This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things - Taylor Swift
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"Get off of me, you damn it!"
"Get me off!"
"Akh!!" I was forced to bite Gerald's shoulder. He lowered me, as if he wanted to slam on the floor. I really want to slap.
Now I don't have a cell phone to go home to, and it's dark. Forced, I have to give in and go home with this devil.
"I'm going home! I'm not wearing shoes." Gerald took my hand. We were pulled, because my body was small, because of physical, I always lost.
I wiped away my tears, and rearranged my hair. I brought a small liptint in a sling bag.Gerald stopped. I just stood, still lazy to see his face. "Here, use it." The shoe that I threw earlier, was already in front of me. Apparently, Gerald picked up the shoe back, before chasing after me. Hm ... he's a little attentive.
"Rara just wanted to go home."
"Yeah." I put my shoes back on, I'm not comfortable being in th
Stuck with U - Ariana Grande, Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰I smiled, so bright. Beside me there is an extraordinary human, he is not a special man, because he is very annoying, but I love to die of him."How come Gerald is so skinny?" I saw Gerald's lackluster aura, and he looks thin."The important thing is I keep my promise." Yes, Gerald kept his promise. He's going to school if I want to fuck him. And stupidly, I said yes for his future. He has not gone to school for weeks. I'm afraid it's terrible, and Gerald can't answer the exams. Gerald had to graduate, and he had to pursue his dreams. Gerald never told me what his plans were and what major he wanted to study. Remember Rara! He doesn't want to have a future with you! This fact hit me so badly. But I won't back down. I'm trying my best, don't let Gerald go."That's your obligation. You have to go to school, in a few months the exam."Gerald and I sat in school under a shady tree,
I'll Show You - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰Warned, full of wildness. Not for virgin eyes.______________________As an exemplary dedication, as a girlfriend, I have pledged myself as a reliable lover for the good of the country and the nation. I'm cooking.Yes, cooking. A strange thing that I have never done in my life. Seeing my boyfriend who was dying, I cooked for Gerald. Ok, the dying part, I'm overdoing it. Gerald isn't dying yet. The foreigner is acceptable, it's just that his body is thin, and he complains about lack of sleep.I just lay weak on the sofa, weighing what I should cook in the kitchen. Mom has a lot of food stock for the week, and it's just that I'm not good at processing it.My mother and I were in the living room watching TV, but I was not interested in watching television. The programs were of no quality, in my opinion.I left the sofa, the serious mother watching the wives' hearts' co
I Did Something Bad - Taylor Swift💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰"Tell me! Tell the truth with me!" I just looked down. I lost first, want to find an excuse, mother is experienced parents who knew what happened.I sat in front of my mother, still looking down. Afraid! I must be frightened, and I am worried that she will be angry, fearful that she will be disappointed even though Mother is already disappointed in me."Is it true, Rara?" I shook my head. Still scared, I was about to cry."Right, Rara? Are you already far?" I shook my head even more. How about this? My body was shaking, cold sweat, unhealthy heart rhythm. My God, what should I do?"Look at Mother, Rananta. Mother is an old lady, who you have to believe, not that boy." My tears are falling."Forgive Rara, mother." I cried. I lifted my face. Mother's body is weak, and Mother must be disappointed in me."Since when?" I shook my head again. I'm afraid, and I'm so sca
My Love - Westlife💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰"Can Gerald pick up Rara?""What are you doing?""Um ... dating? Anyway, Rara wants to meet up first. Pick up, my dear.""I am busy!""Please pick up. After that, Rara won't bother Gerald anymore." The connection is turned off.I go back and forth like an iron. I cried all night, and it's still hard to break all of this. I will try to give understanding to Gerald. If he objects, we can backstreet? Ah, thinking about this relationship gives me a headache.I'm finally getting ready to go on a date, which will make me sad. I called Gerald using Aldo's cell phone. I don't know. If it's a mortal enemy and an attachment, it's that close. With ease, I asked for Gerald's number.Even though it's the last date, I want to give a different impression. I wore a light yellow floral dress and made a little dress up. With make-up, I slightly disguise my puffy eyes. I'm sad, have to say go
Company - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰I scribbled on Gerald's nose with a marker. We play games on his cell phone. The game very pointless actually, it's a holiday now, and I want to cheer him up.I laughed, seeing my face, already like a cat. Gerald crossed my face, formed long cat whiskers, and formed a black circle on my nose."Why is Rara's face like a cat like now?""You're a wild cat." We laughed together. Gerald's face, too, he didn't lose. It's just to be fair, and I lose. I'll cross his face too."When you're ready, you have to go to school." I'm in a strict mode right now. I'm worried about him, who rarely goes to school. I came on purpose, comforted Gerald into going to school, and have regular activities. He was devastated and lost, but life must go on."Yes, dear. Monday, I go to school.""Well, that's good." I smile. We play dice again, and we play lying down. We lie across from each other."Go
"What promise?! If you cry today the next day do it again?!" Mother is angry after I never broke up with Gerald."Mother, it is impossible for Rara to break up with someone else's child. He is grieving.""Until when? Waiting for you get pregnant?!" My heart is broken. Mother seems to pray badly for me."At least, wait up to a month. Rara doesn't want him to be hurt.""Oh, God. That heartache, an hour at the most. You suffer for the rest of your life! Why don't you realize?" Mother's face is furious."He is an inattentive child. His parents, no one cares about him. Rara doesn't have the heart, and he is often disappointed. Rara also doesn't want to disappoint Gerald." Yes, now I was determined I would never let Gerald go, let alone know the messy condition of his family. I understand why Gerald is like that because his family is like that. The family has the first upbringing. No wonder Gerald could yell at the principal. He dared yell at his father.
