Savanah's Pov
I inwardly groaned at the sound of my beeping alarm clock, Making a mental note to change the alarm sound. It was that high pitched Beep! Beep! Beeeep! You know the one? Well yeah, it was so annoying that I regret even setting the alarm last night. I wanted nothing more than to stay in bed, roll over on my pillow and skip school for the day. Maybe I should? I mean it would be just one day and one day couldn’t hurt, could it?
I was exhausted, physically and mentally. Last night was a rough one for me, I didn't sleep much at-all with the nightmares I had been having lately and today? Well today I have to get up and go to school no matter how good the dream of skipping the day sounds. Yeah, it sucks but at least it's my last year and considering I'm a senior, this year shouldn't be too bad for me. with a heavy sigh I kicked my quilt cover off, lazily climbing out of my bed and swiftly crossing my room to the bathroom.
Just the thought of leaving my cosy room was soul crushing, I loved my bedroom it wasn't small nor was it large. It was simple but warm, consisting of a walk-in wardrobe and an ensuite bathroom and the basic bedroom furniture I'm sure everyone else has but it was a space only for me. my space, my sanctuary.
I turned the shower on letting the water heat up as I stripped from my pyjamas and tied my hair up out of my face before hoping under the hot shower. The water coated my skin relaxing my entire body in an only a few seconds. I should totally skip the day and sit in the shower because the relaxation I was feeling right now was off the charts but we all know I’m too chicken to skip so I finished my normal routine pretty quickly, washing my body, shaving my legs, you know the normal things you would do in a shower.
I quickly climbed out of the shower , wrapping a towel around my body before proceeding to brush my teeth and put a little bit of light make up on, I was thankfully graced with skin that had a natural glow to it so I had no need for foundation but a little bit of mascara, a red lip tint and I was ready to get dressed. Now I'm not one for spending a lot of time getting myself ready, I get bored pretty quickly when it comes to making decisions. So, pulling out the first outfit my eyes landed on was my go too, A grey vest top, light blue jeans and a pair of white trainers. My top didn't completely cover my stomach, but I couldn't really pay no mind to it, everyone else in school wears much more revealing clothes than I did so why the hell not. I made my bed and opened my curtains, letting the sunlight brighten up my room. Pulling my hair out of its bun I let the natural curls of my long dark brown hair fall over my shoulders in curly waves. Yeah, no work needed, definitely graced with my mother’s hair.
Being that I woke up late I quickly grabbed my handbag, my phone and a jacket before I made my leave for the kitchen.
Drifting my eyes around the room, surprise, surprise my dad was nowhere to be seen.
That wasn't unusual to me so I guess I couldn’t be bothered by that fact. He works hard to the point where he is barely even home anymore, but I couldn’t blame him for it, he was a single father since my mother had bailed on us. God knows where she is,If I'm honest I couldn't really care where she is or what she is doing.
I haven't heard from her in a year, All I know is that she has a new family. A new husband and a new daughter. Well two new kids, one stepdaughter and one stepson. She calls my father now and then to check up, but I have no interest in talking to her or meeting my new brother and sister.My eyes drifted to the clock upon the kitchen wall, if I didn't leave for school now, I'd be late for class, so I quickly grabbed a cereal bar from the cupboard and a can of coke from the fridge before heading to the front door. I don't really do breakfast not that I don't have an appetite, I’m just simply too lazy.
I locked the front door on my way out dropping my keys in to my handbag with a heavy sigh. It wasn’t too late to back out and get back in my pyjamas, was it?
"Need a ride?" a familiar voice asked. Of course, my morning dose of the boy next door.
I smiled turning my head to see a smiling Stefan walking my way, with a cigarette in hand.Stefan was the typical bad boy at our school, the kind of guy that no boys messed with, and all girls drooled over. I'm not going to lie he is very handsome, like extremely out of this world handsome with his green eyes, Brown hair, a Chi-sled jaw and that famous black leather jacket that all bad boys wear, Stefan was for sure hot as hell. As was his half-brother Seth, long story short they both have the same farther but with different mothers. Stefan lives with his mother next door whilst Seth lives with only his farther a few blocks away.
