Savanah's P.O.V
The school day went by pretty smoothly, and as usual I sat with Seth and his friends at lunch, today seemed to drag on, honestly, I had zoned out of most of my classes, sleep was calling on me but other than my dire need for sleep I had a pretty normal day.
School was out an hour and a half ago. Seth had football practice and I’m sat on the bleachers waiting patiently for him to finish so he can give me a ride home. Its times like this that I need Lauren's company but she was spending time with Jasper. They were taking a drive up to the water hole by brick mountain, with plans of having a picnic and a swim. Apparently, all Jaspers idea. With Jasper’s dirty blonde hair, defined facial features and blue eyes that match perfect with Lauren’s bright red hair, baby blue eyes and freckles, They really did look good together.
Jasper is pretty cool though, he has a sort of calm nature about him, I don’t know how to describe it. Let’s just put it this way, I have yet to find a fault in him as a person. He adores Lauren, and she adores him just as much. They are always together, glued at each other’s hips which is why Seth despises when I hang out with her, the chances are If I hang with Lauren, I will be hanging with not just Jasper but his whole group of friends too. I guess his worries are understandable, I mean would I like it if Seth was to hang around with four girls? Not sure probably not, although I'm not really the jealous type. Seth on the other hand was definitely the jealous type and he had proved it on many occasion.
My phone buzzed snapping me away from my thoughts, a text from my dad flashing upon the screen. ‘I have a last minute business trip, won’t be home for a few nights kiddo, Call me if you need me’ I wasn’t even surprised at the content of his text.
I huffed aloud letting my frustration out with a single breath, figuring I will deal better with this scenario if I just ignoring his message for now. I understand that he has to work, and he has to travel but it hurts, it hurts me that I’m constantly left alone. The house is way too eerie when I’m alone and my nightmares always come back in full force when he’s gone.
"Why the frown princess?" that familiar voice asked, a soft smile breaking against my miserable looking face. I should have seen this coming, He was always around when I was feeling down. I looked up at Stefan, his eyes already on me with his hands stuffed in the pockets of his leather jacket.
"Take a guess,” I let out bluntly, turning my attention to the playing field that the players where now retreating from.
Stefan knows about my farther rarely being home. Since that first night he moved in next door he had kind of unintentionally became my go to person for when I needed to get things off my chest. Ever Since I was a young girl, I liked to climb out my bedroom window and on to the roof beneath when I needed space, it was my comfort, a place to watch the stars in the sky when I was too afraid to stick around inside the lonely house. Anyway, Stefan’s first night as my neighbour was the first night I had caught him doing the exact same thing, climbing out of his bedroom window to have a smoke upon the roof top. his window was opposite mine and our houses almost touched, a tree being the only thing between them. Depending on the night and how shitty we were feeling at the time we would either stay silent, or listen to one another vent.
one thing was for certain, he always had to make me smile before we climbed back in our windows. He was truly a good guy, a guy with a heart of gold who knows what to say and when to say it, but our friendship doesn't go past being in the same place at the same time.Seth isn't aware of how I spend time with his brother, or where we spend time together. I’m not necessarily hiding it from him I’m just not bringing up that fact. If I was to mention it to him, I would have to explain why I decided to get on the rooftop to begin with. I can’t tell Seth that because he wouldn’t understand, he wouldn’t understand my fear of being home alone. Stefan did though, he was the only one who knew why. The only one that would listen when I needed to be listened too. And after today’s behaviour from Seth, I could only imagine he would go all cave man on me, accuse me of things like he had done this morning. Force me to never talk to his brother again, just like he had previously done with other guys.
I really didn't need that, Stefan was my next door neighbour for Christ sake. The way I see it, I’m doing nothing wrong, it’s not like we plan to spend time together we just end up in the same place at the same time. Nothing more, never has been and never will be.
I was brought back to reality with a gentle nudge to my shoulder, my eyes connecting with the green eyes of a concerned looking Stefan. "What was that in the parking lot this morning? Did you and my brother fight?" He asked, his eyes intense as he questioned me.