Gone - Rose💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰Mother gave me money to buy a new cell phone. Waiting for Gerald to take responsibility is like waiting for a cat to give birth to a crocodile. It seems impossible.After school, I plan to buy a new cell phone. Incidentally, today, Gerald is not going to school. He does go to school now and then. The day after tomorrow is closed as if the school is his own.I decided to look for the most considerable cell phone wholesaler, located in the most famous mall in my city.If there's no Gerald, I'll end up taking a cab. However, I prefer to be with Gerald.Before looking for a cellphone that was quite draining, I stopped by a food outlet while eating. If other people saw, they must think, I'm a single who just broke up. Ha! I was always thinking badly and always scared, even though all my fears were groundless.I train my tongue to get used to eating outside food. I ordered burritos, remembering yesterday's
My relationship is tenuous.It's obvious, Gerald is mad at me, and I'm mad at him. Moreover, there is my mother in the middle, and it's complete.I'm thinking of away, so I can meet Gerald and talk about it all. Communication is vital in a relationship. A relationship without communication is like a cat that can't be lustful. All right, an irrelevant analogy.The only way through Aldo."Send a message to Gerald. Tell him to see me." I said quietly to Aldo. Afraid my mother hear. I hate being messed about. I am not a child, and I know what is good and what is wrong. But Mother's heart is full of revenge. I'm also not stupid and old-fashioned, but my mother does not believe me."Tsk, lazy!" Aldo chuckled irritably. He didn't like Gerald either. I pinched Aldo's thigh because I was annoyed."Hurry!" I said, opening my eyes.With a huff, Aldo took out his cell phone. I took the cell phone with sparkling eyes like I found a favorite food.M
I'm lying in the room—me time. I just lay there watching TV. I just saw moving images on the plasma. Because on purpose, I didn't raise the voice.My physique can be in the room, and my mind wanders far.The sound of the door opening. My heart immediately warmed. This is what I'm waiting for."Mom." I miss that voice. No matter how selfish and no matter how strong my heart refuses and hurts with past events. I remain, take this man back, and forgive him without knowing it."Why?" I asked dryly. A week, he didn't fill this room."Daddy missed you. Sorry for everything. Honestly, I can't be away from you. Ah, I'm crazy there. I can't be apart from my children, and I can't be apart from you either. Please, mom, you can punish anything, but do not separate. This is torturous. " I looked at Gerald, saw the sincerity of the words that came out of his lips."Where's Skye?""Playing outside." I just nodded.Gerald followed me to bed. He hugged
I watched the faces of my two daughters. Their faces were similar, and one would not mistake them for siblings. Kelsea is beautiful, Verena too. However, where Verena's hair was taken from, her hair was slightly wavy and coppery brown. Even though mine and Gerald's hair are straight. Ah, whichever is important, my children are healthy.From her wavy hair, you can tell Verena's lashes are curled. Verena and Asher have gorgeous lashes; what I like most about Kelsea, her smile—even though she was pouting, still looking cute. My daughter, that one is not tired of being looked at. Her face is beautiful, so pretty. Sometimes I don't believe that I have such a beautiful child, even though her behaviour makes you shake your head.Moreover, Kelsea, a person who likes to take sour.Kelsea is more dominant. Genes are mine. However, it still looks crossbreed: Verena, more hair. Asher, I don't see my genes at all. He's a real G
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovI am ready, and my hands are itching to kill people. It is not irrelevant.Rara immediately knew my attitude.She stroked my hand, even though I was clenching mine as hard as possible. My opponent might faint at all times."Gerald, don't." said Rara. Seeing my woman begging with puppy eyes and pleading, I gave up my mind. Even though my emotions are already on the crown, and I'm ready to go to prison right now."Oh, this kid made Rara a mess. And now she shamelessly comes as if there is no sin." Said the madman with songong. I don't remember and don't know his name. But what I remember he had felt my punch.It felt like I wanted to run over there and kick his evil mouth.I've been rushing. Rara pulled my hand.My breath is already one by one, so holding back emotions."Actually, what else do you want to come here for?" Asked that damn uncle calmly, but very harsh sarcasm.
