The day was going as expected as always bit I was on front desk duty in front of Damien’s office. I was trying my best to get my work done and not thinking about Damien or the way he had looked this morning when he demanded I sit at the desk.
I was focused on the documents in front of me, sorting through them where I heard someone’s footsteps approaching. I looked up and saw it was the woman from the other day- Becca, she was looking as confident as always and had on a very expensive outfit and her cologne screamed luxury too so I knew she was rich. She barely spared me a glance as she disappeared into Damien’s office without knocking. I rolled my eyes. Becca had been circling Damien for weeks now, her flirtation as obvious as her too-tight pencil skirts. Not that it mattered to me. I didn’t care who Damien moved around with- it wasn’t like it bothered me anyways. At least, that was what I kept telling myself. About theory minutes later, Becca walked out of the office looking… well disheveled. Her hair looked like hands had ran through it a lot of time, her lipstick was smudged and her dress looked crumbled and he cleavage was more open that it was when she entered the office. She had a smug smile on her face as she walked past me and headed to the elevator. I kept looking at her walk away with a mix of disgust, anger and… jealousy? I had no idea. When she got disappeared down the hallway, I got up before I could stop myself, closed the documents I was going through and walked into Damien’s office without bothering to knock. He was seated at his desk with the same calm expression on his face, his attention on the laptop in front of him. He didn’t look away from the laptop or acknowledge me as I walked in further and that only added to my anger. “Are you sleeping with Becca too?” I asked with disgust, the words came out of my mouth before I could stop myself. His body became rigid and he stopped typing before he turned to look at me. His expression was cold and I could see his jaw tightening as he stared at me. “Excuse you?” He said in a cold and dangerous voice. “What? You’re deaf now?” I asked him as I crossed my arms across my chest. “Is she one of your many… play things?” He didn’t answer me and the room fell into a thick and suffocating silence. Suddenly, he leaned back into his chair with his eyes still focused on mine. “I don’t appreciate your attitude and I don’t like your unprofessional behavior, Amanda.” His tone only made me angrier. “Unprofessional? Coming from you, that’s rich.” He narrowed his eyes and I could the tension in the room thicken. “Thread carefully,” he warned in a low and dangerous voice. But I didn’t care. He could fuck himself for all I cared, I was too jealous and angry to listen to his warning but I was also embarrassed for asking him that question. What was he doing to me? I walked closer to his desk while glaring at him. “You disgust me,” I snarled at him angrily. “You act like you’re some untouchable man, but look at you sleeping with anyone who comes your way and-“ I didn’t get to finish what I was saying. Before I knew it, Damien had gotten out of his chair and walked to me, closing the distance that was between us in just few steps. He held my hand tightly but not painfully as he held me in place. He pushed me against the wall, his body towering over mine as his dark eyes bored into mine. “Enough,” he growled, his voice a dangerous rumble. “I have had enough of your attitude, Amanda.” My breathe caught in my throat and my brain screamed at me to just apologize and leave but I was too stubborn. I glared at him with my heart racing. “What? Did my words hurt? Or is it just hard to hear the truth?” He clenched his teeth and for a moment, I thought he was going to snap and yell at me. But to my surprise, he leaned in to me, his warm breath fanning over my ear as he spoke. “You don’t want me to touch or fuck you, which is fine. But I would do many things to you to show you that you aren’t meant to talk to me like you just did.” An involuntary shiver ran down my spine as the heat radiating from his body made it hard for me to think properly. “Are you surprised that I’m standing up to you? That I’m telling you the truth?” I asked him tauntingly, my voice was sounding weak than before but I wasn’t going to back down so easily. His lips quirked into a dangerous smile. “Am I?” I opened my mouth to respond but before I knew it, he pulled me away from the wall, turned me around and pressed me against his desk. He used one his hands to grab both of my wrist, he used the other hand to pull out his tie and he used it to tie my wrist together tightly, holding them above my head. “Damien, what-“ I started to say but the look he gave me was enough to shut me up, my voice was trembling and I was aroused by how rough he was being with me. “You talk too much,” he said with a voice full of frustration and something darker. I wanted to tell him to stop- I should have. I should have fought against him and asked him to untie me so I could leave but I didn’t. His hand roamed over my body and his lips nibbled on my ear until he found my sensitive spot just below my ear, every