I frowned "What do you mean?" I bounced the question back in deflection, The last thing I wanted to do is tell Stefan about that mess.
"It looked like you two where arguing? Seth looked a little intense" He clarified. I sighed at his question, Seth's jealousy and aggression was just one of the many problems in my simple life."It was nothing" I shrugged it off, averting my eyes to my hands in an attempt to avoid his prying eyes. I felt like he could read me, like he could read what I was thinking. It sure felt like he was trying too, God knows that if Stefan could read my mind, he would give me a solution to any problem I had, he always did in the past.
"Well princess looks like practice is over" Stefan announced raising from his seat to his feet and I was thankful that he didn't pry or push on the subject anymore. "You coming?" He asked holding a hand out to me. a soft smile tugging at my lips at his gentleman offer.
“Such the gentleman” I remarked taking his outstretched hand in mine and allowing him to pull me to my feet. “don’t get used to it sweetheart” he gave me a swift wink, before tugging me along the bleachers, walking side by side to the parking lot where Seth’s car was parked.
We had barely made it to Seth’s car before Seth called my name as he exited the school building. He was looking as pissed as ever, he was furious to the point I could feel the anger radiating off of him from all the way over here. he didn’t bother with a greeting to his brother or me, instead going straight for the kill, with his hands gripping tight to my hips, His lips crashing to mine with a force, my back hitting the side of the car at the force he backed me up with. His hold upon my hip only growing tighter with his fingertips digging into my skin with a harsh pinch. He was possessed with his anger, it had been a while since I had been on the receiving end of this strength of his fury. I kissed him back, hoping to calm the raging fire that was brewing within him.
"Bro I’ve got shit to do. Can I get this lift or not?" Stefan let out, the agitation in his tone clear.
I pulled away trying to break the kiss, but Seth was having none of it, cupping his face in my hands I pulled our lips apart. His eyes were hard, turmoil swirling in his orbs. “Jump in” he fired to Stefan. Seemingly reluctant he let go of my hips before opening the car door for me. I took my seat quickly the tension I now felt was thick in the air as he not so subtly slammed the door, enticing a flinch from me at the action.
The entire ride home Seth kept his hand upon my thigh, rubbing the pad of his thumb back and forth across my jean clad thigh. The odd squeeze as he flexed his fingers. The ride was quiet, and it was obvious to me that Seth was mad maybe even furious. I wanted to question his behaviour, but I didn’t want to add to whatever anger he was obviously feeling, so I did what I usually would do in this situation and stayed silent. Stefan made no attempt at conversation from the back seat, to which I was glad for considering the atmosphere that choked us in the car.Seth pulled up outside my house and Stefan shot out of the car before I had even had a chance to unbuckle my seatbelt. "Later" He fired, without even thanking his brother for the ride, practically bolting through his front door. I turned my attention to Seth, he was quiet, and already looking at me with a tight jaw. I inwardly groaned, with his short temper and ridiculous behaviour from this morning I can only imagine the next few m
Stefan's pov- Why did I put myself through this? What the fuck did I think would happen when taking a ride to school with my brother and her? I was bugged the fuck out, my mind was screaming at me to get the fuck out of the car, just tell him to pull over and get out. instead, I was sat in the back seat behind Savanah, my eyes glued to Seth’s hand upon her thigh. That now familiar feeling bubbling inside of me, I was jealous, furious of my brother. I didn’t like it, and I only have myself to blame, I was the one who asked for a ride and now I’m sat itching to act on impulse and remove his hand from her, but I couldn’t because I would look fucking insane. The car rolled up outside of Savanahs’ driveway and I wasted no time in bailing from the car, what was I going to do sit around and watch them make out? Hell-No! I’ve tortured myself enough for one day. "Later" I fired, quickly jumping out of the car and making a beeline for my front door. I didn’t even look back or thank my brothe