Seth was actually my boyfriend of seven months. He also has that extremely very handsomely gorgeous bad boy vibe with black hair, Brown eyes and a Defined Jaw. They were straight out of every teenage girl’s dream. The brothers had similar looks for sure, If I'm being totally upfront with myself, I won't deny that I am very attracted to both of them. I mean who could blame me? If you could see them, you wouldn't judge me. I wouldn't dare admit my thoughts out loud though, could you imagine how that would sound?
"How about it? princess" Stefan asked, taking all my attention back to him.
"Seth should be here any minute to pick me up" I declined his offer. "And anyway, don't you have a girlfriend to pick up?" I asked with a wave of my wrist in dismissal, of the boy.
"Ah technically not my girlfriend princess, she can walk if it means you ride with me" He replied with a teasing wink and that all so famous smirk upon his lips.
I shook my head in amusement at the boy and his antics. As you can see Stefan would flirt with anything that had a pulse, His flirtatiousness doesn't bother me though as I have come to know the boy next door pretty well.
Just on cue Seth pulled up "see you around neighbour” I bid him goodbye as I made my way to Seth. Stefan trailed behind seemingly making his way to his brother just like I was.
"Hey babe" Seth greeted from his much-loved Maserati sports convertible. "Brother" he sent a swift nod of his head in Stefan’s direction.
Stefan opened the car door for me, and I thanked him before proceeding in taking my seat in the passenger side. "Morning" I greeted Seth with a smile as he leaned in for a kiss and I willingly pecked his lips lightly, as he encased my cheeks between the palms of his hands, an attempt to deepen our kiss but I pulled away not allowing our kiss to be anything more than that since we did have company.
Seth frowned "Is that all I get?" He sulked and I couldn’t help the laugh to pass my lips as I turned to face Stefan with my easily embarrassed red cheeks.
Seth audibly groaned "Stefan, you’re killing me here" he accused, earning that famous smirk to appear or Stefan’s lips."Sorry bro, but I need a ride" he asked, gently closing my door for me. Now I was the one to frown didn't Stefan just offer to give me a ride? Did I imagine that? Either my lack of sleep was taking its toll on me, or he was outright playing with me.
"sure" Seth agreed nodding his head in the direction of the back seat and Stefan wasted no time in climbing in. “Don’t scratch the car” Seth scolded but Stefan paid no mind successfully planting himself onto the backseat.
We set off for school and it was kind of awkward, I don’t know how to explain it. I barely spent time with the two of them together. I only really ever talked to Stefan when I was at home, sometimes in math class and a few times we hung out with friends of a friend. It was never, me, Seth and Stefan.
I was thankful that the boys fell into an easy conversation about some party they wanted to attend on the weekend, I don’t know the details because I kind of zoned out the entire ride to school. When Seth has company, I usually leave him too it, minding my business and today I didn’t mind that because all I wanted to do right now is go back home, climb in my bed and fall right asleep. Since school was only roughly a ten-minute drive from my house
we were pulling up into the parking lot in no time.Savanah’s POV-I took my seat belt of before we all climbed out of Seth's car. The parking lot was overflowing with cars as the bodies of students one by one filed into the school building, Seth’s regular group of friends that where usually here to greet us not in sight, most likely already in the class room where I should already be."Thanks for the ride" Stefan thanked his brother as I turned to face him."See you in math class princess" he flashed me a smile and I returned the gesture with a smile of my own. “bye” I gave him a small wave as I watched him retreat towards the school entrance."What was that?" Seth asked spinning me around by my hips to face him. His jaw ticking with the clench of his teeth. I frowned he's mad? Why was he mad?"What?" I stuttered a little, feeling uneased at his sudden change in mood.Did I mention Seth could get a little angry at times? Aggressive almost. He was the jealous type for sure and honestly, I hated that about him. I know I shouldn’t feel l
Savanah's P.O.V The school day went by pretty smoothly, and as usual I sat with Seth and his friends at lunch, today seemed to drag on, honestly, I had zoned out of most of my classes, sleep was calling on me but other than my dire need for sleep I had a pretty normal day.School was out an hour and a half ago. Seth had football practice and I’m sat on the bleachers waiting patiently for him to finish so he can give me a ride home. Its times like this that I need Lauren's company but she was spending time with Jasper. They were taking a drive up to the water hole by brick mountain, with plans of having a picnic and a swim. Apparently, all Jaspers idea. With Jasper’s dirty blonde hair, defined facial features and blue eyes that match perfect with Lauren’s bright red hair, baby blue eyes and freckles, They really did look good together.Jasper is pretty cool though, he has a sort of calm nature about him, I don’t know how to describe it. Let’s just put it this way, I have yet to find a
