clapping his gigantic hand on my shoulder as he walks past.“Chase stay with Reid and check out the surrounding area” Chase nods walking out afte
Lucas coming over to help. “That was nice what you did for Janet l” I tell him grateful he at least tried to help even if it doesn’t work.“He should have told her,” Lucas says and I nod.“Your face has nearly healed” Lucas says brushing my hair over my shoulder while my hands were in the dishwater. Lucas walks over to the fridge grabbing a blood bag out. My face scrunches up when I see it is all congealed. Lucas holds it up looking at it.“Looks like jelly,” He says shaking it.“Yeah you will have to heat it and blend it” I tell him hating congealed blood it always had a strange taste.“Or you could feed off me,” Lucas says and I look over at him. I go to shake my head when he speaks again.“Don’t pretend you weren't dreaming of Logan and I” Lucas says, his lips tugging up.“I am asking you to feed off me, don’t need to pretend to be appalled by the idea, when I know you want me just as much as I want you” He says.“You didn’t want me for 6 months Lucas ” I tell him, stacking the las