I sighted an empty booth in a corner near the window and made my way there. A waiter came over the instant my butt made contact with the seat. What shocked me was the fact that I recognized the waiter.
The guy raised a perfect brow, his face blank. "Yes. Me. Is there a problem?"
I gazed at the new guy with interest. His voice was deep, like the rumbling that comes before an avalanche. His dark hair was full and wavy, cold dark eyes staring down at me, thin lips pulled in a tight line. He was wearing a pair of black jeans, a red shirt that accentuated his firm muscles with an apron tied to his waist, and a red face cap that had the restaurant logo on it. He looked... good.
"Nope. No problem at all. Lighten up man" I said, feeling a bit uncomfortable. No one had ever spoken to me with such a tone before.
The guy scoffed. "Lighten up? You're that jerk who bullied that girl yesterday along with your friends. I don't like people like you"
I frowned at the word jerk but then smiled as I recalled Hina’s face. "Yeah right. It was fun" I relaxed a bit in the chair.
"Fun?" The guy spat. "You call ruining her reputation fun?"
"Woah cool down man. It's no big deal" I chuckled. The guy had no idea why I was doing those things. And it seemed fun toying with him like this.
His face scrunched even more. Cold eyes glaring at me. For the first time in my life, I felt a bit of fear but it quickly left. This guy can't touch me. I'm Yamamoto Aito. I'm invincible.
"No big deal?"
I rolled my eyes. "What's with you and repeating my words?" He was getting on my nerves.
"You're an asshole Aito"
Okay. I was slowly getting mad. "Dude there's no need for name calling. What happened yesterday was none of your business. If you're so bothered about Hina, go console her or agree to be the father of her child or something. I'm here to eat. Will you take my order or not?"
He glared at me for a while then handed me a menu. Satisfied, I let out a small smile. I skimmed through the list of food and then pointed at a line.
"Pancakes with a cup of coffee. Black"
The guy took back the menu. I glanced at his name tag on the shirt. Ryu. His name's Ryu. The dragon huh.
Ryu quickly scribbled down the order and then left. I took out my phone to reply to the texts.
Yua
Hey. I’m still mad at you. We're still going shopping later.
Hey. Suck it up. Be there later.
Haruto
Yo Aito, party at 8 tonight. Sara’s again. Wanna go? We could gather some dirt on her next.
Sure man. Pick me up
Toshiro
Hey man! Wanna hang out today?
We’re going shopping with the girls
Sakura
Aito-kun. Yua said shopping by 12 pm
See you then.
Sara
Hey, sexy;) Party tonight. Bring booze.
Sure thing;)
Mum
Hey baby. How are you? I know we said we’ll be back by Sunday which is tomorrow but some problems came up in our branch in Africa. We’ll be gone for two weeks. I’ve sent more money to your account. If you need anything, call me. Love you.
Alright. Love you too.
A plate of steaming hot pancakes was placed in front of me and a cup of black coffee. I gazed up at Ryu, flashing him a smirk. Now that’s better than sticking his nose where it doesn’t belong.
The next thing I felt was wet heat all over my lap. I shot up from the chair, hissing in pain. Ryu had poured the hot coffee all over me. "What the hell!"
"Oops," he said, acting as if it was an accident. "Ever heard of karma, Aito-kun?". His voice was sickly sweet and a corner of his lips was turned up making my smirk dissipate like smoke. He bent low, only stopping when our faces were a few inches apart. I could feel his hot minty breath tickling the tip of my nose.
"What you consider fun and no big deal will come back to bite you in the ass one day and it'll be so bad you'll wish you were dead. After all, your heart is already as black as your coffee. Enjoy your meal".
He winked then walked away.
What th-
I was stunned. I looked down at the meal before me and I suddenly didn't feel hungry anymore.
So bad I'll wish I was dead?
Huh.
It's too late for that now. I'm already constantly wishing for death.
********
Shopping is one of the things I actually enjoy. It helps keep my mind off things and I like walking around malls, seeing new styles and new faces.
"How does this look?" Yua asked. She walked out of the changing room wearing a white crop top and high-waisted jeans. They looked quite good on her but...
"Too much skin," I said, frowning. "Your entire arms are exposed and the neckline is too low. Why do you like wearing such revealing clothes?"
