The New Start

Ellie

I finally got a response from the applications. I got the waitress job. It is not that good a pay but it will do. I had saved a bit when I was in Sage Enterprises. I am planning to use the money to plan for this baby in my stomach. What a time to be pregnant! Plus pregnant for Adrian. If he knew, he would try to take care of his child. I will not let him know. I will raise this child alone until I am finally ready to face Adrian again. I have to give my all to love this baby.

This is a new experience for me and I am so scared. I have not told anyone even Reina. I will tell her when she comes to visit me over the weekend. I am having some morning sickness but it is nothing I cannot handle. I am starting my new job tomorrow. I get ready for bed and drift off to sleep. I am sleeping a lot better now. I rarely get the nightmares. Maybe the surroundings also triggered the nightmares. I had thought of seeing a therapist but I think I will be okay. I just have to focus all my energy o