Sometimes, all I can do is lie in bed and hope to drift away to sleep before I fall apart. I can't seem to get you off my mind. Your love was the only real thing in my small world. Losing you was the worst thing that could happen to me. I've gotten used to it but I still wake up to full consciousness each day remembering what we had. This heartbreak and any other disappointment is just part of life. I thought I had found my soulmate, but it turns out you were just another lesson. Right now, I can't face the world. I thought I had the most fantastic plot, but I was wrong. I have come to terms with what happened between us, but I need some more time to move on past us completely. You have hurt me in ways I never expected or deserved. Thanks to you, I have understood the importance of self-love and self-growth. I have become a better person and a better friend. I know I will find true love once again. I feel shattered and broken because the only time I gave love a chance, I ended up feeling heartbroken. I'm scared and sad because I don't think I'll ever recover from this pain. I'm hoping to move on and try new things. I just really can't be with you or can't be without and I don't think I'll ever love anything else the way I love you. I'm heartbroken! It's surprising how the pain of living without someone can make you feel like you've lost everything that means happiness to you in this world, that's how I feel right now that I'm heartbroken.
Lihat lebih banyakAngel's Pov.
We are currently here in the cafeteria today because it's our luch break. I am with my friends now. Our silence is deafening now.
"Hmm Angel, haven't you like Zack for a long time? What if one day he likes you too?" Lexa's break in the silence caused them to look at me.
"Lexa, stop it. It's unlikely to happen, he won't like me too the way i like him. I'm not being noticed with him," I answered to her.
"Uhmm! What if one day he suddenly changes his treatment of you and then he realized that he likes you too." Joza interjected as we talked.
"Yes Angel. You're not ugly so that's imposible if he doesn't like you. You're not stupid either, right?" Aira agrees with the two.
"Why are you asking that? Your naughtiness is that you really agreed with me, it's vague that it will happen because it's rumored here on campus that they're Jenny, the new student here on campus," I said as a reason to stop them from chewing on the food they were eating.
"What? Is Jenny here yet? It's impossible for them to come back with Zack because Zack hates her now," Lexa said.
Huh? What? Impossible to be them again? I don't understand them.
"What are you saying it's impossible for them to be again?" I asked them so they suddenly became serious. They are weird now.
"Because my cousin, Zack is his ex," Lexa's introduction so I didn't ask first, I finished what she was going to say first.
"Zack loved her so much but they didn't last long because Jenny had to leave this country to study in London. Because that's what her parents wanted to happen. Zack agreed because he really loved Jenny back then, he didn't want to ruin Jenny's future just because of their relationship. 2 months ago Zack decided to follow Jenny to London because they lost communication with each other. Jenny doesn't even answer Zack's calls anymore, she doesn't even reply to his texts. That's exactly what Jenny did. But my cousin came home from London with a tears. He told us all what happened and he witnessed it there. Jenny had another boyfriend there. Zack even saw right in front of her that they were kissing. Until suddenly Zack's behavior changed because of Jenny. He has become a badboy, always goes to the bar, the former Zack no longer has a heavenly smile because now he has become rude like a woman with a red blood when he is rude. He has also become a Playboy," Lexa explained softly.
"That's why he just looks at me like that when i see him, like he wants to eat me whole," I said. It's true that, that man is very naughty, I don't know why i liked him.
"But maybe when the woman who can change him arrives, he will return to the former Zack Ervin Vellasor who is heavenly and kind." Joza.
"Maybe that girl named Angel, ayieh," They said with a crazy smile at the same time as she stabbed me in the side.
"Ayiehh she's blushing, thrilled."
"Stop it! Let's see if we're still weak in our next class, it's hard to scold us," I changed the topic which they agreed on.
So we put away our belongings and hurried to our room.
*****
I woke up because of the force of the knock on my door.
"What angel woke you up earlier, you're gonna be late if you're not in a hurry," My older brother said aloud.
"Yes brother, i'm awake and ,i'm going to get dressed. I'll come down after getting dressed," My answer. He's angry again bwahahahaha.
Another day uwu i'll see my rude crush at our school again. But i was ignored.
I hurried to get up and did my morning routines then i picked up my belongings and went straight to the dining area. My brother is the one who thinks badly of me like lest you swallow me whole. I sneezed.
"Why are you so sleepy you fat kid?" He preached to me.
"I'm not fat brother, I'm sexy."
"Just eat that," disgusted he says.
"Where are Mom and Dad Brother?"