Savanah's pov- I rolled over with a groan, forcing myself to sit up through my tired and exhausted state, the state in which I had earned from my unintentional nap. I didn’t even know what time it was; I feel like I’ve just woken from a sleep that took me to a different planet. With the drama from earlier still in the front of my mind I mentally wished that I had literally flew to the moon and not just taken a little nap. God I need fresh air; I need to clear my head before I suffocate in my own mind again. I lazily climbed out of the bed, it has been awhile since I cried myself to sleep only to wake up and not know what date I had woken up in. I reached for my phone on the nightstand to see that I had eight texts from Seth. I didn’t even want to deal with him right now, he was too much for me to handle when he behaves like he had been doing all day so I ignored his messages and checked the time instead.It was eight at night and I was hungry due to not eating since lunch but I hone
Savanah's pov-Was it a dripping tap or a tree branch in the wind? Whatever it was with its incessantly repetitive noise was disturbing my Saturday morning lie in. I snuggled closer into Seth’s side with the hopes that his warmth would drown out the annoying sound that just will not let me be.“eurghh” the audible groan came with my agitation as I awoke with a huff and a sigh of frustration, can’t I ever get a break? like seriously I can’t sleep when I’m alone yet when I have company I’m disturbed form ever getting any sleep for an entirely different reason.Slowly and as gently as I possibly could I unwrapped Seth's arm from around my waist, the last thing I wanted was to disturb his sleep and have him wake up in an intolerable grouchy mood because he didn’t get to wake up on his own accord. With a heavy blink of my eyelids I willed my tired mind to wake, focusing in on the sound of the tapping that I now know was a knock of knuckles against my bedroom window. I peeked through the cu
Savanah pov-With a quick wash of my body and brush of my teeth I wrapped a towel around myself with a silent pray that Seth was still asleep, I was hoping to bring him breakfast in bed something to put a smile on his face. I left the bathroom making a b-line to my wardrobe only to knock the idea of a surprise breakfast in bed off the list seeing that he was wide awake, scrolling through his phone from his position in the bed. My presence in the room didn’t go unnoticed as his eyes lifted from his phone to me and with each step I took to cross the room his eyes followed.My cheeks where heated at the thought of his eyes against my near naked skin. I was shy when it came to revealing such personal parts of me but I was surprising feeling a little confident in myself so I allowed the towel to be my only shield as I changed into my clothes, with my back facing him I was certain he didn’t get a full view as I swiftly dressed into a casual lounge wear set. I stepped in front of the floor l
Savanah's P.O.V“I made breakfast sandwiches” I informed Seth as I placed the sandwiches onto a plate. The echo of the front door thumping not so gently closed was a sign that Lauren had left the building.“And since she has left without eating hers, I guess there is extra” I grinned turning to give Seth my full attention."Get ready for what?" He asked as I slid the plate onto the counter beside him."Well, me and Lauren were thinking on going to Jake's party tonight" I explained almost warily. It’s stupid I know but after yesterday and the reactions I’ve received from him in the past at such ideas, I was almost certain that an argument was to ensue.His brows tilted into a frown and his nose twitched with what I assume was his dislike of the idea. He was silent but his silence only gnawed at the nervousness that I for some unknown reason was feeling in the pit of my stomach."I was going to tell you of my plans yesterday, but we argued and It completely slipped my mind" I rushed out
Savanah's P.O.V- The banging had stopped for some time now and silence smothered us both. Both of us trapped in our wild and tormented minds. I don’t know how to describe it but right now time felt excruciatingly slow, like Bernard had used his watch to pause time in order to save me in my hour of need. The silence was needed for sure, I had begged for Seth to stop and now that he had I was begging for something to just finish the drama and end this mess for me. "I'm sorry!" He apologised, his apology only encouraging the force of my tears to intensify. God we where a total mess never mind a bloody disaster. “Savanah? Open the door Please?” He called softly his gentleness making me weak, all my feelings and all my thoughts where torn and it was brutal. "Please Seth, I want to be left alone" I forced myself to speak through the crack in my voice. Please god if you exist please just make him leave I silently prayed to be saved from this scenario that I had found myself in. "Please
