Till It Hurts - Yellow Claw
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Shame? I am extremely embarrassed, because I was shocked that my mother could say that. I think I want to wrap my face with the condom earlier. Embarrassing!
Today, Gerald and I will take care of the passports. Finally, I will see how the atmosphere of the country of the people out there. Although my mother doesn't necessarily agree, I will still go. I don't want to stay here any longer. Whatever, if Gerald graduated from college and wanted to come back here or not for a while I wanted to find some peace first. Wherever Gerald is, I will be with him too.
"Gerald, I really can't wait to get abroad."
"Yes."
"What is sincere? You don't want to come along. Surely I will disturb you with your female friends, right?" I grumpy was annoyed. I'm already excited, and that's the only answer. You Rara's husband!
"Yes. You are annoying, noisy, loudest girl I have ever known. But the most special wo
Crying in the Club - Camila Cabello🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯My body immediately weakened, I'm not ready to face another disaster. For whatever reason, my body and soul are tired of facing calamities that continue to eat away at my entire body. I'm tired. Oh my God ... I wanted to scream, but my body was too weak to scream."Just calm down, let Gerald take care of everything." Gerald said, buttoning up my bra and shirt again.Argh ....Why, not be given a little happiness for me? Just now, I felt a little fresh air, back again hit by various trials.We came home, with my body I felt all sticky. Hopefully no ants bother me, because of the ice cream marks on my body."Do you have wet wipes?" I said when we got to the car."Buy it later." I nodded.Just take a breath it feels heavy. Since earlier my tears wanted to come down, but I held back."Watch out if that bastard I kill all kinds of things to be satisfied a
No More Sad Songs - Little Mix🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯I panicked immediately, when I heard Gerald's scream. I pushed David, but he held my body. I'm finished.My tears fell, saw the glint of anger and disappointment on Gerald's face."Gerald ..." I cried, shaking my head."So, how far have you been? It's good to go on." Gerald's voice was piercing. I know he is very disappointed to see me. But it's urgent, like I said."None of that is true. It's not like what you see Gerald." I tried to explain to Gerald."What I see? You kissed intimately with this bastard. As if you were the only humans in this world.""Let me explain first." I said defensively."So, this is the drama that you created? In the end, it was always me who was betrayed. I tried to hold back, but you always act too far Rara. I can still accept other men. This is the bastard, the most despicable human, why? he?" Gerald said, tugging at his hair. A habi
Anyone - Justin Bieber🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯The following is the life of Rara and Gerald after coming back together from their separation and the many dramas they have gone through together. we will see the togetherness with their children. in the end they will stay together or even separate?_________________________Having many children is a hassle. Moreover, the age distance of the children is not that far. So, I bothered calming down because no one wanted to budge. The two youngest, who don't want to give in at all, and two girls who sometimes also cause headaches. Like this for example."Mommy! Asher get Verena's toy.""Mommy. Kelsea want to take a shower, where's the shampoo?""Mommy, Skye wants some cereal. I'm starving.""Mommy, tata. That's my toy. No ... no .. mommy, daddy." Asher shouted loudly, no my handsome baby boy. Because when he cry like this, wait two hours and then stop. That too must be desperately persu
Dancing With Our Hands Tied - Taylor Swift🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯I am watching my husband, proudly. I admire him, I adore him. If, anyone saw me, surely everyone can guess the gaze full of love that I showed, the look of happy life with him, and the look of pride among the billions of humans he chose me, only a short woman and have strong children eat everything.I watched, the motion of his lips changing as he spoke. The movements of his cheeks, his eyebrows, his nose, the movements of his cheekbones, how the eyebrows dived sharply, how those ugly teeth fit into my eyes. By the way, I really like his nose.Most interestingly, his eyes and nose, his lips too. I looked at his beard, he hasn't shaved for several days. Sharp feathers, decorated his face. I prefer a smooth face, rather than hairy.I dig into his eyes. I drowned, in that sea of hazel. Very beautiful. I'm always jealous, why the eyes of Caucasians are so beautiful. Luckily my ch
Love Me Harder - Ariana Grande🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Happy birthday to you .....Happy birthday to you .....Happy birthday .. happy birthday ...Happy birthday to you ..."Happy birthday, Kelsea Ballerini Willson. Mommy's biggest child. It's been 10 years, huh?"I kissed my daughter cheek and hugged her. My great daughter. The greatest treasure to me is all my children. Hugging all of my children adds another life to my life. I make sure they won't lack anything.All congratulate Kelsea."Make a wish. And blow out the candle."Kelsea closed her eyes. Asher and Verena came, and immediately blew out the candle. Both of them laughed happily, even though their second birthday had just been held. Verene, Asher, and Kelsea have birthdays in the same month in just a matter of days. But it feels like they are not satisfied with the birthday that was celebrated yesterday. Actually it's not too celebrated, just a sm
