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2024-10-29 19:42:56Hazel couldn't move. Her trembling body has gone paralyzed under his heated gaze.
Her wide eyes started tearing, seeing the familiar face of man who ripped her apart year ago.
Hands stuffed inside his pockets, he stepped inside her house making her cower back, her senses went on high alert.
She tried to speak, but no word came out as if her throat had refused to adress the sinner infront.
The fear she thought she had subdued with ruination of her innocence came rushing back on meeting the familiar charcoal eyes.
His cold irises roamed over her shaky body, taking in the angelic features he had dearly missed. He was taking calm steps in her direction whilst she was cowering back with rushed movements.
Her body flinched hard once her back met the cold wall. She tried to move away but shut her eyes in fear when he slammed his hands on her each side, trapping her. A whimper left her mouth feeling his hard body being pressed against her shivering one, leaving no room to escape.
"Long time no see." His rich voice spoke, resounding with similar deepness she had heard year back. His minty breath was fanning her temple, making her heart beats rapids.
"Hazel." He whispered bringing his face impossibly closer to her making her tightly crease her shut eyelids.
She wanted to push him back. But her hands felt heavy. The fear he instilled in her year ago had forbidden her to move.
He leaned down till his hot breath was mixing with her hitched one. Gathering some courage, she pressed her quivering hands on his chest to push him when he grasped her wrists with one hand, trapping her waist with other.
"Not this time, Haz-" He was cut short by baby cries resonating from living room. Both of them froze.
Her struggles died down, her face pale. She felt her blood going cold, the erratic beats of her heart audible to her own ears.
No, no he can't find this. He can't know about my baby.
He stilled for millisecond, before lowering his eyes to stare deep into her terrified eyes. The terror in her dialed irises confirmed his suspicion.
His aura turned more cold and dark if possible. A small chuckle vibrated from his rough throat.
Her unshed tears , she was trying so hard to control, started streaming down like waterfall, studying his deranged reaction.
She was doomed.
In hands of man who was her sinner, her tormentor, the man who ruined her.
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Hazel's button nose scrunched hearing his indecent words. Now she was positive, there had to be some misunderstanding.She wasn't that kind of girl. The innocence leaking from her face wasn't just deceiving. It reflected her inner self."What are you saying, sir?" Her cracked voice beseeched, body working to free herself from tight chains.Chaining someone to wall was very cruel practice. She would always pass a glare to animal breeders while walking on her way, hating the helpless look of caged animals. Today, getting chained like those animal only increased her hatred for the notion."Oh, that won't work, darling. I suggest you stop now if you don't want any other marks in your beautiful body than mine."His dark words successfully sparked terror inside her."And are we gonna play innocent now?" He cocked a brow at her, calmly running his fingers through her expose
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Ruined CHAPTER 5: Blood Stain
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Ruined CHAPTER 6: Disappeared
Edward felt as if air had left his lungs. Stumbling backward, he roughly rubbed his hands over his eyes and then gazed again at the mattress.The stain was still there, dry and red, screaming her innocence which he snatched yesterday.His stomach began to churn into uncomfortable knots, hands beginning to sweat."Fuck" He cursed in his think accent, brushing his hand through his messed hair.The severity of the sin he committed was beginning to sink in, making indefinite remorse to fill his veins.His mind was going numb with confusion. How could she be a prostitute if she was a virgin? Why would Chloe and Evelyn lie?"shit shit shit." He began to curse his own stupidity. Instead of confirming the matter, he had just blindly acted upon his anger, and did this terrible act.His mind was thumping with unlimited questiones, yet lacking answers to any of them.