Savanah's pov-Lounging on the sofa I ignored my plagued mind by attempting to watch television while I impatiently wait for the lasagne that I had made to finish cooking. It is roughly just after five in the evening so Lauren should be here shorty to get ready together for tonight’s activities and hopefully she can succeed with the distraction that this tv show was so badly failing at. I had been drowning in my own thoughts since I had come back inside. Honestly, I’m thinking that I should have stayed up on that roof with Stefan, even though the only words spoken between me and him where when he had asked if he could listen to the headphone I had purposely left out of my ear before he proceeded to sit beside me for about an hour and thirty five minutes without a single word. The silence was good though, I didn’t feel awkward or anything because his presence was kind of calming to me. He had unknowingly helped me cope with the whirlwind of feelings and emotions that I had been silentl
Savanah’s pov- "You look beautiful" Seth complemented, softly placing a kiss to the corner of my mouth. I weakly smiled at the action, utterly and completely lost for words as I just stood there frozen like an idiot. Was I crazy? Does he not remember literally ragging me around my kitchen earlier this morning? the way he was acting right now, so unbothered and normal only made me feel so uneased. “Can we talk? Alone?” he asked almost nervously a he glanced to the people in our close surroundings. “erm” I began to spit out a lie in order to escape the idea of being in a room alone with him after what had happened this morning. "Drinks anyone? Sav?" Lauren asked coming to my rescue and I took my attention to see her reassuring smile flash my way. I nodded an answer afraid to open my mouth just in case my words where to fail me. I didn’t know how to deal with all this pressure, pressure to not let others see the tension between me and Seth. The pressure to stay composed and not fear
Savanah's pov- It was almost nine in the evening and we were finally and only just leaving for the party. It had took me a while to decide on what to wear but in the end I had decided on wearing a pair of dark navy blue skinny Jeans, a green long sleeved crop top and I completed the outfit with a pair of black open toe high heeled shoes. Surprisingly I felt good about my look, I tried to go light with my make-up but that just caused drama with how much of a struggle it had been to hide and cover up the bruise that was still throbbing on my cheek bone but with the help of Lauren and a YouTube video we finally managed to make it work. The decision to wear long sleeves was one solely in order to hide and shield my bruised skin from the rest of my class mates. It was absolutely necessary and totally needed because god knows all I want to do tonight is let loose and have a fun night with my best friend without having to think up a quick lie in order to save myself the chaos of what I’m sur
Savanah's pov-Lounging on the sofa I ignored my plagued mind by attempting to watch television while I impatiently wait for the lasagne that I had made to finish cooking. It is roughly just after five in the evening so Lauren should be here shorty to get ready together for tonight’s activities and hopefully she can succeed with the distraction that this tv show was so badly failing at. I had been drowning in my own thoughts since I had come back inside. Honestly, I’m thinking that I should have stayed up on that roof with Stefan, even though the only words spoken between me and him where when he had asked if he could listen to the headphone I had purposely left out of my ear before he proceeded to sit beside me for about an hour and thirty five minutes without a single word. The silence was good though, I didn’t feel awkward or anything because his presence was kind of calming to me. He had unknowingly helped me cope with the whirlwind of feelings and emotions that I had been silentl
Savanah's P.O.V- The banging had stopped for some time now and silence smothered us both. Both of us trapped in our wild and tormented minds. I don’t know how to describe it but right now time felt excruciatingly slow, like Bernard had used his watch to pause time in order to save me in my hour of need. The silence was needed for sure, I had begged for Seth to stop and now that he had I was begging for something to just finish the drama and end this mess for me. "I'm sorry!" He apologised, his apology only encouraging the force of my tears to intensify. God we where a total mess never mind a bloody disaster. “Savanah? Open the door Please?” He called softly his gentleness making me weak, all my feelings and all my thoughts where torn and it was brutal. "Please Seth, I want to be left alone" I forced myself to speak through the crack in my voice. Please god if you exist please just make him leave I silently prayed to be saved from this scenario that I had found myself in. "Please