Imagination - Shawn Mendes🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯I watched all my children who were playing. Asher is busy, with his toys. Verena is playing with Skye. Skye loves all of her siblings. She takes good care of her younger brother and sister. Kelsea is the most ignorant. I don't know why my big daughter turned out like that. She doesn't like all of her younger siblings. Or maybe, she was antipathy because she always gave in to her younger siblings, bringing a kind of grudge against Kelsea. I just shook my head, I hope she understands, that in this world or the name of life, sometimes the unfair world is displayed in front of us.Kelsea, is reading a book.Skye and Verena, busy playing and laughing."You know what? This toy has a spider in it. Later, the spider comes and it has a web. The net, close the road, so we can't walk." said Skye with a serious face and imitating the cobweb style."No way..." Verena answered, with a terrified express
Delicate - Taylor Swift🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯I'm doing laundry. Children go school. Only Asher remained. Suddenly my youngest son today, becomes whiny and spoiled. That's why I let him at home. And trying to understand what happened, because something was wrong with my son.After waking up, he burst into tears as if he had been hit sickly. Asked what he wanted, he just cried. I was confused and overwhelmed. Facing small children, who cry over things that are not clear. You can say that he is sick, his body is in good health. Nightmare? Can be.I even scolded Kelsea, who knows she was doing fun and scolding her brother. Because, waking up, I went straight to the kitchen to take care of breakfast, as well as make supplies for the children.However, Asher got up first. Because, all my children. I got used to it, before leaving the room I had to take a shower first. Get ready for school, after that breakfast. Asher and Verena, I didn't wa
Justin Bieber - You Smile🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Flashback of Rara pregnant with Asher. How did she get pregnant again, when baby Verena was 4 months old._________________"Says, mommy's pregnant!""Mommy's pregnant." The people that I love, are standing in front, as if, I want their photos even though I'm taking their videos. Gerald is carrying Kelsea and Skye. Baby Verena is sleeping, in the nursery. Her face is cute, and makes a special memory for me that I will never forget until later. They are so adorable."Mommy's pregnant." resetGerald shook his head. I smile."Are you?" I nodded. "Yes daddy.""No way! You're kidding.""No. I'm serious." Gerald drops Kelsea and Skye. He headed towards me, my tears did not stop dripping from the start. I'm both happy and sad. I'm happy, because I will add new members and sad because, my baby is still 4 months old. I was very afraid, it would end in stress and result in the growth o
I'm lying in the room—me time. I just lay there watching TV. I just saw moving images on the plasma. Because on purpose, I didn't raise the voice.My physique can be in the room, and my mind wanders far.The sound of the door opening. My heart immediately warmed. This is what I'm waiting for."Mom." I miss that voice. No matter how selfish and no matter how strong my heart refuses and hurts with past events. I remain, take this man back, and forgive him without knowing it."Why?" I asked dryly. A week, he didn't fill this room."Daddy missed you. Sorry for everything. Honestly, I can't be away from you. Ah, I'm crazy there. I can't be apart from my children, and I can't be apart from you either. Please, mom, you can punish anything, but do not separate. This is torturous. " I looked at Gerald, saw the sincerity of the words that came out of his lips."Where's Skye?""Playing outside." I just nodded.Gerald followed me to bed. He hugged
I watched the faces of my two daughters. Their faces were similar, and one would not mistake them for siblings. Kelsea is beautiful, Verena too. However, where Verena's hair was taken from, her hair was slightly wavy and coppery brown. Even though mine and Gerald's hair are straight. Ah, whichever is important, my children are healthy.From her wavy hair, you can tell Verena's lashes are curled. Verena and Asher have gorgeous lashes; what I like most about Kelsea, her smile—even though she was pouting, still looking cute. My daughter, that one is not tired of being looked at. Her face is beautiful, so pretty. Sometimes I don't believe that I have such a beautiful child, even though her behaviour makes you shake your head.Moreover, Kelsea, a person who likes to take sour.Kelsea is more dominant. Genes are mine. However, it still looks crossbreed: Verena, more hair. Asher, I don't see my genes at all. He's a real G
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovI am ready, and my hands are itching to kill people. It is not irrelevant.Rara immediately knew my attitude.She stroked my hand, even though I was clenching mine as hard as possible. My opponent might faint at all times."Gerald, don't." said Rara. Seeing my woman begging with puppy eyes and pleading, I gave up my mind. Even though my emotions are already on the crown, and I'm ready to go to prison right now."Oh, this kid made Rara a mess. And now she shamelessly comes as if there is no sin." Said the madman with songong. I don't remember and don't know his name. But what I remember he had felt my punch.It felt like I wanted to run over there and kick his evil mouth.I've been rushing. Rara pulled my hand.My breath is already one by one, so holding back emotions."Actually, what else do you want to come here for?" Asked that damn uncle calmly, but very harsh sarcasm.