Yua rolled her eyes and Sakura facepalmed. "We should have never invited him"
"Don't listen to him Yua-chan. You look sexy" Toshiro said, wiggling his brows.
I scoffed. "You should get a jacket to go with that. You can have mine if you want"
Yua suddenly beamed. "Really?"
Weird but "Sure...". I took off my denim jacket and draped it over her shoulders. She was smiling throughout the process and even winked at Sakura. I had no idea what was going on but whatever. I didn't care. Yua is like a sister to me. Even though I hate her for what she did to Aera, I had to keep acting normal around her.
"Okay next is lingerie" Sakura announced.
Toshiro brightened like a lightbulb and I blanched.
"We uh, we're gonna go check out the video games section. Text us when you're done then we'll go grab lunch" I said, feeling uncomfortable as the image of Sakura and Yua in sexy lingerie blossomed in my mind. I shuddered. Gross. I don't see them in any way sexual.
"You and who? Talk for yourself man" Toshiro said to me. He turned to the girls with a wide smile on his face. I could see him almost getting a nosebleed. "Now let's go pick you girls some nice sexy lingerie. Sakura will look good in pink or white. Yua, you'll look better in black. Or maybe red"
Sakura shook her head. "Ugh Aito-kun please take him away before he pops a boner here"
"Pervert" Lisa snapped. "Why can't you be a gentleman like Aito-kun?"
"Pftttt!!! Aito? A gentleman?"
I whacked him on the head. "What's that supposed to mean baka!" I grabbed his collar and yanked him away. "See you two later!"
"Noooo! Wait! Wait! I wanna see them in lingerie!!!"
I dragged him all the way to the video games section and after some minutes of whining and grumbling, he gave up and joined me in searching for something we could play during the weekends. "Tch. I wish Haruto was here" he said as he picked up some car racing game and then put it back. “He would have agreed to go help the girls pick out lingeries”I snorted. “You’re both perverts”“Like you aren’t. You’ve slept with more girls than I have. You’re so lazy and you barely have any muscle. I wonder what they like so much about you”I couldn’t help but laugh. Toshiro was clearly jealous. “I have this” I pointed at my face. “And as Yua said, I’m a total gentleman”“I think she likes you”What? Where did that even come from? “No way man. We’re just really g-“ I stopped when I sighted him.Ryu.He was standing outside the shop, his phone held to his ear. He was grinning like an excited teen who was gonna get laid for the first time. I bet he was talking to his girlfriend. Toshiro followed m
Todou flashed the short man a menacing glare to which he paled and took a few steps back. But it seemed Todou actually understood what the short man was saying for he said; “Go see Kota-san for your wounds” to Toshiro. “And come back immediately he’s done with you. You’re spending the night in a cell. Maybe that will teach you to stop picking fights”Toshiro hung his head low and walked towards Kota’s office. Todou turned to me and I slightly jumped, shifting even farther. My back came in contact with someone and I turned to see Ryu. I glared at him. This was all his fault. “Gotou Ryu” Todou called. “According to Aito-kun’s statement, you spilled hot coffee on him?”Ryu nodded. “It was an accident”“No, it wasn’t!” I protested. "He did it on purpose!"“Shut up! Baka!” Todou yelled.“Bu-Todou glared at me so I zipped my lips. Yamamoto or not, I truly believed he would hit me. No matter how angry my parents would get. “Now I don’t care whether it’s true or not,” Todou said. “You two
I sneakily sent a text to Toshiro. He read it then subtly winked at me to tell me he was in. Great! I couldn’t wait to see the look on his face. Toshiro suddenly gasped and pointed at the entrance. “Isn’t that a member of BTS?!”Everyone turned their heads to look and I quickly poured a large amount of salt and pepper into Ryu’s food. “Of course not baka!” Todou shouted, nearly smacking Toshiro but he quickly dodged it. I snickered to myself. Ryu was in for a treat!Ryu reached out for tissue and accidentally knocked down my chopsticks. I glared at him but bent down and picked them nonetheless. Toshiro started shaking his head at me which was weird so I paid him no mind. I picked up a piece of meat with my chopsticks and stuffed it into my mouth. I froze. Holy shit!I quickly grabbed a tissue and spat out the meat. What the hell! “Aito-kun, are you okay?” Ryu asked me, looking concerned. I flashed him death glares. Wicked wicked Ryu! He switched our foods! How did he even know?!
