Chapter 1: Pain.

Rouge Mate Of The Alpha King

(Second Chance is either an Adversity or The Moon Goddess’ Charm)

Chapter 1: Pain

Morana’s point of view

Tears dampened my eyes the more as I rubbed the ointment I managed to steal from the healing house on my skin around my arm.

It burns badly as the liquid peppered against my skin, bitting my lips hard to hold back the scream bubbling inside my throat.

I would have healed myself but he forbids me from doing that, and even my wolf at the moment is as weak as I am.

“Sorry,” the beautiful young girl sitting beside me muttered as she stared at me with pity and concern.

I smiled looking at her figure, the only reason I’m fighting and never wanting to give up.

I dropped the small bottle that contained the ointment aside, moving close to my sister and wrapping my hurting arms around her.

She snuggled closer to me, putting her small hands around me also and mistakenly grazing my wounds at another spot close to my spine. My eyes shut together and a painful groan escaped my lips causing her to pull back and look up to my eyes.

“Are you okay?” She questioned softly, tears beginning to cloud her eyes.

“Yes darling, yes I am very okay. Just a slight pain from my back okay, I’m alright sweetie.” I lied with a smile on my face.

Our moment was cut short when the door to the basement room where we reside barged open, three warriors surfacing and stomping down the mini stairs.

“The Alpha request your presence.” The one at the middle said while hissing at us with his eyes full of disdain.

“Okay,” I answered as I stood up immediately, not wanting any violent scene to happen in front of my sister or getting more salt added to my injuries.

They shot me one last glare before turning back and walking away, I turned back to my sister, squatting to her position and placing a peck on her forehead. “I will be right back.” I whispered softly before standing straight and exiting the room.

I made it to his room, the man that has manage to make my life nothing but a living hell. I knocked on his door awaiting his response before I proceed to entering.

“Come in.” I heard his dark voice command, sending cold shivers down my spine, my system twitched with perspiration as my hand went up around the knob, twisting it open before my body pushed itself inside reluctantly.

“I am here, Alpha.” I announced in a low tone with my head hung low.

“I’m bored, come over and suck this dick.” He ordered like it’s nothing, like he isn’t about to step on my dignity again like he always does. “Do not waste my time mutt! Get here before I lose my patience.”

He warned as I force my feet into movement, dragging them to meet him on the couch where he is seated with his leg spread apart and his erected manhood free and sprung upright. He already took off his trousers and boxers, apart from the shirt on him, he’s completely naked starting from the below.

I got to him, going on my knees in front of him. My eyes glazing with disgust as I stared at his manhood, doing absolute nothing than let the harsh sting of filth pile into my nerves.

I felt a hard grip against my hair, causing a loud yelp emitting from my mouth. “Bitch suck before I make you.”

“I can’t, I’m not feeling too well.” I said to him, lying because I can’t let him trampled on my dignity every single time he wish to.

“Does that concern me?”

“I can’t, please you have to let me go.” I pleaded with tears gathering around my eyes. Not like he’s going to listen.

His grip left my hair and travelled to my neck squeezing it hard and restricting my airflow, my eyes bulged as I struggled to respirate.

“Seems like you have forgotten your usefulness and your place right with me?” He growled at me and I could feel his claws coming out, piercing my skin as the grip tightened. My inside flushed with fear.

“You’re my slave! My sex slave, my anything slave. Do you get that?” He stood up releasing his hold that had me slumping to the floor gasping for air. I gasped readily before my nerves could calm his figure bent over me, picking me up in an extremely rough manner that had all the fresh injuries on my body expel more pain to how I feel. He got to the bed.

He got to the bed, throwing me on it as if I’m a piece of worthless cloth, the aftermath having my head clashing with the bed’s headboard. Pain squeezed through my body as I held my head, tears streamed down my eyes blurring my vision.

I looked up at him to find him stroking his manhood to stand straight again, then his hands moved to his body taking off the shirt he had on.

He got on the bed, crawling slowly to my curled self close to the headboard with a sinister smirk laying on his face.

His hand gripped my leg dragging me to lay flat under him. I could feel his body over mine as he began tearing off the rags I have on my body.

I laid there stifling in silence, unable to do anything as he broke me the more, emotionally, mentally, and physically with tears flowing down my cheeks.

………..

When I was ten years old my mother, father and I was banished from our origin pack, my mother was accused of being a cursed wolf even with a child in her stomach they still sent us out.

And here at Crescent Moon Pack they accepted us, we started a new life, and it was really refreshing.

However, the sweetness didn’t last long for my father’s secretive act was soon caught, he was working for the rival pack that wanted the end of this pack.

He himself confessed to the act and told the Alpha of their plans, but still he was killed because it was too late and this pack was attacked, the attack led to the death of the current Luna and Alpha then.

This forced Boden at a young age into becoming the new Alpha, my mother had already given birth and because of the new baby she was spared so she can take care of her.

I on the other hand was sentenced into becoming the Alpha’s slave, three years after our lives change my mother was killed and my sister was brought to me.

I became the subject of ridicule and molestation, tending to everyone’s insult and watching them wish me bad everyday for being the Traitor’s daughter.

I thought my life would be better after I found my mate out to be Alpha Boden, that he would change my life back to good.

But I was wrong, instead he worsen it by ignoring our bond and never accepted me. I was a fool to ever think he would, or that an error of such fate would impact on my life.

Every single day I watch him messed around with she wolves and show them opposite of what he has ever showed whenever he takes advantage of me.