struggle in my body left and my head went blank. I wanted him. God help me, I wanted him more than I had ever wanted anything. “Tell me to stop,” Damien murmured against my skin, his voice soft but commanding. “If you really are so disgusted by me, if you really don’t want my hands on you, just say the word, Amanda.” I opened my mouth to talk but no words came out. Instead, a soft and needy moan escaped my lips making every self control I had left or I thought I had in me fly away. Damien let out a small laugh, definitely pleased with himself and the sound travelled from my ear down to my core. “That’s what I thought,” he whispered into my ear as my body burned under his every touch and I swallowed hard. I hated him. I hated how he so much power over me but I wanted him at the same time. “Don’t you dare drop your hands,” he commanded as he removed his have from my wrist. I swallowed the knot in my throat and nodded because I didn’t want to anger him any further. His hands trailed down my body that kept getting hotter with every of his touch. He bunched up my skirt and pulled it to my waist before ripping my wet panties apart. What is with him and tearing my panties? “Damien what-“ I tried to ask him what he was doing but the intense look he gave me shit me up once again. I was there standing with my hands over my head and my skirt pulled up around my waist while he stared at me with lust filled eyes. My body burned under his gaze and I hoped for some kind of release from him as I licked my dry lips. He unbuckled his belt and wrapped it around his hand. His dark eyes roamed over me as he moved even closer to me, his free hand went to my clit and gently yet teasingly rubbed over it, gaining a moan from me. I wriggled against him and expected him to put his finger in but instead, he pulled away and I let out a moan of dissatisfaction earning a smirk from him. He tightened the belt around his hand and turned me around to face the desk. He widened my legs before walking in between them and spanking me gently at first and I was taken by surprise. “Damien,” I tried to say but my voice came out as a moan instead. He spanked me with his belt again and this time I moaned, the pain only seemed to make me more aroused. “Don’t you dare come in here and talk to me anyhow,” he said in a low and husky voice as he spanked me again. “Do you understand?” I nodded as I couldn’t form words, the pleasure from the spanking was driving me crazy. “Use your fucking words,” he growled as he spanked me with his belt again. “Y- yes I do,” I manage to say. He pressed his other hand against my wet pussy and rubbed against it slowly while he kept on spanking me. It was too much for me to handle and I started my knees became weak from the overwhelming pleasure. “Good girl,” he whispered into my ear. “You’ve been bad today though and I need to teach you a lesson.” Immediately he said those words, his finger slipped into my wet pussy but he still kept spanking my ass. “You’re so wet for me. You say one thing but your body say another.” He increased his pace, adding another finger as his thumb pressed on my clit, circling over it to moaned in pleasure. It was too much for me, the spanking, the fingering, the dirty talk was torture and pleasure at the same time. “Cum for me,” he whispered huskily and before I could think, I felt the sharp snap of his belt. My body betrayed me, and I trembled as he spanked me again. I bit my lips to keep my breath from getting caught in my throat and to avoid giving him the satisfaction of witnessing me cum. I tried in vain to maintain my cool, but my breath grew ragged. My knees felt weak and my breathing was erratic as he spanked me once again, harder this time, causing a groan to escape from the back of my throat.I was a trembling mess and I was still struggling to steady my breathing and gather myself. The cool surface of Damien’s desk beneath me felt solid, grounding, but my mind was chaos. I had let him have his way with me again, let him see me vulnerable and in a powerless state where all that was in my head was his hands on my body and the way he was pleasuring me. I had shameless been aroused by his words and touched and I had lost control. This wasn’t me, I never lost control, I was never weak like Emma. I was Amanda and I was mad at myself once again. I turned around and tried to loosen the tie that was still tied around my now sore wrist but Damien stopped me, leaned into me and bit gently on my ear. He whispered into my ear and he hot breath against my skin sent shivers all over my body. “Now,” he murmured, his tone dark and intoxicating, “kneel, take my dick out of my pants and suck it like your life depends on it.”I became stiff and every feeling of desire that was once in me v