“Sorry man. I kinda slipped” he said, scratching the back of his head.I scoffed then splashed my own cup of coke in his face then mimicked his deep voice in a mocking tone. “Sorry man. I kinda slipped” then stormed off, leaving a shocked Ryu and a confused girl.I was almost back to the place where my friends were playing when I felt a big hand on my shoulder which turned me around and slammed me against the nearest wall.Shit.I groaned from the pain, gritting my teeth as I swung a fist towards his jaw but the person blocked it with his palm and held it down.“What the hell is your problem!” Ryu snapped. “I apologized to you!”. His blue shirt was wet and his hair was dripping coke down his face. He looked livid. Dark eyes were colder than the arctic sea and honestly, I felt my heart skip a beat and goosebumps scale my arms. That made me mad. I was mad that he was able to get a strong reaction out of me. “And what the fuck is yours! I don’t give a flying fuck about your dog shit apo
Chibana Sara is an extremely pretty girl with long blonde hair and an hourglass physique. She had bright brown eyes and small plump lips. She and I had flings when we were sophomores but stopped when I asked Aera out. I wanted to be a true boyfriend to her.Sara got mad and tried many times to ruin our relationship but we remained strong. In the end, she gave up but when Aera’s video spread like wildfire, Sara was one of the people who made life hell for her.She’s definitely one of the ones. I just need to get my hands on some evidence.“What twist?” I asked, mildly interested.Yua, Haruto, Toshiro, and the rest were already making their way upstairs so they followed behind. Haruto turned to look at me and I raised a brow to ask if he found anything but he shook his head.Sara proceeded to explain. “You’ll pick a paper each from two baskets and read out what you’re supposed to do. Only, you won’t do it in front of us. You’ll do it with one person, locked for two minutes in the bathro
My stupid friends burst out laughing. “In your case, you’re about to eat pussy!” Toshiro shouted, cackling madly.No way. No fucking way. It seemed like I was in a trance and by the time I came back to my senses, I was already locked in the bathroom with Yua.Holy shit.She stood there, arms folded under her boobs, purple hair pulled up in a tight ponytail. Wearing very very tight jeans and a crop top but no matter how I thought of it, I couldn’t see myself doing anything sexual with Yua. No no no. The images my brain conjured made me want to gag. I see her as my little sister. Not once have I ever ever seen her as someone I could have sex with.“So... what are we gonna do for two minutes?” she asked, staring at me. She began to twirl a lock of hair over her shoulder, smiling in a way that was supposed to look... seductive? But honestly, it just freaked me out.I composed myself, putting on a straight face. “We sure aren’t doing anything sexual”“You’re not attracted to me?” She asked
"M-Move" I found myself stuttering. I cleared my throat. "Get away from me"Lame. So so lame. I desperately searched for words but my entire vocabulary seemed to have shattered. All I could hear was my own loud heartbeat.Instead of stepping away, Ryu chuckled and even moved closer, invading my personal space. He was now so close I could count his long lashes. His solid chest pressed against mine, making our lower bodies brush. I shivered, eyes widening in fear. "W-What do you think you're doing?!"I could feel his hot sugary breath fanning my nose and lips. I could almost taste it."In just one day Aito, I heard many things about you from different people. Majority of what they said was bad. Hell, everything they said was bad. You bully your fellow students, fuck and dump girls, humiliate people and so many others. The only thing good about you is your looks". He raised a hand and gently stroked my cheek. "You think people love you Aito? You and your so-called friends? You've done so
Goddamn it!I ran downstairs and pushed through the sea of sweaty bodies till I got outside. The fresh air did nothing to calm my racing heart. It didn't cool down the fire blazing inside me. I entered my car and slammed my hands on the steering wheel to let out my frustration. My shame. My anger.A guy kissed me.A guy touched me.I was hard.I came within 2 fucking minutes.And worst of all...I liked every bit of it. ***********The rest of the week passed by in a flash with me partying hard along with my friends. To everyone, I seemed like the normal Aito. I seemed like I was having the time of my life but in reality, I wasn't. My mind was a fucking mess. I drowned myself in alcohol and slept with any girl that threw herself at me. I did it because I wanted to make sure I was fine. I wanted to make sure I hadn't turned into a disgusting fag. I wanted to wipe away any effect Ryu had on me.Did it work? Absolutely not.He attended every party I did and anytime I saw him, I would re
