Up - Justin Bieber
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Gerald disappeared. My greatest fear occurred. After he took everything, I broke up with my fiancé. Even now, my mother is still angry with me. Mother did not care about my situation, even though my condition was far from proper.
Gerald hasn't gone to school for more than a week. I contact him. I may not always think positively when everything is already done and sacrifice everything, and he disappears without news.
Even though that day, he was acting so romantic. What is goodbye? I can only cry if it's like this. There is no place to complain, even though my mother often hears my complaints, but I oppose my mother for something uncertain, sorry to believe.
And I was starting to feel the harmful effects. I can't do without Gerald. One of the most significant impacts is that I have to take public transportation everywhere. I miss Gerald, who is as ever there and can be anywhere, without th
Up - Justin Bieberπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°The day we have been waiting for has arrived. Even though I was angry with Auri but she always forced me. She said she didn't feel comfortable if I canceled it. For the sake of maintaining the dignity and good name of the country, I gave in. I know that foreigners value their time and promises. I didn't want my image to be wrong in foreigners' eyes, so I chose to give in and tolerate all of this.I remember at that time, I almost cried and called Aldo. Fortunately, that bastard came. He was angry at me, and I'm also lazy to reveal what happened.Aldo was angry, thinking that Gerald abandoned me in the middle of the road."Don't play with a kid. If you feel cranky, you threaten to go down in the middle of the road, and it's like an Alay kid." Aldo grumbled, and I just pinched his back."Don't tell mother.""My sister is stupid!" It ended, I pinched Aldo's stomach many times."Rara
Down To Earth - Justin Bieberπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°"Forgive Rara. Rara promised no more. Pick up Rara, Rara was afraid." I called Gerald while crying. I crouched next to the ditch, which smelled quite harsh, stabbing my nose."No, pick up Rara now. Rara is afraid, and it's dark in here. Rara doesn't know where it is now. Hold on, Rara Share location, don't be angry with Rara." I turned off the phone line and sent the current location. Amazingly, when I needed his help, he was there. And stupidly, I have to do the most childish thing. Why did you have to run away? Everything can be discussed."You come and we can continue calling. Rara is afraid.""Find a bright place." I checked the light, only from the shophouses that have all been closed.Lazy to move, I just stood there. Under a tree that wasn't that tall, but I didn't know exactly what tree it was—a tree with yellow flowers.I called Gerald again, and he doesn't pick
No Brainer - Justin Bieber, DJ Khaled, Quavo, Chance The Rapper.π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°Warning!!! Explicit scene! Not for virgin eyes !!________________________For the future and the sake of dreams. Again, I make sacrifices. I met Auri and told her to clean up the mess that happened.I purposely asked Aldo to accompany me. Damn Gerald, he doesn't go to school, and his cellphone isn't active anymore."I swear, if you weren't my sister, I would have thrown it on the bridge." Aldo's annoying comment."I'm older than you, so you have to respect me," I said lazily. I'm not in the mood to serve Aldo's annoying nature. My time is wasted a lot because of that damn Gerald! He never respected me, stupidly my ring to him was too much."Hey, lazy, sister boyfriend is still a kid. I'm older than him, so if you get married, what should I call him? Brother-in-law?"But you don't have to marry you him. I can see. He's not s
Common Denominator - Justin Bieberπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°I'm still sleepy, Sunday and want to hibernate as usual. However, many demons come to my house at dawn."Come on, cheer up, dear. Sports to be high." I walk sluggishly. I've changed clothes, a jacket, and pink leggings, pink shoes. Everything pink, tacky? I don't care, this is my fashion sense.Gerald fetched me home, took a stroll, sponsored by a party. So, one city all came along."Cheer up, get a door prize later." This foreigner. A rich man whose soul is poor like him."Hurry up, exercise occasionally, don't be lazy." Gerald hugged me from behind, and we are still in front of my house. I looked around. Who knows, Mother is peeking at the danger."Wow! Sin, indulging in intimacy between single people." It was Aldo's voice, the actual code. Who knows since when the two humans were on the trail. So, Mom came over to my house and wanted to take a leisurely walk. If
Up - Justin Bieberπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°Gerald becomes an untrustworthy human. There comes a moment. You will know! Damn you! I'm already disappointed. He disappeared again, his cell phone, as usual, completely turn off.I sat in front of my dressing table. I was getting ready for Sheila's fiancee. Yes, my friend, today, formalized her fiancé and will carry out the wedding at the end of the year. I swear, if Gerald isn't a foreigner, I'll find another man. I've never been in a relationship this complicated. Because usually the guy who begged and chased me. And now? I lowered myself to the bottom of the earth.I wore a simple cut dress, pink. All of my collections are pink. Tonight, I want to dress up a little more. I want to appear confident. A little makeup, mascara, eyeliner, blush, lipstick.I see my face in the glass. Beautiful. Should I be confident? Am I beautiful? But no one overtly complimented me on beauty.
