EllieI finally got a response from the applications. I got the waitress job. It is not that good a pay but it will do. I had saved a bit when I was in Sage Enterprises. I am planning to use the money to plan for this baby in my stomach. What a time to be pregnant! Plus pregnant for Adrian. If he knew, he would try to take care of his child. I will not let him know. I will raise this child alone until I am finally ready to face Adrian again. I have to give my all to love this baby. This is a new experience for me and I am so scared. I have not told anyone even Reina. I will tell her when she comes to visit me over the weekend. I am having some morning sickness but it is nothing I cannot handle. I am starting my new job tomorrow. I get ready for bed and drift off to sleep. I am sleeping a lot better now. I rarely get the nightmares. Maybe the surroundings also triggered the nightmares. I had thought of seeing a therapist but I think I will be okay. I just have to focus all my energy o
AdrianThe past few days have been torture. Seeing Amy in that bed every day when I go to visit her just breaks my heart. But I am glad she is back to me. I cannot wait for the day she will come back home with me. She is improving and the doctor said that she might come home tomorrow depending on how she responds. She has given her statement to the police. She cannot remember much. She did not get to see the people who took her. She was just blindfolded the entire time. I cannot even imagine the torture of that. She could hear their voices as they talked and could be able to identify them by their voices. I am so glad that she does not know that her mother is behind all of this. It could break her hurt. She does not need to know. She asked for her mum, and I told her she got into an accident and could not make it. I will tell her the truth when she is older. She does not need to know that her mother was a psycho who was obsessed with money and me and got her kidnapped so that I coul
EllieI woke up late today. I am feeling extremely nauseous today. I do not take breakfast and I leave the house. Working at KJ’s has been so wholesome. I love the whole experience and the people there are just so nice. Miss Mary and Mr. Paul are just simply the best employers ever. The other day, they were telling us how they met. Paul was telling the story of how he was working in his father’s stables. Mary had come over to bring some pastries from her aunt. She was visiting the area in her aunt’s place. Paul said that he just took one look at Mary and knew he would marry her one day. I wonder whether men nowadays do that. Do they just look at a girl and be intentional in marrying her? The share of men that I have met have proved otherwise. Mary told us her point of view. Of how she did not like Paul but liked Paul’s brother instead, Mark. But after hanging out with both of them during her visit she did not like how aggressive Mark was and instead started falling for Paul. And th
Adrian“Dad, can I get my room painted pink and have bows painted on the walls? Pretty please,” Amy says as we drive home.“You can have anything that you want darling,” I say. I finally got to take her home. She is so excited to finally go home, but I can tell she is sad about losing her mum. Meghan’s funeral is tomorrow. I know it is going to be hard for Amy tomorrow. I told Amy that the funeral was tomorrow when I got her from the hospital. The service is being held by Meghan’s mum. I called Meghan’s mum and informed her that Amy and I would be gracing the event. She kept on apologizing for everything that Meghan had done to us. I had asked her to keep the truth from Amy as I had not informed her of what exactly had happened. But I am glad to have her home with me finally. We passed by McDonalds and got some lunch before heading home. I have a board meeting in the afternoon so I drop her home first. I had particularly asked the housekeepers to move her to the room next to mine.
EllieI am a bit anxious about today’s checkup. At least Levi is going to be there with me. I want to know that my baby is growing well inside there. 9 months seems like a long time. But I am planning to enjoy the whole journey. I take a picture of my belly. There is no bump yet. I wonder when it will start to show. I wish that Adrian was here with me during this journey, but well, he does not deserve to. He was behind almost killing me. He does not deserve to see his baby grow up. He already lost that right. I need to stop thinking about him. I get ready and make some pancakes. I cannot stand the taste of coffee nowadays so I make some tea. Levi is supposed to be here in the next few minutes. I love that he is doing this for me. He is a good friend. I have not been able to make any more friends here except for Miss Mary, Paul and Levi. I rarely see my neighbours as I come in really late. I am about to finish my breakfast when I hear the doorbell ring. It must be Levi. I open the
Adrian“We still have to go to Space’s wife’s graduation tonight. I hope you remember that,” Leo says as he swings his golf club. We have been playing golf for the past one hour. I missed these days when it could just be me and Leo playing golf. I have not been able to do that over the past few days with everything happening. I have also accepted that I will not find Ellie. The movers that were a lead in finding Ellie were fired from the company and we could not locate them. I gave up on finding her. I have resolved to spend my energy and time with Amy. She started seeing a therapist, and according to the therapist, she is doing quite well. Hopefully, next week, she will go back to school. Maybe this world was just meant for me and her to be together. I need to heal from Ellie and accept that that is a closed phase. We had something beautiful, and I feel really bad for how it ended, but that was the end. Life has to move on. I have a daughter that depends on me. I have a company to
EllieI woke up feeling ecstatic today. I get to see Reina today, and unlike yesterday, I do not have morning sickness. I cannot wait to break the news to her that she will be an aunt soon. I cannot wait to see her reaction. I am a little nervous to tell her. I have already planned how I am going to break the news to her. I had saved the pregnancy test that I did the first time. I will show her that and let her fill in the blanks. I get up and get in the shower. The shower had some issues when I got in the first day. The water did not heat up every time but I finally got the landlord to fix it. I enjoy my warm bath and fix breakfast to eat. I love weekends. I get to have my off at the weekend, and I love that I can stay in. I love the feeling of movies and a comforter, and to make it all better, my best friend is coming. I bought some snacks yesterday after my dinner with Levi for us to enjoy today together. I cannot believe that I agreed to go to the graduation party with him out
AdrianDid I just see Ellie? I am still shaking as I head outside to my car. What is she doing here? Myriads of questions bombard my mind as I get in the car. I should talk to her. I should not allow her to go without us talking. I gather some courage and get back inside. I scout around and finally see her seated with the guy she came in with. Who is that guy? What the hell is he doing acting like he is protecting Ellie from me? I gulp down a glass of champagne and head in their direction. My heart is still beating so fast and I am not sure which words to tell her. It is wise I start with an apology. I need her to understand that I never intended for her to get hurt. I need her to understand that if it were my wish all that would not have happened. I was just looking out for my daughter. I just made a bad decision in the heat of the moment. They see me approaching and the guy she is with stands up as if coming at me. He sure better keeps his distance. I did not come here to talk t