"They have a business trip baby but they're also going home tonight, so use your car so you can get home early after your class because i have something important to say and show you," He answered.
"I'm not a kid anymore Brother so don't call me baby."
"Hurry up lil one, i'll go to work," My brother said.
"Ok brother." My answer
After we ate I took my bag and car keys so I could leave. I'm too lazy to drive but because of my older brother I just do it. I know that I can't do anything when he decides.
I'm here now in the parking lot when I see a car next to my car. I was about to leave but someone called my name in a familiar voice.
"I've been calling you how many times but you don't even care. Famous ka gurl?" Lexa said calmly. Hahaha this woman is really funny.
I was about to speak when the person behind us preceded me so I stopped and Lexa and I looked at it at the same time.
"Come with us this luch break," Zack said as he turned his back on us and started walking away from where we were standing. Omg! Because of what Zack said I suddenly felt a shiver and I felt the heat on my cheek. I'll be with him later.
"Your cheek is going to burn," She said laughing.
"Hmm you're now going cray, abnormal." I quickly walked away from her.
"Hey Angel wait for me," She shouted but I walked even faster until I got to our room but I knew Lexa just still followed me but I didn't look at her.
Finally...
I will go straight to my seat with Aira and Joza sitting behind it.
"Oh why are your faces like that? It's like a dog chased you Lexa because you're out of breath," Aira opened up to us.
"Yeah what happened to you two hah?" Joza asked, now wondering to us.
Lexa was about to speak when Mrs. Reyes suddenly came so she didn't continue what she was going to say instead she just sat next to me.
discuss...
discuss...
discuss...
And finally finished as well. We have lunch break today, I can't deny that I'm kinda exited to be seen and I'll be with my ultimate crush. He's also good at basketball so maybe I'm more in love with him.
"Let's see, maybe the four are already waiting there in the cafeteria, maybe they're bored now."
"Huh? Why would Tri-ztan join us?" Joza asked stunned.
"It looks like you have something to tell us Joza?" Aira let go of the crazy person.
"He's co-urting me." They stammered and embarrassed
"What?!"
"Don't be loud of your voice so that other students can't hear us," I said
"Is it necessary to start flirting?" Lexa
"It was only yesterday heheheh," I replied shyly to Lexa's question.
"Oh it's fine let's go i'm hungry," Aira interrupts our conversation.
Lexa's Pov.I'm happy for my cousin because Angel and him are now officially. Finally, Zack Ervin Vellasor a former badboy has changed.He changed because of Angel. I thought then that my cousin wouldn't like her but now they are in love to each other. They are really envious. Me, so I have to experience that?We are here now at the mall because James has something important to tell me.I was in the middle of thinking when I was suddenly surrounded by people here in the mall. I felt a bit nervous and surprised. "Where is James? Why is he taking so long" I whispered to myself.Leaving I was supposed to be where I was but someone raised a tarpaulin that stole my attention."Can You Be My Girlfriend Lexa Mae Santiago?" I was unaware that my tears were falling.I never expected to experience something like this. I never thought a man would do this to me.My eyes caught my friends walking towards where I was, I thought they wo
Angel's Pov.We are here today at the bar because we are supposed to be celebrating the fact that me and Zack are officially."Angel let's drink even now," Lexa's said to me. I would have answered but Zack answered."No Lexa, she won't drink. That's why James, don't touch Angel," he said angrily to his cousin."Edi don't," Lexa replied then she continued to leave and went to where james was drinkingThe boring one, just get on Facebook first.I dug my pocket but my cellphone was not here, I took the shoulder bag next to me and opened it but I failed to see where my phone was. I forgot my phone at Zack's car."Hmm, babe can I go out first?" I turned to Zack.“Why?” He asked me in surprise"I left my phone in your car, I'll just take it," I said here."I'll tak
ANGELWe are here now in the cafeteria with my friends. I still can't move on from what happened to Zack and me. My mind is still messing with it.Is it true how he feels? Isn't he just playing with me?"Hmm...girl I've been talking to you before why are you stupid? Is there a problem?" Lexa asked me in surprise."I just didn't wake up last night reading wattpad hahah." I apologize for his question, because I don't want to tell them what happened to Zack and me.I would have stood up to order something to eat but I was surprised because the students approached where I was and they presented the red Roses one by one. I was surprised to accept them and I turned my gaze to my friends who are now all smiling. Zack's friends who haven't been here lately.My eyes caught the person I was looking for, he was approaching me while he was holding a guitar. As he was
