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Goddamn it!I ran downstairs and pushed through the sea of sweaty bodies till I got outside. The fresh air did nothing to calm my racing heart. It didn't cool down the fire blazing inside me. I entered my car and slammed my hands on the steering wheel to let out my frustration. My shame. My anger.A guy kissed me.A guy touched me.I was hard.I came within 2 fucking minutes.And worst of all...I liked every bit of it. ***********The rest of the week passed by in a flash with me partying hard along with my friends. To everyone, I seemed like the normal Aito. I seemed like I was having the time of my life but in reality, I wasn't. My mind was a fucking mess. I drowned myself in alcohol and slept with any girl that threw herself at me. I did it because I wanted to make sure I was fine. I wanted to make sure I hadn't turned into a disgusting fag. I wanted to wipe away any effect Ryu had on me.Did it work? Absolutely not.He attended every party I did and anytime I saw him, I would re
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The only thing I was slowly starting to realize was that I was acting so much I sometimes didn't know who I was anymore. I had played this character for such a long time that I would find myself enjoying the looks of pain on their faces. I would find myself basking in their misery. Not a shred of guilt was present in my heart. And it was terrifying.Regret? I didn't regret anything. The people whose lives I had ruined deserved it and I won't stop until I get justice for her. Besides, the pain I was constantly going through was enough Karma. Not to mention this new dilemma Ryu put me in. I've seen Haruto and Toshiro naked countless times. I never got any reaction. He used his hand goddamn it. Just his hand and I'm a pathetic mess.I then noticed someone staring at me and turned sideways to see Dai. A small guy with a mop of dark hair, wearing hot pink pants and a white shirt. His nails were painted pink along with his lips. I immediately saw red.It was Dai, the only gay guy in school.
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I stroked the flowers near her grave softly. They were red roses. Her favorite kind of flowers. I also brought some chocolates, skittles, and Pringles. Her favorite flavor. Sweet and sour onions. She used to hug me tight and shower me with kisses every time I bought her stuff. Earlier when she died, whenever I brought them to her grave, I would feel her presence around me. Peaceful, calm. Like she was finally free. I want to join her. I want to get out of this rotten world but not yet. I have to endure for while. I still have lives to ruin.I sat before her grave with everything sprawled out on the green grass. I hadn't touched a single one of the snacks. I couldn't. They were all her's."I miss you Aera" I sobbed, letting the hot tears flow down my cheeks. "I miss you a lot. Why did you leave me? I told you time and time again that I didn't do it. I would never hurt you. You know how much I love you and yet, you still left me. We could have worked things out. I could have protected
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I woke up to see myself buried in thick blankets. I sat up, shoving them down to my waist as I rubbed my temples. My head hurt, my eyes felt heavy and my brain was muddled. I glanced at a clock on the nightstand. 11:04 pm.Wait. That didn't look like my alarm clock. I looked at the blankets. They weren't mine either. Fuck. What girl did I sleep with this time? I hope I used a condom. I just made fun of Hina a few days ago. I'm definitely not ready to be a father."You're awake," a deep voice said, startling me out of my thoughts. I gazed in the direction the voice came from and saw Ryu standing there with a tray of food. My stomach suddenly rumbled and I flushed, embarrassed at the situation. Ryu’s dark hair looked wet and it clung to his forehead and ears, giving his some part of a boyish look. He was wearing a pair of sweatpants and a deep blue shirt which accentuated his broad chiseled chest and sculpted arms. I remembered how they pinned my hands behind my back. How they touched
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His eyes darkened when he saw my fingers hovering over the frame. "Go back to bed" I scoffed. "You don't tell me what to do". It looked like he didn't want me to see the picture. Well, I didn't care and reached out to pick it up but his hand slapped mine away before I could touch it.He was livid. Not a hint of playfulness on his face. "Go. Back. To. Bed" he instructed like I was a kid."I refuse. What are you hiding huh?" I asked. "Isn't it just a picture? Let me see""No. Are you always this nosy?""Are you always this secretive?" I fired backHe raised a brow. "That doesn't even make sense. I have every right to not show you. Now get back to bed" "Or what?" I challenged.He walked closer to me, suddenly wearing a devious smile, stopping only when our faces were a few inches apart. "I'll carry you to bed and we'll have a repeat of Saturday night". His hand touched my thigh and slowly moved upwards as he leaned close, whispering in my ear "This time, I won't stop. There's no time l
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Of course, Ryu will not listen to me. I felt the bed dip which meant he was sitting next to me. I then felt his warm hand on my head, brushing my unruly hair away from my face so he could look at me but I refused to raise my head.He sighed. "Were you thinking about that game? When I- "Don't say it" I cut him off. I didn't want to hear words like 'jerked you off' or 'gave you a hand job'or ' turned you on' or 'made you cum'"It was just a game Aito. There's nothing to be ashamed about. You liked it. So what?"I raised my head at that. "So what? So what? Do you have any fucking idea what that means? What liking it implies? You're a man!"He then smiled. The kind of smile that took my breath away and lighted up his eyes. "I told you before. Pleasure is pleasure. It doesn't matter if a man or a woman makes you feel it"I mentally scoffed. It certainly matters when I can't jerk myself off no matter how hard I try. It certainly matters when I keep thinking about you, you shithead.
