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Chapter Twenty-Four
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2021-08-29 23:39:04“Then who deserves me, Sane?”
After hours of continuous thinking about that one single question, Sane finally found the answer, and when he did, he wanted to slap himself for not being able to answer the question immediately. The answer was very obvious, and maybe he thought about the question too deeply, making it hard for him to answer it.
The one who deserved Seleen was no one but herself. It wasn’t anyone else, but her. That was probably the reason why fate allowed her to survive in that accident because all of her life, she had been living for other people, for her father, and never for herself. Maybe it was a second chance in life that destiny had given her because for Sane, she deserved to start a new life. She deserved to move on from her cruel past. She deserved to live life to the full
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“Did you know that I also want to see Saturn up close?” she asked as they laid on the comforter, looking at the night sky where the stars were twinkling like little fireflies. That was the usual thing that they did, especially when Seleen had a lot of stories and thoughts to tell. Sane liked listening to her talk. Her voice would sometimes even make him sleepy as it was very soothing, and he was certain that there were times that he really did fall asleep, but she was fine with it, and let him be.He couldn’t even count how many times it could’ve happened, and just thinking about it was already making him ashamed of himself. That was why he chose not to think about it.Sane looked at Seleen who was still looking at the sky. She was tracing the stars using her fingers, and he couldn’t help but follow her
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Sane remembered Haniel saying that she wasn’t good around new people, and that was the reason why she didn’t have a lot of friends. When she said that, he was confused because as far as he could see, she had a lot of friends. She even had friends who were out of Sane’s circle of friends. That was why since she said that, he never knew whether she was joking at that time or whether she was really serious.Now, looking at Seleen and Haniel talking as if they had known each other for so long was making Sane think about what she said again. Sure, Seleen wasn’t a total stranger for Haniel since they had already talked before, but they weren’t that close either so it was making him terribly confused. Haniel was good around people. Maybe she did feel awkward, but she kept it to herself. That was why she was also a good leader. She was good when it came to handling peopl
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