Mr Igarashi was enraged. "What do you think you're doing, Ryuho?". He tried to remove his hand but Ryu just held it tighter."You can't kill him father" he answered and the hope that had been been extinguished in me was ignited once again.Tears of joy ran down my face. Ryu stopped him. Ryu stopped him!Does this mean Ryu couldn't bear to see me dead? Does this mean he had even a sliver of feelings for me? Does this mean we still had a chance?"Ryuho, what are you doing?" Tobio asked as he stepped up. "Let go""Oh you shut up" Kaito snapped, pulling Tobio back. Tobio tried to break free but Yasu grabbed him by the collar and held him in place."Stay here like a good boy" he said, patting Tobio's hair. "Do not interfere between father and son""Let go of me this instant!" Mr Igarashi commanded, trying but failing to free himself. "What the fuck has gotten into you? Don't tell me his little speech has softened you. Or have you developed some kind of feelings for him?"My hope burned br
At my question, Mr Igarashi finally released me then stood straight. He stayed there until he slowed his breathing and schooled his expression. "What do I want from you?" he asked then laughed. He raised a hand then patted my hair. "Ah, I want so many things from you Aito. I want to see you in pain. On one hand, I just want to fucking kill you right now and on the other, I want to torture you till you beg for death. I want you to suffer like my daughter suffered""No! Aito has suffered enough!" Yua wailed. "D-Don't hurt him anymore! I-It wasn't him. It was us. It was Sakura and I that hurt her the most out of jealousy. Aito even tried to protect her. He-""Silence!" Mr Igarashi snapped and she immediately shut her mouth. "You think he's the only one I'm going to punish? I'm coming for you sweetheart. Don't worry" Yua visibly paled as she shrunk back, as if her presence would be hidden from him by doing that."You know, that friend of yours, Sakura, is very lucky" he said, meeting my
To say I was shocked would be an understatement. That sudden information slapped the life out of me. I was frozen still and I couldn't even breath. The entire room was deathly still and felt like air didn't even exist. My ears were muffled by the erratic beating of my own heart. It was so fast and so painful that I wanted to pass out.Mr Igarashi... is... Aera's father?..."So you see," Mr Igarashi continued, like he hadn't just dropped a bomb. I don't know if it was due to my pounding heartbeat that flooded my ears but his voice sounded far away and a bit distorted. "It isn't just Ryuho who wants revenge for what you did to his parents. I also want revenge for what you did to my daughter!""H-How can it be?" Toshiro stuttered. The fear in his voice was evident. "H-How can you be her father?"Mr Igarashi chuckled lowly. "Due to issues you don't need to know, we got divorced and although I loved my daughter immensely, I let my ex-wife get the custody. They both left me and settled do
"Stop using him!" my dad gritted. "We all know that he's not really your son!"Wait what? I looked at Ryu but he was glaring at my parents. I glanced at everyone just to see that only Yua and I were shocked.Tobio, Yasu, Kaito, Toshiro, my mum and dad all seemed normal. Like they knew about it already. Wait, were Yasu and Kaito in on this too? Were they pretending to be on my side?Mr Igarashi looked amused. "Oh really? And how do you know that I'm not his real father?""Because I knew his real father. He looks nothing like you but looks exactly like Mr Gotou!""Then why is he calling me his father? Where is Mr Gotou?""He-" Dad began but stopped abruptly then went silent. He lowered his head and refused to speak."He what, Dad?" I asked. I wanted to know. I was tired of all the secrets. "I want to know everything. What are you all hiding?""Will you tell him or should I?" Mr Igarashi asked.Dad glared at him but still refused to speak. If Mr Igarashi wasn't Ryu's real father, it on