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My most recent episode was the one caused by Ryu but it wasn't extreme so I didn't need to mention it. Things weren't the least bit better between us. In fact, when morning came and he gave me my dry uniform and belongings, I hightailed it out of there and flagged a taxi and went to school. I didn't even turn to see the look on his face.Actually, seeing Ryu in the morning, dressed in nothing but boxers, his full sculpted torso on display, did all sorts of things to my body and heart. I felt a strong need to trace those abs. I wanted him to hold me. I wanted him to kiss me again and damn, I would have actually done something if I didn't leave.Now when we pass each other in the halls, I immediately look away, determined to not have any sort of contact with him whatsoever. If I did, he'll destroy whatever sanity I have left. "I can see you're happy Aito," Dr Desai said, interrupting my thoughts. "Keep taking those drugs and notify me once you run out. We'll take a break to see your pr
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School was over. It was finally time for the meeting and I was walking to the principal's office when Ryu approached me. Oh, God. Not again. I had successfully avoided him for days.His navy blue jacket was draped over his left shoulder, sleeves of his white shirt pulled up to reveal those strong arms. Both hands were in his pockets and he stood before me, looking handsome as ever. His hair was ruffled, a few naughty strands caressing his upper cheeks and nose. My fingers twitched as I felt the urge to tuck them behind his ear.Fuck. There I go again. Imagining things I shouldn't imagine happening between men."What do you want?" I asked, trying to look calm. As if his presence didn't affect me. They say out of sight, out of mind. It worked for a while as my mind had been occupied with Miss Park's demise. Now, that gentle sweet kiss kept invading my senses. The softness of his lips. His moist warm tongue. His enchanting scent. Shit shit shit. What are you doing to me, Ryu? Why you? W
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I chuckled. She didn't even need to say more. I'm sure everyone understood what she wanted to do. Force me into marriage and then make me responsible for another man's seed. Wow. "Impressive" I commended. "Truly a mastermind"Ryu and I were already together then. So I refused immediately. What if I hadn't? I would be thinking that Yua was carrying my child.To be honest, even after hearing her confession, the anger I thought I would feel was nowhere to be found. I couldn't even find the strength to deal with her. What would it bring me anyway? It's not like Ryu would just start loving me."I can't help you Yua" I told her. "If it were only about me, then maybe I'll be able to forgive you. But it's not just me. There's Aera, my parents, and Haruto. Not to forget Sara, Dai, Sakura and her mum. Their blood is on your hands. If you hadn't done all those, they all would be alive today. There's Mr Igarashi too. If there's anyone you should beg then it's him. I can do nothing for you""Aito
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She continued. "I spread the rumour that she cheated on Aito and broke his heart. Knowing how much Aera loved Aito, people were reluctant to believe it. Despite that video! So I formulated another plan. Toshiro was the called the 'Gossip Lord'. If I wanted things to escalate, he was the perfect choice and he was a tangible source. Everyone believes his news. I then went on with my second plan. I brainwashed Toshiro into thinking it was true and with his help, I uploaded her videos on many porn sites. I also shared her number and address so people could find her. I watched her moves and trapped her in places where guys from our school would molest her. I even took pictures of her taking a shower in the girls bathroom after P.E and circulated them with his help. We called it out revenge plan for cheating on Aito. Slowly, things started to fall apart between them. I waited patiently until everything drove her to her lowest point and then I struck. I called her and told her that I had som
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Despite the dizziness and my nauseous state, I mustered every ounce of strength in my body and moved as fast as I could towards my mum. I pressed down the bile clogging my throat and blinked to clear my sight. Fuck. Everything was so blurry. Please, please, give me a bit more time. I need to save them.I already knew what Ryu was planning and I definitely could not let it happen. He wanted to end my parents the same way his father died. He wanted to burn us all."Aito!" Mum exclaimed when I reached. She looked so relieved. I moved to the side so she wouldn't see the blood slowling tricking down the side of my head. "Oh thank God. I thought he did something to you. We heard your screams. Are you okay? You're not hurt are you?"With those questions, my inner thighs burned. As if they wanted to complain about what Ryu did but I shook my head. "It was just a misunderstanding mum. I'm fine""Thank God" she sniffed. My heart went soft. She was already crying. "I thought he was beating you o
