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Chapter Eleven
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2021-08-11 16:17:19There was a mix of excitement and fear as Sane trailed behind Haniel who was giving out some flyers.
He was convincing her to go with him to see Seleen for herself in chorus to her talking to other people. He was quiet sure he wasn't entertained. He knew that she was already annoyed at him, especially after what she said to him, and if he continued to annoy her further, he’d be finding himself in grave danger.
Slightly giving her space, he let her finish doing her task. He just trailed behind her, his gaze shifting from the way that he was walking to the number of flyers that the girl was holding, the anticipation in his chest growing and growing seeing the number of flyers that she was holding becoming lesser and lesser the more she handed them out.
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