This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things - Taylor Swiftπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°"Get off of me, you damn it!""Get me off!""Akh!!" I was forced to bite Gerald's shoulder. He lowered me, as if he wanted to slam on the floor. I really want to slap.Now I don't have a cell phone to go home to, and it's dark. Forced, I have to give in and go home with this devil."I'm going home! I'm not wearing shoes." Gerald took my hand. We were pulled, because my body was small, because of physical, I always lost.I wiped away my tears, and rearranged my hair. I brought a small liptint in a sling bag.Gerald stopped. I just stood, still lazy to see his face. "Here, use it." The shoe that I threw earlier, was already in front of me. Apparently, Gerald picked up the shoe back, before chasing after me. Hm ... he's a little attentive."Rara just wanted to go home.""Yeah." I put my shoes back on, I'm not comfortable being in th
Stuck with U - Ariana Grande, Justin Bieberπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°I smiled, so bright. Beside me there is an extraordinary human, he is not a special man, because he is very annoying, but I love to die of him."How come Gerald is so skinny?" I saw Gerald's lackluster aura, and he looks thin."The important thing is I keep my promise." Yes, Gerald kept his promise. He's going to school if I want to fuck him. And stupidly, I said yes for his future. He has not gone to school for weeks. I'm afraid it's terrible, and Gerald can't answer the exams. Gerald had to graduate, and he had to pursue his dreams. Gerald never told me what his plans were and what major he wanted to study. Remember Rara! He doesn't want to have a future with you! This fact hit me so badly. But I won't back down. I'm trying my best, don't let Gerald go."That's your obligation. You have to go to school, in a few months the exam."Gerald and I sat in school under a shady tree,
I'll Show You - Justin Bieberπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°Warned, full of wildness. Not for virgin eyes.______________________As an exemplary dedication, as a girlfriend, I have pledged myself as a reliable lover for the good of the country and the nation. I'm cooking.Yes, cooking. A strange thing that I have never done in my life. Seeing my boyfriend who was dying, I cooked for Gerald. Ok, the dying part, I'm overdoing it. Gerald isn't dying yet. The foreigner is acceptable, it's just that his body is thin, and he complains about lack of sleep.I just lay weak on the sofa, weighing what I should cook in the kitchen. Mom has a lot of food stock for the week, and it's just that I'm not good at processing it.My mother and I were in the living room watching TV, but I was not interested in watching television. The programs were of no quality, in my opinion.I left the sofa, the serious mother watching the wives' hearts' co
I'm lying in the roomβme time. I just lay there watching TV. I just saw moving images on the plasma. Because on purpose, I didn't raise the voice.My physique can be in the room, and my mind wanders far.The sound of the door opening. My heart immediately warmed. This is what I'm waiting for."Mom." I miss that voice. No matter how selfish and no matter how strong my heart refuses and hurts with past events. I remain, take this man back, and forgive him without knowing it."Why?" I asked dryly. A week, he didn't fill this room."Daddy missed you. Sorry for everything. Honestly, I can't be away from you. Ah, I'm crazy there. I can't be apart from my children, and I can't be apart from you either. Please, mom, you can punish anything, but do not separate. This is torturous. " I looked at Gerald, saw the sincerity of the words that came out of his lips."Where's Skye?""Playing outside." I just nodded.Gerald followed me to bed. He hugged
I watched the faces of my two daughters. Their faces were similar, and one would not mistake them for siblings. Kelsea is beautiful, Verena too. However, where Verena's hair was taken from, her hair was slightly wavy and coppery brown. Even though mine and Gerald's hair are straight. Ah, whichever is important, my children are healthy.From her wavy hair, you can tell Verena's lashes are curled. Verena and Asher have gorgeous lashes; what I like most about Kelsea, her smile—even though she was pouting, still looking cute. My daughter, that one is not tired of being looked at. Her face is beautiful, so pretty. Sometimes I don't believe that I have such a beautiful child, even though her behaviour makes you shake your head.Moreover, Kelsea, a person who likes to take sour.Kelsea is more dominant. Genes are mine. However, it still looks crossbreed: Verena, more hair. Asher, I don't see my genes at all. He's a real G
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovI am ready, and my hands are itching to kill people. It is not irrelevant.Rara immediately knew my attitude.She stroked my hand, even though I was clenching mine as hard as possible. My opponent might faint at all times."Gerald, don't." said Rara. Seeing my woman begging with puppy eyes and pleading, I gave up my mind. Even though my emotions are already on the crown, and I'm ready to go to prison right now."Oh, this kid made Rara a mess. And now she shamelessly comes as if there is no sin." Said the madman with songong. I don't remember and don't know his name. But what I remember he had felt my punch.It felt like I wanted to run over there and kick his evil mouth.I've been rushing. Rara pulled my hand.My breath is already one by one, so holding back emotions."Actually, what else do you want to come here for?" Asked that damn uncle calmly, but very harsh sarcasm.