My eyes widened in shock. He'll be mine? Ryu will be mine? Could he really do that? I gazed at him questionably for I couldn't believe it. Still, it didn't stop my heart from fluttering. "A-Are you serious?""Aito!" Toshiro snapped. "Are you fucking serious right now? He's lying to you. Don't fall for it!""I give you my word Aito" Mr Igarashi said. "I never go back on my word""What do you want?" I asked. I could already see the future. To be with Ryu..."Aito!" Dad roared. "Aito stop this!""Aito, listen to your dad" Yua said. "Don't betray us like this""What do you want?" I asked again, pretending like I couldn't hear them.For the first time, Mr Igarashi gave a genuine smile. "All I need is the passcode to their study and I want you to open the laptops inside. I'm sure you know the passcodes too"I nodded. "I know everything"My dad, Toshiro and Yua started to shout, trying to convince me not to agree. Not to listen.But I wanted Ryu. I deeply love Ryu. After everything, how co
Those words were like sharp knives, slashing open my heart. Tears poured down my cheeks like a waterfall. I felt utterly humiliated and worthless. "Ryu...""Don't say my name" he snapped. "You don't deserve to say it""You fucker!" Toshiro shouted, twisting and turning on the floor, trying to untie himself. "What kind of person are you! Leave Aito alone and come fight me. I'll beat the shit out of you! I'll make you pay for this!""Shut up!" Tobio snapped, sending a kick to Toshiro's gut. "Shut the fuck up!"Toshiro coughed, scrunching his face in pain. Still, he didn't give up. "Cowards! You two are fucking cowards!"I felt so disappointed and ashamed of myself. Toshiro had told me so many times. Even Dr Desai too. But I refused to listen to any of them. I defended Ryu fiercely. In my heart, I believed I was loved by him. I believed I was his priority.And now... I chuckled. My pathetic situation was even funny to me now. I started to laugh, drawing their attention but I didn't care.
I was stunned."W-What..."Ryu retracted his hands and took a step back. "When have I ever told you that I love you Aito?" he asked. "Think about it carefully. Have I ever told you those three words?"I raked my brain as hard and as fast as I could, thinking back on all the moments we've shared, all the times we've been together, and I couldn't come up with a single time he said the words 'I love you'. I couldn't remember Ryu telling me that he loves me. Not even once. Instead, I could hear myself repeating them over and over and over again to Ryu.Knowing that not once has he ever said those words to me made me weak. I felt like there was no energy in my body. As if my very life was seeping away.Then what about the intimate moments we shared? The kisses, the hugs, the looks of affection, the possessiveness, how he protected me, the concern he showed me, what were all that? What have we been doing?"I haven't right?" he asked with a smile. But the smile wasn't a smile. It was just a
The picture frame crashed to the ground, emitting a loud crack sound, indicating that the glass had broken. I watched as the cold look in Ryu's eyes changed to that of fear and concern then he rushed into the room. At first I thought he was going to hug me or something but to my great disappointment, Ryu knelt on the wooden floor and gingerly picked up the broken frame. He held it in his hands as if it was some delicate fragile object.His head was bent low so I couldn't see his expression. He remained in that position for a few seconds, staring at the picture behind the shattered glass and at that moment, so many thoughts rushed into my head.Why did Ryu have Aera's picture? What was the connection? What did this all mean?Those questions flew out of my head though for Ryu suddenly raised his head and the way he looked at me made me stumble backwards in shock and fear."R-Ryu..." I whispered, not believing that he could actually stare at me like that.He was glaring at me like I was
I pushed that question to the very back of my mind as I was about to enter Ryu's room but stoped when I saw a stream of light coming from his mum's room. The door was slightly ajar and I began to panic. Does this mean his mum was home??? Fuck! I was so used to never seeing that door open that I didn't even remember that he doesn't live alone. No wonder he left the front door open. How could he lock his mum inside? I held my breath and waited for a while but I didn't hear any sounds. Huh, maybe she was asleep. I quietly walked to the door and peeped through the small space. You can't blame me though. I was very curious for I had never seen his mum before. I visit Ryu a lot but not once did his mother and I ever meet. My eyes swept through the small room and I was confused to find no one there. Oh well. Maybe she was in the bathroom. I was about to leave when my eye caught something strange. There were stuff like papers littered all over the bed. Oh wait, they weren't papers. Maybe p