It wasn’t like it was Sane’s first time to face that huge number of people as during his campaign period, they needed to talk in front of the whole school to convince people why they should vote for them with their different platforms. He wasn’t a stranger when it came to that. However, the nervousness that he was feeling in his chest was different from the nervousness that he felt back then. It might be because he came in front of the audience utterly prepared, compared to his current situation.
Not to mention that he was also standing beside different popular and handsome guys who made him feel like he didn’t belong there. He couldn’t listen properly to what the host was saying as the hard beating of his chest was already ringing in his ears. He kept looking at his well-polished shoes that someone just allowed him to borrow. He couldn’t stare
He was too preoccupied for him to realize that someone just bid 450 for him, and that person also happened to be his highest bidder. He only realized that that was the case when the bidding was already concluded, and he was already walking his way back to change to his regular clothes.Sofia and the rest of his companions couldn’t contain their happiness as they approached him, the girl immediately hugged him in excitement. “My goodness, you did so well, Pres! I told you everything would turn out fine!” she exclaimed, shaking him although she was way smaller than he was.Sane, even when he was still preoccupied with the thought of Seleen who he could no longer see anywhere, couldn’t help but smile before shaking his head. “To tell you honestly, I wasn’t expecting it at all. Thank you for the
Even when he wanted the third day of the foundation week to be a little peaceful for him, it wasn’t what happened, but he had no choice but to just go on with it as he didn’t have the heart to even complain about things. Why would he do so? People just wanted to enjoy the foundation week by spending a few minutes with him. He couldn’t just say no to that.Sane woke up that morning, and saw that it was already six in the morning which meant that he was already late. The moment he opened his eyes, he was startled to see that he wasn’t in his room, but the memories of what happened the night prior allowed him to calm down immediately. He found himself lying down on the comforter still, but his head was already resting on a pillow, and there was already a blanket covering his body.He allowed himself to proc
Sane went home that night with his clouds still a little wet because of the rain. It was already two in the midnight when the rain finally settled. He still wanted them to try searching for Saturn, especially when the sky was finally clear from the thick clouds, but it was already way too late. He only had a few more hours to sleep in the first place, although he knew that he didn't have to go to the university as early as before as there weren’t any new activities for the day. Even when that was the case, he still didn’t want to go there super late as he was the student council president, and it would be bad of an example if he'd arrive there late. He needed to bid Seleen farewell because it was needed, but he chose to leave the telescope there under the care of the girl as he planned to go back so that they could try again. Hopefully, the heavens would be on their side at that time becaus
The stress that was showing in Haniel’s countenance was evident when he saw her that day. It was already the last day of the foundation week, and he knew that it wasn’t because they needed to do a lot of things, but because of the news that The Dotish would finally be there to perform. He wasn;t sure whether they’d arrive there earlier because maybe, they wanted to hangout, and explore the different booths that they prepared, but even when that wouldn’t be the case, Sane was still happy that they’d be there, especially when he was aware how busy they had been since they signed the contract. They had also announced that the performance of The Dotish was already confirmed to happen, making people immediately ecstatic after the news was announced all over the campus. It wasn’t long since they left, but they were already getting even more popular. It was no doubt that almost everyone in Penny L
Sane didn’t really think much about Jules, especially when he had already thought that he’d never see the guy ever again. He thought he’d never be back again as he already had a new and apparently better life there so what was the point of thinking about someone who abandoned him? Who abandoned the girl who he promised to love for eternity? The moment he dropped them like a hot potato, as if they didn’t share years together.He couldn’t imagine how hard it could’ve been for Haniel who took years for her to heal from the heartbreak and trauma that he caused, and now that she was finally ready to try again, he went back. And he just didn’t go back alone, he was with the guy that Haniel wanted to give a chance to. He wondered what the girl could’ve been thi
There were a lot of things that were going on inside Sane’s mind as he ran after Seleen. He couldn’t see her even when it wasn’t long until he followed her a while ago. Maybe she was a fast runner, he wasn’t sure. As he ran, he could feel the worry on his chest growing bigger and bigger the more minutes passed, and he still hadn’t seen her. The guilt that he felt on his chest was telling him to leave Seleen alone because he’d only cause trouble for her, trouble that she didn’t deserve, but his worry towards the girl was greater than the guilt that he was feeling. He was afraid that something bad would happen to her especially when she was prone to anxiety and panic attacks. Even before, he had already witnessed her in a state of a panic attack, and it was something that he never wanted her to experience again. Even the janitors who had been looking out for the girl's well being told him not
“You’re insane, Sane. Why would you fall in love with a dead girl?” It had been exactly two weeks since Seleen asked that question, but Sane still thought about it as if his life depended on it. It had also been exactly two weeks since he last saw her as well, and since then, she had been running on his mind, and even when he considered it torture to think about, he thought whether she also thought about him. Whenever he passed by the academic building, he couldn’t help but look up with the hope that he’d see even a glimpse of her. But whenever he thought deeply about it, he'd come to realize that maybe it was for the better that he wouldn't see even just a glimpse of her. That was because he wanted her safety to come first. He knew that when someone would know that Seleen had been staying in the academic building roofto
Sane had never felt utterly nervous with a school event as he felt with the ball. It was even amusing to think that he was never really looking forward to the ball, especially when he wasn’t fond of dancing, but because of Seleen, because of Seleen, there was a mixture of wanting the day to come already, and not wanting it to come as well. His mind was conflicted. The only thing that he was sure about was that he wanted to see Seleen already, even when he wasn’t certain whether she would really come in the first place. And for him to see Seleen, he needed the month to pass. He didn’t know whether it was only a coincidence that the day the month that she asked would end was the day of the prom as well. And it was only less than twenty-four hours until the ball would start. The program would start at exactly six in the evening, and the venue had already been decorated and set. Even when the suit that he’d be wearing during the event had already been tailored, he