I hadn’t seen Damien in weeks. It was strange, almost unbearable, how much he occupied my thoughts despite the distance between us. The transfer to a different department had been my choice, a clean break to avoid complications. But I just couldn’t stop thinking about him, I wasn’t haunted by the feel of his touch and warmth of his body against me. I couldn’t get over how much I had miss seeing his confident aura and in the room filled with people or the way he dominated and commanded people to do what he wanted. And no matter how much I tried to bury myself in work, I just couldn’t get him out of my head. Every time I closed my eyes, he was there wiring for me, looking so real and calling on to me. I refused to give in to my thoughts so I threw myself into work and tried to get back on track. I even made sure to avoid the floor where he office was located on and I took the stairs instead of the elevator to make sure I didn’t mistakenly run into him by any means. For the first time
After confirming the time Andrew would pick me up, I bid him farewell and made me way home. Once I got into my apartment, I stripped from my office wear and soaked in the bath tub, allowing myself relax and washing away all the tired of the busy day. Andrew was going to arrive soon so I started looking for a dress to wear. My eyes landed on a black dress Jay had gotten fit me and I just knew it was the perfect outfit for the party. I quickly fixed my hair and did a light makeup before getting into the dress. It was a beautiful, silky dress that hugged every curves of my body. The bold neckline left just enough room for the imagination without being excessive. I twisted slightly to appreciate the way the silk shimmered in the light as I gazed at myself in the mirror. I was looked amazing and I knew it. I quickly grabbed my things and put it in my purse and waited for a text from my date. Few minutes later, a notification popped up on my phone, it was Andrew telling me he was almost
Immediately he exited the restroom, I let out a small breath to steady myself. My knees were weak and I was still horny but I walked to the mirror, leaned against the bathroom sink and stared at reflection that was staring back at me, flushed cheeks and trembling hands betraying the storm inside me. What had I been thinking, agreeing to one last encounter with Damien? Or, better yet, what was I not thinking?I was glad he’d been interrupted. Glad that nothing had happened. I didn’t understand how I lost every bit of self control I had everytime I was around him. My body has betrayed me once again and my thoughts were all over the place. But now that he was gone, I was set on remaining focused. I had only one reason for coming to the dinner party tonight, a mission I couldn’t afford to backtrack on because of my lust or Damien’s sexy body or anytime else. I opened the the tap and poured come water on my face to wake me up and get every last horniness out of me before turning around an
Excitement filled me as I ran into my, well our apartment, Ryan and i since he basically lives here now, with the contract that I’ve been working for in my hand. My little business idea has been contracted by a firm, and I planned to use the money to do something for our future together.Ryan and I have been together since our freshman year, and ever since I lost my grandmother, he became my only family. I loved him, and despite the fact that we were young, I knew he was going to marry me. He always told me how many women wanted him and how none of them could come between us, and urged me to get a job while he focused on his band. I was proud of him and I couldn’t wait to see how excited he would be when I told him we were starting a family.Loud music boomed in the apartment, Ryan nowhere to be found, but signs that he has been smoking and drinking turned my blood cold, but I brushed the feeling of with a smile. Today was a happy day and he promised not to hit me again like last nig
3 years later…“It’s your last night here, Amanda! We have to go out to the night clubs on this island, and you really need to get laid girl.” Sharon slapped my ass as she walked behind me, and the other models laughed.Jay chuckled as he touched my shoulder, and I adjusted the writing pad in my hand. “Don’t mind Mandy, girls. I’ve been trying to get her into a club since she started working for me. It’s almost like she’s allergic to fun.” He ruffled my hair and I snorted. “If I always went to clubs and got shit faced, who would drag your ass out of the gutter and beg the cops not to arrest you for being naked in public?” I retorted.Jay smirked and laughed, showing his lipstick stained teeth. “There’s nothing wrong in giving the popo a show! Besides, you haven’t had fun since I’ve known you, and this is our last trip together. Can’t you just get shit faced tonight?”I glared at Jay who gave me the puppy eyes, pretending he didn’t know what he just did. The models had no idea this w
I expected him to slide in, but he gripped me tightly and said, “No. you are too precious for me to do this here. I’m not sharing that part of you with anyone.” And he lifted me by the hips, standing up while I tried grinding my hips into his for some friction.The club had special rooms, mostly for the executives, so as we entered a dark suite, I knew this man was one of the big shots here. But I could recognize most of the executives and not him from years of working with Jay.The room lit up and I gasped.Cuffs, whips, gags, arranged perfectly on the bed. I knew what I was getting into the minute I walked up to him, and instead of panicking at the sight of bdsm tools, I was eager to be devoured by this man.His eyes found mine one more time. “It’s not too late to back out, baby girl. I can see you are innocent. This may be too much for you.”I leaned towards his ear and sucked lightly on his earlobe, feeling his fingers tease my slit lightly and I moaned, wanting more.“I can handl