Savanah's P.O.V“I made breakfast sandwiches” I informed Seth as I placed the sandwiches onto a plate. The echo of the front door thumping not so gently closed was a sign that Lauren had left the building.“And since she has left without eating hers, I guess there is extra” I grinned turning to give Seth my full attention."Get ready for what?" He asked as I slid the plate onto the counter beside him."Well, me and Lauren were thinking on going to Jake's party tonight" I explained almost warily. It’s stupid I know but after yesterday and the reactions I’ve received from him in the past at such ideas, I was almost certain that an argument was to ensue.His brows tilted into a frown and his nose twitched with what I assume was his dislike of the idea. He was silent but his silence only gnawed at the nervousness that I for some unknown reason was feeling in the pit of my stomach."I was going to tell you of my plans yesterday, but we argued and It completely slipped my mind" I rushed out
Savanah pov-With a quick wash of my body and brush of my teeth I wrapped a towel around myself with a silent pray that Seth was still asleep, I was hoping to bring him breakfast in bed something to put a smile on his face. I left the bathroom making a b-line to my wardrobe only to knock the idea of a surprise breakfast in bed off the list seeing that he was wide awake, scrolling through his phone from his position in the bed. My presence in the room didn’t go unnoticed as his eyes lifted from his phone to me and with each step I took to cross the room his eyes followed.My cheeks where heated at the thought of his eyes against my near naked skin. I was shy when it came to revealing such personal parts of me but I was surprising feeling a little confident in myself so I allowed the towel to be my only shield as I changed into my clothes, with my back facing him I was certain he didn’t get a full view as I swiftly dressed into a casual lounge wear set. I stepped in front of the floor l
Savanah's pov-Was it a dripping tap or a tree branch in the wind? Whatever it was with its incessantly repetitive noise was disturbing my Saturday morning lie in. I snuggled closer into Seth’s side with the hopes that his warmth would drown out the annoying sound that just will not let me be.“eurghh” the audible groan came with my agitation as I awoke with a huff and a sigh of frustration, can’t I ever get a break? like seriously I can’t sleep when I’m alone yet when I have company I’m disturbed form ever getting any sleep for an entirely different reason.Slowly and as gently as I possibly could I unwrapped Seth's arm from around my waist, the last thing I wanted was to disturb his sleep and have him wake up in an intolerable grouchy mood because he didn’t get to wake up on his own accord. With a heavy blink of my eyelids I willed my tired mind to wake, focusing in on the sound of the tapping that I now know was a knock of knuckles against my bedroom window. I peeked through the cu
Savanah's pov- I rolled over with a groan, forcing myself to sit up through my tired and exhausted state, the state in which I had earned from my unintentional nap. I didn’t even know what time it was; I feel like I’ve just woken from a sleep that took me to a different planet. With the drama from earlier still in the front of my mind I mentally wished that I had literally flew to the moon and not just taken a little nap. God I need fresh air; I need to clear my head before I suffocate in my own mind again. I lazily climbed out of the bed, it has been awhile since I cried myself to sleep only to wake up and not know what date I had woken up in. I reached for my phone on the nightstand to see that I had eight texts from Seth. I didn’t even want to deal with him right now, he was too much for me to handle when he behaves like he had been doing all day so I ignored his messages and checked the time instead.It was eight at night and I was hungry due to not eating since lunch but I hone
Stefan's pov- Why did I put myself through this? What the fuck did I think would happen when taking a ride to school with my brother and her? I was bugged the fuck out, my mind was screaming at me to get the fuck out of the car, just tell him to pull over and get out. instead, I was sat in the back seat behind Savanah, my eyes glued to Seth’s hand upon her thigh. That now familiar feeling bubbling inside of me, I was jealous, furious of my brother. I didn’t like it, and I only have myself to blame, I was the one who asked for a ride and now I’m sat itching to act on impulse and remove his hand from her, but I couldn’t because I would look fucking insane. The car rolled up outside of Savanahs’ driveway and I wasted no time in bailing from the car, what was I going to do sit around and watch them make out? Hell-No! I’ve tortured myself enough for one day. "Later" I fired, quickly jumping out of the car and making a beeline for my front door. I didn’t even look back or thank my brothe