I'm a little excited. After five weeks, I was down. I try to be sincere and accept everything. I'm trying to live a normal life without a lover. Yes, I didn't think this was the longest record without a partner. Usually, in two days I've got a replacement. And I don't think I'll get a partner anytime soon or maybe for the rest of my life.I can't move on. Even though this relationship has only been a few months, it is so lasting. I do not want to keep grieving and lamenting fate. I will try to forget everything and hope to find someone who helps me forget it."Nanana." I sing like crazy. I am ready to live a new day, and positive energy permeates my soul the last few days.Incidentally, today is a holiday."You sugar .. yes, please. Would you come and put it down on me?" I sing and go downstairs. I intend to help my mother. It's a coincidence that you have to give me a thumbs up. I never tidy up the
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovMomentary emotions make things messy.Sorry, really sorry. I, who originally wanted to meet my lover and fix everything, instead, with an uncontrollable emotional state and jealousy everything fell apart.My relationship is on the edge, aka aground I think. And I regret my stupid deeds that I will regret for the rest of my life.Stupid, stupid, stupid! I cursed my stupidity. For hurting the person I love, and the wound will definitely remain and will be remembered for a lifetime. This suicide is her name.My lover, I really am very sorry. I who was initially filled with anger saw hee lying and helpless. Make me regret it. And now only regret I guess.I helped hee, when she passed out. I have always been her hero, and will remain her hero.But when I brought it into the house, and Rara's mother always looked unhappy, especially since I had made her child pass out. Plus the gol
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingMy world stopped spinning. Yes my world.I woke up, and when I woke up I was in the hospital. I could say I'm sick, but my heart hurts more.All my life, I just had this pain. Broken my heart, I feel.It's hard to breathe, my breath is short. Thinking about all this, just thinking about it gave me a headache and a stomach upset, suddenly wanted to go to the toilet, but when I went to the toilet nothing happened.Paralyzed, my brain is paralyzed to think.It's been a week I didn't go to school, I dropped. Really drop and rushed to the hospital. I lacked fluids because there was no food coming in and cried all the time, my eyes might be blind too much crying.Poor mother, who is tired of taking care of me and I can only be a bother.Mother is always loyal and painstaking taking care of me. Myself is out of shape anymore. My eyes are sunken already. My face is pale, my lips are pale. And I think I lost
Gerald's PovMy world collapsed, I didn't expect my angel to be like a devil.Really. Just really.I lost my words to express it, I lost energy, lost everything. I lost everything because of her.There is no need to describe what I am anymore. You can imagine for yourself. You don't need to imagine. I just feel it.My world is upside down. My God, my world. My woman.I really didn't expect. I hope this is all a dream. And when I wake up I'll find her still by my side. I mean it still resides in my heart.My heart is dead, my taste is dead. Buried and carried away at the same time as the confession.It's killed me!This is no longer killing me slowly, but precisely stabbing the dagger of my heart. I no longer have a heart. I feel hearthless now!Damn! Because of women.I've never experienced anything like this before.Oh God, my woman! Do she still deserve or not consider her my woman? I really really
Anyone - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰We've changed clothes, respectively. Yes, indeed, a date that I will never forget."Ready to date?" I smile. I'm excited now. If we can't be lovers, at least we've had different experiences. As my request, Gerald is wearing a purple shirt, and I am wearing a pink shirt, just like the other couple goals. I also asked him to wear a hat, very handsome of course. And I was told to tie up like a schoolgirl and wear glasses, really like a nerd. I wear big round glasses, and they droop a lot."I'm a nerd." I held out my hand."I'm a bad boy." Gerald introduced himself."No. You're not.""I am." I laughed and hugged him."Let's go." I don't remember if this was the last day I had fun. After this, it's all just memories, which will put me down as much as possible."Before the date, it looks like we need to eat.""Right," I said, confirming the word lover a day."But
Hold On - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰I could only cry and sat on the floor, watching Gerald move away. I'm still holding it down my stomach. It hurts so much.I deliberately felt it down. I was afraid my ass was bleeding because of the force of gravity downward."Wake up." Mas Rangga stretched out his hand. I feel more and more devastated."Thank you." I wiped my tears while sitting on the bench earlier."Rara wants to go home." My mood fell apart. I'm not in the mood for what to do. My lower stomach hurts too. I better go home and rest.Mas Rangga knows my broken mood. Luckily I had time to eat."Thank you for your kindness, Mas. Rara prayed hope you will find the perfect companion." I immediately ran into the house. I do not want to hear what Mas Rangga said.I just cried and cried, regardless of what was going on around me._____________________"This is what I said before, make sin not to re