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71: Guilt & Regret
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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Sophie! If you don’t stop pacing like that and sit down for a bit you’re going to drive me crazy,” Nathan growled for the fourth or fifth time, it was getting harder to keep count as I struggled to keep myself from wolfing out.
“I should’ve gone with them,” I hissed at him, tired of him trying to convince me to calm down. “They should’ve taken both of us with them to make sure that nothing went wrong.”
He heaved a heavy sigh and pinched the bridge of his nose as he knocked back another glass of whiskey, “I’m not going to argue that they should’ve brought more muscle with them, but I also agreed with your brother that we sho
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