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2020-12-07 02:16:44I knew you curious about how Rara and David met. So here we go.
Flashback (incident, after chapter 40)
Shadow- Austin Mahone (fav😗😗 song)
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I felt a tremendous emptiness and emptiness. Instead of diminishing, I felt the burden of my life getting heavier. By opening my eyes, I just realized my body was naked.
I saw Kelsea's which is ini her box. My daughter sleeps with a face so peaceful. I went to Kelsea's bed and kissed her. Her cheeks are so round. I looked at my daughter's face slowly, not wanting to stand on the painful reality of life. I can't accept everything, sincerely.
I walked towards the mirror. And see my appearance that is so messy. Tangled and limp hair, over-puffy eyes. Swollen lips, and dozens of red marks all over my body. So disgusting! I closed my eyes and opened them again. I saw my naked body. There are many faded colors. Suddenly the hair on my neck bristled. I feel disgusted with myself. After
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