Angel's Pov.I woke up early today because we don't have class, but I was going to Zack's house to do our activities that we had to pass on tomorrow.I was about to enter the cr when my phone suddenly rang so I took it and looked at who was calling but I frowned because an unknown number was calling me. Who is this? Couldn't he?"Hello! Why did you take so long to answer your phone?" said the one on the other line, I know whose voice it is. I suddenly felt a thrill even though nothing was thrilling. What is happening to me?"Hello! Are you still there?" He asked again. I haven't answered his question yet."Hmm s-sorry Z-zack, I don't even know it's your number," I stammered on the other line."Now you know. Save my number. I took your number from Lexa so don't ask." "Okay, why did
Angel's Pov.I'm confused by what Zack is saying to me. What is he saying at the right time?Let's just call Lexa to invite us to take a walk in the mall first. I'm confused in order to reduce it.I took my phone and called her."Why were you summoned?" I immediately asked"Can't I say hello first before you ask?""Hmm... Alright do you want a take two? Alright here it is. Hmm, hello Angel? Why did you get called?" She's going to be crazy."I just called you to ask if you're busy right now?" I said on the other line."Nothing, I'm already favored here at home. Mom also doesn't have a business trip abroad," she replied. Tat's right she can now."So can we go shopping now? I'm also bored here, Mom and Dad aren
Angel's Pov.We are now in the room next to me is Zack because he swapped seats with Lexa so Lexa is now next to James. He is not too noisy. Everyone was stopped when our professor comes. He with a woman, I guess she's transferee. She's also pretty, pretty because her face is full of make up."Okay class you have a new classmate. Jenny please introduce yourself," Our teacher told her. What, Jenny? Can't she's the ex of Zack?"Good morning, I'm Jenny Riñeda, The one and only Zack's ex girlfriend," she introduced. She's still proud that she's Zack's ex. Why did I suddenly feel annoyed and angry."Okay Jenny can you sit in the vacant chair?"She suddenly walked to my place with Zack. I looked behind us because I thought there was a vacant seat in case there was none. My friends frowned.I was about to speak when she suddenly spoke.
Zack's Pov.I woke up early today because it's busy but my head still hurts a bit. I remember we went to the bar last night. Then I have to pick up that woman.I got up to get dressed and will go to their house early because that is also part of my plan so that I can quickly convince her that she likes me.*****I'm here now at their house. I'm waiting for her after getting dressed and we're leaving. She's slow. I'm wasting my time with her, it's annoying. After all, I'll invite her to eat outside first so that I can look sweeter to her. She hopes I'm serious about what I'm doing."You're here why didn't you tell me you were coming here today?" Angel asked me when she came down from above. Hmm, it's obvious she's blushing. I really don't want to do this to her. I'm running out of gas."I told you to get used to that because I'll always follow you," I re
Zack's Pov. That woman is annoying! Why did he come back here? We are here at the bar now with my friends. Many women seduce me but I don't budge. I won't shoot women until I've finished what I'm doing to angel as if my friends dare. "Hey dude, what's up with the sweetness prank of a Zack Ervin, does it work?" crazy question of Zyrone. "Of course I'm still strong, we know that woman really likes me," I replied proudly to them. "Are you sure you can't fall in love with her? That girl is good and kind," Triztan said. Well, Angel is really beautiful, sexy, and kind but I won't like her anymore. "No! I was just forced to be sweet to her because of your antics," I replied annoyed. "It looks like Angel enjoys what you're doing before, but don't you feel quilt for playing with her feelings?" James ask. At least he has a point but I don't care about what he's going to say. "Because I've experienced that too. It's hard and painf
Jenny's Pov.I won’t let you land on someone else Zack. I'll make sure of that."Please Jenny stop! I don't need you," Zack said in disgust to me. I'll give you too Zack I know you still love me."Zack I know I hurt you, I know I've made a lot of mistakes with you, I admit it," I answered."I don't care. Cheating is a choice not a mistake Jenny REMEMBER that," He shouted at me."Please Zack I want you and I know you are still in love with me." I begged him"No Jenny. I don't love you anymore. My heart was belong to someone else and it's not you. I don't love you anymore Jenny." No! Zack can't. You're mine. You can't go to someone else. I will and will make a way for you to be mine again."Whoever you're referring to I'll make sure you won't be happy if you don't let me in again. If I need to kill her to get you back to me I'll do that," I said. W
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