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Chapter Thirty-Six
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Sane went home that night with his clouds still a little wet because of the rain. It was already two in the midnight when the rain finally settled. He still wanted them to try searching for Saturn, especially when the sky was finally clear from the thick clouds, but it was already way too late. He only had a few more hours to sleep in the first place, although he knew that he didn't have to go to the university as early as before as there weren’t any new activities for the day. Even when that was the case, he still didn’t want to go there super late as he was the student council president, and it would be bad of an example if he'd arrive there late.
He needed to bid Seleen farewell because it was needed, but he chose to leave the telescope there under the care of the girl as he planned to go back so that they could try again. Hopefully, the heavens would be on their side at that time becaus
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“You’re insane, Sane. Why would you fall in love with a dead girl?” It had been exactly two weeks since Seleen asked that question, but Sane still thought about it as if his life depended on it. It had also been exactly two weeks since he last saw her as well, and since then, she had been running on his mind, and even when he considered it torture to think about, he thought whether she also thought about him. Whenever he passed by the academic building, he couldn’t help but look up with the hope that he’d see even a glimpse of her. But whenever he thought deeply about it, he'd come to realize that maybe it was for the better that he wouldn't see even just a glimpse of her. That was because he wanted her safety to come first. He knew that when someone would know that Seleen had been staying in the academic building roofto
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