The entire ride home Seth kept his hand upon my thigh, rubbing the pad of his thumb back and forth across my jean clad thigh. The odd squeeze as he flexed his fingers. The ride was quiet, and it was obvious to me that Seth was mad maybe even furious. I wanted to question his behaviour, but I didn’t want to add to whatever anger he was obviously feeling, so I did what I usually would do in this situation and stayed silent. Stefan made no attempt at conversation from the back seat, to which I was glad for considering the atmosphere that choked us in the car.Seth pulled up outside my house and Stefan shot out of the car before I had even had a chance to unbuckle my seatbelt. "Later" He fired, without even thanking his brother for the ride, practically bolting through his front door. I turned my attention to Seth, he was quiet, and already looking at me with a tight jaw. I inwardly groaned, with his short temper and ridiculous behaviour from this morning I can only imagine the next few m
Stefan's pov- Why did I put myself through this? What the fuck did I think would happen when taking a ride to school with my brother and her? I was bugged the fuck out, my mind was screaming at me to get the fuck out of the car, just tell him to pull over and get out. instead, I was sat in the back seat behind Savanah, my eyes glued to Seth’s hand upon her thigh. That now familiar feeling bubbling inside of me, I was jealous, furious of my brother. I didn’t like it, and I only have myself to blame, I was the one who asked for a ride and now I’m sat itching to act on impulse and remove his hand from her, but I couldn’t because I would look fucking insane. The car rolled up outside of Savanahs’ driveway and I wasted no time in bailing from the car, what was I going to do sit around and watch them make out? Hell-No! I’ve tortured myself enough for one day. "Later" I fired, quickly jumping out of the car and making a beeline for my front door. I didn’t even look back or thank my brothe
Savanah's pov- I rolled over with a groan, forcing myself to sit up through my tired and exhausted state, the state in which I had earned from my unintentional nap. I didn’t even know what time it was; I feel like I’ve just woken from a sleep that took me to a different planet. With the drama from earlier still in the front of my mind I mentally wished that I had literally flew to the moon and not just taken a little nap. God I need fresh air; I need to clear my head before I suffocate in my own mind again. I lazily climbed out of the bed, it has been awhile since I cried myself to sleep only to wake up and not know what date I had woken up in. I reached for my phone on the nightstand to see that I had eight texts from Seth. I didn’t even want to deal with him right now, he was too much for me to handle when he behaves like he had been doing all day so I ignored his messages and checked the time instead.It was eight at night and I was hungry due to not eating since lunch but I hone
Savanah's pov-Was it a dripping tap or a tree branch in the wind? Whatever it was with its incessantly repetitive noise was disturbing my Saturday morning lie in. I snuggled closer into Seth’s side with the hopes that his warmth would drown out the annoying sound that just will not let me be.“eurghh” the audible groan came with my agitation as I awoke with a huff and a sigh of frustration, can’t I ever get a break? like seriously I can’t sleep when I’m alone yet when I have company I’m disturbed form ever getting any sleep for an entirely different reason.Slowly and as gently as I possibly could I unwrapped Seth's arm from around my waist, the last thing I wanted was to disturb his sleep and have him wake up in an intolerable grouchy mood because he didn’t get to wake up on his own accord. With a heavy blink of my eyelids I willed my tired mind to wake, focusing in on the sound of the tapping that I now know was a knock of knuckles against my bedroom window. I peeked through the cu
Savanah pov-With a quick wash of my body and brush of my teeth I wrapped a towel around myself with a silent pray that Seth was still asleep, I was hoping to bring him breakfast in bed something to put a smile on his face. I left the bathroom making a b-line to my wardrobe only to knock the idea of a surprise breakfast in bed off the list seeing that he was wide awake, scrolling through his phone from his position in the bed. My presence in the room didn’t go unnoticed as his eyes lifted from his phone to me and with each step I took to cross the room his eyes followed.My cheeks where heated at the thought of his eyes against my near naked skin. I was shy when it came to revealing such personal parts of me but I was surprising feeling a little confident in myself so I allowed the towel to be my only shield as I changed into my clothes, with my back facing him I was certain he didn’t get a full view as I swiftly dressed into a casual lounge wear set. I stepped in front of the floor l