I'm a little excited. After five weeks, I was down. I try to be sincere and accept everything. I'm trying to live a normal life without a lover. Yes, I didn't think this was the longest record without a partner. Usually, in two days I've got a replacement. And I don't think I'll get a partner anytime soon or maybe for the rest of my life.I can't move on. Even though this relationship has only been a few months, it is so lasting. I do not want to keep grieving and lamenting fate. I will try to forget everything and hope to find someone who helps me forget it."Nanana." I sing like crazy. I am ready to live a new day, and positive energy permeates my soul the last few days.Incidentally, today is a holiday."You sugar .. yes, please. Would you come and put it down on me?" I sing and go downstairs. I intend to help my mother. It's a coincidence that you have to give me a thumbs up. I never tidy up the
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovMomentary emotions make things messy.Sorry, really sorry. I, who originally wanted to meet my lover and fix everything, instead, with an uncontrollable emotional state and jealousy everything fell apart.My relationship is on the edge, aka aground I think. And I regret my stupid deeds that I will regret for the rest of my life.Stupid, stupid, stupid! I cursed my stupidity. For hurting the person I love, and the wound will definitely remain and will be remembered for a lifetime. This suicide is her name.My lover, I really am very sorry. I who was initially filled with anger saw hee lying and helpless. Make me regret it. And now only regret I guess.I helped hee, when she passed out. I have always been her hero, and will remain her hero.But when I brought it into the house, and Rara's mother always looked unhappy, especially since I had made her child pass out. Plus the gol
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingMy world stopped spinning. Yes my world.I woke up, and when I woke up I was in the hospital. I could say I'm sick, but my heart hurts more.All my life, I just had this pain. Broken my heart, I feel.It's hard to breathe, my breath is short. Thinking about all this, just thinking about it gave me a headache and a stomach upset, suddenly wanted to go to the toilet, but when I went to the toilet nothing happened.Paralyzed, my brain is paralyzed to think.It's been a week I didn't go to school, I dropped. Really drop and rushed to the hospital. I lacked fluids because there was no food coming in and cried all the time, my eyes might be blind too much crying.Poor mother, who is tired of taking care of me and I can only be a bother.Mother is always loyal and painstaking taking care of me. Myself is out of shape anymore. My eyes are sunken already. My face is pale, my lips are pale. And I think I lost
Gerald's PovMy world collapsed, I didn't expect my angel to be like a devil.Really. Just really.I lost my words to express it, I lost energy, lost everything. I lost everything because of her.There is no need to describe what I am anymore. You can imagine for yourself. You don't need to imagine. I just feel it.My world is upside down. My God, my world. My woman.I really didn't expect. I hope this is all a dream. And when I wake up I'll find her still by my side. I mean it still resides in my heart.My heart is dead, my taste is dead. Buried and carried away at the same time as the confession.It's killed me!This is no longer killing me slowly, but precisely stabbing the dagger of my heart. I no longer have a heart. I feel hearthless now!Damn! Because of women.I've never experienced anything like this before.Oh God, my woman! Do she still deserve or not consider her my woman? I really really
Anyone - Justin Bieberπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°We've changed clothes, respectively. Yes, indeed, a date that I will never forget."Ready to date?" I smile. I'm excited now. If we can't be lovers, at least we've had different experiences. As my request, Gerald is wearing a purple shirt, and I am wearing a pink shirt, just like the other couple goals. I also asked him to wear a hat, very handsome of course. And I was told to tie up like a schoolgirl and wear glasses, really like a nerd. I wear big round glasses, and they droop a lot."I'm a nerd." I held out my hand."I'm a bad boy." Gerald introduced himself."No. You're not.""I am." I laughed and hugged him."Let's go." I don't remember if this was the last day I had fun. After this, it's all just memories, which will put me down as much as possible."Before the date, it looks like we need to eat.""Right," I said, confirming the word lover a day."But
Hold On - Justin Bieberπ°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°π°I could only cry and sat on the floor, watching Gerald move away. I'm still holding it down my stomach. It hurts so much.I deliberately felt it down. I was afraid my ass was bleeding because of the force of gravity downward."Wake up." Mas Rangga stretched out his hand. I feel more and more devastated."Thank you." I wiped my tears while sitting on the bench earlier."Rara wants to go home." My mood fell apart. I'm not in the mood for what to do. My lower stomach hurts too. I better go home and rest.Mas Rangga knows my broken mood. Luckily I had time to eat."Thank you for your kindness, Mas. Rara prayed hope you will find the perfect companion." I immediately ran into the house. I do not want to hear what Mas Rangga said.I just cried and cried, regardless of what was going on around me._____________________"This is what I said before, make sin not to re