His torment has been ongoing for two years now and if it isn’t for my little sister I would have commit suicide, but I have vowed to take care of her and I will.

I’m the only one she has left in this world, and I don’t want her sharing out of my suffering.

………….

I woke up to a hard thud embracing my body from the way the guard must have threw me on the floor. Opening my eyes I saw that I was back at the basement room they allowed me and my sister to scot.

My sister rushed to me immediately, her green eyes looked as sad as she peered down at my bloody tattered figure.

She held in her fist a fistful amount of her gown that was stained with dirts, also appearing on her face all over.

“Morana…” She called in a soft voice, “There is so much blood.” She said talking about my wounds as I saw tears beginning to gather right under her eyes.

I tried to sit up so I can console her but the settling pain in my body rejuvenated making me regret my action.

“It’s okay Ana, I’m alright.” I groaned looking at the floor they had dropped me on. He won’t even give me the luxury of waking up in his room and coming back here myself, instead would always order his warriors to throw me out, whether or not I’m conscious or unconscious, but most time I’m always unconscious.

I stared at my naked body feeling utterly disgusted by how hideous it appeared.

“Sorry, Morana.” She sniffed as she snaked her arms around me not minding that the blood on me would mess up her hands and clothes.

I drew her closer and hugged her back holding tight to my sister, the only reason for me still being alive and fighting.

“Have you eaten?” I asked after hearing the grumble that came from her stomach.

“No.” She shook her head against my body, pulling away and looking up at my face with her palm touching her stomach, “I’m so hungry and I don’t know what to eat...”

“Let me go get us something.” I pushed her off me gently as I gathered my strength and get on my feet, casting her a bright face with a smile I walked outside making my way through the corridors and heading to the kitchen.

“Daughter Of A Traitor!”

“Loser!”

“Ugly snake like her father!”

“Weak backstabber!”

“What a shameful being!”

Their foul words of title iterated my hearing and I try not to be bothered by it effect. This is not the first time they would call me that. It’s constant and expected.

“Take a full look at her…” I heard one of the ladies standing and talking with other cohorts at a corridor sneered at me, “And imagine her as our Luna.” Her words itself stimulated the mockery laughter she erupted in, “I bet she’s just like her father, no wonder the Alpha won’t acknowledge his mate bond with her.”

Others joined in the mocking and laughing at me but I paid no attention and just ignore them all continuing on my way.

All they say is nothing but words, mere words that should have no effect on me. I am different from my father and someday would get the happiness I deserve.

I thought to myself giving myself the motivation needed for their words being useless to the damage it would cause on me mentally. I made it finally to the kitchen with their voices trailing me off.

Luckily it was empty. I let out a huge sigh of relief at the emptiness. I stalked over to the fridge, opened it and brought some fruits out with two bottle waters.

I moved to the cabinets, grabbed some chips and some other snacks that would last me and my sister for sometime.

Gathering it all I picked one of the trash bags and placed everything inside. That’s to ensure I wasn’t caught and transport all the foods I stole safely to our abode.

A long groan eluded my throat as I felt naturally overwhelmed with the pain coming from my wounds.

‘I can fucking heal you!’ Darah, my wolf growled.

“No!” I denied her option, “If you heal me now, he’s going to find out and get really angry, you know how he forbade us from healing, besides, you aren’t even strong enough due to the wolfsbane and silver. And I don’t want to imagine what he’d do to us if we as much heal a cut. We’re to suffer and relish the pain.”

‘Aren’t you tired of this pathetic life?’ She asked, ‘Or is it until everything is taken from us that the need to get out of here would brew up your head.’ I can feel her frustration. But….

“I’m just sacred Darah. We might run away and he might find us. That won’t be good for us and our sister. Besides we don’t know what is out there, just becoming rogues won’t help our lives. We have no idea how life is itself outside this pack and for all I guess, we might get killed just after stepping out the borders?” I tried to reason.

‘And what if we didn’t? ’ She opposed my last statement, ‘I just want a better life for us Arya, a better life for me, you and your sister. A life where we won’t bother about Borden’s frequent torture and all he causes in our life-“’

“Enough Darah, let’s just hope for the best.” I said and cut off the connection.

I turned after closing the fridge to return back to our room when a sharp pain banged hard on my chest reeling to my head

I could feel Darah sharing the pain too. I knew exactly what was happening as I felt the anguish again but I couldn’t scream out, I had to muffle my screams so as not to draw attention here.

He was with someone again and I couldn’t do anything about it but feel pain. This was why he had forbidden me from accepting his rejection so I could feel pain anytime he had sex with another woman.

My eyes caught sight of the knife laying on the counter, the idea popped into my head and without debating I walked over grabbing the knife.

Hiding it somewhere on my body and marching straight to his room.

‘What are you going to do Morana, stop now before you do something we can’t take back, stop!’

I ignored my wolf’s warning until I got to the door, another pain shot through my entire being this time and I felt my knees buckle. I could literally hear their grunts and screams of pleasure. The pain in my heart intensifying and their noises increasing.

‘Morana No!!!!!!’ Darah yelled as I reached out and try to open the door but it was flung open instead and I immediately bowed my head in submission as the Alpha aura overcame me.

He was standing there stark naked with his eyes glowering with anger as he stared down at me.

Not letting his aura stand in the way, I reached out for the knife and immediately plunge it into his stomach. He would never expect me to do it, and that gave me the advantage to remove it and do it again.