Savanah's P.O.V“I made breakfast sandwiches” I informed Seth as I placed the sandwiches onto a plate. The echo of the front door thumping not so gently closed was a sign that Lauren had left the building.“And since she has left without eating hers, I guess there is extra” I grinned turning to give Seth my full attention."Get ready for what?" He asked as I slid the plate onto the counter beside him."Well, me and Lauren were thinking on going to Jake's party tonight" I explained almost warily. It’s stupid I know but after yesterday and the reactions I’ve received from him in the past at such ideas, I was almost certain that an argument was to ensue.His brows tilted into a frown and his nose twitched with what I assume was his dislike of the idea. He was silent but his silence only gnawed at the nervousness that I for some unknown reason was feeling in the pit of my stomach."I was going to tell you of my plans yesterday, but we argued and It completely slipped my mind" I rushed out
Savanah’s pov- "You look beautiful" Seth complemented, softly placing a kiss to the corner of my mouth. I weakly smiled at the action, utterly and completely lost for words as I just stood there frozen like an idiot. Was I crazy? Does he not remember literally ragging me around my kitchen earlier this morning? the way he was acting right now, so unbothered and normal only made me feel so uneased. “Can we talk? Alone?” he asked almost nervously a he glanced to the people in our close surroundings. “erm” I began to spit out a lie in order to escape the idea of being in a room alone with him after what had happened this morning. "Drinks anyone? Sav?" Lauren asked coming to my rescue and I took my attention to see her reassuring smile flash my way. I nodded an answer afraid to open my mouth just in case my words where to fail me. I didn’t know how to deal with all this pressure, pressure to not let others see the tension between me and Seth. The pressure to stay composed and not fear
Savanah's pov- It was almost nine in the evening and we were finally and only just leaving for the party. It had took me a while to decide on what to wear but in the end I had decided on wearing a pair of dark navy blue skinny Jeans, a green long sleeved crop top and I completed the outfit with a pair of black open toe high heeled shoes. Surprisingly I felt good about my look, I tried to go light with my make-up but that just caused drama with how much of a struggle it had been to hide and cover up the bruise that was still throbbing on my cheek bone but with the help of Lauren and a YouTube video we finally managed to make it work. The decision to wear long sleeves was one solely in order to hide and shield my bruised skin from the rest of my class mates. It was absolutely necessary and totally needed because god knows all I want to do tonight is let loose and have a fun night with my best friend without having to think up a quick lie in order to save myself the chaos of what I’m sur
Savanah's pov-Lounging on the sofa I ignored my plagued mind by attempting to watch television while I impatiently wait for the lasagne that I had made to finish cooking. It is roughly just after five in the evening so Lauren should be here shorty to get ready together for tonight’s activities and hopefully she can succeed with the distraction that this tv show was so badly failing at. I had been drowning in my own thoughts since I had come back inside. Honestly, I’m thinking that I should have stayed up on that roof with Stefan, even though the only words spoken between me and him where when he had asked if he could listen to the headphone I had purposely left out of my ear before he proceeded to sit beside me for about an hour and thirty five minutes without a single word. The silence was good though, I didn’t feel awkward or anything because his presence was kind of calming to me. He had unknowingly helped me cope with the whirlwind of feelings and emotions that I had been silentl
Savanah's P.O.V- The banging had stopped for some time now and silence smothered us both. Both of us trapped in our wild and tormented minds. I don’t know how to describe it but right now time felt excruciatingly slow, like Bernard had used his watch to pause time in order to save me in my hour of need. The silence was needed for sure, I had begged for Seth to stop and now that he had I was begging for something to just finish the drama and end this mess for me. "I'm sorry!" He apologised, his apology only encouraging the force of my tears to intensify. God we where a total mess never mind a bloody disaster. “Savanah? Open the door Please?” He called softly his gentleness making me weak, all my feelings and all my thoughts where torn and it was brutal. "Please Seth, I want to be left alone" I forced myself to speak through the crack in my voice. Please god if you exist please just make him leave I silently prayed to be saved from this scenario that I had found myself in. "Please