He was gone. And I was back to my senses. Well not completely because as much as I regretted sleeping with a stranger last night, I’ve never experienced such pleasure before. What I regretted was not knowing anything about him. But it was for the best because such a man would ruin me. I fear he has.My hair was all scattered as I checked the bathroom mirror, and I gasped as I saw the millions of hickeys he left on my body. My ass still hurt from the whips but a crazy smile widened my lips at the feeling of it all.I don’t feel so hateful anymore. But I still had a mission.Cleaning up and wearing my clothes, I pushed last night out of my head. My plan starts in a week. I can’t let memories of a night with a stranger ruin it. Because I would never truly be happy till I destroy everything Ryan has ever loved.One week after, I was back in the one state I hated the most. The state that made it so hard to breathe, but Jay was here and he gripped my hand as I stepped out of his car. “Reme
Immediately he exited the restroom, I let out a small breath to steady myself. My knees were weak and I was still horny but I walked to the mirror, leaned against the bathroom sink and stared at reflection that was staring back at me, flushed cheeks and trembling hands betraying the storm inside me. What had I been thinking, agreeing to one last encounter with Damien? Or, better yet, what was I not thinking?I was glad he’d been interrupted. Glad that nothing had happened. I didn’t understand how I lost every bit of self control I had everytime I was around him. My body has betrayed me once again and my thoughts were all over the place. But now that he was gone, I was set on remaining focused. I had only one reason for coming to the dinner party tonight, a mission I couldn’t afford to backtrack on because of my lust or Damien’s sexy body or anytime else. I opened the the tap and poured come water on my face to wake me up and get every last horniness out of me before turning around an
After confirming the time Andrew would pick me up, I bid him farewell and made me way home. Once I got into my apartment, I stripped from my office wear and soaked in the bath tub, allowing myself relax and washing away all the tired of the busy day. Andrew was going to arrive soon so I started looking for a dress to wear. My eyes landed on a black dress Jay had gotten fit me and I just knew it was the perfect outfit for the party. I quickly fixed my hair and did a light makeup before getting into the dress. It was a beautiful, silky dress that hugged every curves of my body. The bold neckline left just enough room for the imagination without being excessive. I twisted slightly to appreciate the way the silk shimmered in the light as I gazed at myself in the mirror. I was looked amazing and I knew it. I quickly grabbed my things and put it in my purse and waited for a text from my date. Few minutes later, a notification popped up on my phone, it was Andrew telling me he was almost
I hadn’t seen Damien in weeks. It was strange, almost unbearable, how much he occupied my thoughts despite the distance between us. The transfer to a different department had been my choice, a clean break to avoid complications. But I just couldn’t stop thinking about him, I wasn’t haunted by the feel of his touch and warmth of his body against me. I couldn’t get over how much I had miss seeing his confident aura and in the room filled with people or the way he dominated and commanded people to do what he wanted. And no matter how much I tried to bury myself in work, I just couldn’t get him out of my head. Every time I closed my eyes, he was there wiring for me, looking so real and calling on to me. I refused to give in to my thoughts so I threw myself into work and tried to get back on track. I even made sure to avoid the floor where he office was located on and I took the stairs instead of the elevator to make sure I didn’t mistakenly run into him by any means. For the first time
I was a trembling mess and I was still struggling to steady my breathing and gather myself. The cool surface of Damien’s desk beneath me felt solid, grounding, but my mind was chaos. I had let him have his way with me again, let him see me vulnerable and in a powerless state where all that was in my head was his hands on my body and the way he was pleasuring me. I had shameless been aroused by his words and touched and I had lost control. This wasn’t me, I never lost control, I was never weak like Emma. I was Amanda and I was mad at myself once again. I turned around and tried to loosen the tie that was still tied around my now sore wrist but Damien stopped me, leaned into me and bit gently on my ear. He whispered into my ear and he hot breath against my skin sent shivers all over my body. “Now,” he murmured, his tone dark and intoxicating, “kneel, take my dick out of my pants and suck it like your life depends on it.”I became stiff and every feeling of desire that was once in me v