Ruined CHAPTER 7: Confrontation
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Ruined CHAPTER 45: Justice Served (Last)
"Like hell you will."Edward's hovering body from her was roughly pulled away as Theodore slammed him against the wall, face first.Immediately warm arms engulfed Hazel's shivering body."Sh. Sh. Baby it's okay. You did good. Let me deal with the fucker now." He muttered gently rubbing his hands through her hair to calm her down.Edward's sudden groan had Theodore's body straightening in alarm. Barely suppressing his rage, he leaned his head to Hazel's eye level."Go to Aria, okay? I will join you in a minute." He said, referring to their two months old who was still bawling her eyes out upstairs. Hazel gave a shaky nod but suddenly, concern for Theo flash through her eyes. "B-But y-you-"Theodore smiled at her concern. "I will be fine, darling. Infact after today, I will be more than fine. I will be ecstatic." There was something dangerous in his aura. Something that had
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Ruined CHAPTER 41: Dead End
Hazel's teary eyes were begging him for mercy. But he wasn't seeing the plead in her eyes.Rather, his mind was focused on one thing only.Revenge.The fire of vengeance in him was igniting, with it's flames glimmering in his eyes.Someone had put hands in his woman!That's all his mind has been circling around from time she had uttered those words."Hazel. Stop making it hard for yourself." He muttered, his eyes gazing at her bruised cheek which was turning more red and swollen under his tight grip. The pain was this severe that small whimpers were beginning to escape her lips."Are you telling me in easy way or do I need me to upgrade the level of making of talk." His words came out as loss hiss, making terror to pool in her eyes.She opened her dry lips to talk but a sniffle escaped before her words could.The pain in her cheek and the pain in her heart were crumbling her."R-Rape..H-He r-raped. H-H
Ruined CHAPTER 40: Wedding Night
She was locked. After making her signing the marriage papers, he had confided her in his room. The night was falling. There was utter silence.The only sound ringing in her head was the ticking of the clock. Her tear filled, swollen eyes which were blankly staring the wall, lowered down to her hands, instantly catching sight of platinum,couple ring he had forcibly thrust in her ring finger.What had happened? She asked herself, sorrowfully, staring down at inanimate thing that had stake claim on her, taunting her conscience that she wasn't her own, anymore.In less than two hours..her life was shaken to the core.Theodore.. She told him everything. And what did he do? He slapped her, forcibly married her and now had confided her in his room.How can he...do that? He was her Theo, her wall, her pride. How did he do that? With her? With his own Hazel? Hazel, he used to say he cherished more than anything and anyone in this world. Hazel, h
Ruined CHAPTER 39: "I do"
"No." Hazel fearfully shook her head, looking at Theodore with horrified eyes."I will not m-marry you." She sniffled, wrapping her hands around her shoulders, feeling defenseless and expose under his eyes."It's cute that you think you have a choice." Theodore said, without looking at her as he began to collect his things from the table. His voice gave no hint of what he was thinking."Theo please." She begged in crying voice, taking steps away from him when he had not even started approaching her. "I can't marry you. I will feel impure. Used. Not of your caliber. Please respect my decision." She was trying to make him understand.Theodore's typing hands paused. Setting his mobile phone down, he turned to look at her with eyes that conveyed he was finding her words ridiculous."Excuse me?" He raised a daring brow at her, causing fear to pool in her eyes. "Who are you to decide whether you are of my caliber or not? Tsk darling. Leave my decisions t
Ruined CHAPTER 38: Guilt
"Come here, Hazel."Hazel lifted her swollen eyes and looked at him. He looked furious like never before. But, he was taking time to calm himself. He was struggling to control his beast from unleashing.Scared, she shook her head fearfully."P-Please l-listen to m-me. I didn't do-""FUCKING COME HERE!!"His sudden roar made her shrunk into her seat. Small whimpers escaped her trembling lips. Standing up on her shivering legs, she took baby steps in his direction and paused right infront of him. Her eyes not daring to lift from the floor.He grabbed the back of her neck before yanking her forward to his chest. His sudden action caught her off guard. She gasped, startled and placed her hands on his chest to study herself, her innocent, teary eyes clashing with his cold ones."You cheated on me." His words pricked at her heart. She tried to shook her head, but his tight grip on her neck didn't al