I'm a little excited. After five weeks, I was down. I try to be sincere and accept everything. I'm trying to live a normal life without a lover. Yes, I didn't think this was the longest record without a partner. Usually, in two days I've got a replacement. And I don't think I'll get a partner anytime soon or maybe for the rest of my life.I can't move on. Even though this relationship has only been a few months, it is so lasting. I do not want to keep grieving and lamenting fate. I will try to forget everything and hope to find someone who helps me forget it."Nanana." I sing like crazy. I am ready to live a new day, and positive energy permeates my soul the last few days.Incidentally, today is a holiday."You sugar .. yes, please. Would you come and put it down on me?" I sing and go downstairs. I intend to help my mother. It's a coincidence that you have to give me a thumbs up. I never tidy up the
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovMomentary emotions make things messy.Sorry, really sorry. I, who originally wanted to meet my lover and fix everything, instead, with an uncontrollable emotional state and jealousy everything fell apart.My relationship is on the edge, aka aground I think. And I regret my stupid deeds that I will regret for the rest of my life.Stupid, stupid, stupid! I cursed my stupidity. For hurting the person I love, and the wound will definitely remain and will be remembered for a lifetime. This suicide is her name.My lover, I really am very sorry. I who was initially filled with anger saw hee lying and helpless. Make me regret it. And now only regret I guess.I helped hee, when she passed out. I have always been her hero, and will remain her hero.But when I brought it into the house, and Rara's mother always looked unhappy, especially since I had made her child pass out. Plus the gol
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingMy world stopped spinning. Yes my world.I woke up, and when I woke up I was in the hospital. I could say I'm sick, but my heart hurts more.All my life, I just had this pain. Broken my heart, I feel.It's hard to breathe, my breath is short. Thinking about all this, just thinking about it gave me a headache and a stomach upset, suddenly wanted to go to the toilet, but when I went to the toilet nothing happened.Paralyzed, my brain is paralyzed to think.It's been a week I didn't go to school, I dropped. Really drop and rushed to the hospital. I lacked fluids because there was no food coming in and cried all the time, my eyes might be blind too much crying.Poor mother, who is tired of taking care of me and I can only be a bother.Mother is always loyal and painstaking taking care of me. Myself is out of shape anymore. My eyes are sunken already. My face is pale, my lips are pale. And I think I lost
Gerald's PovMy world collapsed, I didn't expect my angel to be like a devil.Really. Just really.I lost my words to express it, I lost energy, lost everything. I lost everything because of her.There is no need to describe what I am anymore. You can imagine for yourself. You don't need to imagine. I just feel it.My world is upside down. My God, my world. My woman.I really didn't expect. I hope this is all a dream. And when I wake up I'll find her still by my side. I mean it still resides in my heart.My heart is dead, my taste is dead. Buried and carried away at the same time as the confession.It's killed me!This is no longer killing me slowly, but precisely stabbing the dagger of my heart. I no longer have a heart. I feel hearthless now!Damn! Because of women.I've never experienced anything like this before.Oh God, my woman! Do she still deserve or not consider her my woman? I really really
Anyone - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰We've changed clothes, respectively. Yes, indeed, a date that I will never forget."Ready to date?" I smile. I'm excited now. If we can't be lovers, at least we've had different experiences. As my request, Gerald is wearing a purple shirt, and I am wearing a pink shirt, just like the other couple goals. I also asked him to wear a hat, very handsome of course. And I was told to tie up like a schoolgirl and wear glasses, really like a nerd. I wear big round glasses, and they droop a lot."I'm a nerd." I held out my hand."I'm a bad boy." Gerald introduced himself."No. You're not.""I am." I laughed and hugged him."Let's go." I don't remember if this was the last day I had fun. After this, it's all just memories, which will put me down as much as possible."Before the date, it looks like we need to eat.""Right," I said, confirming the word lover a day."But
Hold On - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰I could only cry and sat on the floor, watching Gerald move away. I'm still holding it down my stomach. It hurts so much.I deliberately felt it down. I was afraid my ass was bleeding because of the force of gravity downward."Wake up." Mas Rangga stretched out his hand. I feel more and more devastated."Thank you." I wiped my tears while sitting on the bench earlier."Rara wants to go home." My mood fell apart. I'm not in the mood for what to do. My lower stomach hurts too. I better go home and rest.Mas Rangga knows my broken mood. Luckily I had time to eat."Thank you for your kindness, Mas. Rara prayed hope you will find the perfect companion." I immediately ran into the house. I do not want to hear what Mas Rangga said.I just cried and cried, regardless of what was going on around me._____________________"This is what I said before, make sin not to re