The day was going as expected as always bit I was on front desk duty in front of Damien’s office. I was trying my best to get my work done and not thinking about Damien or the way he had looked this morning when he demanded I sit at the desk. I was focused on the documents in front of me, sorting through them where I heard someone’s footsteps approaching. I looked up and saw it was the woman from the other day- Becca, she was looking as confident as always and had on a very expensive outfit and her cologne screamed luxury too so I knew she was rich. She barely spared me a glance as she disappeared into Damien’s office without knocking.I rolled my eyes. Becca had been circling Damien for weeks now, her flirtation as obvious as her too-tight pencil skirts. Not that it mattered to me. I didn’t care who Damien moved around with- it wasn’t like it bothered me anyways. At least, that was what I kept telling myself. About theory minutes later, Becca walked out of the office looking… well
My body still hummed with the memory of Damien’s hands on me, his lips claiming mine, the possessiveness in his every movement but all I could feel was shake and disgust at myself. I immediately got a hold of myself, smoothened my cloth and exited the elevator even though my knees were still shaken and I could still hear his voice. I tried not to think of it all through the day while I got tasks done.I hated him. I hated how he made me feel, made me lose control and the way I fell apart just by him looking at me. Most of all, I hated myself for letting him have his way with me. Again. I was stronger than that, more in control. But around him, I became someone I didn’t recognize, someone weak and submissive. I let out a sigh and packed my things as I exited the office. When I got back to my apartment, I had nothing to distract me so the memories came flooding back into my mind. I couldn’t sleep and everything I tried to close my eyes, I felt the touch of Damien on my body, his tongu
“Please, I’d like to be excused,” I said but I didn’t wait for either of them to answer before I ran out of the office. My hands were trembling as I made my way to the bathroom, my heart was racing and I was feeling suffocated. Ryan was Damien’s son which meant that I had slept with my ex’s father. Fuck! While he deserved that and more, I realized how bad this was for me. I instantly wanted a shower. I hated everything Ryan related. I suddenly started feeling cold and everything around me just seemed to come to an halt. I leaned against the cold sink and held unto it tightly. How could I have been so stupid?I closed my eyes and let the memories of the night I met Damien resurface. I should’ve never gone to him, I should’ve ignored the stupid thing that kept pulling me to him- I didn’t and now here I was, in a complicated situation.He was Ryan’s father. The thought made me nervous and I felt like I was losing my mind. If someone as manipulative, cruel and dangerous as Ryan wa
I turned to look at the man, offering him a reassuring smile. “You okay?”He nodded quickly, looking at me like relieved like I had just saved his life. “My name is Andrew,” he introduced himself and I gave him a curt. “Amanda.”“Thank you for handling Becca for me,” he had said, his deep, smooth voice wrapping around me like a warm scarf. “She’s… difficult, but you managed her well.”I had nodded, keeping my face neutral. “It was nothing.”But then he’d smiled, the kind of smile that made my stomach flutter despite the walls I’d built around myself. “Still, I appreciate it. Let me make it up to you. How about coffee?”For a brief moment, I’d hesitated. Accepting coffee with Andrew when I had only just met him wasn’t logical but saying no would have seemed rude- or worse, defensive. But he wasn’t Damien. He wasn’t older and sexy… Shit, was i comparing men to Damien now? Seeing as Andrew waited for a really, I pushed the stupid thoughts away. I had forced a smile and agreed. “Su
I walked out of his office hurriedly and shut the door quietly behind me. I made my way to a secluded part of the restroom and checked to make sure no one was there before I pulled out my phone. My hand was shaking as I paced around the restroom and my chest tightened with disbelief. This couldn’t be real. It had to be some cosmic joke, I was both disheveled and horny at the same time and it was so crazy. I pushed my thoughts away and looked for Jay’s number before dialing it, waiting for him to pick up the damn phone. “This is not the time to be unavailable, Jay,” I muttered under my breathe while looking at the door nervously and praying no one would come in. I could hear people talking but it was faraway and I realized no one was close enough and I let out a sigh of relief. Finally, the line clicked. “Emma?” Jay’s groggy voice was a balm and an irritant all at once.“Amanda,” I corrected instinctively. He still had that bad habit of calling me by my former name and I wasn’t goi