Savanah's P.O.V“I made breakfast sandwiches” I informed Seth as I placed the sandwiches onto a plate. The echo of the front door thumping not so gently closed was a sign that Lauren had left the building.“And since she has left without eating hers, I guess there is extra” I grinned turning to give Seth my full attention."Get ready for what?" He asked as I slid the plate onto the counter beside him."Well, me and Lauren were thinking on going to Jake's party tonight" I explained almost warily. It’s stupid I know but after yesterday and the reactions I’ve received from him in the past at such ideas, I was almost certain that an argument was to ensue.His brows tilted into a frown and his nose twitched with what I assume was his dislike of the idea. He was silent but his silence only gnawed at the nervousness that I for some unknown reason was feeling in the pit of my stomach."I was going to tell you of my plans yesterday, but we argued and It completely slipped my mind" I rushed out
Savanah pov-With a quick wash of my body and brush of my teeth I wrapped a towel around myself with a silent pray that Seth was still asleep, I was hoping to bring him breakfast in bed something to put a smile on his face. I left the bathroom making a b-line to my wardrobe only to knock the idea of a surprise breakfast in bed off the list seeing that he was wide awake, scrolling through his phone from his position in the bed. My presence in the room didn’t go unnoticed as his eyes lifted from his phone to me and with each step I took to cross the room his eyes followed.My cheeks where heated at the thought of his eyes against my near naked skin. I was shy when it came to revealing such personal parts of me but I was surprising feeling a little confident in myself so I allowed the towel to be my only shield as I changed into my clothes, with my back facing him I was certain he didn’t get a full view as I swiftly dressed into a casual lounge wear set. I stepped in front of the floor l
Savanah's pov-Was it a dripping tap or a tree branch in the wind? Whatever it was with its incessantly repetitive noise was disturbing my Saturday morning lie in. I snuggled closer into Seth’s side with the hopes that his warmth would drown out the annoying sound that just will not let me be.“eurghh” the audible groan came with my agitation as I awoke with a huff and a sigh of frustration, can’t I ever get a break? like seriously I can’t sleep when I’m alone yet when I have company I’m disturbed form ever getting any sleep for an entirely different reason.Slowly and as gently as I possibly could I unwrapped Seth's arm from around my waist, the last thing I wanted was to disturb his sleep and have him wake up in an intolerable grouchy mood because he didn’t get to wake up on his own accord. With a heavy blink of my eyelids I willed my tired mind to wake, focusing in on the sound of the tapping that I now know was a knock of knuckles against my bedroom window. I peeked through the cu
Savanah's pov- I rolled over with a groan, forcing myself to sit up through my tired and exhausted state, the state in which I had earned from my unintentional nap. I didn’t even know what time it was; I feel like I’ve just woken from a sleep that took me to a different planet. With the drama from earlier still in the front of my mind I mentally wished that I had literally flew to the moon and not just taken a little nap. God I need fresh air; I need to clear my head before I suffocate in my own mind again. I lazily climbed out of the bed, it has been awhile since I cried myself to sleep only to wake up and not know what date I had woken up in. I reached for my phone on the nightstand to see that I had eight texts from Seth. I didn’t even want to deal with him right now, he was too much for me to handle when he behaves like he had been doing all day so I ignored his messages and checked the time instead.It was eight at night and I was hungry due to not eating since lunch but I hone
Stefan's pov- Why did I put myself through this? What the fuck did I think would happen when taking a ride to school with my brother and her? I was bugged the fuck out, my mind was screaming at me to get the fuck out of the car, just tell him to pull over and get out. instead, I was sat in the back seat behind Savanah, my eyes glued to Seth’s hand upon her thigh. That now familiar feeling bubbling inside of me, I was jealous, furious of my brother. I didn’t like it, and I only have myself to blame, I was the one who asked for a ride and now I’m sat itching to act on impulse and remove his hand from her, but I couldn’t because I would look fucking insane. The car rolled up outside of Savanahs’ driveway and I wasted no time in bailing from the car, what was I going to do sit around and watch them make out? Hell-No! I’ve tortured myself enough for one day. "Later" I fired, quickly jumping out of the car and making a beeline for my front door. I didn’t even look back or thank my brothe